Days when the shit hits the fan, more often than not, start like any other day.
We set sail from Dale, on the south-west coast of Wales. The day was unremarkable; I vaguely remember some dampness in the air and the sun had yet to make itself known.
The water was calm as we moved gently out into the open sea. Astern, Milford Haven and its giant oil refinery, an incongruous sight on the otherwise naturally beautiful Pembrokeshire coast, slid slowly from sight. We would be fortunate to see land again.
I never sleep well on boats and in my half-awake melancholy, aided by the murky uninspiring scene around me, I was reminded that my previous knowledge of the area was through a story my father told about being refused permission to land the bodies of fellow seamen at Milford Haven, when he served in the Royal Navy during the Second World War. Death at sea, like in the mountains, is a very raw experience.
All around, the view was one of differing shades of grey. Even the land, before the sun illuminated its true colours, appeared in various dark hues and, ahead, softer shades of grey gradually blurred the sky with the sea, with no clear sign of the horizon. For the last two days a depression had been forming out over the Atlantic, but we felt we were well beyond its reach and, as we glided out to sea, we had little to worry us.
The yacht was a ten-metre Macwester Wight, a seaworthy craft with a centre cockpit. We were a crew of two. The skipper and owner, Dave, was my flying instructor on the army helicopter pilot’s course, and he had asked me to help him move the yacht from Northern Ireland to my home town of Gosport, on the Solent. It was August 1979 and we were on our summer flying course break. I wasn’t sure how much I could commit to the voyage because my wife was due to give birth in early August, but my son Tom arrived on time and, although I had missed the sail from Northern Ireland to Wales, I joined Dave on 11 August in the ferry port of Fishguard.
On 12 August we sailed down the coast to Dale, a small village with some 200 inhabitants and a very hospitable yacht club. Henry Tudor landed here in 1485 before the Battle of Bosworth, after which he became Henry VII of England. From Dale we planned to head out into the southern part of the Irish Sea, heading to Penzance on the south-west tip of Cornwall.
I was twenty-seven years old and had been in the army for eleven years. I wanted to follow in the footsteps of my father in the Royal Navy, but when his objections to that way of life became clear, I joined the army instead. Even so, I guess I still inherited his wanderlust and perhaps a career in the navy may have kept me out of trouble a little better than the army did.
There was not much work to be done on board. The weather conditions were favourable, the sails had been trimmed and we continued on a relatively straight course, away from the coast, out into the Irish Sea. I suffer from mild seasickness and prefer to remain above decks, particularly when the sea starts to roughen, and to make sure I can do this while being gainfully employed, I am happy to spend extended periods on the helm. Dave on the other hand was content to attend to the sails, cook the food and to navigate. We soon settled into a small, content team.
By mid-morning we were still surrounded by shades of grey murkiness and it did not look as if the sun was going to appear. If anything, the grey hue had become gradually darker as the morning wore on. We decided to have an early lunch and, as we sat there drinking our soup, we watched, almost with detached interest, as the sky changed from a dark shade of grey to inky blue. We were not unduly alarmed – this was, after all, the British Isles where the weather conditions frequently change and we were still optimistic that the changing sky was indicating nothing more sinister than a shower or two. There was certainly no thought about changing our plan to reach Penzance in one go and we happily sailed onwards, out into the Irish Sea, ever further from land and the safety of a harbour.
During the next hour, however, our pleasant day of sailing rapidly changed as the weather worsened at a pace that caused some significant concern. The sky continued to darken, menacingly, as if the sun had suddenly been eclipsed, and the previously placid sea started to simmer. It was not just the onset of bad weather that was giving us concern, it was also the speed with which we had to adjust to the worsening conditions. Within an hour we had gone from being on a relaxed cruise to having to cope with extremely heavy weather and it was getting worse by the minute. We put on foul weather gear and harnesses and shortened sail.
Dave was the skipper and the far more experienced sailor and I fully accepted any decisions he made. The yacht was without a radio (quite common at the time) and, therefore, without an up-to-date weather report, but with several hours of daylight left, we delayed any decisions about changing course until we were certain that what we were facing was more than passing heavy weather. The need for a quick decision, however, was forced upon us as the sky changed to a frightening, dirty black colour, and the sea changed from simmering bubbles to a churning mess in what seemed the same time it takes for placid water in a kettle to become a bubbling threat.
There was only one decision – to be fair, given the direction of the storm, there had only ever been one option, even if we had taken the decision earlier – and this was to run before the storm, from our position, which was by now well out into the Irish Sea, north-eastwards to reach shelter. Dave decided that Tenby on the south coast of Pembrokeshire, tucked in behind a small headland, would offer a safe haven.
An hour earlier I had been a participant in a pleasant sail, but now I was becoming concerned, although not yet frightened – that would come later. We were now at the mercy of the sea and enormous waves carried us forward until their acceleration overtook us and we fell down into a trough to await the pity of the next wave.
Nature is a powerful force. We surged forward, then seemed to hover before falling off the top of the wave into the trough, where we would stall as successive waves took their turns in taking a grip of the yacht before driving us forward. Each time we thought conditions could not get any worse we were proved wrong. We could only hang on and do everything we could to keep the yacht from turning sideways and broaching, which in such an almighty sea, could well have seen the end of us.
We neared the coast, some ten miles or so to the west of Tenby, but instead of giving us comfort, the visual reference of landmarks hurtling past made us appreciate just how fast we were moving in such a monstrous sea.
