‘He says he only wants a sandwich, Mrs Welford, and can he have just tap water with it,’ Lindi reported, eyes wide. ‘Weird, or what?’ Pity she spoiled the effect by looking over my shoulder at her reflection in the mirror and fiddling with a strand of hair.
I put down my pencil. ‘A night like this and a man doesn’t want a decent drink! What’s wrong with him?’ I wasn’t just humouring her: if I’d ventured from hearth and home through this sort of rain, I’d have wanted at least a twenty-year-old malt. In fact, I might just have one now, just as soon as Lindi had dealt with her latest crisis. She liked a bit of drama, did Lindi – in the absence of the real thing, she invented one every night. Though this seemed a mite more genuine than most, on a Lindi scale, at least.
She wound a tendril of hair round her finger. ‘He might have a stomach ache.’ No, not quick on jokes, either. I didn’t know why I kept her on, flashing her boobs in her skimpy tank tops. It wasn’t to please the customers. Kings Duncombe was hardly alive with testosterone-fuelled males ready to bed her in the hay. It was an ugly hamlet in the back of beyond, and until I’d started to make changes, the White Hart would continue to be the exclusive preserve of old men with weak bladders and foul teeth.
‘Tell him there’s no one in the kitchen tonight.’
‘I did. But he says all he wants is a sandwich. And a glass of tap water.’
‘Just the regulars in the bar?’
‘Well, there’s Mr Tregothnan, and Lucy Gay’s dad, and –’
‘The usual suspects. How many?’
‘Seven. Maybe eight if you count this man.’ She dropped her voice to a confidential whisper, thick with local burr, though we were the only people in the room, my sitting room, well away from the public rooms. ‘Maybe he is bad, Mrs Welford. He do look ever so pale.’
‘Better get him a bite before he fades away. Make sure everyone’s got a refill before you leave the bar, though.’ I wouldn’t put it past them to help themselves otherwise. If they were as generous with their measures as they were with their puddles on the gents’ floor, I’d be bankrupt within a month.
Back to my calculator, then. The White Hart wasn’t going to be a failing country boozer much longer: not if I had a say in it. Alehouse and restaurant was how I’d remodel it. The present snug would become the restaurant, and the filthy storeroom in which rumour insisted the last landlord had kept his prize shagging-sheep would do nicely for a replacement snug. Some would say the regulars wouldn’t notice if I left it as it was. But I’d do the decent thing, make it warm and cosy and the sort of place you wouldn’t mind joining the locals in if you were waiting for your table. It wasn’t as if the present snug owed anyone anything. There wasn’t a comfortable chair in the place. The settles were old, which equalled murder for any modern spine, and the plastic patio chairs were almost as horrible as the green aluminium patio tables they were arranged round. Poor sandwich man would no doubt be stuck at one of them – the yokels would be huddled round the fire, their backs firmly to him. Oh, he’d practically feel the draught from their ears as they listened in to any conversation he might be having, but that was all he’d feel. Nothing of the fire, what was left of it after Lindi had almost let it go out – she was always surprised when she was left with nothing but ashes – and after they’d coughed and hawked and spat.
She was pithering with her damned hair again. I’d have sacked her weeks ago, except the only other girl in the village interested in working for me was Lucy Gay, and since she was only sixteen I couldn’t let her do more than serve meals and wash up. Oh, yes – the Law and I were Best Friends these days. It had been hard enough work to get my licence – can I help it, I said, an innocent woman, if my husband gets sent down for a few years on some trumped up charge?
‘Lindi! We have a customer, you said!’
She sauntered off.
I was just about to treat myself to that whisky when she came back upstairs again. Anyone else with an expression on her face like hers would have managed a canter, if not a gallop.
‘You should see his hands! All bloody!’
‘Bloody as if he’s killed someone?’
‘Bloody like someone’s had a go at him, more like. And not just any old how – as if, as if they’ve tried to – you know, do what they did to Jesus!’
