JEFFERSON LOOKS AT ME with concern he thinks I am slipping out of consciousness but I am looking at the numbers scroll through my mind and over the black black sky I can put them away and summon them up when I choose and with them I can end the earth they wanted to let us die and the others lied and now it is me with the power me and my friends if I can call them friends what would they do if they knew what I know knew the numbers that can kill the world we slip along the river silently and dark and quiet afraid to make a sound and we hear the riot take over the compound they are looking for us what next the others must listen they all must listen and even you Jefferson if you do not listen you are no better than the others and I will join you my love in the dark and this human trial of the world will be done and some less passionate and foolish animals will take over and they will not even know there was a boy they said was a freak and they didn’t listen and they laughed ha-ha-ha and one day he said you are not worth the troublesome coherence of atoms and you do not deserve life and they will say no they will say no please no no no