“This old woman is my beloved’s little sister!
I am not proud to admit what I did next,
but realized that in the disguise of a potential buyer,
there was a chance to finally get the truth.
So I asked if she had grown up in the house.
She said Yes.
Brothers or sisters?
She paused for a moment,
then nodded, Older sister.
She sensed my anxiety. . . .
Would I like some chrysanthemum tea?
It must have been lonely for her there, Weng,
because near the sink: one set of dishes, one bowl,
one pair of chopsticks, one glass, one teacup.
Silence has many forms, eh?
But I gritted my teeth, kept lying,
told her I was from Shanghai.
She didn’t say anything, so I asked if she had ever been there.
She said once, last year with the company she worked for.
‘You never lived there?’ I asked. ‘You never moved
away from the house?’