They walked the long trail back to the county road where Cork had parked his Explorer. The entire way, Jenny held to her silence. Cork didn’t try to break in on whatever internal dialogue she was having. When she was ready, she would tell him exactly what was on her mind. They reached the vehicle, shed their dripping ponchos, and got in. Cork swung a U-turn and headed south back toward Aurora.
The wipers slapped relentlessly at the rain. The tires crunched over wet gravel. Jenny stared out her window and finally said quietly, “Damn.”
“So talk to me,” her father said. “You were pretty emotional back there. What’s going on? Why so invested in this lost girl?”
She didn’t answer right away. The gray fall of the rain seemed to mesmerize her. Finally she said, “Henry’s words.”
“Which words?” He couldn’t remember exactly what the old man had said, but he remembered the look on his daughter’s face, as if she’d been touched by fire.
Jenny was quiet way too long, but Cork was nothing if not a patient man.
“Okay,” she said at last, carefully, “we both know Stephen has visions.”
Cork’s youngest child had, indeed, been visited on occasion by visions, remarkable occurrences that had been confirmed by Henry Meloux.
“All right,” Cork said.
“I know I don’t have the Anishinaabe spirit in me like Stephen does, but ever since we found Waaboo, I’ve been having this dream. It’s so real, Dad, I’ve always believed it was a vision.”
“Tell me about it.”
“I’m back there on the island where we found Waaboo and his mother. She’s standing in that destroyed place, among all those shattered trees. You remember her? Just a kid, really. Not much older than this missing girl. She’s looking straight at me, and she says one thing. Only one. She says, ‘You save her.’”
“You save her? Not him? Not Waaboo?”
“No. She’s very clear. Whoever she’s talking about it’s a her.”
“And that’s what Henry said, wasn’t it? ‘You save her.’ It could have been just a coincidence.”
She scowled at him. They both knew that with Henry Meloux coincidence wasn’t likely.
“Okay,” Cork said. “Have you told anybody about this vision, tried to understand what it means?”
“Stephen, because I figured he would understand.”
“What did he say?”
“That when the time was right, the meaning would be clear to me.”
“So now you’re thinking that this vision is about Louise’s girl?”
“I don’t, Dad. But this is the first thing that’s made sense to me. I’d have asked Henry today, but he was such an asshole.” She looked out the window at the persistent storm. “Waaboo’s the child of a child. Vision or no, it breaks my heart to think about any child abandoned.”
“I understand.”
“Do you? Because back there you seemed pretty lukewarm about this missing girl.”
“I’ve been involved in this kind of thing my whole life, Jenny. If I’ve learned anything at all, it’s that no matter how hard you try, you can’t save everyone who needs saving. You do your best, but you’re always prepared for the worst.”
“So you keep your heart out of it?”
“No, you just make sure that your head is always out in front. Think of it like a boxer keeping his left up to protect himself until it’s time for that sweet right hook to come into play.”
“Or,” she countered, “think of it like a girl alone somewhere, mistreated and scared and hopeless while people come up with metaphors for not caring.”
Cork pulled onto the paved road that paralleled the western shoreline of Iron Lake. The cabins sheltered among the pines were full of summer people. On a sunny day, these folks would have been on the water or splashing on a beach, but the rain had driven them inside, and the lake was deserted, and Tamarack County felt empty.
“Think of it however you want,” he said. “Just believe that I’ll do my best, okay?”
He felt her ice-blue eyes considering him; then she said, “I’m sorry.”
“You don’t need to apologize, but you have to understand that an investigation like this will probably take time. You may be away from Aurora for a while, away from Waaboo. Since he came to us, you haven’t been gone from him for more than a few hours in any day. Are you okay with that?”
“If it’s what’s necessary. Dad, I’ve never had this sense before that I’m supposed to do a thing, that I’ve been chosen for it. I know you’ve been here before. And I know Stephen has, but not me. I want to honor this. I have to. Do you understand?”
“I do.” He shot her a smile, though one on the grim side. “So tell you what. In this partnership, I’ll be the head, and you be the heart. Deal?”
He offered his hand. Jenny looked at it, then at her father. She returned his smile, one not so grim as his, and accepted his offering.
At Sam’s Place, the power had been restored. Except for Judy Madsen’s blue sedan and Marlee Daychild’s old Toyota 4Runner, the parking lot was still empty. Jenny explained the new situation and asked if Judy felt comfortable taking over for a couple of days.
Judy snapped her fingers. “I could run this place blind and with both hands tied behind my back. You two go off and save the world. We’ll be fine.”
• • •
The house on Gooseberry Lane was an old two-story clapboard construction, well cared for, with a roofed porch across the front and a great elm in the yard. Cork had grown up in this house, and his children, too. If a man could have two hearts and one could exist outside his body, then that house on Gooseberry Lane was Cork’s second heart. Everything he loved was in or had passed through there.
On the way home, the stoplights had come back on, and Cork could see lights in windows. Power had been restored in Tamarack County. But when he and Jenny pulled up to the house, they found that it was still dark. Inside, Waaboo was sound asleep on the living room sofa, clutching a stuffed orangutan he called Bart, one of his favorite toys. He had half a dozen other stuffed animals around him as well. Rose was in the kitchen, forming a meat loaf in a pan. She put a finger to her lips, and they talked quietly.
“He held the flashlight and I read stories to him,” she said. “He drifted off a while ago. I left the lights off. It felt kind of right with the rain outside.”
