Castrated seed

I must have been about five, then.

On this wide earth

we had only a little land.

I remember a stream full of brown fish

flowing far away.

From the mountains nearby

no sign of rainfall.

Nature had become a monster

and betrayed us.

My father, who had once worshipped

the cool rays of the sun

didn’t glance eastward anymore.

He ploughed the land with his own hands;

my sister and I gathered small stones

and threw them out of his way.

My long-haired mother followed

watering the earth with her tears.

One day, when the soil loosened

we sowed millet seeds.

And then the time came for the harvest,

ushered in by bird-whistle.

We picked the untapped honeycombs

as tenderly as if they were lilies.

Castrated seeds call out, screaming

from their watery womb.