GIN

There’s a mystery

By the river, in one of the cabins

Shuttered with planks, its lock

Twisted; a bunch of magazines flipped open,

A body. A blanket stuffed with leaves

Or lengths of rope, an empty gin bottle.

Put down your newspaper. Look out

Beyond the bluffs, a coal barge is passing,

Its deck nearly

Level with the water, where it comes back riding

High. You start talking about nothing,

Or that famous party, where you went dressed

As a river. They listen,

The man beside you touching his odd face

In the countertop, the woman stirring tonic

In your glass. Down the bar the talk’s divorce,

The docks, the nets

Filling with branches and sour fish. Listen,

I knew a woman who’d poke a hole in an egg, suck

It clean and fill the shell with gin,

Then walk around all day disgusting people

Until she was so drunk

The globe of gin broke in her hand. She’d stay

Alone at night on the boat, come back

Looking for another egg. That appeals to you, rocking

For hours carving at a hollow stone. Or finding

A trail by accident, walking the bluff’s

Face. You know, your friends complain. They say

You give up only the vaguest news, and give a bakery

As your phone. Even your stories

Have no point, just lots of detail: The room

Was long and bright, small and close, angering Gaston;

They turned away to embrace him; She wore

The color out of season,

She wore hardly anything at all; Nobody died; Saturday.

These disguises of omission. Like forgetting

To say obtuse when you talk about the sun, leaving

Off the buttons as you’re sewing up the coat. So,

People take the little

They know to make a marvelous stew;

Sometimes, it even resembles you. It’s not so much

You cover your tracks, as that they bloom

In such false directions. This way friends who awaken

At night, beside you, awaken alone.