MIAMI, FLORIDA
CIRCA EARLY 2000S
“Se pou nou jwenn em kounye a,” the man said smoothly in his native Haitian language—Haitian Creole to be exact. His accent was heavy, and his raspy voice sent chills up the spines of many men in Miami. In translation he simply said, “Let’s get them now.” His voice was calm and steady; however, his heart was filled with anxiety. Fear didn’t trigger his internal butterflies; rather, sheer eagerness and a burning passion for revenge had his blood racing.
Two Haitian men were inside a van parked directly across the street from a popular restaurant. One man sat in the driver’s seat, while the other sat in the back, right next to the van’s sliding door. An AR-15 semiautomatic was in the man’s hands. He was waiting for the perfect time. They had been sitting there for the past hour and a half after receiving a tip about their enemy’s whereabouts, and they’d wasted no time getting there to handle unfinished business. They’d been looking for him for quite some time.
The man in the back seat cocked back his rifle, preparing for what would be a gory scene. Anonymity didn’t concern them, so they’d passed on wearing ski masks or other disguises. They wanted to send a clear message: DO NOT FUCK WITH THE HAITIANS IN DADE COUNTY.
This had been an ongoing drug war between their crew and the other side for a very long time, and the only way to end it was to kill the other side’s leader—none other than the notorious Carter Diamond, boss of the feared drug syndicate the Cartel. The Cartel controlled the Port of Miami, which meant it controlled the flow of the country’s imported drugs. Its power and influence were so strong that it was almost a death sentence to go against them. Yet Matee and Milo did when they’d set up shop and started selling drugs in Carter’s territory, a crucial mistake that ignited the war they were currently losing by a landslide. Just a few months prior, a drive-by shooting claimed many members of their Haitian mob while at a birthday party for a member’s child, and their niece had been one of the victims. Not only that, a bullet had grazed Milo’s daughter during the attack. Milo had thanked God every night his daughter wasn’t murdered, but his thoughts always swung from grateful to being enraged over the possibility of “what if?” What if his precious daughter had been taken away from him? The hypothetical drove him nuts and vengeance became his burning desire. Getting back at the Cartel, but especially Carter Diamond, was personal to them. The Cartel had crossed the line of morality even for a drug war, and revenge was the only thing on both of their minds. It was a sad day for their family and a tough pill to swallow. Although it wasn’t intended for her, a young life was lost, and all bets were off at that point.
Milo and Matee understood there was no honor in the streets. They had been trying to find the head of the Cartel for so long, knowing that ending him would be the only way for them to win the war. No matter how many soldiers they killed, Carter could recruit more and more. He had an endless supply of street mercenaries and his power was overreaching. His money was longer and stronger so there was no match. So Milo suggested they shift from killing soldiers to solely hunting for Carter Diamond.
And today, it was their time. They had their man.
However, they were racing against the clock. Carter Diamond was currently on trial for tax evasion and he could serve jail time if convicted. That would take their chances of murdering him from slim to none. They had to get him before his possible conviction, which would be next week.
As they looked through the front window, the man at the wheel cranked the ignition. His dark, smooth skin was the same color as tar and long locs hung past his shoulders. A Haitian flag–themed bandana was wrapped tightly around his head, keeping his locs from falling into his face. The man in the back wore locs, too, and resembled the driver very closely. They were blood brothers only a few years apart. Milo, the driver, was the eldest, the more levelheaded of the two. He looked down into his lap and released his firm clutch from the steering wheel to grip two chrome pistols, one in each hand. He rarely went into the field or got violent, but this matter was personal. Milo was the brains of the operation and typically acted as the silent partner to their drug organization. The tension in the street was so high and both sides had lost much. As they watched Carter closely, Milo could hear his brother’s heavy panting. Matee was like an animal that stalked his prey. He looked back and saw Matee’s chest rapidly rise and fall with each breath. He could literally see the adrenaline pumping throughout Matee’s body. Tears began to form in Matee’s eyes and Milo knew his little brother was locked in. He wanted Carter Diamond dead in the worst way. Milo, mindful of how hotheaded his brother was, understood he had to calm Matee before they made their move.
“Matee,” he called out, but Matee didn’t snap out of his rageful trance. “Matee!” he called again, louder this time. Matee slowly shifted his eyes and looked at his brother with a demented gaze.
