999 My Life on the Frontline of the Ambulance Service
CONTENTS
Author’s Note
Prologue: All We Can Do
1 One In, One Out
2 The Hardest Job
3 Burying Trauma
4 A Lifelong Apprenticeship
5 An Alarming Regularity
6 Faces Quickly Fade
7 Making Me Despair
8 Picking Up the Pieces
9 Moments of Madness
10 Find a Bloody Dock Leaf
11 A Lack of Respect
12 The Seemingly Humdrum
13 Right Place, Right Time
14 Storing Up Problems
15 The Q Word
16 A Scary Feeling
17 Messed Up and Dark
18 Road to Recovery
19 Why?
20 Something Positive
21 Doing Better
22 Another Way
23 Softening the Blow
24 Tremendously Proud
About the Author
Acknowledgements