“SEE WHY THEY CALL it One-Way Lake?”
Cowboy Decker rolled the Super Cub into a slow arc as Alaska State Trooper Nathan Active peered over Grace Palmer’s shoulder. One-Way Lake was a blue teardrop cupped in the foothills of the Brooks Range, with caribou trails lacing the ridges on either side. The outlet, One-Way Creek, lined with stunted black spruce and a few cottonwoods gone gold, threaded south across the rusting fall tundra toward the Isignaq River. At the lake’s head, wavelets licked a fan-shaped talus under a steep slope of gray-brown shale. More caribou trails cut across its face.
Grace was wearing the intercom headset, so Active was obliged to shout at the back of the pilot’s head. “Looks pretty tight,” he said.
“Yep,” Cowboy shouted back. “One way in, one way out. You land toward the cliff and take off going away.”
Active lifted one of the headset cups away from Grace’s ear. “What do you think?”
She shifted on his lap in the cramped back seat of the Super Cub and turned her head toward him. “I’m game. Anything to get out of this damn airplane.”
“Let’s do it,” Active shouted.
Cowboy leveled the wings and flew a half-mile down One-Way Creek in the slanting fall sunlight, then swung back for the approach to the lake. He came in low, floats barely clearing the treetops along the creek, chopped the power, and dropped the Super Cub onto the water, throwing up spray that painted a brief rainbow in the air.
Cowboy slowed to taxiing speed and pointed the nose at a spot on the bank that boasted a tiny gravel beach and a stand of spruce on high, dry ground suitable for camping. The floats crunched into the shallows and Cowboy shut off the engine, ushering in a sudden and deafening silence broken only by the slap of their own wake reaching the shore.
Cowboy popped open the Super Cub’s clamshell doors, letting in the smell of the Arctic—the wet, fertile rot of tundra vegetation, a hint of resin from the spruce, and something else—something sharp and cool that Active associated with autumn in the mountains near sunset. Winter, perhaps, hovering just over the ridges to the north. It was already a couple of weeks late and couldn’t be far off.
Cowboy, wearing jeans and the usual bomber jacket and baseball cap, pulled up his hip waders and jumped into the shallows. He grabbed the nose of a float, tied on a yellow polypropylene line, and dragged the plane forward a few yards, then walked into the trees and snubbed the Super Cub to a spruce. He returned to the beach and surveyed the lake with an air of great satisfaction. “You get into One-Way this time of year, you got caribou walking by; you got grayling in the creek, maybe some Arctic char, maybe some pike in the lake; and you got the best blueberries in the Arctic.” He raised his eyebrows and grinned. “And you got total privacy. There’s only a couple guys can get in here, and you’re looking at half of ’em.”
Not for the first time, Active marveled at the pilot’s intuition, and at his utter lack of discretion in dealing with the insights it brought him. Cowboy might sense that fishing, berry picking, and caribou hunting were the least of their reasons for coming here, but it was none of his business. “We probably oughta get unloaded,” Active said.
He helped Grace climb onto a float, then extricated himself from the torture chamber that is the rear seat of a Super Cub and clambered ashore, stamping and stretching to unkink his muscles.
Cowboy walked onto the float and began emptying the cargo pod under the Super Cub’s belly and the space behind the back seat: food in cardboard boxes, two cased rifles, two fishing rigs, a bright orange Arctic Oven tent, a Woods Yukon single-double sleeping bag, camp stove and fuel, cooking gear, and all the other impedimenta required to support human life in the Arctic.
Active and Grace ferried gear ashore until finally the plane was empty. Cowboy untied the Super Cub, waded into the shallows, walked the plane back until it floated free, then swung the nose around to point across the lake. “Okay, you two, I’ll see you in a week. Enjoy yourselves, huh?” His eyes twinkled behind his steel-frame glasses, and the grin reappeared.
It was not reciprocated.
Cowboy shrugged. “If you run into any trouble, just set off your EPIRB, and somebody’ll be along to check on you.” They nodded, and he climbed into the plane.
He cranked up and taxied to the foot of the cliff, then turned and put on full power, filling the bowl with the roar of his engine as he accelerated down the lake. They watched as the pilot got onto step, lifted one float clear of the water, then the other, and cleared the trees at the outlet.