I awarded marks for imagination. ‘People don’t get crucified in the autumn, Lindi. They do that at Easter. Come on, he hasn’t got bleeding great holes in his hands, has he?’
‘Not as such. But you can see the blood through his plasters. Here!’ She pointed to her outstretched hand. ‘Right in the middle, here!’ Hand still splayed, she touched the other palm. ‘And,’ she dropped her voice again, ‘he’s got deep scratches round his forehead. At least they’re not bleeding now. But they have been. Like he’d been wearing a crown of thorns.’
I ought to ignore her, but what else was there to intrigue me on a wet Sunday in the foothills of Exmoor? ‘Has he got sandals, long brown hair and a Che Guevara beard?’
Frowning a little, she said, ‘His hair’s like my dad’s.’
Short back and sides with little pretension to fashion, then. Dead boring too, if he was anything like Lindi’s dad.
‘Palestinian or Israeli accent?’ I pressed. Maybe I shouldn’t have that single malt. They always said landlords drank their profits if they weren’t careful. In any case, that glass of Rioja I’d had with my supper seemed to have gone to my head. I mimed a Shylock shrug: ‘Oy vey?’
She chewed the strand she’d played with before, as if I’d set a desperately hard GSCE question. ‘More like yours.’
Someone from Birmingham! I wasn’t sure I liked the sound of that. You come down somewhere as remote as this to leave your past behind you, don’t you? Not that I had a past, of course. Tony did, of course, God rest his soul. The sort of past that might encourage some of his old contacts to look me up, more’s the pity. It’s one thing having your old man being on the wrong side of the law; it’s another finding you’re supposed to be jolly chums with a whole lot of other ex-cons. And their wives, girlfriends and general hangers-on. No, anyone coming to look me up would get the shortest of shrifts. Whatever a shrift is. I’d have to look it up. A very cold shoulder, anyway.
‘He’s not local, then?’ I asked, wishing I hadn’t got into this. It might have been mildly entertaining, but the last thing I wanted was Lindi getting the idea there was something about me to gossip about.
‘I’d have known him if he was, wouldn’t I?’
I nodded. Round here local meant this village. ‘Better go and keep an eye on things. And if Mr Tregothnan gets too frisky, get rid of him.’
‘Oh, I don’t like to. It’s only a bit of fun. He don’t mean nothing by it, does he?’
So fondling the kid’s breasts was only a bit of fun, was it? ‘Don’t they teach you anything about sexual harassment at that school of yours? Arm’s length, Lindi – that’s the best way. Off you go now.’
She set off, but hesitated by the door. No. Not to say anything. To give that hair of hers one last fiddle.
‘Go on! Shoo!’
People didn’t normally spend long in the gents. In, quick slash, out. That’s the usual. And who could blame them? Stinking black hole. It makes me retch just to sluice it with a hose every day. But this guy did. Mr Sandwich and Water. Then he shot out, wiping his mouth and shuddering. That was normal, at least. As was his haircut: the boring sort I’d imagined. And then I twigged: it wasn’t just normal. It was familiar. I nearly retched myself. The bastard. When I paid him a visit the next day it wouldn’t be to ask after his health.
‘It’s harassment: that’s what it is, Inspector Thomas!’ I stood on the step of his mobile home – one of the fixed ones in the Happy Valley site – and confronted him.
He put his hands up as if to fend off my words. No, let them ricochet round him.
‘Sending the filth down here to check up on me.’ I stepped inside uninvited, just as he must have done countless times when he was a cop.
‘Josie Welford,’ his mouth announced as he backed away. He looked as surprised as I felt. Maybe I was wrong: maybe he hadn’t come down here to spy on me. In which case, I gave him Brownie points for recognising me. I’d lost the best part of four stone, changed my hair from the big brassy with black roots that Tony liked to a gentle bob, silvery gold, the best colour the priciest salon in Exeter could manage. Before I’d mostly sported dramatic flowing Kaftans, which never did disguise all my flesh; now I was country practical in a hooded waxed jacket and wellies. Most of all I was minus those grotesque fancy specs, more appropriate to a stage transvestite. Not only could I see better with my contacts, you could see that I had serious cheekbones.
