Nothing left

My stone house, shattered

by a dropped shell

as we sheltered in the bunker,

our tears falling like acid rain;

the torn, blood-stained shirt my husband wore,

while his corpse lay rotting

by the gutter’s edge in the market-place;

the cloth napkins I had laid aside

for my daughter, who was raped and killed

on her way home from school;

the death-lament of my refugee son

whose boat, trespassing across the sea

struck a sand bank;

my new-born son, smeared in blood

swaddled in my sari-pallu;

my life still clinging to my chest

though my breasts were blown away

by gun-fire;

a separate Eelam, unfolding like a picture

before my clouding eyes:

there is nothing left to me

but these.