CLASSES BEGAN THREE WEEKS LATER, AND THAT FRIDAY, I was trapped in a faculty meeting. This was surely the sort of thing Dante had in mind in filling the rings of his hell with poetically just torments: I had slaved my whole professional life to be in that stuffy little room. As individuals, the faculty members of Caldwell College’s Anthropology Department couldn’t have been more different, ranging from our soon-to-be-emeritus chair, Daniel Kellerman, to me, the newest member. Kellerman was indeed, as Brian had once described, a “dried-up old mummy man,” with great tufts of white hair growing out of his ears and nose that gave him a vaguely rabbity look as well. Rick Crabtree, with his plump, dissatisfied face and dark hair slicked over a wide bald patch, sat with his lips pursed so tightly it made mine ache just to look at him. Next to me was Jenny Alvarez, long gray hair caught up in a leather tie, still wearing the same clothes she’d owned in the 1970s—styles that were just now coming back into fashion. Gretchen Renekker, our doe-eyed pre-Raphaelite princess of political correctness, sat next to Rick Crabtree, setting us an example, I was sure, of how we ought to value his age and wisdom, and look past his bigoted nature, narrow mind, and dated research. Larry Chapman sat across from her, a lanky Cockney in a bolo string tie, a linguist who pined for the Old West of cowboy movies but settled for New England.
Tony Markham, of course, looked as cool as ever, and I noticed that some of the others were already referring their questions to him, as if he had already taken over sleepy old Kellerman’s position, as we all expected. It made sense; Tony seemed to be the only one capable of getting things done with the administration, after all, and he just seemed to be a born leader. I thought that it was funny; even in a room full of hardheaded academics with big egos, Tony still came off as the one in charge.
But as a single entity, trapped en masse, the rest of my colleagues were indistinguishable from one another, monochrome in dull shades of boredom and irritability. Most of us were eager to have done with the petty details involved in the day-to-day business of running the department and ready to abandon the campus for the weekend. The first hour of such a meeting can be borne with dutiful energy, the next with grim fortitude. Any half hour after that must be got through by any means available. For some, this meant shifting in chairs and doodling, waiting for their business to come to the table; for others, it meant a display of power, dickering over small and large points; for still others, it was taking refuge in daydreams.
Even Chuck, our department’s administrator, usually curious about everything, must have picked up the scent of frustration and boredom, because after he dropped off the coffee, he all but scampered away from the room, Birkenstocks flapping down the hallway. I wished I could follow him.
I was particularly eager to flee; I had already had a hellish day before the faculty meeting began, and a rushed week before that. No sooner had Brian helped me move my things back to our Massachusetts apartment and I had delved into preparation for classes, than it seemed I had to move back to my campus apartment in Maine and begin our second year of weekly autumnal migration for conjugal weekends. We were trying to re-create a normal life after a dreadful summer, but there is nothing normal to begin with about a commuting marriage.
Classes had started, and while I was pretty well on top of my lectures, rumors about the events on the site had begun to fly. There had been talk, hushed, unofficial, and pernicious, about what was being called “the Westlake bequest” and my proximity to her death, and only that morning Dr. Kellerman had suggested a leave of absence on half pay, until “things were cleared up.” I startled both of us by giving him a curt response in the negative, and then, having no doubt that it was the work of the dean, went to pay him an unannounced visit as well. Having nothing to lose, I marched into Dean Belcher’s office and told him that he could fire me, in which case my lawyer would be on the college like white on rice, or he could leave me alone, and I could continue to be a productive member of the campus community. He agreed quickly, and I left, surprised at my preemptive strike. It felt like the beginning of things, or maybe the end, and so I was feeling particularly penned up, irritated with my colleagues arguing over academic minutiae.
I looked at my watch surreptitiously; there was nearly half a page left to the agenda by two-thirty. The meeting had started at ten, with only a half hour for lunch. I was dying a slow death of boredom and exhaustion; I’d spent the night in my office trying desperately to catch up on all the little crap jobs that had been shoved my way because I was the junior member. It was just a sort of professional hazing, with no conscious thought but to reinforce department hierarchies and take a little of the load off my fellow professors, but it was grueling work. I pounded through the memos I needed to draft on introductory textbook recommendations, computer equipment acquisitions, and language exam schedules. By four A.M. I had finished proofing the departmental newsletter, and had just enough strength to crawl over to the couch and collapse. At eight forty-five I awoke, cursing the birds that sang in the ivy outside my windows, even though they provided me with the opportunity to scuttle back to my apartment and shower hastily.
