for Keith Wilson
Thantog
you are jaguar priest
spirit of fire, of the edge of light that occurs
in the swift falling down of day
into night. Forever
is yours but this night I watch out the dark with you,
tend the fire with my fingers,
stir the cool wind
and you pray:
for the return of the sun
for the spirit of the moon
for life,
and, it is all good, you say
as you stand up on your hind legs, Thantog
and pray
that those yellow eyes in motion in the night
that those spirits behind the eyes who know us better
than our mothers
you pray
that they come out from their hiding and devour us,
because they are fire, Thantog
they are own skin and blood
and what better life is this
than to so stand up singing
with no blade edge
against ourselves
other than voices
out of the fire.