I understand the situation babe

I hang around here to help this poem

keep its head above the churning waters

still feeling all the reverberations

from the first time I entered us & slid

my fingers through your wings & shuddering

find it hard to keep my concentration

when all the little details don’t add up

to even the sum of their parts I can’t

envisage an enduring logo or

leading intellectual abstraction poised

above the crumbling gates of our theme park

I love to see you walking through the world

between fast-food outlets & substantives

nearly dislocated from our hunger

for life & upgraded definitions

of what it will have been to vivify

the only mornings afternoons & nights

provided to the living for some months

spent staring through a range of open doors