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Rowena Felch stood tall and graceful on the podium in the Free Will Baptist Church hall. “In this election season of 1888, we must work with ever more diligence to gain women the vote!” She sliced the air with her fervor. “We must convince our Massachusetts lawmakers to act. It is past time.”

The Saturday-night meeting of the Amesbury Woman Suffrage Association was jam-full. I’d arrived a bit late with my friend Bertie Winslow, and we’d found places to sit near the side of the hall. I could see easily, being at least as tall as the speaker, but petite Bertie craned her neck to catch a glimpse of Rowena. It was my first suffrage meeting, although not Bertie’s, and I’d met Rowena only once before, at Bertie’s house. The full room was warm with female bodies and smelled of women: floral aromas, breast milk, and yeasty hints of sweat. Scents integral to my world of midwifery. The gas lamps on all the walls gave a welcoming aura and highlighted Rowena’s face glowing with fervor.

“Do not lose heart, ladies,” Rowena went on. “We shall gather on Tuesday across from the main polling place in the new Armory. Frannie will hand you each a sash on your way out tonight.” She gestured toward the back of the room. “Please wear them proudly on Election Day.”

I turned to look. Frannie Eisenman, the grandmother of a baby girl I’d delivered just last week, held a sunflower-yellow sash in the air and waved it for all to see.

“Does anyone have a question?” Rowena asked.

An older woman with hair the color of iron stood. It was Ruby Bracken, a member of the same Friends Meeting as me. “What is our plan if we’re met with opposition from the gentleman, as we surely will be?”

A teenage girl with curly black tresses sat next to Ruby. The girl’s eyes widened as if in fear at the thought of opposition, but I was glad to see females of all ages at the meeting. An older lady with a comfortable corset-free figure and soft white sausage curls framing her face emerged from a side door at the front of the hall and walked to the podium. Rowena took a pace back, beaming at the newcomer.

“If this comes to pass, we shall link arms and stand tall,” the woman proclaimed, her flat black lace headdress falling like a veil and accentuating her snowy-white hair.

Bertie’s mouth fell open. “That’s Mrs. Stanton!”

“The Mrs. Stanton?” I asked, shifting on the hard wooden chair.

“Elizabeth Cady Stanton herself. Why, I never.” Bertie’s eyes were bright. “Right here in Amesbury. Let’s go greet her after the meeting finishes.”

Murmurs of the name rose up all around us. My mother, an ardent suffragist in her own right, had gotten to know Elizabeth Stanton at the International Women’s Conference in the spring and had sent glowing tales of Elizabeth’s courage from Washington City.

“Be not afraid,” Elizabeth continued. “We are in the right and we shall not be intimidated. Please stand and join me in song.” She waited until all rose, then began.

Daughters of freedom arise in your might.

March to the watchwords Justice and Right.

The women’s voices singing the inspiring lyrics in unison raised goosebumps on my arms. I hummed along since I didn’t know the words.

Why will ye slumber? Wake, O wake. 

Lo, on your legions light doth break.

Sunder the fetters custom hath made. 

Come from the valley, hill and glade.

The song went on from there until the hall filled with applause.

“Come on.” Bertie tugged my arm as the clapping ended.

“Won’t we be intruding?” I asked, pulling back a little, even though of course I wanted to meet the famous and tireless advocate for women’s rights. I allowed Bertie to pull me to the front until we neared Elizabeth and Rowena. Rowena’s skirt was hemmed shorter than many and I glimpsed a pair of red leather shoes underneath.

We waited while a mother with two young daughters spoke with the women. Elizabeth bent down and gave the children warm greetings, but Rowena was cooler, merely smiling and shaking their small hands.

