I made much better time getting home than I had getting to work, but of course I was a lot more motivated on my return journey. I had news I couldn’t wait to tell.
“Hooray for Hollywood!” I sang as I flashed through the leafy, anodyne streets of suburbia. I was going to be in a movie. Obviously I knew I wasn’t going to get a major part, but I’d been so totally helpful, charming and entertaining to Leslie and Shona that I felt confident that some small but not insignificant role would be mine. You know, they’d say to the director, we met this amazing girl in the secondhand clothes store … you’ve really got to meet her … she has so much star potential!
The lawn sprinklers waved at me like fans at the Oscars as I sped towards home. “Hooray for Hollywood!” Tinsel Town may have crushed the dreams of millions of starving would-be stars, but it was going to make at least one of my dreams come true: the one where Carla Santini ate sand.
My mother and the twins were in the kitchen when I arrived. I would have ignored them and gone straight to the phone to call Ella, since she’s far more interested in my life than any of my relatives, but the domestic tableau that greeted me made me stop in surprise. Karen Kapok was at the stove, stirring like a witch at her cauldron, and Paula and Pam were mauling vegetables at the table.
“Good God!” I cried. “You’re cooking! Don’t tell me the President’s coming for supper.”
My mother glanced at me over her shoulder. “Actually, I thought Sam was coming for supper.”
So much had happened today that I’d totally forgotten she’d invited him over for a meal to celebrate our graduation.
“Of course he is.” I laughed as though I’d been joking.
Pam looked up from her attack on the spinach. “How could you forget that?” she demanded. (No prizes for guessing who she takes after.)
“As it happens,” I said, “I’ve had other things on my mind: more exciting things than watching Sam see how many calories he can take in at one sitting.”
Paula bit into the carrot she was supposed to be slicing for the salad. “Like what?”
I’m used to skepticism, ridicule and an appalling lack of interest from my family, but I was too excited to let this stop me from sharing my news. I smiled in a casual, understated kind of way. “It just so happens that they’re making a movie right here in Dellwood, that’s what.”
For once an announcement of mine actually got the right reaction from my sisters. They dropped their knives and vegetables and began jumping up and down.
“Really? A movie? Here?” shrieked Pam.
“Do you think they’re looking for a set of twins?” Paula is by far the more practical of the two.
I said I’d see if I could put a good word in for them with the director.
Karen Kapok, immersed as she is in earth, asked, “And where did you hear this?”
I told her where I’d heard it.
“And what makes you think you’ll get to put a good word in with the director?” asked my mother.
I explained that I was practically guaranteed a part. Which was more or less true. They’d said they knew the movie needed extras.
Karen Kapok did her impersonation of a refrigerator overworking. “Hmmm…”
“Hmmm…?” I echoed. “Hmmm, what?”
“I just don’t think you should get your hopes up,” said my mother. “There’s no guarantee you’ll get a part – even as an extra.”
“Hope is the fuel of the ship of dreams,” I informed her. “Without hope you can’t even get out of the harbour. Besides, let’s not forget that I do have inside connections.”
Pam looked to my mother “What’s that mean?”
“It means Mary sold the costume designers a bowling shirt,” said my mother. My mother will not call me Lola, just because it isn’t the name she gave me when I was born and too young to have an opinion.
“I should’ve known I wouldn’t get any encouragement from you.” I headed for the door. “I’m going to call Ella. At least she’ll be glad for me.”
“What happened to you?” asked Ella. “You’re in a much better mood than you were last night.”
I laughed. Last night was as far away from me by then as the Ring Nebula. “And how could I not be happy?” I demanded. “Don’t I live in this glorious jewel of the crown of the State of New Jersey?”
“Are we talking about Dellwood?”
“Where else? Haven’t I ever told you how much I love dear old Dellwood with every fibre of my being?”
“No,” said Ella, “you haven’t. You usually describe it as prison with its own shopping centre.”
