Chapter 12

  

“How was the sexual assault committee meeting?” Nell looked up from her desk. Wishful thinking, perhaps, or maybe I was jumping to conclusions, but I would have sworn my assistant looked smoother and prettier than ever before.

“Alarming.” I walked past her and into my office next to hers.

“Alarming?” She carried a stack of papers to my desk.

“What’s the campus gossip about Ezra McCready?” Universities are like other institutions. Staff always know more than the management. Nell, as a dean’s assistant, was a member of the working staff who heard much more about the secrets and foibles of top administrators than I ever would. Moreover, Nell had been around for years before I showed up and had mastered the subtleties of university politics. She was a wizard at maneuvering through the bureaucracy.

She assumed a solemn expression. “Cold fish, according to his office staff. Not one for joking around or bringing flowers to the girls on their birthdays like Stoddard did.”

“Is he harder on the women staff than the men?”

“I haven’t heard that he is. McCready seems to be an equal opportunity pain in the ass to work for. Of course, he’s single and well over forty, so that always gives people something to speculate about.”

“Do they speculate?”

“I haven’t heard anyone say much about his personal life. Most of them think he’s a loner. He’s seen as snobbish, reserved, not inclined to make friends with staff. Of course, he may be friendlier with President Lewis and big-time donors. Mind you, this is according to what I get in the employee cafeteria.”

“Invariably the best information on campus.”

“Was he difficult at your meeting?”

“Authoritarian. His charges to the committee carried a bit of bias, as if he was afraid we were all going to create a policy that only favored females. And he seemed somewhat hostile to Howard Evans and Karen Milton.”

“Karen’s great. But the provost wouldn’t be the first high-ranking male on this campus to get tough with her. Ever since she was put in charge of Title IX on this campus, she’s had to deal with men who don’t like to receive instruction on how to behave or how to solve their harassment problems.”

“Yet our mission is to come up with a special plan to deal with sexual assault. I can’t imagine any man on this campus not being supportive of that. Can you?”

Nell busied herself arranging papers on the table opposite my desk. After a moment she said, “I can imagine a few men around here who wouldn’t want to see star male athletes, or even star male students, disciplined because they took a young woman’s silence for acceptance.”

Nell was right. It made me sad. “I know. If the girl didn’t beat him with her fists and scream for help, she probably wanted it. Some men just feel entitled, no matter what she says or does.”

Nell headed for the door and then turned. “And there’s another problem. Sometimes a young woman who’s been assaulted is pressured to keep her mouth shut by the other girls. They may know what happened to her but don’t want the guy’s teammates or fraternity brothers to get angry with them for supporting her and getting the boy in trouble...”

“Is a boy getting into trouble?” The voice came from behind Nell. Sadie moved past Nell and slid her slender body into a chair in front of my desk. Nell was still in the doorway.

“A purely hypothetical boy, Dr. Hawkins,” said Nell. “Would you like some tea?”

“Bless you, Nell. I would. Thank you.”

Sadie turned to me. Her face was thin and her nose sharp as a raptor’s. But her eyes, at least when she met mine, were the gentlest I had ever known. At times, Sadie was more mother to me than my biological mother had ever been. She brushed a strand of white hair back from her face and leaned toward me. “How is the dean search going?”

Unlike Joe and most of my faculty, Sadie had not been pleased when I announced I was applying for the position of permanent dean of journalism. “A dean’s job absorbs your life. Too much.” Sadie’s husband had died two years ago, a few months after she retired. “The hours were long and the work hard, and it kept me from realizing the man I loved needed more from me,” she’d said. They had been planning a long-postponed second honeymoon in France when his heart gave out.

“You know, Red, failing to get the dean’s job would not be the end of the world. You could go back into teaching.”

“I know, and I do love teaching.”

“Of course you love it, and you’re good at it. As a tenured professor, you are free to do your own work, your own way. University teachers share the satisfaction of famous performers and successful politicians. Few other professions pay us decent money to stand up in front of an audience and feel so confident in our own opinions, so sure that what we believe is true.”