Finally, just as I was trying to figure out whether dire boredom actually reduced the amount of oxygen in the room, Kellerman wrapped things up with “If that’s all, people?”
No one said anything. The others would have killed him.
“Well, have a good weekend.”
People stretched and collected their belongings, and shuffled out of the room. I all but ran for the ladies’ room for a much-needed break and then hurried back to my office. I flung my notepads down on the desk, where they were immediately camouflaged amid the surrounding clutter. I called Brian at work and got the terse, vexed-sounding message on his answering machine. It never sounded to me like the sweet man I knew at home.
“I’m busy. Leave a message if you have to.” There was, as usual, the background noise that was never meant to be recorded, the sounds of Brian fumbling to turn off the machine as he half-sang to himself, “o-ther-wise, leee-eave meeee a-lone.” The righteous dub of a Ziggy Marley song playing somewhere in the vicinity didn’t make the message sound any more professional.
I started in with my usual preamble. “Brian, you promised me you’d change this wretched tape. People will think—”
“People will think that I am a rude boy and want to be left alone, which is entirely correct. This ain’t the diplomatic corps.” Brian had suddenly picked up his phone, interrupting my recital. “Hey, pork chop, you just caught me going out the door. What bus are you going to be on?”
“The early one,” I said. “I’m not sticking around here any longer, I’ll go crazy.”
“Good for you; why risk a trip to the funny farm if you can be home with me? How was the faculty meeting, or should I ask?”
“Not until you hand me a largish drink, unsullied by additives or ice. I’m still in the throes of the backlash. And I’m just realizing what I said to the dean.”
“Ouch,” he said sympathetically.
Jenny Alvarez stuck her head in the door. “Have a good weekend, Em,” she whispered before making her own escape. I waved to her.
“It’s not all that bad,” I said. “I’ll tell you all about it later, I just wanted to check in. Do you need me to pick up anything on the way, or should we go out?”
“We’re staying in. Kam is coming over tonight, so he and I will cook. You can swing by the bakery outside the station, if you think of it, and pick up a couple of loaves of bread. We might get a movie or something too.”
“Where’s Marty going to be, if himself is with us?”
“New York, working late with the Wilmerdings.”
The thought of a normal weekend was almost too much to bear, and I felt myself tearing up. “Look, I’ve got to get going or I’ll never make the bus. I’ll see you in a couple of hours, sweetie. Love you.”
“Okay, see you in a bit. Love you too. Bye.”
I sighed; living apart was very trendy and all, but it was getting harder and harder to carry off cheerfully. Still, it kept a marriage from becoming stale through familiarity. I could use some of that familiarity right now myself, though, I thought vehemently. Well past time for it.
I stuffed a couple of books into my briefcase, thought better of it, and decided to celebrate by dumping them back onto the desk. They could wait until Monday. I wouldn’t be any more behind than I was already, and I felt as though life was very nearly on an upswing.
Purely by reflex, however, I decided to have a quick look in the storage room on my way out of the building, to check on the state of field supplies. I’d be heading back to close up the site next weekend, and it was amazing how a little thing like no artifact bags could throw a project into chaos. I unlocked the door to the small room and flicked on the light. The metallic smell of dusty field equipment tanged with musty canvas assaulted my nose. Shovels and screens lined the wall on the left, and the back and right sides were covered with metal shelving and cases for smaller gear. After mentally noting that I’d need to order more marker pens, I turned to leave the room when I noticed something out of place out of the corner of my eye.
Early in our relationship, after observing the postapocalyptic state of my apartment, Brian, in frustration, asked how I could be successful in a profession that depended on the rigorous maintenance of order. “How can you live in such a sty and yet be such a control freak in the field? I would have thought the two concepts would be mutually exclusive,” he’d asked.
I’d shrugged. “It’s not the same. At home, everything is a known quantity. I know what is clean laundry and what is not; I know which pile has what sort of books. If you don’t throw anything out, then you don’t have to worry about not being able to find it again later. You know it’s all there, and the randomness occasionally helps make connections between things you wouldn’t have thought related before.
“On the other hand, everything in the field is an x-factor. You can never take anything for granted, never assume anything. It’s the unknown that requires precision.” My messy habits were an issue that had never been fully resolved, and still occasionally flared up between us while we were forced to share office space.
It was that sense of something inherently out of place that caused me to glance over toward the back, where a wide gray metal map file stood. The middle drawer was partially open, caught on the corners of a pile of maps sticking out.