After they turned away, Rowena smiled at Bertie and extended her hand. “Hello, Miss Winslow, and Miss Carroll, isn’t it?” She shook first Bertie’s hand and then mine, with a firm smooth grip. “Thank you for coming to our gathering,” Rowena said. “Mrs. Stanton, may I present Miss Bertie Winslow? She’s Amesbury’s postmistress.” Rowena, about five years older than my twenty-six, wore her smooth flaxen hair gathered into a low knot under a flat-top hat decorated with only a single green ribbon and feather. Her well-cut green dress was fashionable without being frivolous. I knew she was a lawyer and I didn’t believe she had children of her own, at least none whom I’d delivered either during my three-year apprenticeship or in the last year and a half since I’d taken over my mentor’s midwifery practice. Our bustling town of well over four thousand held many residents whom I knew either slightly or not at all.

Elizabeth Stanton extended her hand. “I’m pleased to make your acquaintance.”

Bertie shook her hand and said, “I’m much honored to meet you, ma’am. This is my midwife friend, Miss Rose Carroll.”

“I am humbled to meet thee, Elizabeth.” Friends didn’t use titles, as we believe we are all equal under God. It sometimes shocked people of a certain social status when I called them by their given names, but I was well accustomed to their reactions by now. I waited, but this luminary of the movement didn’t bat an eyelash.

“It’s my pleasure, Miss Carroll.” Elizabeth gazed at me for a moment. “I met a Mrs. Dorothy Henderson Carroll at our meeting in the capital in April.”

I smiled. “She’s my mother, and she spoke very highly of thee.”

She laughed out loud. “And you’re the Quakers.”

“Indeed, we are.”

“Like our dearly departed Lucretia Mott, gone these eight years now.” Elizabeth’s smile was a sad one. “Finest Quaker I ever met and my own mentor in this effort of ours.”

Lucretia Coffin Mott had been in the forefront of the abolitionist and suffrage movements for many years, always in her Quaker bonnet and plain dress.

“She was a model for us all.” Rowena nodded.

Someone hailed Elizabeth from the other side of the room and she excused herself.

“Rowena, I thought thee spoke with power and elegance,” I said.

“Thank you.” Her deep brown eyes looked directly into mine. “Let us hope and pray our increasing numbers will make an impact on those in power.”

“We’ll both be there on Tuesday,” Bertie said. “Let’s go get our sashes before they run out, Rose.”

I caught deepening lines on Rowena’s forehead as I turned to go. I followed the direction of her gaze toward the back of the hall. A young woman in a dark dress with her hair pulled into a severe knot, a black trilby topping it, stood staring at Rowena, arms folded across her chest. I glanced back at Rowena, but her back was to me now.

My calling as a midwife makes me alert to small changes in expression. Often a pregnant woman will harbor worries to which she isn’t able or willing to give voice about the birth. Part of my job is to ease her fears. A body rigid with tension during labor can prolong and complicate the birth itself. What was the reason for the tense exchange I’d just witnessed? And who was the other woman?

Bertie twirled her sash with one hand as we walked away from the church hall. “Do you think we’ll ever see women get the vote, Rose?”

The full moon bathed the world in its bright white light as if God shone his approval on our suffrage movement, but clouds lurked on either side.

“I certainly hope so.” I glanced to my right, glimpsing a movement. Two women walked in the opposite direction. When they passed under a street light, I noticed it was Rowena strolling with the woman I’d seen staring at her. The other woman threw her hand in the air. I couldn’t see their faces, but her gesture looked like an angry one.

“But we seem to lose as much as we gain,” I went on, turning back to Bertie. Women in the Washington Territory had gained the right to vote five years earlier but the Supreme Court had struck down the law only last year, and a similar law in Utah had been reversed. I gestured to two posters plastered to the front window of a cobbler’s shop we were passing, one with President Cleveland and A.G. Thurman, the other showing Benjamin Harrison and Levi P. Morton. “It’s a pity Belva Lockwood didn’t see fit to run for President again. Wouldn’t that have been fine, to see campaign posters featuring a woman instead of these?”

