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My house of music,

I have left you behind

      for this garden

      blossoming in the country,

this sky

      plain and guiltless.

The busyness of feet,

      the drama of projects,

the distant city smile,

      all have been left behind

for this open ploughland.

      Here no shadows

slant from lamp-posts,

       the long black rays

of city clocks.

     And the beggar

does not doze

      under his newspaper:

and the chipmaker

      dressed like a stoker

      does not shovel chips

      out of his container.

Here, the bay

      is not a hive of yachts,

      wasp-striped, stingless:

and the wind-filled skirts

      do not breed tales.

My house of music,

      I shall not forget

      the debt I owe you,

      the flash of windows,

      the thresh of shadows,

the tree-lined avenues

      that never have an end.

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Graves invent nothing

in a country cemetery,

      aged and mossy:

and the stone bibles

      shine with ancestry

under the flicker of birds.

The minister winds his robes

      decently about him

as he shakes hands

      with all the live people

who at Easter time

      wear their flowery hats

in unchiming envy.

      Overhead, the clouds

      head for distant countries

in their changing marble:

      and the wheel of crocuses

returns each year

      above the mouldering chests.

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Gemeinschaft –

Katag at the bookstall

exchanging weather.

Everyone naming each other

in this calm air

     through which the water

glides, reflecting trees:

the weasels however anonymous

and the hares

     at whose throats they suck.

Smoke

     rises from bonfires

of bracken. Ash

badges the rowan tree.

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While the birds sweetly twitter

      I visit the old lady

      who reads Ouspensky

      and whose blue radio

converses among the glitter

      of random sunlight.

‘I am frightened,’ she says.

      ‘of what I do not know.’

      Is it of Death

with his negligent scythe

      familiar as Hugh

      under a blue sky?

‘I do not know,’ she says.

      Just, ‘I am frightened.’

      Her horned cows stare

      out of her meadow,

and the rabbits race through dew

      towards the weasel.

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At night

      I put out the ashes,

           and stand amazed

      beneath the blaze

           of a million million stars.

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The fox sings

      his songs of slyness,

and lopes easily

      by the hedge:

and the spare hawk anchors

      by a cloud.

      By rabbit-watch

I walk clothed among the naked.

      Not by lamplight

does the harsh buzzard read his book,

      nor change from black

      will the ragged crow

whose language does not frame the No

      of the soul’s delicacy.

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Each morning

I cross the railway line

towards the kiosk

to collect my newspaper.

Summer,

how lovely you are,

how leafy,

just like a newspaper

composed of coloured paper.

And also the rails hum

towards the future

in the midst of such news returning,

those reds and greens.

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She walks,

mumbling to herself

     down this street,

big-bellied, round-faced.

She has found no one

     other than herself

     to talk to,

and her discussions

     are infinite.

Beyond her

the sea keeps its own music

     obsessive, self-absorbed,

     omnivorous.

Her lips move

     soundlessly,

     endlessly,

in that continuous gossip

     that never surprises.

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10

The little red van

buzzes about the village.

Letters from England, Canada, New Zealand.

We communicate with each other

      because of a driver

      with a small black moustache.

Little red van

      at the edge of the ocean

dodging among the trees

      with no salt on it.

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The nest

      with one green egg in it

is suspended among the trees.

      The thrush has deserted it.

It is a tiny earth among straw,

cold now, without the throb of life in it.

Who has touched it with his hands

      and left the smell of man on it?

For the bird flies away

      and will not return.

I imagine how its wings mourn

      an absent greenness.

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I should have loved Paris

      when Picasso was there

      or Braque,

when they stuck morsels of news

      to their paintings:

      when the concierge

was a cube

      like a French mountain:

and in gaunt attics

      the easels

thirsted for the paint.

      Excitement,

      discovery,

      a new world,

quotations from Africa,

      triangular faces like deer.

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Last night

you attended a lecture on Vermeer

on the Island of Mull.

How clear

the mountains are,

and these rooms in which symmetry was humanised!

The deer

are elegant,

though the men have been prised

loose from their moorings.

In these pictures

such light, such light!