But I still didn’t buy the coincidence. ‘Harassment!’ I repeated, as if I’d just paused for breath. ‘Typical of the filth, to have the brass neck to send you chasing round after me. You! The one who had Tony sent down. The one who ruined the best years of my life.’ I’d always been known for my swearing, so I slung a few profanities at him, just like the old days but with less venom. Actually, maybe with more style.
He stared, his face working. Any other man, any other time, he could have laughed and got away with it. It was hard to take myself seriously, when each swear word was accompanied by a drip from a Barbour. But to laugh at the old me was to invite a kick in the balls and a crack on the skull as you went down. Unless I laughed at myself first.
‘Twenty years. It must be all of twenty years,’ he said. ‘Birmingham Crown Court.’
I almost pitied him. Those days I was a big-haired, big-mouthed virago, calling down all the curses of heaven on him for what he’d done to my man. ‘Fifteen years!’ I’d screeched. ‘Fifteen bloody years! For a man Tony’s age. A decent man! Now he’ll never go to his son’s wedding, never see his grandchildren.’ Blame the Gippo blood a couple of generations back for the bad language. Tony had hated it and made me clean up my act, except, he said, when circumstances merited it.
It had been teamwork, of course: I knew it even as I cursed him. The Drugs Squad; a bright young forensic scientist; a good prosecution lawyer; a jury brave enough to withstand the threats exuded by Tony’s henchmen surveying the court (they’d made even me feel sick, and I was on their side); a judge handing down the long sentence. But it was easier to pick on one man as the villain. So I’d followed him all the way down Corporation Street hollering and shouting. I’d thrown more than words: I’d pulled off my stiletto shoes (quite a relief – the damned things always did cripple me – and hurled them at his head). I must have run fifty yards on the wet pavement before I’d realised I was barefoot.
On bad days, the really bad ones, maybe he’d remembered those curses. In detail.
He probably remembered how I’d had to stop and peel my laddered stockings – no, not tights, which Tony loathed – and rip them off and sling them too. He’d insisted on returning the shoes. Quite a nice grin and a courtly bow. He’d had a little bit of style in those days. These days? Something seemed to have taken the heart out of him. It was as if someone had rubbed him out and forgotten to colour him in again. Apart from the deep scratches on his forehead, that is.
And all that must have been – what? eighteen? twenty? – years ago. Tony Welford, love of my life for all he’d been old enough to have been my father, grandfather even, had been gone eight years now. And not a day when I didn’t miss him, even if it was only to thumb my nose at his memory when I did things he’d have hated. Like losing my blubber.
‘What about a bucket?’ I waved my golfing umbrella at him. Not that I played, you understand. But the weather they got round here you needed all the protection you could get. If I didn’t need the brolly, I carried a useful walking stick, to fend off overenthusiastic dogs and brambles.
‘Bathroom,’ he said, taking it and disappearing.
Protection like wellies, for instance. Tony would never have had a woman of his seen in wellies. Maybe he’d have thought the Barbour was a way of getting in with the local hunting and shooting toffs. More like he’d have thought it showed solidarity with his beloved monarch. Yes, he kept a photo of Her Maj on the wall of his Long Lartin cell. He’d been known to land men in hospital for expressing republican views.
When Nick got back I was still in his living room, half-sitting on the arm of the settee, trying to push one boot off with the other foot. I’d slung the Barbour across a standard household remover’s cardboard box. I had my choice of a dozen or more, some already opened, the rest still taped closed. Where on earth could he possibly hope to stow so much in a place as small as this?
He’d always been the man to offer civilised gestures. Today he didn’t look as if he could remember any.