Wretched students, I thought, with a momentary flicker of irritation. The drawer that was open was the one that held maps of New England, and so subsequently contained many of my own personal maps. The students were allowed to use them only as long as they treated them carefully. But these had been jammed in any which way, left to tear.
I opened the drawer fully to reorganize the maps and began to sort them out. My ire grew as I realized that they were the maps of the site at Penitence Point; someone’s head would roll when I found out who’d been in here last, I thought. I separated the maps, straightened them, and settled them back in, long bottom edges aligned so that the names were easily visible. My fingernail caught on the edge of a map that had been shoved deep between two large USGS sheets, and I pulled it out to set it flush with the others.
It was a photocopied map. Just like the one that Sheriff Standard had shown me in Grahame Tichnor’s kitchen.
I pulled it all the way out and stared at it in confusion. It can’t be mine, I thought, I would have remembered this, it’s not in my map notes.
So what the bloody hell is another copy of it doing here?
I scowled at the inoffensive piece of paper and slid it into my briefcase. I didn’t have time to worry about it now; I’d be late for my bus. As I was sliding the drawer shut, however, the doorknob to the storage room rattled, startling me, and I slammed my thumb in the drawer.
A rainbow arc of pain shot across my vision, and I barely managed to get my thumb out before the drawer slid back shut again. “Oh Jesus, that hurts!” I yelled, sticking my thumb into my mouth. I looked up to see who had come in, wishing no good upon whoever it was.
Tony Markham was taken aback; I had scared him too. I held up my thumb, which was hot with throbbing, to show him. “I caught myself good in the drawer,” I said. At least the skin wasn’t broken. “I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to scream like that.”
Collecting himself, Tony was solicitous. “Oh no, I’m sorry,” he drawled. “I didn’t mean to startle you so.”
“No, not your fault,” I said, a bit shakily. “I guess I’m just overtired. It’s been a long week.”
“Can you wiggle your thumb?”
I did, although it was painful to do so.
“You should get some ice on that,” Tony suggested. “Have you got time for a drink now? One for you and one for your hand. There’s a couple of things we should discuss.”
I made a disappointed face. “I’m sorry, I can’t, Tony. I’m running late now. Maybe a rain check?”
Tony frowned. “Well, I don’t like to leave it, you really ought to know. Rick Crabtree’s been acting strangely when your name’s come up lately.”
“Ah. How, strangely?” It had to do with Alan, I guessed, but I was wrong.
“He was the one who suggested to Kellerman that you ought to withdraw for a while. I don’t know his reasons,” Tony said briefly. “This really isn’t the time or the place, but you need to be aware of that.”
“Thanks.” I mulled that over for a minute, my thumb in my mouth. “I had no idea he felt this strongly against me.” I’d really have to find out what was making Rick act so irrationally.
“I’m a little worried about it myself,” Tony agreed. “Actually, I’m more worried about you. You’ve been under a tremendous strain lately. Are you really all right?”
“Yeah, I’m doing okay, I think.” I didn’t want to tell him how frustrated I was in trying to discover what interest Grahame Tichnor had in Penitence Point; if I got on that riff, we might be in the storage room all day.
“What can you pare off your schedule? How about your lectures, have you got them all under control?”
“I’m in pretty good shape there—”
“Can you leave off work at the site until next spring, for example?”
“That’s the one thing I can’t leave, Tony. I’m doing all right, though, thanks.” I was starting to get a little irked with his offers; I really did prefer to take care of things myself. Perhaps he thought I was too green to manage on my own. “I’m sorry, I’m keeping you from whatever you were going to do in here,” I apologized.
“Not at all. I heard noises,” he explained. “I wanted to make sure that no one was in here before I locked up. Everyone else has left.”
“That’s funny,” I said, picking up my briefcase. “Chuck usually makes the pretense of staying until five, or at least until we’re all gone. It must be the nice weather.”
“How about a lift to the bus stop?” Professor Markham asked.
Again with the looking after me, I thought. Maybe it’s a Southern thing. Em, maybe the man’s being nice to you and you’re too fried to appreciate it, I chastised myself. “No thank you, Tony. I’ve got to go home first, then the bus. I need the fresh air anyway.”
“Fair enough. See you Monday?”
“Sure thing.”
Time was getting close, so I practically ran out of the building and trotted down the path that led to the apartment complex, steadily gaining speed as the campus blurred into the background, my briefcase thumping awkwardly against my legs as I accelerated. Even with a prepacked bag and a world-class sprint, I was just barely able to make it down to the stop as the bus pulled up.
