SCRIPT FOR THE LOST REFLECTION

Walking the shore road making my way along the water I keep thinking of the ways

An aperture opens to the light even as day darkens—

These days I carry only what I can touch & touch only what brings me focus

I mean interior focus an old shadow-&-wick sense & I’ve

Brought those photographs you’d asked for so you’ll explain just what you meant

One night you told me a way to see is a way to live

Everything in me looks to believe you as I hold myself against the body

Equivalent to the world’s body even as your breath exhales

Across the sky like a negative held up against the gathering music of clouds

Scored to bring the figure of the figure back to the natural world

Until dust & lacunae arise as you lift your Rollei to sweep the cirrus the way Debussy

Set in motion the cursive whispers of the sky a graphic white on white

Over a script of black tapestries hung across this hypnotic translucence—strips of old negatives strewn

Across the sloping studio floor their ghostly shapes held in a sequence

Of frames no longer lit by fire & I’m exactly who I say I am tonight just an image

Of a last reflection fading slowly as summer light before your eyes