I am so used to withholding.
I am so used to the silences.
I am so used to hearing my words thrown back at me; against me.
I am so used to not trusting.
I am so used to not opening my mouth, my hands, my heart.
I am so used to running and trembling.
I want to let the silence go. I want to let the tears go. I want to let the fear go.
It’s time for a change!