As the red-and-white plane shrank to a dot in the sky, Active put his arm around Grace’s shoulders, breathing in the scent of lavender. “What do you think?”
She shrugged stiffly. “I don’t know yet.”
He gave her a squeeze. “Don’t sweat it. Good fishin’, good huntin’, good berry-pickin’, good weather, good company—who needs the other?”
She looked at him with a quicksilver flash from the corner of her eye. “Every couple does. Otherwise they’re just. . . .”
“Roommates?”
“Don’t say that. I hate that word.”
“It’s all right if we’re roommates for a while,” he said. “It’ll happen when it happens.”
“Feel free to shop elsewhere.”
“Thanks, but no thanks.”
She turned into his arms and pulled him down for a kiss. “Thank you,” she said after a long time.
When they separated, he cleared his throat. “I guess we should do something about getting a camp together.”
She nodded. “I’ll organize some dinner if you want to set up the tent.”
She busied herself putting up a Visqueen awning for the camp kitchen while he stamped about the mossy floor of the spruce grove, looking for the flattest spot big enough for the Arctic Oven. He found one a few yards off, requiring only that he dig out a few rocks and pitch them aside. Then he tugged the tent out of its pouch and spread it on the moss as the sun drifted below the ridge and the basin sank into blue shadow.
Later, in the tent, came the conundrum of the Woods single-double. Each half could be zipped into a bag for one person, or the two halves could be zipped together for a couple.
“One bag or two, madam?” he asked without much optimism.
He studied her face in the buttery light of the propane lantern as she turned it over in her mind. The hunger for normalcy showing as always in her eyes, the desire to please him, and the dread that, if she let him take her, he would be transformed somewhere deep in her wounded psyche into her father, who had been the first man to do so.
“One, I think, kind sir, but no guarantees.” Like him, she was playing it light, keeping the escape route open.
“None needed.”
He unrolled the bag and zipped it together, stripped down to his shorts and T-shirt, and crawled in. Then he watched her next internal debate: undress with the light on, or off? Put on the long johns, or go for broke in panties and one of his T-shirts?
She looked at him, stuck out her tongue like a twelve-year-old, and closed the valve on the lantern. He listened in a kind of fever-dream as clothes whispered off in the darkness and something was pulled on. Long johns, or a T-shirt?
She slid into the bag, and he felt a smooth, hot thigh against his own. She turned toward him for a kiss. Her lips soft and wet, a flicker of her tongue. But when he slid his hand under her T-shirt, she stiffened, quivering. As usual.
He eased his hand off her breast, stroked her hair, and felt her relax. He kissed her cheek and tasted salt.
“Sorry, baby,” she said.
“All in good time.”
“You know I’ve started seeing Nelda Qivits again.”
“Okay.”
She put her hand on his chest, scratched him lightly, sighed, and let the hand trail southward. “Liar.”
“Eh?”
“I see things are not altogether all right down there.”
“What are you—”
“I think I could—”
“Mmmm, oh, God. . . .”
“You should register those hands with the FBI,” he said a few minutes later. “They’re lethal weapons.”
“That would explain why I won the shoot-out,” she replied with a giggle.
He laughed out loud, pleased that her joke was dirtier and more original than his own. But how to get into the real issue? “Am I imagining things, or did we just have a breakthrough?”
“Progress, at least.” She shifted to put her head on his chest.
He was silent for a time. “What do you think accounts for it?”
“It’s just different out here. I don’t know.”
“Maybe it’s being out of that house.”
She stiffened again. “Don’t overanalyze it. Leave it be.”
“I withdraw the remark, your honor.”
“Noted.” A long moment passed. Then she relaxed again and rolled toward him a bit. The tent was filled with the smells of lavender, sex, and his own sweat, now cooling.
“It was nice, but it does seem a bit one-sided,” he ventured at length. “Anything I can do to reciprocate?”
She shrugged. “Someday, maybe. For now, your pleasure is my pleasure.”
He flipped back the sleeping bag to cool off and—now that his eyes had adjusted—to admire the curve of her calf thrown across his thigh in the dim light seeping in from the evening sky.
