I heard

you’re supposed to go

when you turn eighteen or

or when you’ve stopped being

a good girl

well I’m eighteen now and

I guess it’s time

so I walk into that old

brick building that smelled of

latex and cough syrup

on the corner

of Shaw and Fourth street

so they could look at me

make sure everything’s

all right

make sure

I’m normal

cause this is what I’m supposed

to be doing at eighteen

taking care of things

taking every step to be safe