Two immense hands
Dandled your infancy.
Later the same hands quietly
Positioned you in the crawl space
And fed you the pills,
Gloved so you would not recognize them.
When you woke in the hospital
You got help to recognize
The fingerprints inside what you had done.
You could not believe it. It was hard
For you to believe.
Later, inside your poems
Which they wore like gloves, the same hands
Left big fingerprints. The same
Inside your last-stand letters
Which they wore like gloves.
Inside those words you struck me with
That moved so much faster than your mouth
And that still ring in my ears.
Sometimes I think
Finally you yourself were two gloves
Worn by those two hands.
Sometimes I even think that I too
Was picked up, a numbness of gloves
Worn by those same hands,
Doing what they needed done, because
The fingerprints inside what I did
And inside your poems and your letters
Are the same.
The fingerprints
Inside empty gloves, these, here,
From which the hands have vanished.