After sucking some air into my oxygen-starved lungs, and cursing Amtrak for eternally taunting me with the promise of regular service connecting Portland and Boston, I stashed my bags in the overhead rack and began to think furiously as the landscape tore by.
Where had that map come from? And, never mind how Tichnor came to have it, how did a copy of it show up in that file when I clearly hadn’t put it there?
Although the puzzle of where that map came from in the first place was eating at me, the fact that there was some connection between Tichnor and my life apart from the dig was really starting to bother me. It didn’t matter that he was dead; it was the fact that the connections between him and my life kept piling up, first with Pauline, then with the department’s phone number, and now with another copy of that map in the department itself. Why should this link exist? Apart from me and the students, there was no human connection. No one from the department had even been by to visit me at the site, except Tony.
He called the day I’d stumbled over the body, I remembered. Coming out to the site, going to the sheriff’s department with me after the incident with Grahame Tichnor, sending the flowers to Pauline’s memorial. And then warning me about Rick. He really was going all out, trying to take me under his wing. Except he probably didn’t really know, and I’d have to be careful about telling him, that I wasn’t the sort of chick to be gathered under someone else’s protective wing. Just a big stubborn streak, I guess. I like doing things on my own. Probably just one more thing I’d inherited from Oscar.
I watched the fields and suburbs go by, letting my thoughts wander as they would through my tired brain.
It was funny, although Tony reminded me a little of Oscar, I couldn’t imagine Oscar suggesting I leave a site as important, as fragile, as Fort Providence opened to the elements for a whole Maine winter, never in a million years. The idea was ludicrous. Even if the site wasn’t so significant, no archaeologist would do it. Usually we conspired to get in as much fieldwork as possible, if necessary, to the detriment of students and home life.
I frowned. So why the hell had Tony suggested that?
No one from the department had been to the site except Tony…
Oscar had always told me to pay attention to the exceptions in a situation, for they’d tell one at least as much as the rule. Tony had been there at every turn, every juncture, with me. Tony had been in the map room when I discovered the photocopied map, the one that I knew I’d never seen before. What about the telephone number at Tichnor’s house? Could that have something to do with Tony, rather than me? When I’d asked if anyone unusual had called for me, Chuck had told me that everyone who’d called had left a message. I thought about the piles of looted artifacts at Tichnor’s house, the day I saw the number and the map. My jaw dropped as an even more dire connection came to mind.
The artifacts from Pauline’s house. The ones found under Tichnor’s bed. Dave Stannard was right; there was a chance that Tichnor would have recognized the value of some of them, but probably not the Venus figurine. The sheriff had pointed out that the number of people familiar with such things around here was bound to be small.
Tony would have recognized the Venus in a heartbeat.
For a moment I couldn’t focus, couldn’t believe what I was thinking. There was no logical connection, surely? Coincidences, just the same as the others…What could Tony Markham have to do with Tichnor, they didn’t know each other…
Me. They both knew me.
Well, let’s not be dramatic, I curbed myself. That doesn’t mean anything, and this was starting to sound really crazy. Any couple of people in a circle of acquaintances, no matter how it was formed, were bound to have things in common. I mean, look, I said to myself, they both had interests in archaeology, though admittedly from rather different angles. There were probably lots of similarities. You could even say the same thing about the students, for heaven’s sake…
I continued to list the possible connections anyway. They both lived in Maine, both were men, had both been to the site on occasion, both—
Had even been on the site on the same day.
A tingling wave of adrenaline raced through me as I recalled the day I had encountered Tichnor. Tony had been there later. In fact, it dawned on me, he had practically insisted on accompanying me to the sheriff’s office when I made my first complaint about Tichnor. It couldn’t be possible that they had known each other back then?
I let myself think about that for a moment, tasting the idea. It was the only thing that suggested that I wasn’t the only connection that Tichnor had with the department. It might explain the telephone number, even if it still didn’t tell me where that cursed map had come from. I patted my briefcase, reassuring myself that it was still there. When I got home, I was going to look at that map very carefully indeed.
But what about Tony? What interest could he have in Tichnor, if he was in fact the connection?
Tony hadn’t become interested in me or my work until I’d begun out at Penitence Point.
Could he be connected to Tichnor’s death in some way? That question tore at me and led me to the next logical, horrible step: If my suspicions about Tony knowing Tichnor were correct, did that also mean that Tony knew something about Pauline’s murder?