‘You’re the first visitor in my new abode,’ he managed. Suddenly he bowed deeply, sweeping his arm in an ironic invitation to admire it. At least I hoped it was ironic. The place was a tip. Well. It would be. He’d only moved in over the weekend, according to Molly at the shop.
For answer I stuck out my left wellington boot – he could pull it off. And the other one. Even when I’d been big, I’d had nice feet. I was still proud of them. Size four and nice high arches. ‘How about offering a lady a coffee? Though if it’s instant muck I’ll have tea.’
‘Only powdered milk anyway,’ he said.
‘You’re joking! In the heart of some of the best dairy land in the country and you haven’t got any bleeding milk! What the hell are you doing, man?’
‘Settling in. Only arrived yesterday. Too late to get proper supplies. I just brought the bare necessities.’
‘Including no doubt your booze and a pack of cards. Oh, everyone knew,’ I said, standing up to peer into another box. ‘Though all that came much later, didn’t it?’
‘No booze; no cards,’ he said.
‘Proper little plaster saint you’ve turned into, I must say. What about that tea, then? So long as you make it weak, I’ll manage without milk.’ I patted my hips. Only another stone to shed, but they said that was the hardest.
He opened his mouth, but thought better of it.
I nodded as if he’d spoken. ‘WeightWatchers. Tony liked a bit of flesh on a woman. Now he’s gone before, God bless him, I can lose a bit. Try, anyway. They say it’s harder after fifty and they’re bloody right. Don’t you need to switch the kettle on? Or does your water boil itself?’
‘Sorry.’ He swilled mugs, shaking them dry. ‘You said weak?’
‘Like a nice healthy pee specimen,’ I agreed. ‘And no sugar, either.’
‘I ought to offer you lemon.’ He was making so much effort you could see it.
I looked slowly round the kitchenette. ‘Oh, yes? Well, mind you get one in for next time I come.’
He stared: was I pulling his leg?
‘Hey, get the teabag out! It’ll be stewed.’
‘Sorry. Here – is this OK?’
I peered at the tea. ‘It’ll do. Thanks. So what are you doing down here, if you’re not harassing me?’
‘A new job. Starting in about an hour’s time.’
‘Job? My God, the lord high Inspector Thomas must have retired! Why did you never get further than inspector? You’d got enough between your ears. Yes, you were a bright lad. We all thought you’d go a long way.’
He shrugged.
‘After all, your face always used to fit.’
‘I’m not so sure about that.’ He swallowed. ‘I’ve done my stint and taken the retirement cheque. But what with one thing and another, I – well, I needed another job.’
I dug in one of the boxes – he’d already started to empty this one, and came up with a photo of girl celebrating something with a glass of bubbly.
‘Elly,’ he said. ‘When she got her A level results.’
‘Pretty kid. Not much like you. I suppose you had the usual police marriage. The wife comes third after the job and the boozer. And then she ups and offs. Good for her. So you’ve got to work because you’re still paying maintenance and there’s the kids to put through college. It’ll do you good to do a decent nine till five job for a change.’ So what was it? I wouldn’t give him the satisfaction of having me ask.
‘Tea all right?’
I mimed a spit. ‘Typhoo!’
‘I always thought it was a perfectly good tea.’ He put on a poncy expression: ‘What would Madam prefer to go with her lemon? Assam? Earl Grey?’
‘Cheeky sod. No breakfast things?’
He flushed like a guilty schoolboy. ‘I was just shaving when –’ He stopped, grabbing his stomach as if he’d been stabbed.
All that stuff about food last night, and then looking as if he’d thrown up in the gents – did he have an ulcer? ‘Tablets?’
‘In one of these boxes.’ He looked helplessly around.
‘You’d better eat something. Dry toast.’ I dug out a toaster and plugged it in. ‘Where’s your bread?’
He passed a Sainsbury’s carrier.