I disregarded the flat, sour tone in her voice. “Well I do love it. I love its quiet, tree-lined streets. I love its giant supermarkets. I love—”
Ella interrupted my flow. “Lola, is that really you?”
“Oh hahaha,” I said. “I know that, in the past, I have had one or two small criticisms to make of your home town, El, but now I’m ready to get down on my knees and thank the gods for bringing me here from the mean streets of Manhattan. Really. Just ask me how happy I am to be spending my summer here among the shopping centres and lawn sprinklers of Dellwood instead of some dreary, passé place like London or Paris or Rome. Just ask.”
“How happy are you?” She asked this warily. Ella distrusts mood swings.
I was practically dancing I was so excited. “I’m happier than a million-dollar lottery winner. I’m happier than the champions of the Super Bowl. I’m happier—”
“Have you been drinking, Lola? Tell me the truth.”
[Cue: heavy sighing and rolling of eyes at the calendar from the Chinese take-away on the wall. This month’s sage advice was: A wise man eats well and says little.] “That really beggars belief, El. I mean, you of all people asking me that. You know what I think of the tragic destruction of lives by alcohol.”
“My mo—”
“I wasn’t thinking about your mother.” Mrs Gerard has a problem with white wine (which is one of the reasons Ella distrusts mood swings). “I was thinking of actors like Anthony Hopkins and Dennis Quaid.”
Ella said, “Oh.”
A great actor has to be prepared for people who laugh at the wrong line or cough during Hamlet’s soliloquy, so I wasn’t discouraged by this detour in the conversation. My excitement was undiminished.
“Now can I tell you my totally awesome news?”
“OK,” said Ella. “What happened?”
I told her about the costume designers coming into the store.
“Their names are Shona and Leslie, and they’re working on this big Hollywood movie!”
“Really?” Ella sounded skeptical. “And they were shopping in Second Best? Why would they do that?”
“Authenticity. But that’s not the best part,” I assured her. “Wait till you hear. It stars Bret Fork and Lucy Rio. The movie’s about a girl remarkably like me who is dragged away from her home and friends and everything she loves to live in a new town. But instead of being haunted by Carla Santini, she’s haunted by the ghost of a fifties biker who doesn’t want her and her family in his house.”
“Oh my God! Are you sure?” At last she’d caught my excitement. “But this is incredible! A movie right here in Dellwood! I’ve always wanted to see a real movie set. Do you think they’ll let people watch?”
Since I’d visited several streets that had been turned into movie sets when I lived in the civilized world, I was the expert. “Of course they will. They’re filmmakers, aren’t they? They love to be watched.”
“Oh, Lola…” A new, truly awesome thought had occurred to Ella. “Wait till Carla hears about this. She’s going to go incendiary when she finds out that something like this is going on while she’s in Europe looking at old buildings.”
I smiled into the receiver. “Especially when she finds out that I’m going to be in the movie.”
Ella was raised to be ladylike and demure, but she can squeal like a litter of pigs when she wants to. “Go on! Are you serious? You got a part?”
“Well, as good as. I know for a fact that they’ll be looking for extras.” Not that I had any more intention of having a non-speaking part in a professional production than I do in life. “Of course I don’t really think that being the back of a head in a crowd is compensation for not going to RADA,” I went on, “but I’m confident that once they see me in action they’ll find something more substantial for me.”
Ella said, “Lola…”
“What?”
“Well…” I could hear Ella choosing her words as if they were chocolates. “I don’t know if you should count on that…”
I told her she sounded like my mother. But I was in too good a mood to let the naysayers dampen my spirits. Right at the eleventh hour I was going to take my final revenge on Carla Santini for all the years of grief and humiliation she’d caused me. “And anyway,” I continued, “the most important thing is that Carla will miss the whole thing.” I laughed. “It couldn’t be better if I’d planned it myself.”
In the few precious minutes of privacy and peace we had before the free-for-all otherwise known as supper with Karen Kapok and her younger daughters, I told Sam about the movie.
