CASSIE WORKED LATE AT THE LIBRARY THAT NIGHT, THEN HAD AN early-morning lecture and economics tutorial the next day. She turned her key in the lock around noon, hoping for a quiet afternoon by the fire, but when she stepped into the apartment, Evie was in the living room on her hands and knees, anxiously hunting through papers and files that were scattered and sprawled across the room.
“Hey.” Cassie began the unwrapping of her coat, scarf, and extra sweater. “How are you feeling?”
Evie didn’t look up. “It’s not here.” She flipped back and forth through folders and research books, her expression becoming more agitated. “It’s not here,” she said again, eyes darting across the debris, “Nineteen fifty, fifty-one . . . The Marlowe files, or maybe Hariot? No, Marlowe, Marlowe . . .”
Cassie felt a tremor of unease. She drifted closer. “What is it you’re looking for?”
There was no reply. Evie pulled another box closer and tore through the contents, carelessly discarding papers to the floor that Cassie could see were delicate and yellowed with age. “Easy there,” she told Evie, scooping up the papers and placing them gently on the coffee table. “Tell me what you’re after. Maybe I can help.”
“But I saw it!” Evie exclaimed. “Right here; it was here. She had it all figured out!” She spun around and began to dismantle another stack of papers.
“Evie,” Cassie soothed her. “Evie, stop!” But the other woman didn’t seem to hear her, of if she did, Cassie’s voice didn’t break through whatever panic she was swept up in, not until Cassie reached out and touched her gently on the arm.
Evie sprang back in shock. “Hey, it’s okay,” Cassie soothed her quickly. “Just take a beat, and we’ll figure this out.” Evie’s breath was coming in fast, shallow pants. Her cheeks were flushed, but instead of being relieved that there was color back in her face after so many pale, translucent days, Cassie could only see the fevered spark in Evie’s eyes. “How about you take a break,” she suggested again, trying to steer Evie away from the mess. “I’ll put the kettle on and we can break open those fancy biscuits you got.”
But her roommate stood firm. “I have to find it!” Her voice was edged with a raw panic.
“And we will.” Cassie was careful not to make any sudden movements as she guided Evie across to the kitchen area. “You just need a moment to clear your head. Maybe you should get out, take a walk. I find fresh air always help get me focused again.”
Evie glanced up. “Wait, what time is it?”
Cassie checked her watch. “Twenty after noon.”
Evie let out a gasp. “I was going out! I was supposed to meet Olivia across town.”
“Did she call?” Cassie asked. “That’s great.”
Evie shook her head violently. “I kept getting her voice mail, but I said I’d be there. Now they’ll all think I’ve let them down.” She grabbed her purse from the sofa and rifled through it until she pulled out her cell phone, quickly scrolling through her messages. Cassie watched her face fall and knew the truth even before Evie exhaled. “She didn’t call.”
“Well, then it’s all okay,” Cassie tried to argue. “You can see her later. And what about your other friends? You had some before you met Olivia and the gang, right? If you want to get out and about, why don’t you arrange to see them instead?”
“You don’t understand,” Evie cried. “It’s not about party plans! Olivia can help, she can explain things to Hugo. I need to fix everything.” Cassie watched as Evie turned away, murmuring into her cell phone. “Hi, Livvy, it’s me. Sorry I bailed today, work got away from me. Let’s do lunch later this week. Or drinks. Or . . .” Her fake enthusiasm faded, and the desperation in her tone came loud and clear. “Whatever you want, just call me, okay? I miss you!” She hung up and stood frozen in the middle of the room.
“It’s probably a good thing you stayed in today,” Cassie tried to console her. “I bet you’ve got tons of work done, and if you get a good night’s sleep too—”
“Don’t.” Evie cut her off sharply. “Don’t talk to me like I’m some kind of fucking child.”
Cassie took a step back. “I’m sorry,” she said, carefully. “I’m just trying to help.”
“Well, I don’t need your help.” Evie’s voice rose. “I can handle this for myself. Everyone always acts like I don’t see what’s happening, but I do.” She waved an accusing finger at Cassie, eyes bright. “I see it, okay; I got too close, but you can all stop pretending now!”
Cassie held her hands out, palms to Evie, trying to calm her. It was automatic, a gesture of submission that brought back memories of her mother and the nights she’d raged over nothing. “Everything’s okay,” she said quietly.
