Jimmy was writing a letter.
It was not his first letter; that had been brief and to the point, addressed to a trust company in Philadelphia. It read:
Deer Sire: Please tel me howe mutch you will reant your hanted property for. You ought to let it go cheep cause everybody is afrade to live there count uv the lady that hants it. but I aint afrade. Rite by return mail.
Goode bie.
James Abercrombie Watts
That letter had been comparatively easy of achievement, but this second one was another matter entirely. It was to a lady, and one, he instinctively felt, of rare attainments. He wrote and rewrote, and tore up and wrote again. His fingers and face were smeared with ink, and his blond hair had a long smear also where he had wiped his pen many times. But at last, with a dissatisfied sigh, he held the letter up, complete, and scowled at it, concluding it was the best that he could do.
Not a soul had he told of his curious transaction. He had mailed his first letter the day after Constance left, having transcribed the address laboriously on the fence by the light of a streetlamp and with one eye looking up to the For Rent sign, while the other kept a furtive lookout for possible white ladies walking in the grass behind the house. He was afraid if he did it in the daytime he might be caught by some of “the fellers” and asked uncomfortable questions. Then he had mailed his letter and been promptly on hand at the arrival of every mail train, not excepting one that came in an hour after his letter had started. He always put his important little freckled face before the postmaster’s vision the minute the window was opened after each distribution of mail and asked whether there was anything for James Abercrombie Watts. The postmaster got almost out of patience after the first six times and told the boy to get out of the way, that if any letter came for him he would send him word, but Jimmy, undaunted, appeared as promptly at the next mail. At last the letter came, and Jimmy retired to the sacred precincts of an old barn to read it and then went home to write to “her.”
Jimmy would have chuckled over his shrewdness, could he have looked into the Philadelphia office when his own letter was read.
“Here’s somebody wants to rent that old house in Rushville,” said one partner, tossing the letter over to the other. “Better let ’em have it cheap. It’s some poor illiterate person, but if you can get anybody to live there for a while till that fool notion about the house being haunted can be overcome, it may be sold to advantage. It’s not worth keeping now.”
The other man read the letter and tossed it back.
“All right, tell ’em they can have it for ten dollars a month if they pay in advance for a year. That’ll keep ’em there, I guess. ’Tisn’t likely they’ll keep it after they find out the story about it, but anyhow, that’ll pay the taxes. Tell them they’ll have to make their own repairs, though, if they want any.”
And so the answer had come.
To Jimmy, ten dollars a month seemed a large sum. His mother, he knew, paid seven for the tiny place she lived in, and had hard work to get that paid, but that wasn’t “haunted.” He felt a little dubious as to whether his lady would think this cheap enough, considering the great drawback to the house, but there seemed to be nothing left to do but to report back to her. Accordingly he went to work, and in due time the letter was finished and posted, and Jimmy began once more his daily pilgrimages to the post office. Not that he was sure of getting another letter, for his lady had not promised to write, only asked him to do so. It might be she would never answer. It might be she had gone into the vast world again and he would never see her, but he hoped not, for he had boasted great things of her to the boys, and they had not believed. He wanted her to return and verify his statements. He wanted her, too, to come back for her own self, for there had been something about her that made him want to see her again. He did not understand it, but he felt it. He had a Sunday school teacher once when he was a little fellow who made him feel that way, but she had died. Maybe this one would, too. Jimmy did not know, but he liked her.
So it was that one morning among other mail, Constance received a funny little scrawled letter in a cheap blue envelope. It had gone to New York and had been forwarded to Chicago with others. Wonderingly, she opened it. She had almost forgotten Jimmy, though she had by no means forgotten the old house among the cedars. But there had been so much to do since she reached Chicago, that her plans had been put aside for a little. Now they all came back, and she felt that everything was being shaped for her just as she would like it.
My deer ladie: I done what yoo tole me to. I rote the folks what owns the hanted howse and thay sed yoo cud hev it fer ten dolurs a munth an advanse. I hop yoo wunt thinck thet iss to mutch. I will sende yoo the fokes letter soe yoo can reed it yoorselv. Ef yoo want to no ennythin alse tel me an I will doe it for you. The wite lady aint ben seen by noe persone sence you wuz heer. I ges she wuz skerd ov yoo. I tole the felers yoo was brav. I hop yoo wil cum bak. Them pise an cakes wuz delikity. Say yoo an me hed a reglar dandy piknik didunt we.
Yoors trooly,
James Abercrombie Watts
P.S. I lik yoo.