“I don’t get it,” said Sam. “So they’re making some movie here. What’s the big deal?”
“What’s the big deal?”
“Yeah. I mean, it’ll be good for the town – you know, for business – but except for that what’s the big deal?” He gave me a searching look. “Oh, hang on. You want to be in this dumb movie. That’s it, isn’t it?”
“And what’s wrong with that?” Considering how annoying Sam can be, it often amazes me how much I like him. “I am an actor, after all. It’s not like being a mechanic. You can refuse to work on four-by-fours because you think they’re nothing but gas-guzzling status symbols, but actors don’t always have the luxury of being able to turn down jobs.”
“Right,” said Sam. “That’s why all those big stars do those really crappy movies and commercials. Because they’re afraid of starving to death.”
“Whatever. I don’t really want to have this argument right now.” This is what I mean about being annoying. I’m all in favour of principles, of course, but Sam’s inflexibility drives me nuts. “And anyway, that still doesn’t mean it’s not exciting. Personally, I think it’s the most exciting thing that’s happened around here since the revolution.”
“Oh yeah? Well, personally, I think making another mindless, shallow, meaningless movie isn’t nearly as exciting as a populist revolt.”
[Cue: the heartfelt sigh that can sometimes be the only communication between one parallel world and another – in this case the imaginative one of the artist and the practical one of the skilled craftsman.] “And how do you know this movie’s going to be mindless, shallow and meaningless?”
“Well it’s not going to be Little Big Man or Catch-22, is it?” Those are Sam’s all-time favourite movies. “Not with those lame-os in it.”
No one has ever accused Sam Creek of being starstruck.
I sighed again. “As you know very well, I think the only true drama takes place in the theatre – and of course I totally agree with you about a lot of the movies churned out by Hollywood, but let’s not forget that the entertainment industry is very important to the economy. It makes billions of dollars a year.”
“So does the arms trade but that doesn’t mean it’s a good thing.”
“Oh, please… There’s no comparison. People don’t need to be shot or bombed, but they do need to be entertained. Man does not live by bread alone you know.”
Sam put his how-could-you-forget-to-check-the-oil look on his face. “Baseball’s entertaining. So are basketball and soccer.” He started ticking off all the things in the world that are more entertaining than movies. “And bowling. And gymnastics. And the flying Shalon monks. And ballroom dancing.”
“Ballroom dancing?” I didn’t even think Sam knew what ballroom dancing was.
“Yeah. Ballroom dancing.”
“Are you saying that you watch ballroom dancing?”
“Sometimes. On cable. My dad likes it.”
It’s true that, no matter how old you get or how much you think you know, life always has another surprise waiting. “Your father likes ballroom dancing?”
“Yeah. He won trophies. That’s how he hooked up with my mother.”
I never met Sam’s mother of course (she was killed in a car crash when Sam was four), but I have met Mr Creek. Mr Creek’s a small, thin man who looks like a balding troll who fell into a grease pit. It was really difficult to picture him doing the Fandango in a powder-blue lycra jumpsuit covered with sequins. “Your father was a ballroom dancer?”
“You’re repeating yourself.”
“Just answer the question.”
“You’re not the only person who likes to show off, you know,” said Sam.
I made a face. “I’m not saying I wouldn’t like some minuscule part in this movie – if I can’t go to RADA I do feel it’s the least I deserve – but for your information it just so happens that this isn’t actually about me. It’s about someone else in Deadwood who likes to show off.”
A slow smile spread over his face. “We’re talking about Carla, aren’t we?”
“Who else?”
Carla thinks that when the Bard said all the world’s a stage he meant her stage – and that everyone else is only here as her audience.
“Don’t tell me you don’t want to see her face when she finds out that Dellwood’s being turned into a movie set while she’s off shopping in Rome.”
“Oh, now I get it.” Sam laughed. “Now that’s a hell of a lot more entertaining than baseball.”