I am determined to give myself the right to grieve for the woman who was raped. I am determined to make the men within this circle look at what happened as a political crime. As a lynching. As an attempted murder. As if a huge white woman with a big dildo had come into their offices, stripped them down and raped one of them up the ass while she made the others watch and then packed up her toy and faded off into the city. Would they think it was normal behavior? Would they say, well, it happens every day? What do you think the reaction would be if rape happened to them? They would be outraged. They would be enraged. I am determined to identify and claim the damn outrage!