Jensen Secret Revealed

I read over the instructions from Doctor Walter-Mourning over and over again. I look at him talking to his mother, and him preaching about honesty. I touch the embroidery of the letters, the words make her disappear. I take a deep breath, wipe the corner of my eyes, and smooth the paper out. Jensen voice startles me,makes me jump.

“Baby, what's wrong?”

I hand him the paper, her business card, and he looks over it and then me.

“You wanted to kill me?”

“No,I didn't”

“I asked you.”

“I know but I couldn't .”

“Why?”

“I feel you and now I love you. I made a promise to never let another woman die like Grace or Chyna.

“I was just a hit don't front.”

“You wouldn't be alive if that was all you were, Janae. I knew she was going to get caught so I took her money.”

I fold my arms and turn my back.

“ It never fails I fall for a man and boom he plays me.”

“All I’ve ever did was keep it real and I'm dead ass wrong but...”

“Don't turn a lie into some goody goody save the drug addict ending. Your bad was catching feelings and fucking me. You kept saying over and over again you couldn't but it was all about your consequence.”

He paced back and forth. I felt the heat of his anger which caused me to tremble. I held my cell phone open, the 911 already on the screen.

He stopped in front of me and I have fallen plum fool in love. He takes both my hands, there warm and he kisses each of my fingers.

“J,the first time I saw you I knew I couldn't harm you. The news reported how dude played you and all those other women. I should have told you the truth.”

“Why, save me?”

“Your story was all over the news, I felt sorry for you. We started off rocky but I was connected to you.”

“And?”

“She gave me money and I didn't know you. All I thought was the come up and some green to secure me and have something to start over in California

.”

“How did she find you ?”

“Some people I associate with and did work for and she approached me.”

“So do it make good on your deal. My heart is broken.”

“Baby, I'm not here to harm you and I know you don't believe shit I have to say but it is true.J, you mean a lot to me and the moment I looked into your eyes I was hooked on saving you versus harming you.”

“I thought you don't do the damsel in distress gig.”

“I do the I like and love number one pain in my ass Janae. This is our opportunity to start ours lives over and erase the past. I would like to live my new life with you. I don't care about the mistakes, the shit we did that makes us misfits. I want to be in love with you, build a life with pretty babies, a picket fence home, and endless nights of happiness. I'm done with the drama and the past. The question is are you?

He sits on the bed next to me, his silver eyes staring me down, his hand on top of mines, the scent of Burberry cologne, and I place my hand over his heart. I can feel each thump, the rhythm moves through my fingers, and I am in tune with him.

“I want pretty babies with you and to be your only pain in the ass. No more lies  from either of us even when the truth hurts.”

“Truth from here on out.”

“Why am I plum fool over you, Jensen Brick McCall?”

“I'm your man and I'm quite handsome.”

I nudge him, kiss his lips, run my fingers over his chocolate chest and trace it down to his pants. I put my hand in his sweats, run my fingers over the head of  stick. He moans in my mouth.

“I want to work on you putting a pretty baby inside me now.”

He traces his lips down my neck, move his hands over my press squeeze them, on my neck. The intensity of my hand strokes intensifies and he lays back on the bed. I climb on top of him, push down his sweats and his eyes pop open. I remove my dress, he takes his fingers trace over each scar and then kisses it.

“Don't cut your body anymore please? Even with the scars I can see the beauty of you. They tell a story of your pain and it hurts me to know that some of these scars are because of me. I want to erase all of the pain written on you and replace it with love.”

I wipe my eyes and place his hand on my heart. Love is beating all,over my body.

“I want to heal, I am healing because of your love. I thought tonight you would murder my love for you. I don't fear death I fear not being loved before dying.”

He pulled me on his chest kissed me all over my face.

“Look no further woman. I love your smart mouth ass. I feel like I am complete with you, my family, and life. Put me inside of you.”

I push him inside me inch by inch. I shiver, grind my hips on him, his hands squeezes my breast, his hips pushes into me so deep. His lips suck on my neck, the energy he is pouring inside of me causes me to squeal in pleasure. He wraps his arms over my body and turns me on my back. He looks at me, and he has tears in his eyes.

“What’s wrong baby?”

“Your love is so beautiful. I'm all mushy all over you and I told you from the gate if you made me fall in love you have no choice but to be my wife. I want to marry you.”

He strokes deep in me , suckles my breast, and I squeeze his ass.

“I want to be your wife. Yes. Yes. And yes.”

I feel him pour inside of me, lay his head on my chest. The past evaporating, love all over me, his kisses, and my heart is full.

“Damn, that was intense. You deep in me J.”

“Thank you for not murdering me.”

“Thank you for loving me and getting on my nerves. We are meant to be in one another life.”

“I'm hungry, Mister.”

“Let's hit up Mama Pearl’s kitchen.”

He slides out of the bed , walks to the bathroom, the shower water comes on. I wrap the sheet around my body and sit in the window. I count the stars in the sky, the moon shining on my skin. I walk over to my easel, put the crayon to the blank paper and draw this feeling inside of me. I draw hearts, a blue sky, a silhouette of our naked bodies, and us holding hands. The shower water stops, the sky opens up and large drops of rain hits the window pane. He standing at the door, I feel his eyes on me.

“I made your u feel that good you needed to paint the moment.”

I look over my shoulder and smirk.

“I always painted dark, ugly, and painful moments of my life. Now I want to capture all the things that makes me smile.”

He comes close, kisses my shoulders, and wraps his arms around my body.

“I'm going to run down and cut us two big slices of seven-up cake and then I'm ready for round two.”

“Ooh you so fresh.”

He nibbles on my ear, and kisses my cheek.

“Be nice and naked.”

I hear his footsteps down the steps and then his deep voice yelling my name.

I jump and he screams again,

“Call 911 Mama Pearl is on the floor unconscious .”