Over this letter Constance laughed and laughed till the tears came to her eyes. It took her some time to decipher it all, but during the reading of it the hour she had spent about the old house came back to her with renewed charm, and she felt that Jimmy had done her a service. She had found that the old house was possible even on a capital of five thousand dollars. Why, five years would only cost a few hundred dollars. Surely by that time she would have learned to earn her own living in some respectable way, and at least it was a good place in which to hide for the present. New York could not search her out, no, not even with the office of the agent who leased her the house in the heart of its business center. For the city trust knew no name save James Abercrombie Watts, and the idea had struck her that Jimmy should take out the lease and do all her business. There was no need that her name should be in it at all. Jimmy should be her real estate agent, as it were. Her eyes were bright with laughter and tears when Marion tapped at her door and entered.
“All the girls have fads,” said Marion, fluttering a lot of letters before Constance’s face. “Here’s one girl who is bound and determined that we shall help her in private theatricals for her college-settlement work, and another wants me to make her a pillow for their fair, and another is bound I shall join her club. Marie Curtis goes in for golf, and there are two or three who rave over music and art, and talk a lot of stuff about the old masters that they don’t understand themselves, I’m sure. Everyone has a fad, except little me. What’s yours, Constance?”
“Tearooms!” responded Constance promptly, her eyes far away for the moment.
“Tearooms!” said Marion, puzzled. “How funny! How do you do it? Are you collecting spoons or napkins from them, or what?”
“Why, I’m rather new at it,” said Constance, enigmas in her eyes, “but I guess you just go around and see them, find good ones, you know.”
“Oh, I understand. You find all the little quaint ones and write down a description of them. I shouldn’t think there would be much in it in this country. Over in Europe, now, there are plenty of them. But it’s something new, at least. We’ve a whole afternoon to ourselves; suppose we try it. I’ll order the car, and we’ll go on a tour of investigation.”
The idea struck Constance as a good one, and without further explanation, though with laughing eyes, she acquiesced. Thereafter it became known among Marion Eastlake’s friends that Constance was making a study of Chicago tearooms, and amid much laughter, many pleasant little excursions were organized into various places where food was offered for sale in one form or another. Some of the girls were in danger of becoming sick from the number of fancy cakes, sandwiches, and sundaes they sampled for Constance’s benefit.
Through it all Constance was keeping her eyes open and really learning a few things.
But Chicago with all its attractions was no longer so full of interest for Constance as it had been. Her mind was teeming with plans, and the arrival of Jimmy’s letter brought it all back again in full force that she was no longer a part of this world of fashion. So, in spite of Marion’s pleadings, in spite of dinners and parties and engagements without number, Constance decided to go home.
When she had decided, it did not take her long to put her plans into operation. As suddenly as she had come, she departed, leaving Marion lonely and disappointed. She was wonderfully fascinated by Constance and had formed something more than an ordinary friendship for her. Moreover, she felt instinctively that there was something more to her than a mere society girl, and she longed to enter into the inner recesses of this choice spirit and share the fun, for fun Marion felt it would be. She was always looking out for fun. The beautiful part of it was that she generally made some fun out of everything she undertook, even though it was not planned for that purpose.
Constance had grown fond of Marion also, and it was with regret that she bade her good-bye, in spite of her impatience to be again alone and perfect her plans for the future. She would have enjoyed telling all to this girl and was sometimes tempted to do so; then, looking about on the luxurious apartments, she would remember that Marion was part of the world she was leaving now, and not a soul of that world must know where she had gone or what had happened. For it might be that Marion, too, was influenced by wealth and station, unlikely as it seemed, and it would be better not to know it if Marion were likely to turn away from her when her money was gone.
As she left the beautiful mansion where she had spent two delightful weeks, Constance gave one glance about the lovely rooms. It was to her a farewell to all the pleasant, costly things that seem to make life one long picnic. She was going into a world of work and thought and perplexity. She went willingly enough, but she could not help a regret or two for the things of the life she was leaving.
Constance did some serious planning on the journey home. She could feel a great change in herself. The old life began to seem far away. Henceforth, her sphere would be a humble one.
It was that same night after dinner that she began to set her plans in motion.
Grandmother was always in a good humor just after dinner, and nothing pleased her more than a nice long talk with Constance. She wanted to know all about Chicago, and Constance told her of the magnificence and the kindness and the largeness of everything. The old lady listened and exclaimed, and approved of some things but thought that others showed far too much display to be in good taste, and finally Constance got around to the point toward which she had been aiming.
“Grandmother,” she said in her most wheedling tone, “I want you to do something for me. I want it very much. Will you do it?”
