i did go inside the church of johnny reeves
while sara chickering and doc flitt did swap stories outside.
i did go inside to warm my face and talk to God about daddy being shot
and how the bullet
might have had goings through sara chickering or me
or it might have had goings through daddy’s heart and
made the living run out of him.
i did go inside the church of johnny reeves
and have talkings with God
about all the good thinkings and feelings that do race around inside me
and that it didn’t matter that someone didn’t like us
so
much that they did take a gun to kill us
because so many people did like us
and did come to sara chickering’s house to help us.
and no one did hear my little talks with God
because no one is supposed to know the
thinkings of little girls
but just the little girl and God.
but i did come inside the church of johnny reeves
because even if i did not tell constable johnson
what i did see,
i can tell God that i saw johnny reeves
that night daddy did get a bullet through him.
and i did think
if i tell God in johnny reeves’ own church,
God does know what to do.