MAY 25, 1981, MEMORIAL DAY

I sit here in a blue dress that makes my eyes bluer. Music on.

I have read some more Henry Miller. And some more Marilyn French. I feel like I am just coming out of a real deep cave. Like I am just beginning to feel what is what.

I am always so scared I won’t write that I don’t write. But it is the fear, not the writing that defeats me. Everything is not a masterpiece.