“My parents were bitterly disappointed and I was ashamed.
After one month I went back to her house in the early morning.
Her mother came to the door. Asked calmly what I wanted.
Her little sister was standing behind trying to see;
In my frustration I shouted out:
Does your older sister have another she is engaged to?
IS THERE SOMEONE ELSE IN THERE
RIGHT NOW
IN MY SEAT
EATING BUNS?
Her mother closed the door, and I never went back.
In time I just learned to accept my disappointment
like everyone else in the world.