“Why, of course, Connie, what is it?” said her grandmother, pleased as love always is to be wanted. “I always do what you ask, my dear. Do I not?”
“Of course you do, Grandmother, and I know you’re going to do this. Well, I’ll tell you about it. I want to close up this house and go traveling! Does that sound very dreadful?”
“Why, no, child, not the traveling part. I suppose that could be arranged all right. There are plenty of people who would be glad to have you with them, and you could go as well as not. But why close up the house, child? I’ll stay right here as I always do. That’ll be the best way.”
“No, Grandmother, that’s not what I mean. I want you to go along. I don’t want to be bundled off on anybody else. I want you and me to start out and have a good time together and go just where we please without anything to hinder. Wouldn’t you please go, Grandmother? We could go easily, so that you wouldn’t need to get tired, and I think you would enjoy it.”
“Oh child! I, go traveling again at my time of life? I couldn’t,” said the grandmother, startled out of her usual calm decorum.
It took an hour and a half of eager argument and reasoning to convince Mrs. Wetherill that it would be good for her health to move out of her great elegant rooms, where peaceful regularity moved on money-oiled wheels. Constance almost despaired of winning the day without revealing the whole story, but at last the grandmother succumbed.
“Well, dear child, perhaps you’re right. I suppose I should enjoy it some, though I’ve never felt any desire to go traipsing over the earth the way some people do. But I suppose you’ll enjoy it, and it’s very nice that you want me with you. Yes, I’ll go. And now, where is it you want me to go? Abroad, of course. It’s a number of years since I crossed the ocean. I’m not very fond of the water.” Constance could see her wavering again. She flew to her side and knelt down before her.
“No, indeed, you dear grandmother. I’m not going to drag you across the ocean. Europe’s much too public for me. What I want is to find a lovely little quiet village, where, after we have traveled around some, we can take a house for a while and get away from all this rush of city life. It doesn’t amount to a row of pins. I want to get rested and find out what life means.”
“Dear child,” said her grandmother, taking the girl’s face between her fine, wrinkled hands with their rich fall of rare laces in the wrists. “Dear child”—her eyes searched Constance’s face—“has something gone wrong with your heart? Has someone disappointed you? Isn’t Morris Thayer—hasn’t he—I thought he was devotion itself. He kept calling me after you left, and I’m sure I forwarded a letter or two in his handwriting. You haven’t quarreled, have you?”
Constance was surprised that her quiet, unobserving grandmother had taken so much notice of her affairs. She had always been reticent about them, and her grandmother had never questioned nor seemed to notice. She flushed up guiltily but laughed in answer.
“No, Grandmother,” she said, “that’s not the matter. Morris Thayer and I do not quarrel, but yet—I don’t know but I am a little disappointed in him, though it doesn’t matter much, I’m sure. I want to get away from him and them all. I’m tired of the everlasting sameness of it. I want to do a lot of nice unconventional things that you can do when you’re away from home. You know, Grandmother?”
The grandmother thought she understood that there had been a disagreement of some kind between the girl and her beau and, deciding that perhaps the young man needed the lesson of a separation for a while, acquiesced without further comment.
At last Constance went to her room, satisfied that her grandmother suspected nothing and that she would make her no further trouble.
There was a large pile of correspondence awaiting her attention. She looked at it wearily. She had no taste now for all that had made her life heretofore. She wondered at herself that so soon she could be interested in other things. Just a month before all her care had been to which dance she should go and whom she would invite. Now she was entering with eagerness into a plan to get rid of it all. Would she be sorry by and by, when it was too late and she could not come back to it?
For an instant she longed for the old, safe, easy life of ease, with plenty of money to spend and no fear of ignominy in the future. But that could not be. She must go forward to a future with five thousand dollars as capital, and that would be intolerable here. The precise, respectable little cousin who had stayed with her grandmother while she was away was a sample of what that would be. All her life this cousin had been hampered by too much respectability to save her from a monotony to which custom, her family, and a lack of funds had condemned her. Now, at fifty, she wore made-over dresses, and scrimped, and stayed with relatives to keep her hands as white and useless as those of a member of her highborn family should be. “Poor Cousin Kate, of course she must be invited, she has so little pleasure,” was what everybody said. Constance’s pride never could endure a like humiliation. Her conquering courage swelled up to her aid once more, and she determined to make a new life with none to pity and none to make ashamed. She had yet to learn that there are worse things than pity, and deeper humiliations than mere lost prestige can give.
When she lay down to rest that night, her brain was swarming with plans, and there lay upon her desk a careful memorandum of things to be attended to at once. The well-ordered household slept calmly, all unknowing that the morrow was to be their undoing.