“Without a doubt. With the Senate voting against the suffrage amendment two to one in ’86, though, the prospects seem bleak for the foreseeable future.” She twirled the sash again. “But we shall link arms and stand tall. Isn’t that what Mrs. Stanton said?” She tucked her arm through mine.

“She did, indeed.”

“What’s your betrothed going to think of you demonstrating for the vote on Tuesday?” she asked.

The word betrothed brought a blush to my cheeks. “David will be in favor of it, I’m certain.” The handsome and delightful Newburyport doctor David Dodge was indeed my betrothed, as he had proposed marriage to me in the summer and I’d happily accepted. We faced a few obstacles yet in our path, his society-minded Episcopalian mother being primary among them, along with my own Friends Meeting frowning on marrying outside the faith. “David is an open-minded man who supports equality between the sexes.”

“And you wouldn’t be with any other kind of man.” She squeezed my arm. “How soon is the midwife going to have children of her own, by the way?”

“What is thee thinking, Bertie! Not until after we are wed, certainly.” When I thought of the children I was very much looking forward to having with David, it made me remember Rowena’s cool greeting to the little suffragists in the meeting. It was almost as if she didn’t like children. “Bertie, does Sophie know Rowena Felch?” Bertie lived with her friend Sophie, a lawyer, in what many called a Boston Marriage, but I knew it was a deeper relationship than two unmarried ladies simply sharing a house.

“Yes, Sophie and Mrs. Felch are friends as well as lady lawyers. Mrs. Felch came to tea one day and told us she is about to leave Oscar, her husband.”

I halted under one of the new electrical streetlights at the corner where our paths would diverge. “Oh? Why?”

“Apparently Mr. Felch is eager to start a family and she’s having none of it. She wants to continue her profession in the law.”

I nodded. Whether she did or didn’t like children was irrelevant in her case to not wanting to bear any. “And the only way to absolutely ensure not having babies is to refrain from intimate relations with her husband.”

“Exactly. Which is hard to do if you’re sharing a bed.” Bertie shook her head. “When she first married him, she thought she could do it all—have a career and raise a family. Once she got into it, she realized that wasn’t going to be possible for her.”

“Where’s she planning to move to, does thee know?”

“She said Miss Zula Goodwin offered to share her flat,” Bertie said.

“Who is this Zula, and what kind of odd name is that?”

“She’s a young suffragist and a writer. I think Zula is short for Ursula. Her family has a lot of money, and bought her an elegant flat not too far from my house. She was at the meeting tonight. She has a severe appearance about her. Not plain, like certain Quakers I know, but severe.” Bertie elbowed me with the jest about my habit of dressing without ornamentation, after the manner of Friends.

“I think I saw her,” I said. “She didn’t look very happy with Rowena.”

“Interesting. I can ask Sophie when I get home. She might know. Maybe Mrs. Felch decided not to share Miss Goodwin’s flat after all.”

A carriage clattered by on the cobblestones even as the clouds bumped over the moon, darkening our path. I pulled my cloak closer around my neck as I sniffed the chilly air.

“I hope we’re not getting an early snow,” I said. “I have a woman overdue to go into labor. Her husband is a factory worker and they don’t have the funds to send a conveyance for me.”

“It wouldn’t be the first time it snowed on November third. But I’ll admit snow would make riding your bicycle to a birth a messy prospect.”

Bertie had suggested I purchase a bicycle last spring and I’d been glad ever since I’d followed her advice. But I hadn’t yet gone through a winter with it, and I suspected my cycle would be spending several months stored in the shed at the back of the house I shared with my late sister’s husband and my five nieces and nephews.

“Be well, my friend. I’ll see thee soon.” I detached her arm and squeezed her hand.

“Stay out of trouble, Rose.” Bertie grinned. “See you Tuesday morning at the polls, if not before.”

I waved and turned toward home. I prayed my sole trouble would be finding a way to attend a birth in a snowstorm. After becoming involved with helping the police solve several murders over the last six months, I longed for my town to stay peaceful, and for me to solve only the miraculous mystery of babies being safely born.