Rose Thorne was a remarkable human being. When Cork had first known his sister-in-law, she’d been a large, plain-looking, good-hearted woman who read tabloids. She’d helped raise the O’Connor children, and had the idea that when she was no longer needed in that way, she might enter a convent. As that time had approached, she’d had an amazing change of heart. She’d fallen in love with a man who was sliding away from his faith and out of the priesthood. Mal Thorne had, indeed, put aside his collar and his vows, but in a way, Rose had saved his faith. They’d married, and both of them looked at the love they shared as the blessing God had always intended for them. Rose had slimmed down a good deal, dressed smartly these days, and wore her hair in a fashionable cut. But some things never changed. Her heart was huge, and her love for her sister’s family was depthless.
Rose and Mal now lived in Evanston, Illinois. But that summer, Rose had agreed to return to Aurora and, in a way, to her former life. She took care of Waaboo while Jenny oversaw Sam’s Place and Cork went about his business as a private investigator. She had no children of her own and seemed to relish every moment she had with the little guy. Every other weekend or so, Mal drove up from Evanston for a visit.
In the gray light through the windows, Jenny crossed her arms and leaned against the kitchen counter. “Aunt Rose,” she said, “I need a favor.” She laid out the situation, and it was clear from the look on Rose’s face that she shared Jenny’s concern for the missing girl. Without a moment of hesitation, Jenny’s aunt agreed to give whatever was needed of her.
That night Jenny put Waaboo to bed. Cork stood in the doorway of his grandson’s room and listened while Jenny sat in the rocker with Waaboo on her lap and explained that she would have to be gone for a little while.
“To help find a little girl who’s lost,” she told him.
“Is she scared?” Waaboo asked.
“Would you be scared if you were lost?”
“Not if I had Bart wiff me.” He clutched his stuffed orangutan.
“She doesn’t have Bart. She doesn’t have anyone.”
Waaboo was full-blood Anishinaabe. His hair was black, his eyes like cherrywood. He’d been born with a cleft lip and still bore a small scar where surgery had closed that split. He thought about what Jenny said and asked, “No mommy?”
“Her mommy can’t help her. That’s why she needs me.”
“Aunt Rose will be here?”
“Yes. And I’ll be back very soon.”
“’Kay,” he said, his concerns put to rest. He snuggled more firmly against Jenny. “Tell me a story, Mommy.”
• • •
Later, they sat around the kitchen table—Cork, Jenny, and Rose—and talked about what might be ahead. Trixie, the O’Connors’ mutt, lay in the corner near her food dish, looking bored or tired.
“Do you think she’s still alive, Dad?”
“I don’t know, Jenny. But once you ask yourself that question, you’ve got to do your best to find the answer.”
Jenny held a mug of decaf coffee in her hands. She took a sip and frowned, as if the brew were distasteful. But Cork suspected it was not the coffee that displeased her.
“How do we do that?” she asked.
Cork got up from the table, walked to the coffeemaker on the counter, and poured a little more from the pot into his own mug. The rain had stopped and the clouds had passed, and the darkness beyond the kitchen window was night, plain and simple.
He turned back to the table. “We talk to her family, her friends, her teachers, anyone who knew her. And we do the same for Carrie Verga. We talk to the officers in charge of the investigation of the girl’s death. We talk to anyone who might have some piece of information that leads to another piece of information. And, if we’re lucky, we put the puzzle together that way, piece by piece.”
“That sounds awfully slow,” Jenny said. “Do we have that kind of time?”
“I don’t know. But I also don’t know another way.”
Jenny stared into her mug. “She was only thirteen when she ran away. What was she thinking?”
“You used to run away all the time,” Rose told her gently. “Whenever I scolded you or your mom did or Cork, you’d run away across the street to the O’Loughlins’ house. Sue would let you in and give you milk and cookies, and after a while you’d decide to come back home.”
“That was a different kind of running,” Cork said, returning to his chair at the table. “Kids who really run away are usually running from a bad situation. But most of them, like you, Jenny, come back eventually. Being alone on the street is incredibly hard. Home is still home, bad as that might be. It’s familiar. For a kid to stay away, the situation has to be really awful.”
“Or someone’s preventing them from going home,” Jenny said.
“That, too.” Cork looked at his watch. “If we’re going to meet Daniel in Bayfield at eight tomorrow morning, we’ll have to get off by four. I’m going to call it a day, get myself ready for bed, pack a few things in an overnight bag.”
“I should do the same,” Jenny said. But she didn’t move.
“You go on, Cork,” Rose said. “Jenny and I have some more talking to do, I think.”
Cork rinsed out his mug and set it on the counter next to the sink. He said good night and headed upstairs, wondering what the two women still had to discuss. He was used to being in the minority in his house and sometimes excluded from the conversations of the women in his life. He didn’t like it, but he had no choice.
He lay in bed that night thinking about Mariah and Carrie Verga and about the families they’d left behind. He didn’t know these people, not yet. He tried not to be disposed against them. But when he wore the badge—in Chicago as a cop and in Tamarack County as a deputy and as Sheriff—he’d seen all too often the horrific results of child abuse. That got him to thinking about Meloux’s statement when Daniel English had asked for his help. I have no patience with guilt that wears the face of grief. It sounded callous, but Cork thought he understood. Sometimes the tears that parents shed over their lost children couldn’t be trusted. For some, children were not a blessing but a burden. A child gone was just one less thing to worry about.
Cork hoped that he would discover he was wrong in his thinking. But he fell asleep prepared for the worst.