At this stage our feeling of concern changed gradually to one of fear. How were we going to stop? We were totally at the mercy of the sea and in such weather conditions there was no hope of gliding safely into Tenby’s small harbour with its protective sea wall and tidal basin. We could only hope that somehow we could pick up an offshore mooring and ride out this huge monster of a storm.
Our opportunity to pick up a mooring off Tenby, in the lee of the headland, would need to come soon. The boat raced forward as we repeated over and over again a series of reactions that kept it pointing forward as each successive wave threatened to capsize us. We couldn’t endure this much longer and we couldn’t afford to miss the mooring. Unbeknown to us, out in the Atlantic off the coast of south-west Ireland, boats were going over, crew and lives were being lost.
Suddenly, we were sweeping past what we thought was a small headland, but which was actually Caldey Island, just before the small headland that sheltered Tenby. Ahead, after what was some five hours of hard sailing, but seemed far longer, we spotted the series of mooring buoys which lay several hundred metres out to sea from the small protected harbour at Tenby.
We were right – there was no chance that we would be able to get into the small, protected harbour, which was clearly being battered by the giant storm. Our only option was to pick up a mooring and ride out the storm – but this was easier said than done. Even with the headland providing shelter, the mooring buoys were being lifted through at least six metres as successive waves swept in.
David had long before taken over the helm and the plan was for me to hang over the bow, which was also swinging upwards and downwards through the same arc as the buoys, and to grab a mooring which I would then secure to the yacht. The only place I could successfully do this was at the bottom of the wave in the trough, where there would be slack in the chain holding the buoy to the seabed. The problem with all of this was that Dave had to make sure that my arms hanging over the bow reached the buoy at the moment when the bow and the buoy were both at the bottom of the trough. To do this, and to stall the boat long enough, Dave would have to turn into the wind at just the right moment.
The first attempt was a complete disaster as I tried to grab the buoy, only to find that we were suddenly surging upwards, which nearly pulled my arms out of their sockets and I started to think that picking up a mooring in such conditions would be impossible. Miraculously, however, we managed to pick up a buoy at the second try, but this was followed by a fearfully violent manoeuvre which threatened to capsize us as we and the buoy were lifted by the following wave and swung around into the full anger of the storm.
We had said little in the last few hours as the storm took hold. There was only one option open to us and, after we discussed what we were going to do, it only then required us to follow a simple plan, run before the storm and pick up a mooring. We hadn’t planned beyond that, but we both knew by this stage that this was no ordinary storm and we were still a long way from feeling completely safe. All we could do was batten down the hatches and hope that we would survive the night ahead.
Sustained fear is like a long-term pain – you can learn to put up with it but you are desperate for it to go away. The intensity of the storm did not diminish. We were continually lifted, dropped and buffeted. I lost count of the number of bruises I received as I fell uncontrollably around the cabin. Sleep was not an option, but neither was tiredness – the fear was too intense to allow any retreat from full, alert awakeness.
At some stage a change of light indicated that day had broken and although the storm seemed to have abated slightly, on the grand scale of storms, ours was still a monster. We had, however, worked out that we had a limited window of opportunity when the tide would work in our favour to help us to escape this mayhem, by allowing us to enter the protective custody of Tenby harbour.
The plan to release ourselves from the mooring was similar to the one for picking it up, but this time, given that we were already attached, we mistakenly thought the process would be relatively easy. The bow continued to rise with the waves and then crash into the following troughs, and with David back at the helm and the engine running, my job was to reach down from the bow and release the line which attached us to the buoy. The yacht continued to rise and fall through an arc from the top of a wave to the bottom of the trough. At the lower end of the drop of the bow the pressure would allow me to release the line while David used the engine to keep us pointed into the weather to prevent us turning sideways and risking capsize in such a violent sea. This had to be co-ordinated and done in a matter of seconds before the next wave lifted us, and the buoy, and the chains lying on the seabed.
It was always going to be a lucky shot. There was not enough time for anything other than a perfect release from the buoy and as I started to cast off, and as David increased the forward thrust of the engines, we were lifted violently upwards towards the crest of a wave. The boat was now attached via my arms, which were the weakest link, to the seabed chain, and I was simply unable to keep us in contact with the buoy despite a scream from David telling me that I could not let go. Within a split second I dropped the buoy and, as the boat was thrust forward as the engine power was increased, the line which I had used to secure us to the buoy wrapped around the propeller. The engine stalled and without any propulsion we were now at the complete mercy of the monstrous sea.
David instantly reached for an emergency flare which he released skywards. There was no other option; we needed help. We were mentally exhausted and time seemed to stand still as we hung on and prayed as the merciless sea churned around us. It seemed an age but it was only a matter of minutes before our prayers were answered, as out of the storm a lifeboat emerged. The crew must have been waiting to be called as the giant storm battered the area.
My most vivid memory of the moment the lifeboat arrived was when a member of their crew armed with a pair of giant bolt croppers leapt onto our foredeck and immediately started cutting through anything which would prevent a towline being secured. I also recall thinking that he knew exactly what he was doing in order to sort out the situation. We had involuntarily experienced some of the worst conditions the sea could throw at us, but these brave volunteers who quickly took control of our predicament willingly put their lives at risk. Lines were cut and a tow secured and we soon found ourselves being pulled mercifully towards the inner sanctum of the harbour.
The storm continued to rage for much of that day outside the harbour walls, before it gradually faded. Over the next two days we repaired damage to the yacht and to ourselves before setting sail again.
In the same storm, the yachts competing in the Fastnet Race had been battered. Twenty-four yachts were abandoned, five sank and fifteen lives were lost. Of the 303 boats in the race, a quarter turned over and another third were knocked far enough over for their masts to touch the sea.
We had been very fortunate.