Remember the girl with the jar

pouring milk into the ewer,

her arms are so muscular!

Or at a table the soldier

talking to his sweetheart.

Dutch maps on the walls.

The echoing bibles and the sails, the sails!

Under the green hills,

the exiled bodies.

Open the windows!

Let the light flood through!

Space, such endless space,

so framed by joy.

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Today

     as the trees sparkle

     in the sunshine,

I remember my university days,

     the historian

who lectured on the French Revolution

     with exact primness.

Robespierre died in Aberdeen,

     and so did Danton,

     a whole structure

     of chandeliers fell.

And also

     Lear died on the moorland,

his crown melting

     in reality and age.

The trees sparkling,

     these tales I remember,

     and the clear

cemeteries also I recall

     on whose slabs I lay revising

Virgil’s Aeneid.

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This morning,

the snow falling,

the children

are building a snowman.

How white it is.

How they toil

to shape it

behind the schoolhouse

with its chalky blackboards.

This blank squatness,

Buddha of silence,

beyond questions,

sitting in the world,

temporary art,

a structure of water.

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I read of Sevastopol

      by Tolstoy

      in a train going to my village.

This Russian is my contemporary,

      though my sky

      is Gaelic.

I hear the guns

      in the holy silence

      of your prose

      which casts its shadows,

just as it was,

      bravery and cowardice.

All the aristocrats

whom I never knew

in peasant Lewis

dying like lilies

which are unable to bend.

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Writing

is easier than experience.

      In Halifax

you suffered the tax

      of exile,

and in dosshouses

      you nailed your shoes

      to the wooden floor.

      There is no sorrow

worse than the sorrow

      of the exile,

for he wakens early

      with ash in his mouth,

and there are only shadows

      in the world around him.

Open your purse

      to the shadowy exile:

      as for my book,

      leave it.

For pages do not starve,

      do not die of

the thirst of salt.

They can easily be remade,

      though not so the sails

      that reflect new sunsets.

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Bags over shoulders

             the kids make their way

      to the country school.

             There is a smell of roses

             and an untaught sky.

Geography is here

             in the wandering perfumes

      and the chalk-white roads:

             where the larks sing high

      above the scrawled bushes

      and the dewy rowans

      wear their red dresses

      in these parishes of green.

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The raspberry tree

             arches the garden,

the crocuses

             are bent by the wind.

       The small birds beat the rats

             to the bread,

among all that red

             and yellow and white.

Sun, you are shining

             from your old socket,

       as Peggy carries her bags

             of groceries home.

How calmly the dead

             lie in their worn ground,

             wrinkled like carbon

             above which the clouds call

             briefly, whitely.

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Death strides freely across the countryside,

     swinging his stick.

Sometimes he stops at a cottage

     where an old woman

is fraying fresh water

     from a bucket.

Sometimes he watches a weasel

     sucking the throat of a hare

     beside a rowan tree.

Sometimes he watches a cat

     trotting with a lark

     through the shrubbery.

He takes out a cigarette and smokes it,

     a small cloud at his mouth

     and listens to a radio

     playing Greensleeves.

Sometimes he knocks on a door

     of a large house

     where a man with white hair

     is reading Everyman.

Death is a polite fellow

     who loves azaleas

     and the blur of bluebells.

‘Without me they would not exist

     without my sickle and scythe

     without my empty circles.

And what would the shepherd be then

     singing of his sweetheart?

     And as for Greece or Rome,

     beyond the Dark Ages

they shine like jewels of fire.’

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Days when the rain brims

      the teeming barrels,

and plain wet windows

      reflect no drama:

and the small birds peck

      at the soaked bread.

Days when the clouds loom

      over the chimneys,

and, like old women, the trees

      forget themselves

      in demented stories.

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It is a fine morning,

the frost is sparkling.

It is said of you, Raphael,

that you learned

      from Michelangelo,

from the study of armies.

      So happy you were,

contented creator,

      whose Virgin and Child

calmly foresaw their fate.

      It is a fine morning,

the frost is sparkling,

      glittering diamonds.

      Let me open my hands,

to the visitations of clouds.