‘You’ll have a round with me?’
Thick white sliced? I didn’t think so. ‘I’ve already eaten, thanks. You’d better take yourself off to Dr Cole.’ I pointed at his midriff. ‘He’s twenty years behind the times, but at least that means he doesn’t feel bound to experiment on you.’ I perched on one leg, put my boots back on, first the left, then the right, then reached for the Barbour.
‘How did you get the idea the police were after you?’ he asked, twenty minutes after I’d expected him to.
‘Obvious. A stranger in the village. Short hair. Keeps himself to himself in the bar. It doesn’t take much to put that lot together.’
‘Keeps himself to himself! They bloody froze me out. You should have seen them!’ What a surprise. ‘And what would they be looking for, the police?’
Tony’s fortune, of course. ‘If you can’t work that out you’re a bigger fool than I took you for. But they’d have it all wrong. I earn my own living now.’
He managed a thin smile. ‘Josie, anything in your bank account, even in an old sock under your bed, is none of my business. Now. I’m not DI Thomas, West Midlands Police. I’m plain Nick Thomas.’
‘So why are you here?’ I paused, the Barbour zip halfway up.
‘I told you. New job.’
‘Which is?’
‘The Food Standards Agency. Investigating officer.’
‘Jesus Christ! You are going to be little Mr Popular round here, aren’t you! You’d be better off letting the police rumour grow.’
He bridled. ‘I don’t see why. If people have nothing to hide.’
‘Nothing to hide? People here make their living out of agriculture and don’t need some government spy living slap in the middle of them.’
‘If I spy it’s to protect the public: I mean, farmers round here need protection from –’
‘Spies like you!’
‘Come on: how did BSE get into the food chain? Because feed manufacturers wanted quick profits and thought it would be nice to feed total herbivores recycled meat products. Those farmers didn’t know what was in the feed. So it’s my job to make sure manufacturers are putting into feed what will be good for animals. And for us. If you’ve ever seen a case of new variant CJD –’
‘Oh, it’s all stuff got up by the media. Old folk die every day of Alzheimer’s.’
‘And kids of sixteen? Eighteen? Who ate beef burgers made from nice fresh beef thinking they were safe?’
A man with a stomach like that shouldn’t get so aerated. I changed gear a bit. ‘Do you remember that politician – the Minister of Agriculture or whatever – trying to force his kid to eat a burger. And the kid had more sense than he did and shoved it away? Oh, Nick, they’re such fools, aren’t they! Thinking we’ll buy that crap.’
‘But people do. More to the point, people sell it to them,’ he added. ‘People sell over-age cattle, complete with spinal cord material —’
‘That’s coming in from Europe —’
‘And some farmers are doing it here. Why not? They get good prices for beef that’s less than thirty months old —’
‘Pitiful prices, more like!’
‘But virtually nothing for stock that’s over that magic thirty months,’ he overrode me. ‘Wouldn’t you be tempted? To take it along to a mate’s place, way out the back of beyond, and set up a little abattoir? If I were a farmer down on my uppers, I’d be tempted.’
‘But I don’t suppose you’d succumb.’ I stared at him. ‘You reckon this meat – this thirty-month-old meat – wouldn’t be kosher?’
‘Neither kosher nor halal!’
‘Eh? Oh, I get you.’
‘Not the sort of thing I’d want to eat,’ he added, ‘with or without my ulcer.’
I found myself grinning. ‘I don’t half miss the food, Nick. A good curry. Down Ladypool Road. All that halal meat being made into wonderful curries and baltis. Tell you what, I’ve found a good place in Exeter: you can stand me a meal one night. When your stomach’s better.’
I flapped a hand and picked my way through all his boxes to the door. He flapped one back. Lindi had been right about the plasters on his hands, too.
‘You want to look after yourself, you know. Especially with this job of yours. Tell you what, you just tell folk you’re a civil servant. Altogether safer, if you ask me.’