“You know something?” She was serious, suddenly.
“Mmmm?” He was drowsy and hoped this wouldn’t get too deep.
“You’re so polite.”
“Mmmm.” He tried to stay drowsy, thinking they could work this out tomorrow, whatever it was. But “so polite”?
He opened his eyes, resigned to it. “Meaning?”
“I mean, you keep trying, but not too hard. Sometimes I’m not sure how much you want me. With my past, I could understand. . . .”
“Well—I mean, my God, look at you. You’re the most beautiful . . . what man wouldn’t. . . .”
She was silent, slightly tense against his side and chest.
“I—are you saying you want to be taken?”
“I don’t know. Maybe it’s what I need. Some women do.”
“By force?”
“Sometimes. If it’s someone they trust. They want to be wanted that much.”
“Are you one of those women?”
“I don’t know. I want to be normal, is all. I just don’t know what that is.” Her hand drifted south again. “But I see the idea interests you at least a little?”
“Of course.” He moved the hand back to his chest. “But I’m not the caveman type. For us, what we have is normal, for now.”
“Well, then, have some more of it, on me.” She rolled over and kissed him, hard, her hand moving south again. This time, he let it roam.
ACTIVE AWOKE when the sun got high enough to heat the tent and spent a few minutes studying her face, the foxlike set of her eyes, her hair lying against the honey-dark skin of her neck in the orange half-light.
Finally he eased outside, clothes in hand so as not to wake her by moving around in the tent. Everything looked blue until his eyes adjusted to normal light, and he did a hop-dance on the cold, damp moss as he dressed. At least there was no frost yet. Maybe Indian summer would last out their week at One-Way Lake.
He was scrambling eggs and frying bacon on the camp stove when she came out, yawning and pulling on a jacket against the last of the night chill. “That smells good.” She sniffed hungrily. “What time is it?”
He shrugged. “I wouldn’t know. My watch is in my pack, and that’s right where it’ll stay till Cowboy picks us up.”
“You put away your watch? I’m amazed.”
“I’m smitten,” he said. “And I cook.” He waved a spatula at the eggs and bacon.
“Where you been all my life?” She squatted, stole a rasher out of the pan, and ambled to the shore. She stood looking out over the water, chewing as breakfast popped and sizzled in the skillets. “Nathan, do you think bliss is achievable as a permanent condition? Or do we just have to content ourselves with a random series of singularities and contingencies?”
“Say again, please? In English?”
“I feel helplessly happy. Think it’ll last?”
“I wouldn’t know,” he said.
“Even if it doesn’t, I can’t complain. I slept like a zombie.”
“Me too. I felt oddly drained.”
She giggled.
He dumped the eggs onto their plates, tossed two slices of bread into the skillet, and was turning down the gas when she called out.
“Hey, look at that!” She was pointing across the lake.
He turned and swept his eyes over the water, seeing nothing out of the ordinary. “What—”
“Up on the ridge.”
He scanned the crest and saw them, a string of caribou filing south toward the Isignaq, headed for Jade Portage and the wintering grounds across the river. From this distance, they looked like bugs crawling along the edge of the sky. He was reminded of a phrase he had once heard an old Inupiat hunter use for caribou: earth-lice.
There was indeed some resemblance, Active saw now. Plus, as the old man had pointed out, the Inupiat of long ago had eaten their own body lice as well as earth-lice. Now that everyone was civilized and bathed regularly, the old man had reflected somewhat gloomily, body lice were no longer on the menu, but at least the earth-lice were still plentiful, and as tasty as ever.
Active went back to the tent and fetched his binoculars for a closer look. The males were in full fall regalia, with towering antlers and thick coats of gray-black fur except for the white capes shining practically incandescent in the morning sun. The females ran more to brown and gray, with spindly, twig-like antlers.
“How about some caribou for breakfast?” Grace asked. There was fire in her eyes of a kind he had not seen before. Her Inupiat half coming out, surely.
“You bet,” he said, hurrying to the tent to uncase the guns. “We’ll have to cross the creek and come up farther along the ridge to get ahead of them.”
They loaded quickly, slung the rifles over their backs, and sprinted along the lakeshore to the outlet, then worked down One-Way Creek until they found a spot shallow enough to ford.