“Konsantre!” Milo spat with a stern expression and a piercing stare. This meant “focus” in Haitian Creole. He spoke in their native tongue, knowing that would resonate better with his hell-bent brother. He grabbed Matee around the back of his neck and turned him so they were eye to eye. He whispered harshly, peering directly into his brother’s soul through the windows of his dark eyes.
“Konsantre,” he said again, giving Matee a firm shake to get him to snap back to reality. In a calmer tone, he repeated once more, “Konsantre.”
Matee nodded quickly in agreement as he slightly leaned forward, gently pressing his head against his brother’s. They would do this as adolescents, a soothing technique Milo used with his troubled younger sibling. Matee finally blinked and returned to the present as a lone tear fell from his left eye. Just the sight made Milo’s insides shake and he had an urge to cry along with his brother, but he didn’t. He was the stronger of the two, so he had to remain stout to keep Matee stable. Nevertheless, Milo felt uneasy seeing the most ruthless man he had ever known on the edge of insanity. That was a bad combination. It was only a matter of time before a mental explosion happened. He hadn’t seen Matee drop a tear since they were little boys. The death of their precious niece had his mind foggy, but his goal was crystal clear. Matee wanted Carter Diamond to feel the pain he’d caused his family and to experience it in the worst way possible.
Milo also wanted to exact revenge—he could feel his trigger finger begin to itch—but he wanted to be strategic about it. He suddenly began to regret bringing Matee along for the potential hit. During the past few months, they had stalked and waited patiently. Even now, his eyes were trained on the restaurant’s entrance, closely studying the tall, dark, handsome man in a well-tailored Italian suit who’d just emerged. It was him, the urban legend, Carter Diamond. A smooth, chocolate man with the grace of a professional ballplayer, he was all that he was cracked up to be and then some. Diamond’s salt-and-pepper beard was perfectly lined and his bright smile shined from a distance. Some could hardly believe the gracious man was as vicious and coldhearted as they came. Not many knew about his dark side, but those who knew, knew.
Milo and Matee intently watched Carter talk to the valet attendant and then stand on the curb to wait for his car. Other patrons walked in and out of the restaurant.
“We get ’em now, bruva,” Matee said, not taking his eyes off Carter. Matee’s jaw clenched tightly, the muscles visibly flexing as he ground his back teeth against one another. He was thirsting for retribution, ready to shoot with reckless abandon. The cold steel in his hands had never felt better.
“Make sure you hit him in de head. We can’t afford to miss this mu’fucka. All head shots, you ’er me?” Milo instructed as he slid the van onto the streets, merging into traffic. “Listen close. We going to slide right up on ’em. Let ’em have it as soon as I slide the door back.”
Milo slowly drove past Carter, who was on the opposite side of the street. He smoothly made a U-turn. Now they were on the same side of the street as the restaurant and were creeping up to the restaurant’s front curb where their target stood.
“Here we go … here we go,” Milo drawled under his breath.
His eyes locked on Carter, not even blinking, fearing he would lose sight. He then reached up to push the button that automatically slid the van’s door open. They were two cars behind in the valet line and had the perfect angle to assassinate the Cartel’s leader.
“Pare … pare,” Milo mumbled, meaning “get ready.”
Matee licked his lips and focused as he squeezed the rifle’s handle and extended his pointer finger just next to the trigger. His nose began to run and sweat beads formed on his brow. His animalistic nature had clicked on and he was in pure savage mode. His heart raced ferociously as the van inched up, now only one car back from Carter. They watched as Carter looked past them to focus on the Bentley behind them, which was his car. Carter then looked back to the restaurant’s entrance and motioned, waving someone over. They couldn’t make out what he was saying, but soon out came his Dominican wife and a young girl. The car in front of them cleared the way for them to pull up right next to Carter. As Milo slowly edged forward, he could see the young girl’s face and the guilt began to tweak his heart. She seemed to be the same age as his oldest daughter. He began to breathe deeply, knowing this child could catch a bullet that wasn’t meant for her.
“Hold on, Matee. No kids,” Milo whispered as he pulled up to the curb.
“Fuck sa a femèl chen ti kras,” Matee said, meaning “Fuck that little bitch.” He was zoned in and didn’t care about his brother’s protest. He only saw red.
