THE FOLLOWING WEEKEND, Nicola was buzzing around the living-room tidying things away while a giddy Barney skipped around alongside her, tongue out and tail wagging.
She was so engrossed in her tidying that only for Barney she almost missed the pasta boiling over on the hob. Hearing his shrill bark, Nicola zoomed into the kitchen and reached the cooker only seconds before the starchy water boiled over. Thank God for that, she thought, reaching down to scratch her conscientious doggy behind one ear. She didn’t have time for mopping and scrubbing, particularly when her visitor was due within minutes.
The doorbell rang, and Nicola looked up at the clock. It was almost eight. Just in time. She went out to the hallway and opened the door.
“Hello, stranger!” she said, giving the caller an effusive hug.
“It’s great to see you.” Shannon stood back, and gave Nicola the once-over. “How are you doing?”
“Great, great, come on in.” Nicola led her through to the kitchen, Barney sniffing curiously at the new visitor’s heels. “Don’t mind him. He’ll be all over you for a while but he’s harmless.” Nicola gave her dog a mock-stern look while she poured wine. “He looks after me though, don’t you, Barn?”
Barney responded by enthusiastically wagging the entire bottom half of his body.
“He’s amazing,” Shannon said, caressing his silky ears as he nuzzled into her. “How long have you had him?”
“Well, it seems like forever, but he’s only been around since I got this place.”
Shannon looked around. “It’s a great place – really well laid out, isn’t it?”
“It needed a lot of work,” Nicola said with a grin as she handed Shannon a glass of Chardonnay. “Luckily I had a very patient builder.”
“I can’t believe it’s taken me this long to pay an actual visit!” Shannon grimaced. “I should have called round long before now.” Then her expression grew serious. “Look, I hope I didn’t upset you the other day with the Chloe thing. I just thought I should let you know.”
Nicola waved her away. “Quite the opposite. I’m glad you told me.”
It had been very decent of Shannon to tip her off about Chloe’s digging. So far, the girl hadn’t approached Laura or Helen, and Nicola had yet to find out whether or not she had spoken to Carolyn O’Leary. But Nicola knew that if Chloe did, there was nothing to worry about. Carolyn would be the first one to send the girl off with a flea in her ear.
It was such a pity that she and Carolyn had lost contact after her move. Then again, she thought, their friendship had cooled somewhat as a result of her relationship with Shannon.
Nicola had been completely mistaken in assuming, as she had in the early days, that Shannon was chasing Dan. After a series of arguments about the girl, and Nicola’s complaints that Dan spent too much time with her, Nicola soon discovered that Dan’s insistence that he was just a shoulder to cry on was actually just that.
He eventually admitted that Shannon had been having an on/off relationship with John O’Leary for years before Carolyn came on the scene. Shannon was deeply in love with him and heartbroken when he married. Carolyn gradually became aware of Shannon’s feelings, and as a result the two women detested one another. Employing Shannon at the accountancy practice had been a massive flash-point for John and Carolyn. Nicola now suspected that this might have eventually led to serious problems in their marriage, and their eventual separation, which incidentally, Nicola had known nothing about until Dan had told her that day in Bray.
Well, at least she and Shannon had got their initial distrust out of the way, and had eventually become firm friends, Nicola thought fondly. Once she discovered the truth, Nicola had felt terribly sorry for Shannon, not to mention guilty about her early treatment of her. To make it worse, John kept leading the poor girl on by using her for sex whenever he felt like it. Many was the night Nicola had sat up until all hours with the other woman pouring her heart out over John and how she would ‘never love anyone else’.
As difficult as it had been, Nicola hadn’t said anything to Carolyn about her husband’s faithlessness, having been warned by Dan not to.
“There’s no point in either of us getting involved,” he had said. “I tried to speak to John about it before, and he told me exactly where to go.”
“But surely Carolyn deserves to know what a rat he is!” Nicola had countered vehemently, after John had wooed and then promptly dumped Shannon for the umpteenth time, Carolyn having been away at her mother’s in Mayo.
“Well, with the way John is going, she’ll find out herself soon enough,” Dan said. “In the meantime, we should just stay out of it.”
“Dan, she’s a friend. If the situations were reversed I’d expect her to tell me.”
“Well, from what I can make out,” Dan had said cryptically, “Carolyn is no angel herself.”
At the time, Nicola resolved to keep her mouth shut, at least for the time being. Her loyalties were torn. On the one hand she hated not telling Carolyn that her husband was being unfaithful, and on the other she felt desperately sorry for Shannon. The girl had been totally powerless to break free of John O’Leary’s hold over her.
Until recently that is. Nicola and Shannon had always kept in touch, Shannon being one of the first to visit her after the break-up, and Nicola smiled at what Shannon had told her recently.
“I’ve been seeing someone,” she had said one day on the phone, “someone nice. He’s a little older than me, but we get on really well and I think this could be it.”
The girl really was a total romantic at heart. Nicola hoped things worked out for her and her older man. God knows she deserved that this relationship be ‘it’.
Shannon brushed a strand of auburn hair out of her face. “You obviously told Dan all about it anyway,” she said. “He was straight on the phone to me the following night, wondering if Chloe had got anything out of me.”
“He was?” Nicola was puzzled. “Surely he knows you wouldn’t have discussed anything with her?”
“Well, apparently she knew about you and Ken – back then, I mean . . . you know before . . .” Shannon looked embarrassed.
“What? You’re kidding! But how?” Nicola’s mind raced. Where had Chloe got that from? Shannon didn’t tell her, and obviously Dan didn’t either so who else . . . ?