“It’s not okay,” Evie cried, backing away. “Just look at it!” She gestured wildly to the mess littering the room and the notes pinned to a board by the mantelpiece. “My proposal is due and nothing is adding up! I thought I could see it, the reason they were all bound together, it was so clear, but she’s the only one who found it, and I can’t . . .” Evie trailed off, grabbing at another stack of papers.
“Who found what?” Cassie asked, but Evie was too far gone.
“I don’t know what happened, it was here and now it’s gone and now nothing makes sense anymore.”
“We’ll find it.” Cassie felt helpless. She didn’t know what to do—she didn’t even know how this storm had started, only that it was raging now, fierce and broken, reminding her of those awful days hiding in the bathroom, waiting for her mother’s panic and mayhem to subside. But she couldn’t hide from Evie that way, couldn’t close her eyes tight and count as high as she could to block out reality. She had to do something. “Listen to me,” she said, louder, as Evie began to sob. “I can help.”
“I don’t want your help,” Evie cried. Tears were streaming down her cheeks, her torso shuddering with violent sobs. “I don’t want anything. I just need you to leave me alone! Why can’t you all just leave me alone?” With a final cry, she grabbed her files from the table and sent them crashing to the floor. Cassie jumped back as the pages scattered on the carpet. Evie released another sob and then turned and fled for her room, the door slamming behind her.
Cassie sank down on the edge of the armchair, catching her breath. The attic was still now, distant traffic noise audible through the far open window. She hoped that Evie would sleep and then wake up refreshed and calm, just as her mother had done after her more treacherous episodes.
But they weren’t the same, Cassie reassured herself, as she bent to the ground and began gathering up the mess of notes and paper. Her mother had been ill, unbalanced by chemicals that sent her reeling off a fragile tightrope, doomed from birth to ricochet to the extremes. Evie was simply tired, overworked, stressed from her studies and too many sleepless nights. Her roommate would be all right, Cassie told herself, sorting the scattered papers into neat piles. Christmas vacation was coming soon, just a few weeks away. Once she’d had time back with her family, away from the lure of Olivia and Hugo, she would be fine again, back to the old Evie, so effervescent and bright.
Soon the room was returned to some semblance of order: cushions arranged back on the sofa, blanket straightened over the back of a chair. Cassie paused over Evie’s notes, scanning through the dense handwriting as she tried to pick out any familiar names or references to the School of Night.
Evie’s research was more academic than narrative: she was tracing the evolution of ideas during Raleigh’s life, the conditions that allowed a hub of creative, revolutionary thought to flourish despite the suppression of the Crown and church. Astronomers, playwrights, mathematicians, and intellectuals all found a kinship in one another, and a pursuit of some higher purpose and knowledge in a society rife with religious persecution.
So how did this group of intellectuals become the secretive society they were today? If such a group even existed in modern-day Oxford. It was still a shadow she was chasing, and part of Cassie couldn’t believe she was worrying about centuries-old rumors. They were superstitions, and Cassie was the last person to buy into those kind of fanatical conspiracies, but she couldn’t shake the fact of that photograph, with its ominous scribbled caption.
Black is the badge of hell, the hue of dungeons, and the school of night.
She was still no closer to discovering who had slipped it in her mailbox, who at Raleigh knew the truth of her identity, and the reason behind her quest.
Cassie shivered, looking at Evie’s spread of chaotic notes. Maybe the answers were there, or maybe she was chasing after nothing, distracted from the real purpose of her trip.
Her father’s identity.
The college bells rang out, shattering her thoughts, and Cassie realized with a start that she was late; she was set to work the afternoon shift at the library. She sent an anxious look toward Evie’s bedroom. She didn’t want to leave her, but she couldn’t stay and babysit a locked door all afternoon. Scribbling a quick note to Evie, she grabbed her coat and let herself out, heading down to the main gates and along the busy streets toward the library. She hated to admit it, but since the attack she’d changed how she moved across the city, keeping to the main roads, staying away from the winding backstreets. She resented the new anxiety she felt, pulling her coat tight around her and walking fast, alert and ready, but she couldn’t help it. Sebastian had shown her that Oxford wasn’t the safe idyll it pretended to be.
Elliot had left a note for her tucked in the circulations desk, telling her to meet him at Blackwell’s after her shift.