Matee finished sliding open the door and there stood Carter, his wife, and his daughter. Without hesitation, Matee raised his gun and yelled, “Sak pase! Remember me?”
He put his finger on the trigger and pointed the gun at Carter, slightly smirking as their eyes met. He then twitched his gun to the right, aiming it directly at the young girl.
“Breeze!” Carter yelled as he realized what was about to happen. Matee’s twisted smirk turned even more sinister as he thought about the pain Carter was about to feel. Matee’s lip began to quiver in demonic pleasure and his eyes got as big as golf balls as his attention focused on the young girl.
The young girl froze in fear. There was nothing she could do.
Carter lunged to protect his daughter, but the crack of gunfire sounded before he could reach her.
Milo quickly pushed the gun away at the same moment Matee pulled the trigger, causing him to sway. Bullets sprayed throughout the air and sparks flew from the rifle’s barrel. Milo’s last-second push made his brother hit the valet worker instead of Carter or his family. Milo then mashed the gas pedal to the floor, making the tires screech and a cloud of smoke appear. The van fishtailed into the middle of the street and it quickly fled the chaotic scene.
The vehicle’s unexpected jerking motion thrust Matee across the van. “Fuck! What de fuck are y’u doing?”
“No children!” Milo yelled, swerving in and out of traffic. The thought of Carter Diamond’s daughter almost being shot made him feel unexpected empathy. That was a pain no man should feel, and his moral compass wouldn’t let him lean all the way into the devil’s playground.
“Fuck! Fuck! Fuck!” Milo screamed as he repeatedly hit the steering wheel out of rage and frustration, his mind racing. They’d likely never get a chance like that again to kill their sworn enemy and shift the balance of power.
Matee sat in the back seat, shaking his head in disbelief. He looked at the rearview mirror and caught a glimpse of his brother’s eyes. Their stares matched in intensity and both decided to remain quiet. It was unspoken, but they both knew things would never be the same. They were at a point of no return. Carter had seen them and now knew exactly who they were. This street war had reached its boiling point. It was no longer about the lower-level drive-bys and drug territories. It was personal on both sides. Carter and Matee had locked eyes and there was no room for misinterpretation. It was crystal clear and etched in stone.
They would be enemies for life.
Milo stood in the doorway of his children’s room. The modest three-bedroom home was in the middle of Little Haiti, a small area in Miami he and his family had made infamous for years. It was a two-story home and Milo was on the second floor where the bedrooms were. It was just before midnight and he had been standing there for the past fifteen minutes while counting his blessings. His heart melted as he watched two of his four daughters sleep peacefully in their bunk beds. He walked over and kissed them on their foreheads as he did every night. When he reached his second-youngest daughter, Honor, his heart skipped a beat at seeing the bandage on her cheek, the result of the drive-by shooting from a while before. She was still healing up. The doctor assured him that she would be okay. She would just have a scar once it healed.
He cringed every time he saw it, knowing his involvement in street life had nearly gotten his baby girl killed. At that exact moment, he realized he had done the right thing by stopping Matee from shooting. The possibility of another young girl getting killed was too heavy a burden to bear.
He gently rubbed her hair and the thought of losing her made his eyes water. A tear trickled down his cheek and he quickly wiped it away, not wanting his wife to come in and see him at a weak point. He looked back at the door to make sure she wasn’t there and shook his head, attempting to rid himself of the feeling. He bent down and kissed his two-year-old and youngest, Ashton. He lived for his girls, and shame came over him. He was the only man in the house among his wife and daughters. They all were depending on him, and the life he was living put all of their futures and stability at risk. If something happened to him, their entire world would be turned upside down.
He headed out and walked to the next room where his other two daughters rested. He saw Sutton and Luna, his oldest two, who were in separate beds. Both were preteens and he began to think about how fast they had grown up. He dreaded the day they fully understood who their father was. When the drive-by had happened, he hadn’t been ready to expose himself as a gangster. They only knew him as Daddy and that tragedy had made his daughters grow up faster than he had planned. He carefully walked over to kiss his sleeping beauties, then left. As he reached the hallway, his smiling wife was waiting for him with her arms crossed. The small gap in her teeth, which Milo loved, triggered his own smile. Her dark chocolate skin and petite frame leaned against the wall, and he walked over, hovering above her.