      Let me see Florence

in these mountains of pure white.

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Hang out your washing

     like paintings

in the calm day.

     Raphael,

     Botticelli,

each beside the other

     in a gallery of blue.

Rag-darned goddesses,

     the sweat of the present

drying towards Venice

     and its fine cloudy towers.

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At Easter we sit in church.

      The organ pipes

are pointed like missiles.

      The minister

assails all nuclear arms (pushing

      a curl back from his brow).

What does he know of it, they think,

      the crofters, the wives.

      His passion

is, they would say, indecent

      among these calm grey graves

where their forefathers lie

      so placidly

having travelled their single rut

      on a bony cart

towards the cemetery.

      See,

the women’s hats are like wheels,

      blue, green, purple,

      as the ball

sparkled high in the sky

above Japan,

      that ‘foreign’

unintelligible region.

      His plan

is, for the good, heaven,

      for the bad

an earth converted to ashes,

and the bushes

wearing their blossoms of grey.

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The cat

      brings the rabbit

      home between his teeth.

It is a gift

      to the lank god

      who feeds him,

to the magic

      that renews his dish.

      The rabbit mews

      piteously

more winning than the mouse

      with its tail of string.

      Stunned, it lies

under the cat’s negligent gaze.

      To rescue it

      is, now,

      out of the question.

      That fatal blow

      has brought it low

for this is a savage circuit

      on which the cat, lazily blinking,

      thornily turns.

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Today,

     you send me a letter

     from Lewis,

     saying

how much my writings mean to you,

     the tragedy, the comedy,

     the child who remembers

     and the man who grieves.

Island,

     you are moving away from me,

     and yet

     there is a mirror

     with images in it,

the headlands

     which wail of exiles,

     the stiles

over which ghosts leap

     like angels,

the daffodils

     that will yellow the moors,

     my remorse

for not being word perfect.

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      Altogether

you take twenty-two pills,

to keep you sound.

In your calm weather

you have little to do

      but, like water,

pass time in talk.

      Animals,

we are talking animals,

      gregarious.

Without gossip

      we fade and die.

And sometimes more than gossip

      there is Homer,

      the very high stair,

      towards azure,

the former monkey can climb.

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Clumps of bees built

      their fences of sharp stings

      to protect their honey;

and the ants too

      learnt their grades and classes

on a fine morning.

      Hermit, you are strange

in your soiled blanket,

singing to yourself

under a slum of cloud.

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On a breezy morning

we visit the market.

The lady at the cosmetics stall

      is making up her face,

and another is trying on the opal

      of a new ring.

Clothes hang on rails

      above the dry people,

and the fiery curtains

      flutter bravely.

      I, on the contrary,

      love the sly

cries of the salesmen,

      who have to live, don’t they,

      just like us

on this plenteous

      market most various

among white dishcloths and rings.

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Tonight the moon’s so close

I could almost pull it towards me.

And I hear the dancers’ feet

on the hall’s bare boards.

The moon of autumn,

unrustable and red,

in which the sailor sees

his mother’s exiled face.

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The village has its own sky,

      its own river,

its paths are unrepeatable

      among the tangle

      of bracken and fern.

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The sun goes down

and is then reborn

      above paths, ruts:

under its rays

      the boys run

      towards their graves

      on bicycles:

      and girls too

      graduate to kitchens

      and the fierce breezes

of bedroom curtains.

All this has happened

      day after day,

      year after year,

      the sun a red

      ball that’s returned

      every morning

      from over the wall.

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From Italy

you come to our bare land,

from Venice

prodigious

with paintings.

Here the sky is clear,

lacks the fierce fire

of the Renaissance,

and the villages

sleep among sheep.

The drunks sing

‘Flower of Scotland’ to you

in echoing stations:

and the purple-crowned thistle

vibrates with thorns.

Tender Virgil,

dead in Mantua,

in the ice of perfection,

this is not your land,

you, exquisite saint

of the compassionate metre,

sleep elsewhere.

Our sun shines

(not burns)

beyond a grille of cloud,

and winter

is our typical season.

From Italy

you come to our sky.