“You’re right, teaching is fun and I miss it. So not getting the dean’s job might not be such a bad thing.”

Sadie was on a roll. “Think about it, dear Red. Every year in the fall you get to lead a new group of bright, young, unfinished minds into the thickets, through the jungles, and then out to the open vistas of greater understanding.”

“Assuming they’ve put away their cell phones.”

She was undeterred. “Come now, who else but a tenured professor can feel so certain her insights will always be valuable, her views still respected, her mind still sharp even when she’s older than dirt?”

“All right. You can dispense with the rhetoric. I promise if I don’t get the dean’s job I’ll be thrilled. Nell and Joe may be a little disappointed in me, but I will view failure as a blessing.”

“Which reminds me, how are things with Joe?” Sadie has a way of getting around to her real topic, however circuitous the path. She was worried that if I got the job as dean, it would interfere with my love life.

“Joe’s fine. We’re fine. And he wants me to be the new dean of journalism.”

“I’m sure that’s what he says.”

“And, Sadie, my love, that’s what he means.”

Sadie leaned back and smiled. “Very well. Have it your way. I know Joe Morgan is too confident a man to feel threatened by a successful woman. I’m just saying, relationships need nourishment and time together. But I’ll shut up about that. So, tell me about your time with the search committee. Is Bridget Thomas behaving herself?”

“Actually, I think Bridget is moving toward liking me. And I know Bill Verden and at least three others seem favorable. The one who worries me most is the outside guy, Mark Froman.”

Sadie grunted. “I know Mark Froman. He was a big donor to Liberal Arts before I became dean. Arrogant, self-important son of a bitch, as I recall.”

“That’s him. He seems to think I am unqualified for this job. Too closely associated with last year’s troubles.”

“Froman’s a misogynist and a predator.” Sadie resettled her slim body in her chair. “He thinks pretty women are for sex, not management. Certainly not the management of men, and most of your faculty are men.”

“Oh my God. Did Froman hit on you?”

“Heavens, no. I’m a good twenty years older than Froman. But he did harass my associate dean. Brought her to tears one time.”

“Do you think it would help my cause if I went to bed with him?”

Teasing Sadie was impossible to resist.

She snorted a laugh. “That would guarantee you Mark Froman would see you simply as a conquest, but never as a leader. Now, what else is on your mind these days?”

I told her about Jamie.

  

Jamie

  

Another day gone. No grandfather to the rescue. No weapons. No plan of escape. She was exhausted from housecleaning done late into the night and from worrying. She got little sleep during her daily enforced naps.

And still there were no clues, much less explanations, from the man who had taken her. She had tried for conversation, especially more about his family. He sat mute and tense at the kitchen table.

“I’ll tell you more someday,” he had finally said after her third attempt. “For now, more work and fewer inquiries would be appreciated.” He returned his gaze to his plate.

She had found a paper clip in one of the kitchen drawers and smuggled it into her pocket. For once he hadn’t noticed. She thought she could work on the lock to her bedroom. It was deadbolt lock rather than a padlock. She had heard the bolt slide but not heard any clicking of a padlock every night and morning.

After the man had locked her in for the night, she had stayed close to her door listening. A few minutes later, she heard the sound of his footsteps coming back upstairs and going down the hall. Then the opening and closing of a door.

She assumed from the size of the downstairs rooms she had cleaned that there was at least one more bedroom, perhaps two, on the second floor.

She resolved to work on the lock to her door the next morning after he had left for work. One way or another she was going to figure a way out of the house. Or find a telephone. Or find her handbag and her cell phone wherever he had hidden them. Her grandfather would be frantic. She was convinced he would be looking for her by now. But how was Wynan Congers, or any other policeman, supposed to find her?

And the terror inside her went unabated. The tall man hadn’t done anything to her, but he could still do whatever he wished. And not knowing what he wanted, what he really wanted, scared the hell out of her.

She wondered what would happen if she set the house on fire when she was cooking. If she did, the man would have to let them both outside. Wouldn’t he?