She rested her head on his chest and her eyes automatically closed. A feeling of security covered her as it always did when he was near and she said a quick prayer under her breath, thanking God he made it home that night. She knew the life he led usually ended tragically with either a funeral or a long prison sentence.
Milo leaned down to kiss the top of her head as he listened closely to her prayer.
“Amen,” she whispered.
“Amen,” Milo repeated. “Why aren’t you asleep?”
She shrugged as she looked up at him. “I couldn’t. I was worried.”
“Sweetheart, there is nothing to be worried about. I had someone outside the home all day protecting you guys,” Milo assured her.
“I know. I seen them. The girls did too,” she responded with disappointment in her eyes. Milo shook his head, feeling ashamed. He had robbed his children of their innocence and that was something he could not reverse.
“They mentioned it?” he asked, concerned.
“No, but niggas around the house with AK-47s is not normal. They know that something is different. It’s like we’re living in a prison, Milo.”
Milo dropped his head with dishonor. “Damn.”
“And Sutton isn’t a baby anymore. She knows that her father doesn’t have a regular job. She also knows that it’s a street war going on. She isn’t dumb and kids talk, ya know,” she said, referring to their oldest daughter. Milo’s mind began to churn and the image of what happened earlier kept replaying in his mind. He kept seeing that van door slide open; but instead of Carter’s daughter’s face looking back at them, it was Sutton’s. He’d always stayed away from Matee’s world and handled their operations from the tactical aspect. Unlike Matee, he was college educated, and he was the more studious of the two brothers. Before he’d gotten sucked into a life of crime, he’d been on his way to becoming an accountant. However, the birth of his daughters back to back had pushed him into his brother’s business, and what was supposed to have been a temporary hustle of selling pure cocaine had eventually become his lifestyle. This had never been for him or in his plans. He’d thought himself much too smart for that, but life’s ills had a funny way of crushing aspirations. What was supposed to be a short-term stint in helping his brother had led to him being the head of a ruthless drug syndicate.
Just as he was about to say something to his wife to reassure her of their safety, a loud barrage of knocks sounded, startling them both. Milo quickly told his wife to wake up the girls and all go into the same room. He reached for his gun that was in his waist band and held it up. He watched her whisk the girls into the safe room with a worried look on her face. He placed his finger to his mouth, signaling her to keep quiet. He feared the worst and couldn’t imagine who was knocking at his door at that time of night. His mind instantly went to Carter Diamond and an inevitable retaliation. His adrenaline began to pump, and he went into protector mode. He looked at the small-caliber pistol in his hand and decided to grab something bigger. He rushed into his bedroom and dropped to the ground, lying flat on his stomach. He reached under the bed and pulled out an AK-47 assault rifle. As he stood, he cocked it, prepping it to be ready for any action warranted.
He hurried out of the bedroom and glanced at his wife, who was huddled in a corner with the girls in the safe room. They were all confused and trying to understand what was going on as their mother whispered to them, instructing them to be quiet. He crept down the stairs while the knocking was still going rampant, making their girls shriek in terror with each loud thud. Milo got to the first floor and stood in front of the door. The urgent knocking continued. He took a deep breath and exhaled slowly as he approached the door. He was prepared to blow away whoever was on the other side.
Quickly unlocking the door, Milo pulled it open and pointed the assault rifle at the man standing in his doorway. It was Matee.
“What de fuck are y’u doing here!” Milo asked as he lowered his gun and exhaled harshly, trying to calm himself. He tossed his rifle onto the couch and rested his hands on his hips while shaking his head in irritation.
“We hit dem at court! That’s de only way!” Matee yelled as he brushed past his brother and entered the home.
Milo looked at his brother as if he were crazy, shaking his head in disbelief that his brother would come to his home and disrupt his family time. “What the fuck are you talking about? We can’t do that! You’re going to get yourself killed.” His dismay then turned into disgust as he noticed the redness in Matee’s eyes, immediately knowing his brother had been doing blow, his drug of choice. Milo never partook in drugs himself; he only was interested in making money from them. He hated that his brother had this bad habit and it broke his heart every time he saw Matee high. Their undocumented immigrant parents had worked so hard to build a life for them, but the streets had consumed Matee, and eventually Milo too. They were probably rolling over in their graves because of what their sons had become.