He was halfway to the opposite bank, eyes on the ridge, measuring their pace against that of the caribou, figuring the odds of getting up the slope in time, something about the creek trying to get his attention, when she called out behind him.
“Nathan, look!”
He turned. She was pointing at a dark object a few yards downstream. He had caught it from the corner his eye before, but in his hurry had passed it off as rocks or a log. Now he saw what she had seen—a pack frame strapped to a figure lying face-down in the stream.
They splashed through the creek, their Sorels taking on water, and rolled the corpse over. The head flopped forward with the current, as if the neck were without bones, and they both recoiled.
“Oh, God,” she said. “Where’s his face? And look at his hands. The flesh is just . . . gone. What would do that?”
“I don’t know,” he said. “I’ve never seen anything like—wait, didn’t Cowboy say something about pike in the lake back there?”
She nodded, and Active moved closer to the head of the corpse, now lying on its side in the shallow water. “Pike supposedly eat everything. Even their own young.”
Grace looked nervously at the water rippling over her Sorels, then at Active, and edged toward the bank. “Are they in here now?”
“I don’t think this happened to him here,” Active said, feeling himself shift back into work mode. “He must have been in the lake for a while. That’s when the pike would have gotten at him. Then he drifted into the outlet and got stuck here in these shallows.” He studied what was left of the man’s face. Nothing but grinning bones with a few shreds of flesh attached, but he still had his ears and most of his straight black hair, probably because the hood of his anorak had protected them from the pike. “Anything about him seem familiar?”
Grace stepped a little closer and studied everything but the missing face. “Not really. But he’s obviously from around here.”
Active nodded. The anorak had a duct-tape patch below one shoulder, and the man wore a faded Nike sweatshirt underneath, plus insulated Carhartt jeans and Sorels like their own. “Not a stitch of Eddie Bauer or Patagonia on him. But nobody’s been reported missing.”
“Maybe he’s not overdue yet. I wonder how long he’s been here.”
Active shook his head. “Not long, probably. He’s dressed for cool weather.”
“But how did he die?”
As one, they turned to stare out over One-Way Lake toward the cliff looming at its upper end.
“Beats me.” Active scanned the lakeshore for any sign of a camp or boat, then shook his head. “Well, I’ll go through his pockets and pack and see who he was. Let’s get him over to the bank.” At Grace’s look of reluctance, he added, “You can take the feet.”
Ten minutes later, Active shook his head in mystification and began stuffing the hunter’s belongings back into his pack.
“No I.D., huh?” Grace said.
“Nothing. No wallet, no name
“Nothing. No wallet, no name on his clothes or tent or sleeping bag, nothing. Weird, huh?”
“Not that weird. A lot of guys from the villages don’t carry I.D. when they’re out in the country. Just one more thing to lose.”
“Good point,” he said. “What do you make of this?”
He pulled the soggy remains of a box of two-seventy ammunition out of the pack and held it up for inspection.
“I guess he was hunting,” she said. “Why else would he be up here?”
“Exactly. Caribou, probably, or maybe sheep. So where’s his rifle?”
They looked across the lake again, then at each other. “All right, you take the right bank, I’ll take the left, and we’ll meet at the upper end,” he said. “Give a shout if you find his gun, or anything else man-made, or anything that looks like a recent campsite.”
Forty-five minutes later, they were standing together on the rubble at the foot of the cliff, as puzzled as ever. Active looked down the lake toward the outlet, then at the mountain behind them, and swore softly to himself as he pulled the binoculars hanging around his neck from the folds of his coat and raised them to his eyes.
“You think?” Grace said.
He nodded, sweeping the mountainside with the glasses. There was a relatively gentle slope at the top, where caribou trails cut through the tundra carpet, then bare gray and brown rock, steepening to a near-vertical cliff that ended at the talus fan. “There we go,” he said finally, pointing at a spot uphill and to their right, a few yards above the talus.
He handed her the glasses and she scanned the slope. “I don’t—oh, yeah, I see it. What—”
“Water bottle, maybe.”
“Umm-hmm.” She handed the glasses back to him.
“You wait here,” he said. “I’ll go up and have a look.”