I have news, his cryptic scrawl promised, and Cassie spent the afternoon on edge, wondering what he’d found. She’d had only a smattering of responses to her e-mails to Margaret’s old classmates, and all of them apologized for having nothing to share. They barely remembered her; she’d left before their first year was done; it was all so many years ago. Cassie tried not to feel frustrated, but coming up against another dead end was a frustrating blow. She’d thought discovering her mother’s real name would be all it took to unlock the secrets of her past, but now she saw that although Margaret had been the most important person in her life, to the others she’d mingled with in college she’d been just one in a crowd of hundreds. She’d barely left a shadow of memory behind.
At last her shift was over and Cassie walked the short blocks over to Blackwell’s, finding the crammed aisles busy with browsers, just one free seat to be had in the bustling café. Elliot was wedged into a seat in the corner, trying to protect the other chair from a determined-looking woman. “See, she’s here,” Cassie heard him say meanly as she wove through the pack. “Finally,” he exclaimed, greeting her. “I thought she was going to shank me.”
“Over a free seat?” Cassie laughed, unwinding her scarf.
“People have died here for less,” Elliot retorted. “Now, how about some cake?”
Cassie obediently went to get them coffees and refreshments, parting with most of her afternoon wages before she shuffled carefully back to the table. “What you have better be worth it,” she said lightly, only half joking. “They’re charging an arm and a leg for the chocolate torte.”
“Worth every penny, I promise.” Elliot made room on the table, pushing his newspapers aside. “How have you been getting on with the search, anyway?” He looked at her over his trendy spectacles. “Any new developments since last we spoke?”
Cassie shook her head, taking a sip of hot, strong coffee. “Nothing from me. I wanted to talk more to my roommate about the group, but . . . she’s been busy.”
“Well, I did a little more digging into your mysterious Margaret,” Elliot began, rummaging in his leather satchel and pulling out a dog-eared spiral notebook. “I know we tracked down her classmates, but I thought I’d widen the net. This one name kept coming up, Rose Smith. Ring any bells?”
“No,” Cassie replied, but she felt a shiver. Rose was her middle name.
“Rose and Margaret seemed pretty tight,” Elliot said, looking down at his notes. “They were roommates that first year, and both played on the hockey team. I found a team photo, and look.” He slid a printed page across to Cassie, pointing to one face.
Cassie peered at it. “It’s the other girl from the photo!”
“Exactly.”
Cassie pulled out her own folder and the photograph from the formal dinner. She placed them side by side, but it was unmistakable: Rose was the girl sitting next to her mother in the shadow of the great portraits, wearing a matching smile.
“Maybe this Rose was involved with the society too,” Elliot added.
Cassie looked up, surprised. “So you believe it then?” she asked eagerly. “That the School of Night society could still exist?”
Elliot rolled his eyes theatrically. “I don’t know. Stranger things have happened. And like you said, if there was ever a good place to form your supersecret ruling elite, Oxford would be it. Anyway, I didn’t have time to check what Rose is up to now. I bet if you found her, she’d have more to share. They seemed pretty tight.”
A new lead. Cassie felt her excitement rise, staring at the photos of her mother and Rose together. “Thank you.” She slipped them into her purse. “This is a real help.”
“Now business is out of the way,” Elliot announced with barely constrained delight, “what else is new with you? Any debauchery? One of us at least should be enjoying themselves.”
“What about that classics scholar you had a date with?” Cassie asked, relaxing back into the seat.
Elliot made a face. “He left me high and dry. Turns out he’s ‘not sure’ about his ‘identity.’” He made air quotes, but Cassie could tell he was wounded.
“Give him time,” she said. “And besides, he was way too young for you.”
Elliot chuckled. “The good ones always are.”
They sat chatting in the cluttered café for another hour, as darkness took hold outside the steamed windows and students lingered hopefully on the edge of the room, waiting for a seat to become vacated. At last Elliot yawned, pressing his fingertips to the plate to capture the last crumbs of cake. “Well, at least we’re over the hump now.”
“What’s that?”
“Halfway point,” Elliot explained. “Only three weeks until Christmas holiday.”
“I forget the semesters are so short here.” Cassie felt a curl of unease in her stomach. She was almost a third of the way through her year in Oxford, with nothing but mysteries to show for it.
“Are you jetting off home?” Elliot asked.
She shook her head. There was nothing to go home for. “No, I’ll be here.”
“Good, you can cover my shifts at the library. We stay open all of break.” He grimaced. “Cater to all the poor souls who have no place else to go.”