“Matee…” Milo said, shaking his head.
“Matee,” Matee repeated, mocking his brother’s “proper” voice. He hated the fact Milo could turn his accent on and off and he couldn’t.
In Matee’s mind, Milo was ashamed of their roots and thought he was better than him. However, that wasn’t the case. Milo just understood that to be successful in this country, he had to adapt to American customs and ways. Therefore, he’d tried extremely hard in school and worked on his English feverishly until he’d learned to hide his accent completely. Also, while Milo’s locs were neat and well kept, his brother’s were dyed and unruly. Milo and Matee were as opposite as could be but bonded by blood.
Milo glowered at his brother as Matee sniffled and shifted his weight from one foot to the other. “You need to stay off that shit! You come knocking at the door in the middle of the night, like a madman. You’re out of control!”
“Well, me had to get mind off t’ings, y’u know? I have to kill Carter. I want him dead! No more waiting. Not doing it y’u way anymore! I make the rules now!”
Matee began to pace the room, obviously bothered by something. He mumbled things under his breath.
Milo was confused, trying to make out what he was saying. “Lower your fucking voice.” Milo kept his own voice quiet as he glanced at the stairs, hoping his family couldn’t hear his brother’s rant.
“Fuck dat!” Matee said, fire in his eyes as he charged toward Milo. They were now face-to-face, staring at each other. “We had dat muddafucker and y’u let em go!”
“You pointed the gun at a little girl. You’re fucking insane. I couldn’t let you do it.”
“Fuck dem! Dey had no remorse when dey shot Tata,” he said, referring to their niece. The sound of her name made both of their hearts flutter. Grief caused both of their eyes to water, reminding them they’d had to bury a little Haitian girl at the hands of the Cartel. “We hit ’em at de’ courthouse,” Matee repeated firmly and confidently. Matee was hell-bent on killing Carter and the only place where he knew for sure to catch him was at his trial.
“You know this is never going to end, right? We hit someone from their side and then what? I’m not burying another child! I can’t do this anymore. I have a family to protect and this is getting too crazy. I’m out!” Milo said, fed up with the life. He wanted out of the drug game and all the murder and malice that came with it. He had four little girls and for the first time, he was going to put them first, not his brother. He could see the devil in Matee’s eyes, and he knew what came with that chaos.
Matee squinted his eyes and leaned his head to the side while staring directly into his older brother’s soul. “Out?”
“Yes, I’m done. This stops today. I’m out! If you go to that courthouse, you’re going to get killed. Whoever you take with you is going to die as well. Either that or get lifetime sentences. You’re leading your own people into a fire you aren’t going to be able to pull them out of. You can’t go on federal property and execute a hit. It just can’t happen!”
“It’s happening,” Matee said, not budging whatsoever.
“You’re fucking crazy,” Milo said as he threw his hands up, not understanding the thought process of his brother. He knew at that moment Matee was on the brink of insanity, willing to lose his own life just to take Carter Diamond’s.
“I can’t do this anymore,” Milo said as he turned around and walked to his door. He opened it and stepped aside, giving Matee a clear pathway to exit his home. Milo had tears in his eyes because this could very well be the last time he would see his brother.
Matee saw the pain in his brother’s eyes and he instantly grew disappointed, knowing his brother was waving his white flag like a coward.
“Kapon,” Matee said, which was the worst thing you could call a man in Haiti. It meant “coward” or “without merit.” Any other time, Milo would have taken offense, but in that moment, the word didn’t matter to him. If being a coward meant keeping his family out of harm’s way, that would be a badge he would wear proudly and without any reservation.
Matee slowly walked past his brother with disdain and heavy disappointment in his eyes. He stepped out of the house and looked onto the street where a line of trucks was parked back to back. Three Haitian men leaned on the lead vehicle, all with guns in their hands. The others were standing around casually talking and not paying too much attention. Some had been there all day watching Milo’s house; the others had pulled up with Matee.
“You’re no longer one of us, kapon!” Matee yelled, a mean grimace plastered all over his face. He had the eye of the tiger and he wouldn’t stop until Carter Diamond’s blood was on his hands.