“Careful. You don’t want to end up like him.”
He grunted, handed her his rifle, and started up the slope. The going was rough enough on the talus fan, and it became impossible when he reached the cliff itself. He glassed the object again, now much closer, determined that it really was a water bottle—actually, a plastic Coke bottle—and started back down.
He was halfway to the lake when he spotted the two-seventy Winchester, wedged muzzle-down in a crevice between two rocks. He pulled it out and studied it. The scope was gone, the barrel was bent slightly, and deep gouges scarred the weathered wooden stock. The sling, if the rifle had ever had one, was also gone.
He picked his way back to where Grace was waiting and showed her the gun. “He must have been crossing the slope on those caribou trails and lost his footing,” Active said. “Looks like he bounced all the way into the water. That would explain the broken neck.”
Grace gazed at the slope, then down the lake to where the brush concealed the hunter’s body. “Poor guy. Can you trace the gun and figure out who he is?”
“Not likely. There’s a million of these Winchesters around, and most of them were bought before there was any kind of gun registration. We’ll put the word out to the villages and wait for somebody to realize they haven’t heard from this guy in a while.”
“What now?” she asked as they started back to camp.
He sighed. “We set off the EPIRB and wait for somebody to show up to see what the problem is.”
She shivered. “We have to stay on this lake with him?”
“ ’Fraid so,” he said.
A DEAD man for a neighbor, they discovered, didn’t affect their appetites. So, after Active found the EPIRB in one of their bags and set it off, they reheated breakfast and began wolfing it down on the lakeshore.
“How long does that thing take to work?” Grace waved at the bright yellow EPIRB hanging from a spruce tree. It looked like a walkie-talkie.
“I’m not sure,” he said. “Never had to set one off before. A satellite picks up the signal, then it tells the Rescue Coordination Center, then they have to decide if the signal is for real and where you are . . . several hours, probably. A day, maybe.”
“I thought it could tell the satellite exactly where you are.”
“Some do,” he said. “The newer ones.”
“But they cost more.”
He nodded.
“So you kept that one. And here we sit.”
“Ah-hah.”
“So cheap.” She shook her head and took a swallow of coffee.
“We probably should wrap him up,” Active said.
“You should,” Grace said. “While I clean up here. And we should stop calling him ‘him.’ He needs a name.”
“A name?”
“It’s disrespectful if he doesn’t have one. Also, it might jinx him in the afterlife.”
“I didn’t know we Inupiat believed in the afterlife.”
“When it suits us.”
“All right,” he said. “A name. How about Henry?”
She grimaced and stirred her coffee with a spruce twig. “How about One-Way? In honor of the place of his demise.”
“No-Way.”
“Why not? What’s wrong with One-Way?”
“No, I mean how about ‘No-Way’ for the name?”
“No-Way? Wha—oh, I see. Once he got into One-Way Lake, there was no way out.”
“Uh-huh.” He nodded.
“Excellent. No-Way it is, then. You go bundle old No-Way up for transport, and I’ll take care of the breakfast dishes.”
She stacked the plates, coffeepot, and skillet, and started for the lakeshore. He didn’t move.
“What?” she said.
“It strikes me that the division of labor here is very much along traditional gender lines all of a sudden. Maybe I should do the dishes while you—”
“No way,” she said with a huge grin.
“Precisely,” he said with an equally huge grin.
He dug through the duffel bags again, came up with the roll of Visqueen and a hank of nylon camp cord, and set off along the shore toward No-Way’s resting place.
He was knotting the last loop of cord around the Visqueen-wrapped remains when he realized the buzz poking at his subconscious wasn’t a late-season mosquito, but an airplane—a Super Cub, from the sound of it.
He stood, made a visor of his hand, and peered southward, toward the sun. A Super Cub swam out of the glare and into focus. A red-and-white Super Cub on floats, in fact, unmistakably the Lienhofer Aviation Super Cub flown by Cowboy Decker. Active checked his watch, realized he wasn’t wearing it, and started for camp.
Cowboy came straight in over the trees at the outlet and splashed down, then taxied toward their camp, cut the engine, and grounded the plane in the gravel shallows. He was climbing out as Active hurried up.