It is like shifting

from a warm flat

to a lonely castle

hissing with ghosts.

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The rainbow arcs

at the end of the water:

it is a frail bridge

prepared by God.

In this field I find it,

then in another,

its fine colours anchor

among the sharp corn.

How strange it is

that angels can walk

among the cornfields,

the tares, the poppies,

the frail hint of blood.

The rainbow reminds us

that heaven is present

among the maggots,

the brown carriages of worms.

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Last night

I saw a snail

eating the cat’s food.

Its mouth was busy

like a miniature snake,

its delicate horns

were tiny aerials

above the red plate.

Such a strange feeding,

this being from wet grasses

in the dry kitchen,

an alien entering

our warm kingdom,

with its black body

questioning our food.

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In the garden

among the birds

my typewriter chatters,

It too has its own voice,

its astronomy of letters,

its interpretation of the world.

It too guards

its own territory

with ignorant metal.

Such happiness

among the green leaves

with its derived foliage.

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Cathy walks past,

and I am writing:

she sees through the window

my infirm hand.

‘The corn is doing well,’

she told me this morning.

‘After all, I’ll take

the bread for my hens.’

Such a marvellous light

that binds us together,

even I who grow

words on the page.

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Cat, today you caught a bird,

I found its feathers in the lobby,

and that, I must admit, disturbs me.

That the song should be stopped,

that the wings should be stripped,

from the slim body.

I don’t mind you impaling mice

on the sharp protruding vice

of your claws.

But that you should have chewed the lark.

That you should have sent to the dark

the quick linnet.

I consider you, rising humpbacked,

a witch of the beautiful fact,

a thorny shadow.

And a white hunter, along the trench,

of the orange-breasted bullfinch

bitter-toothed one.

Who will nuzzle my shoulder

affectionately later,

bird-murderer,

feather-scatterer in the porch.

O let not in March

my songs be silenced

by that prowling inquisitive doom

which will devise harm

in a ring without mercy.

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You died

more a connoisseur of Latin

than of English.

      The rabbits played in front of your house

      but you did not notice them

      and as for the buzzard

      he was the unseen Caesar

      of your farm.

In togas they chatter among marble

      who were your obsession

      and the fountains of Rome

      jetted out of your garden.

      Virgil

      has written for your gravestone,

      and Ovid sings of exile

      in the depths of your library.

      It was a life of quotations

      that you lived,

      and an absence of mind

      your biography.

      It was only latterly

      that you really saw the sky,

      changeable:

      the wind of your century.

      As for the rest, footnotes,

      the relentless boredom of the classicist,

      the verb at the end of the sentence

      revealing at last your fate.

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In summer

the blur of warm mist

      over the water,

      and the tall girls in green

      riding horses

along the level road,

clip-clop by shop-front.

Such mornings

      opening like books

fresh and novel,

      such fresh black shadows

humming among the leaves.

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The dog runs away

with the hen in his mouth.

Catch him!

He must not be allowed such traffic.

What bundle of feathers will be safe from him?

He will snatch the cockerel from the dawn.

Solid and meaty have been some of our poets,

our theologians, philosophers.

They can feel in their teeth

the theme of a new world.

Eat them thoroughly,

the bouquets of new stars.

Leave the bones, Copernicus,

to the starving Jesuits.

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The cat mews at the window

trying to get in.

It rears on its hind legs, like a stoat.

Beggar of the wind,

this is your house,

your fire is here.

It has the red sparks

of furious claws.

There were ghosts on my island

that chewed at the pane.

They were the many exiles

with their teeth of ice.

Why therefore should you not enter

with your eerie white fur,

having prospected all morning

for the absent mice?

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Art,

    it is in the city

that you flourished,

were cherished

against the thirst of grass.

Redder than skies

    your reds,

and your greens

greener than mountains.

Your windows opened

on to a banded rainbow

that absolutely sang:

and nature does not know

your perfect circles.

    Breughel,

you brought your proverbs

    home in the evening;

Chagall, your bride and bridegroom

    waft through the air.

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Put out your paintings:

someone will notice them,

even in the passing,

in the wind of everyday.