As he approached the door, one of the henchmen opened it for him, allowing Matee to smoothly slide in. They all stared at Milo as he stood there looking on. He was their boss, too, but Matee was their leader. Matee was in the streets and he led by pulling, not pushing. He was a street general and a king. For the soldiers, the choice to follow him was a no-brainer.
Settling in the back seat, Matee rolled down the window so all the goons could hear him loud and clear. “He’s not with us anymore. Move out!”
Everyone paused, not fully understanding what Matee was saying. Matee noticed the hesitation and opened the door. He stood, half his body out of the car, and looked around at his crew. “I said move de fuck out!”
Just like clockwork, everyone began to move. Matee reached into his top pocket and pulled out a small glass vial that contained pure cocaine. He popped it open and put it into his right nostril. He took a deep sniff, shooting the drug into his system.
They all were disappointed to know Milo had tucked his tail in the middle of a war. Without saying anything, Milo knew he had been exiled for his decision not to ride. All attention was on the upcoming court day; that was where it would all end for the Cartel.
Milo closed the door and locked it. He was now alone and considered an outsider within the organization. He no longer had the armor of his mob and would have to be his girls’ sole protector. Understanding the Cartel’s reach, he immediately began to reassess his newfound situation. He grabbed the rifle from the couch and went upstairs to put it away. When he entered his bedroom, he put the weapon away in the closet and entered his girls’ room where his wife had them all in one bed. His oldest daughter, Sutton, and his wife were the only ones awake. His wife rocked the youngest, Ashton, in her arms as she slept peacefully. Milo wished his wife had that same peaceful expression rather than the grimace of worry she wore. He noticed the same look on his daughter’s face too. Then, looking closer, Milo saw tears in Sutton’s eyes as she hugged her mother tightly. He knew they’d overheard Matee’s yelling.
He dropped his head in shame at the fear in their eyes, but it also confirmed he had made the right decision. At that moment, he vowed he would never touch a drug again. He was out of the street game for good.
He took a deep breath and leaned against the doorway and locked eyes with Sutton.
“Are we going to get shot, Daddy?” she asked as she began to fully understand the life her father led.
“No, sweetheart. I promise. We are going far, far away from here,” he said with conviction. He then looked over at his wife and spoke. “Pack up all that you can fit in a bag. We are leaving.”
His wife began to do as she was told with no retort or pushback. Milo then walked into the bathroom and stood in front of the sink’s mirror. He rested his hands on the sink and began to stare at his own reflection. He was tired of the fast life and wanted a change. A big one. He reached into the sink’s drawer and grabbed his clippers. He proceeded to shave his head, gradually exposing the skin on his head, which he hadn’t seen since he was a little boy. As odd as it seemed, it felt like the weight of the world fell off with each loc as it hit the bathroom’s floor. Allegiance to his Haitian mob had blinded him to his true self. Milo wasn’t just a thug whose calling was a life of drug dealing. He was much more complex, and he began to see himself clearer as he shaved himself. With hair trimmings scattered on his face, shoulders, and chest, Milo continued to stand there staring at himself. He was above what he was doing, and he vowed from that point forward that he would use his mind to achieve his goals, not for murder and drugs.
In the wee hours of the morning, he packed up his family and all the money he had stashed from his drug empire and headed west. He, his wife, and his four little girls drove across interstate lines and they would never return. Milo had purchased a modest investment home in Houston, Texas, that he’d kept secret. He figured that would be a good haven to take his family to until he figured out his next move.
It was the end of one story and the beginning of another.
Within the next few weeks, a historic street war would ensue back home in Miami. Carter Diamond would be killed at his trial and many lives would be lost because of that. Miami remained a bloodbath for years and Milo never looked back. He hadn’t known it then, but that night would be the last time he would ever see Matee alive. He always felt bad, but he never regretted his decision because he knew he likely would have met his demise as well. He’d decided to leave for his girls and he would do it the same way again. He had seen the devil in his brother’s eyes and he knew it would eventually consume him. The necessary evil called murder associated with that life was too heavy on his soul. He didn’t want to succumb to the devil’s pie. However, he never foresaw that the devil comes in many forms, even when one thought he wasn’t present. The biggest trick the devil ever played was convincing the world that he didn’t exist. The devil had a way of forming himself in the thing one loved the most. In Milo’s case, that was money.