Like her. “Sure, I’ll take the shifts,” Cassie said. “Do you have family nearby?”
“A whole rabble, down in Sussex.” Elliot sighed. “My mother insists on a happy family Christmas, every year. Walks on the downs, board games, drunken Uncle Andy ranting about women’s lib.”
“Sounds nice,” Cassie replied, wistful.
“Sure, it’s all fun and games until someone mentions the war.”
“Which one?”
“Any of them.”
Cassie laughed, looking around the room. Then her gaze landed on a familiar face, and her laughter died in her throat. Hugo was sitting in a corner seat, lounged back, watching her.
“Jesus, what happened?” Elliot turned. “Oh,” he murmured, turning back with a grin. “Well, hello.”
Cassie looked away quickly, back to Elliot. “It’s not like that. He’s just . . . a guy I know.”
“You don’t have to explain yourself to me.” Elliot launched into an anecdote about a man he’d been accidentally stalking all year, and although Cassie tried to stay focused on him, she couldn’t help but feel Hugo’s gaze burning into her skin from across the room.
After a few more minutes, Cassie couldn’t take the discomfort any longer. “I should really be getting back,” she said, cutting Elliot off and reaching for her coat. “I have another essay due.”
“Oh, the petty travails of the undergrad,” Elliot said, not unsympathetically. “Well, see you Thursday. It’s reshelving day; see if you can contain your joy.”
“I’ll do my best.” Cassie forced a laugh as she rose to her feet. She shot a quick glance across the room to check on Hugo, but he was gone, the seat now occupied by a dour-looking man with his crossword.
Cassie exhaled in relief. She was imagining things, thinking he’d been watching her. She tripped lightly down the stairs and outside, wondering if she should pick up some groceries and cook Evie dinner. After her roommate’s outburst earlier, it would be nice to have a relaxing evening in together.
“Cassie.”
Cassie whirled around. Hugo was leaning against the wall outside the bookstore, his hands in his pockets. “Who’s your friend?” he asked, casual.
“None of your business,” Cassie replied shortly, trying to recover from the shock. Her pulse was racing, alert to danger.
Hugo arched an eyebrow. “Heading back to college? I’ll walk with you.”
“No thank you.” Cassie began walking away, toward the main street, but Hugo fell into step beside her. She turned to glare at him.
“I can’t help it if I’m walking in the same direction,” he protested with a smile. “Would you prefer I trail you, five paces behind?”
Cassie stayed silent, walking quickly. Hugo’s long strides easily kept pace.
“So how have you been?” he asked easily.
She looked over. Surely he must have heard the gossip about what happened with Sebastian? But Hugo’s expression wasn’t glib; instead, he had a look of quiet concern on his face. She felt a flush of discomfort. “I’m fine,” she said quickly. For the first time since the attack she felt embarrassed that details of her personal life were in wide circulation. She didn’t care about the other Raleigh students glaring in her direction, but Hugo . . .
“If you ever need . . .” Hugo paused. “If you ever need anything, just ask.”
Cassie was taken aback by the sincerity in his voice. “What I need is for my roommate to stop weeping all over our apartment,” she said sharply, to remind herself as much as him of Evie’s distraught state. “I don’t know if you were just stringing her along or if this is all a game to you, but it was real to her, okay? And now she’s lost all of you, and I’m the one left dealing with the fallout.”
Hugo blinked. “Cassie—” he began, but she didn’t want to hear any more of his charming excuses.
“Look, I need to go.” She hoisted her bag higher on her shoulder and stepped out into the street, leaving Hugo behind as she ducked through traffic and put a safe distance between them.
She closed the final distance to college, wondering how she let him get under her skin. From the first moment they met, out in the courtyard that night, there’d been something about him that set her on edge. And now, with the breakup with Evie, she had even more reason to stay away.
Except somehow, there was something drawing her in too. Brief glimpses of connection, the tempting depths of those dark eyes.
Back home, Cassie shook her head, turning in through the college gates and toward her building. She should be relieved. Without Hugo hanging around Evie, her home was safe from intrusion again: no wayward guests, no risk of late-night visits. It was her domain once more. Safe and sound.
She climbed the stairs to the attic, fumbling with her key before realizing the door was already unlocked. Evie must have forgotten the latch again. She pushed it open, taking three steps into the room before she glanced up, and everything changed.
A scream froze in her throat. The world fell away.
Evie was hanging dead from the rafters.