Suddenly it hit her. “Carolyn!” she exclaimed breathlessly.
The other girl nodded. “That’s what I thought, and exactly what I told Dan.” She hesitated. “Look, I’m not exactly impartial here, and I know you two were friends but I’ve always thought Carolyn was a sneaky bitch.”
Nicola recalled again Carolyn’s unfriendliness towards her that day in Butler’s Chocolate Café. At the time, she had put it down to her friend’s surprise or even shock at bumping into her like that after so much time. And she knew that a lot of people just didn’t know what to say to her since she’d come back. Nicola was used to it, and normally didn’t let it bother her.
But now she knew it was something more. Carolyn had changed, and like so many others, had obviously decided to pretend that Nicola no longer existed. That hurt. Nicola had expected more from Carolyn. Alongside Laura and Helen, Carolyn was the only person she had confided in about the problems in her marriage. She had thought the woman loyal and trustworthy. Obviously, she had been wrong
Shannon looked thoughtful. “I’ve always thought that she resented you,” she said.
“Me?”
“Yes.” Shannon took another sip from her glass. “You and Dan were so happy together. You were so well suited.” She laughed when she saw Nicola’s expression. “Well, you were most of the time, anyway,” she added wryly. “I think Carolyn held your marriage up to the one she had with John, and knew that hers was lacking. She was no fool, Nicola – she knew that she and John were far from perfect.” Suddenly, Shannon stopped talking, and her eyes danced with amusement as something caught her attention.
Nicola followed her gaze, and her eyes widened. “Oh, Barney, don’t do that!” The dog was busily pulling clothes out of Nicola’s washing-machine. “You’ll mortify me – those haven’t even been washed yet!” The dog dutifully stepped back from the machine, and apologetically rolled over onto his back, looking for forgiveness. Nicola smiled. “Sorry, Shannon, go on with what you were saying. You think Carolyn knew about you?”
“Of course she knew about me! You saw for yourself how much she hated me, and how she always tried to turn everyone against me.”
Nicola nodded in agreement. Carolyn had done exactly that on the very first night Nicola had met Shannon. The two women already had a history of mutual dislike, so when Carolyn intimated to Nicola that Shannon was after Dan, she had been immediately on the offensive. As a result, Nicola and Shannon had got off completely on the wrong foot, each wrongly perceiving the other as some kind of threat.
“Look, I can’t say I blame her. John is her husband, after all.” Shannon looked ashamed. “I’m not proud of the fact that I carried on with a married man but –”
“You were besotted,” Nicola finished for her. She paused for a moment. “And I suspect you still are.”
Shannon looked up. “Is it that obvious?”
Nicola went to check on the pasta. So much for Shannon’s new romance. “Maybe now that he and Carolyn are finished . . .” she began.
“He’ll hook up with me? I doubt it,” Shannon said miserably. “From what I can gather he’s quite enjoying his freedom.”
“Maybe you should try letting him go, Shannon. It’s been years now.”
“I know,” Shannon looked frustrated, “and it’s the same old story. Just when I think that I’m getting over him and I can move on without him, he comes back, all smiles and flowers and . . . oh, sometimes I just don’t know what to do.”
Nicola couldn’t for the life of her imagine what Shannon had ever seen in John O’Leary, and she certainly couldn’t figure out why the lively redhead couldn’t find someone else. But she knew too that there was a side of Shannon that didn’t want to. She enjoyed the excitement and the danger arising from an affair with a feckless man. There were plenty of women who did.
“I still can’t believe Carolyn would blab about the thing with Ken, though,” Nicola said aloud. “What would she have to gain by doing that? She has no allegiance to Chloe, so why bother?”
“That one always enjoyed dishing the dirt –” Shannon stopped short and looked apologetically at Nicola. “Sorry, I’m probably not the best person to talk to about this.”
“Don’t worry,” Nicola said. “It’s all over and done with now. And Carolyn obviously wasn’t the great friend I thought her to be.”
* * *
Later that evening when Shannon had left in her taxi, the two having spent a pleasant evening discussing old times and making plans to meet again soon, Nicola thought some more about Dan and Chloe. She felt sorry for Chloe, trying to imagine how curious and worried the younger woman must be about her, not to mention insecure.
She could appreciate why he might not want to share the finer details, particularly the miscarriage and the thing with Ken, but why not the rest? She could also understand that maybe he didn’t want to delve too deeply into the mistakes that had been made in the past, particularly not with the woman he was about to marry, but Dan should certainly have told her the circumstances surrounding his and Nicola’s separation.
He obviously hadn’t told Chloe much about her, assuming or hoping that the two would never meet.
And that was it, Nicola realised. He hadn’t told her because he was still feeling ashamed and guilty, probably still wondering if he should have done things differently and wondering what Chloe, his bride-to-be, would think of him.
Well, Nicola thought, as she finished tidying the kitchen and prepared to go to bed, there was no point in beating about the bush any longer. She didn’t appreciate anyone digging around in her affairs, and if Dan wouldn’t do it, then maybe she herself should put poor Chloe out of her misery.
Maybe then, Dan and his problems would toddle off for good, and stop disrupting her life. Luckily Ken, being so preoccupied at the Centre these days, hadn’t seemed to notice she had been a bit off form lately, or that she was a bit preoccupied herself. Good. Nicola didn’t want this Dan thing affecting Ken any more. He had put up with enough already.
“Ready for bed, Barney?” she asked, ruffling her dog’s silky ears.
Barney wagged his tail in agreement and, waiting until his mistress went through to the bedroom, he jumped up and hit the light switch. Then he pawed the door, closing it softly behind the two of them.