Marvin Gaye on the radio singing “Forever.” It’s raining. I haven’t paid my taxes. My mind is alive with ideas. I feel like a Medusa head. I feel strong. I feel like I don’t wanna fuck at all! I want all that energy for myself! I feel like I am gaining control of my life. I don’t have to do shit I don’t wanna do. I am here and free as a bird.