“That was fast,” Active said. “It can’t be more than an hour and a half since I set off the EPIRB. How’d you get here so soon?”
“EPIRB?” the pilot said as he waded ashore. “I don’t know anything about an EPIRB. You got a problem up here?” He scanned them up and down. “You both look all right.”
“We’re fine,” Active said. “But we found a dead hunter in the creek.” He pointed at the cliff. “Looks like he fell up there and broke his neck, then drifted down the lake and got caught in the shallows at the outlet.”
“No shit. Who is it?”
Active explained about No-Way’s missing I.D. and face.
Cowboy grunted. “Pike’ll do that, all right. Look, Carnaby sent me to get you. The Rec Center burned down last night and, ah, well, ah—”
“And what?” Active said, noticing now that the pilot was red-eyed and grimy and smelled of smoke.
“We’ve got seven or eight people dead and two in the hospital and one that’s not expected to live being medevacked to the burn unit in Anchorage.”
“Jesus!” Active said. “Anybody I—Who’s dead?”
Grace didn’t speak, but she pressed a hand over her mouth.
“They haven’t identified ’em all yet or even counted ’em for sure,” Cowboy said. “But one of ’em was Jim Silver.”
“Jim?”
Cowboy nodded.
Active was silent for a long time, gazing sightlessly at the hillside across the lake. “And was it arson?”
“They don’t know yet,” Cowboy said. “Call came in around ten-thirty last night. I rolled out with the Volunteer Fire Department, but by the time we got there it was already too hot to go in. All we could do was try to keep it from setting off the Center’s stove-oil tanks or spreading to the other buildings around there—what we call a surround-and-drown. The city cops are on it, and the Troopers, and one of your arson guys is coming out from Fairbanks. And Carnaby wants you back to work on it.”
“Of course, yeah.”
“Come on, I’ll help you pack up,” Cowboy said. He walked over and began breaking down their camp kitchen.
Active and Grace went into the tent together and began cramming clothes and books back into nylon stuff bags.
“Jim Silver,” Grace said.
“Yeah.”
“I’m so sorry.”
“Yeah.”
“Is that it? ‘Yeah’?”
Active shrugged. “He, he. . . .”
“Go on.”
“He made sense.”
“What?”
“I don’t know that he was the best cop I ever met, but he was the one that made the most sense. Of Chukchi, you know. When he explained Chukchi to me, I would think I got it. It was like life was a story for him, and Chukchi was the most fascinating chapter he ever ran across, and being police chief was the best way to appreciate it. You know what he said to me once?”
“Mmm.”
“It was when we were out on the ice after old Victor Solomon was harpooned at his sheefish camp and I was whining about the cold, and Jim says, ‘If you weren’t suffering, how would you know you were alive?’ And then he laughed that big belly laugh of his and, you know, all of a sudden it made sense. The ice, the cold, the west wind, Chukchi—even the bad stuff. But this.” He stopped and shook his head. “I need to get out of here. We need to.”
Her face tightened in the familiar way, but she said nothing.
“Listen to me. I’m sorry.”
“It’s all right.”
“Nah, I gotta act like a cop now,” he said.
“Not with me, baby. You can act however you like.”
He pinched the bridge of his nose. He wasn’t crying, exactly, but the corners of his eyes were wet. Grace looked away while he wiped them. “Thanks,” he said, and kissed her.
They crawled out of the tent, hauled out their gear, and collapsed the Arctic Oven as Cowboy ferried loads to the plane. Finally, everything was aboard and Cowboy told them to climb in.
“What about our friend?” Active pointed toward the outlet.
“Sorry,” Cowboy said. “No can do.”
“What if something gets to him? A bear or foxes or something?”
“Ordinarily, I’d tie him on a float and we’d be fine,” Cowboy said. “But not on One-Way Lake, not with you two and your gear in the plane. We’d never make it over the trees.”
“I wrapped him up pretty good,” Active said. “I guess he’ll keep.”
“Yeah, with the weather this cool,” Cowboy said. “I’ll get back in here as soon as I can.”
As they took off over the trees, Active peered down at the shiny bundle of Visqueen on the creek bank and wondered again who No-Way had been.