FEBRUARY 3, 1979

Sid Vicious, the drummer with the Sex Pistols, dead of a heroin overdose. He who is accused of stabbing his girlfriend to death, out on bond, now dead. What is that about? Sex Pistols. Love Gun. All that shit. I had a terrible day. I feel so awful doing this public relations shit all day/all day/all day long. I mean, I want out really bad. I think the teaching thing might be the way to do it, too. I am willing to do that shit as opposed to the kind of shit I am doing now. Yuck. My boss was talking shit to me today and then she started giving me shit about hours and stuff and I wanted to slap her face. Tsk, tsk. I need to start meditating or something.