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I wake up and Anthony is pinning my arms down and he is sitting on my thighs. When he tells me that I was thrashing around I immediately remember the dream. I stare at his eyes and listen to what he says. He promises to get off of me if I won’t hurt him. How could I hurt him, he’s my savior. Billy comes to the doorway and lets us know that coffee is in the dining room.
Now I know it was bad this time I managed to wake up someone who was sleeping in another wing of the house. We sit at the dining room table and sip coffee for what seems like forever. I finally offer up a small bit of information about what all Jeff had put me through. I only tell them that he made me do things that I didn’t want to do. I don’t go into detail about the forced anal sex, or forced multiple partners. I know what I was taught about that kind of stuff as a child growing up in the church, and I don’t want these two men to judge me.
Little did I know when I got into the relationship with Jeff that he was into sharing his women. I had told him when he’d asked a few times if I would consider having a threesome that I wasn’t into that kind of sex. I was vanilla one man one woman. One night when I took Luke to a friends for an overnight play date I came home and Jeff was horny as hell. Before I knew it we were on the bed having sex. That had been the whole purpose of getting Luke out of the house so we could have some adult time and sleep in one morning.
Except when Jeff finishes and I’m about to slip under the covers and doze off I realize that there are two other men standing in our bedroom. They’re naked and both of them have their dicks in their hands slowly stroking. Jeff nods at one of the men and he climbs up on me. I try to fight him off and Jeff says, “Come on hun, you gotta experiment with some things.”
I fight until I give up and the man has his way with me while Jeff watches. Then he lets the second man do the same thing, only I don’t fight this time, I’ve given up. I’m rewarded for not fighting anymore from Jeff with a we’ll let you rest for a bit, as the second man finishes with me. I had dozed off only to wake up when someone sticks something inside me. I realize that Jeff has let one of the men put his dick in me again as he rolls me over on top of him I feel Jeff pushing himself in my ass another no go on my part. I scream with the pain that it causes, but he keeps pushing in.
That was where my nightmare ended this morning. With Anthony on top of me pinning me down. Those beautiful brown eyes concerned about what I was dreaming and worried that I’d hurt myself. Thankfully he woke me before the worst part. Yeah, it got worse that night.
After coffee we get dressed and leave heading for Houston. I’ve never been before. Billy is driving my car and Anthony is driving his truck. It’s nice he helped me inside since it’s lifted and having a cast on my wrist makes grabbing the handle to get inside the truck hard. He’s a true gentleman about it. He only puts his hand on my back not my ass like most men would just to give them a reason to cop a feel. When we stop for breakfast we’ve been on the road for a few hours, I don’t really know how long, I’ve been resetting my play lists since it doesn’t transfer with the phone unless you have a premium account.
Anthony shows me how to hotspot my computer to my phone so I can send emails and browse the net for things I need for projects. I spend most of the rest of the trip working on a few of my projects that have deadlines approaching, and sending necessary emails.
We stop at the hotel and get our overnight bags out and check in. Billy promises to be back later to bring over some paperwork that I need to sign. I crash on the bed in the room and before I know it I’ve passed out. When I wake up there is an alarm going off and Anthony is sleeping next to me on the bed. He suggests a shower and change of clothes before we head out to dinner.
He lets me shower first. I’m glad to find that my period has stopped, this month is the short month. While he showers I dress and put on my makeup I don’t really believe in the stuff so its only the minimum. When he exits the bathroom I’m thankful that he dressed in there, because I might have jumped his bones if he’d come out with a towel on. I don’t know how we’re going to share a queen sized bed tonight.
He’s wearing a pair of black jeans that hug his ass and his crotch, and a white polo shirt that accents his tan as well as his muscles. The cuffs on the polo shirt look like they’re going to burst if he flexes his bicep any. We leave for dinner which is a short walk from the hotel.
During dinner he tells some jokes I think they’re meant to get me to relax around him. I’m just enjoying the time with him alone. I haven’t been on a real date in forever. Jeff’s idea of a date was go to the local bar and get plastered while eating hamburger and chips. This restaurant says classy first date. The food is delicious and the company is awesome.
We leave and walk around Houston seeing the sights that we can tonight. As we are walking he takes my hand and laces his fingers in mine. I enjoy the feeling. He’s comfortable with showing affection for me, something Jeff would never do.
We stop and he presses me up against the nearest building and kisses me. It’s a passionate kiss one of need and want. I think he’s gauging his next move on my response. As we kiss he’s trying to be gentle, but he has a need that wants to be filled and it’s taken over with some of the more possessive thrusts. I groan into his mouth and he groans back in that deeper tone that’s all male. I wrap my arms around his neck and play with the short hair on the back of his neck and I am rewarded with him pulling my blouse out just enough that he can creep a hand up underneath my blouse. His hands gently run up and down my rib cage. My body wants everything that he’s doing right now, but my mind goes back to Jeff. “I...I can’t, not here.” I say as I pull away from the kiss that has me heating up all over.
He pulls his face away from me and looks into my eyes. He’s studying me intently I can tell that there is a sadness in his eyes. He finally speaks, “Okay, babe. You’re in charge.” He withdraws his hands from under my blouse and I instantly miss the warmth. We continue on until we get back to the hotel, he holds my hand the whole way, but we don’t speak much.
When we get back to the hotel room he allows me to change into my night clothes and then head to bed. My head is still swimming with thoughts of what happened out on the street. He snuggles in the bed next to me pulling me close to him, but not trying to have sex with me again. I know he wants it, but I can’t give him my heart, let alone my body, yet.
I wake up before Anthony’s alarm, my stomach is churning in pain. When I go to the bathroom the pain seems to go away. Anthony seems to sense that I am out of bed, and when I come out he asks me, “Everything okay?”
I tell him that I’m fine and that my bladder woke me up. He seems not to buy what I’m selling, but it’s my only idea at the moment. Anthony suggests that since we are both awake we pack up our things, get a bite to eat, and get heading back home. I agree to his plans since I am feeling a bit off this morning.
We change and head out to a local breakfast and coffee place. Billy meets us there to sign over the title to my car so that the auction house can sell it. He promises me that whatever they get for it goes to the survivors fund for the state. It gives me some solace that they are taking care of the spouses of the officers that get hurt in the line of duty. I only pick at the food I’d ordered my stomach is really hungry, but deeper down I feel like my gut is roiling.
I don’t know what’s going on with my body, I know I’m not pregnant since I just had my period and I haven’t had sex in months. I know that Anthony is suspicious that I’m not telling him something because he keeps asking if I’m okay.
I keep telling him that I am okay and there is nothing to worry about. We leave headed for home without further discussion on whether or not I’m feeling okay. I don’t remember much of the ride home, but late in the evening we arrive back at Anthony’s place, or so I think.