Chapter Seven: Dangerous Guilt

 

“Honey, are you alright?” I close the door and then make my way to where Marcy is staring out the front window of our home.

 

“I’m sorry that I got that way,” she replies quietly. “I just couldn’t stay in there any longer.” My wife swallows hard as she runs a hand around her neck. “I don’t know that what we are doing is a good idea, Jake. This might hurt our marriage eventually.”

 

“What?” I shake my head. “You know that I only love you, right? This was only about sex, baby. There’s nothing else to what happened tonight or last night. It was all just sex between adults.”

 

“With her.” Marcy looks hard at me. “She likes you, Jake. That woman wants you more than she wants her own husband.”

 

I shake my head. “I don’t think that’s true. Marcy, she’s just a very sexual person, that’s all.”

 

“For you.” The accusatory tone in my wife’s voice grows stronger as she continues to glare at me. “She fixed that key basket, Jake, by her own admission. If that’s not enough evidence for you, then just think about how she orgasmed with you. She said that it was the best she’s had in a long time. She said it in front of her husband!” Marcy shakes her head and turns to begin pacing the floor slowly. “Fuck her.”

 

“Honey…”

 

“Sadie is going to take you away from me,” my wife continues. “You can see that could happen, right? I mean, you liked it too, didn’t you?” Marcy’s face is drawn as she looks at me now. Her expression has gone from accusatory to resigned. My wife really does seem to believe that Sadie is trying to take me away from her.

 

“Look, Marcy,” I say as I put a hand on her shoulder. “You’re reading too much into this. The entire community here has become an adult community. You’ve noticed that there are no children here, haven’t you? They don’t look for people to buy into this area unless they are free of such things. All that is going on here is the neighborhood is having a lot of sex. We are having sex with others. You had sex with another man last evening. Didn’t you like it?” My wife’s eyes turn from me for a moment as she recalls her time with him.

 

“I liked it,” she admits. “But then again, you weren’t watching me with him. Tonight, though, I could see you eating her out. Sadie really liked it.”

 

“And Luke enjoyed coming inside your mouth, honey. You’re not normally the type to swallow the way that you did. With me, you usually catch it all in your mouth and then spit. You swallowed his jism.”

 

“Doesn’t that bother you a little?” she asks while shaking her head. “Jake, I’m terrible. I know what you want here and I have to confess that I want to screw around too. But, when I saw you with her…” She turns from me again.

 

“That’s what this is all about, then. Honey, you don’t like to see me with another woman, do you?”

 

“No, I don’t,” she agrees. “But there you were, eating her pussy.” Marcy scrunches her nose as she turns back to face me. “I wanted to beat the hell out of Sadie after she finished coming. I know that doesn’t make any sense, but I did.”

 

I laugh. “I know what you mean. To be perfectly honest, when you went to someone else’s house without me, that bothered me even more. Having you in the same room made things easier for me. It seems that we are wired a little differently, huh?”

 

Marcy giggles a little. “I guess we are.” She comes closer to me and puts her arms around my neck. I can smell Luke’s spunk still on her breath. “You want to keep doing this, don’t you?”

 

“I would like to,” I tell her, “But I would never do anything that would make you too uncomfortable, my love. It wouldn’t be worth having sex with other people if you aren’t willing to go along for the ride.” After kissing her on the forehead, I ask Marcy, “Do you want to keep trying for now, or should I look into getting us moved somewhere else. After all, there’s really no sense in being her if we aren’t going to be a real part of this community.”

 

She sighs. “I want to try to make things work here, Jake. I know you want it and so do I. There’s something a little freeing about spending time with another person.” Her face blushes. “What did you think about when you saw me sucking on Luke’s dick?”

 

Smiling, I reply, “Well, it turned me on a lot. It got me very hard.”

 

“Did it make you want to fuck Sadie?” Marcy asks. “You didn’t get to fuck her the other night, right? She just gave you a blow job.”

 

I nod my head. “You’re right, I didn’t get to do that. The thought of mounting her in that chair did cross my mind, but Sadie was really enjoying what I was doing for her. So, I didn’t change it up.”

 

“If I hadn’t left, though…”

 

“Don’t blame yourself for that,” I reply. “Look, there could be other opportunities if we stick around here, but we need to get ourselves conditioned for living like this. We can’t half-assed do this if we are going to stay in this community. We have to make a choice. Do we give in or get out?” My question might seem a little too direct for Marcy after what she has shared with me, but we need to come to an agreement as to what will happen from now on. If she doesn’t want to continue to have sex with others, we need to leave. Otherwise, the gated community will seem a little too weird to us.

 

Marcy looks out the window again as she asks, “What should we do next if we stay? How do we get me into this thing a little better?”

 

“Well, I have an idea, but it would require you to lose a little of your modesty, my love. You will need to be ready to show off for people.” Pausing for her to think on that a moment, I add, “You didn’t take your clothes off over at the Campbell’s house. That was the first sign that you were a little too worried about what was happening. If you want to stay and try to make things work out here, you will need to be willing to show off what you have, Marcy.”

 

“I did that the other night, Jake.”

 

“I know, and it surprised me to find out that you had done it. Still, this is an opportunity for the two of us to really experience sex in a different way, Marcy. If we’re going to do this, we need to do it. What do you say? Can you do it?”

 

My wife turns to look at me. A slight smile begins to form on her face. “Let’s try it, Jake. Let’s see if we can really become a part of this place.”

 

“That’s the spirit.” I give her a hug as I think about what this means for the two of us. Our sex life has been a little dry over the last few months, and now that we are here and getting to be a part of what is going on in this little gated community, I want to experience so much more. Though I think Sadie might have to stay out of my bed for now, there are others in the neighborhood who will do nicely for me. Marcy and I need to do this to make things a little spicier for our own marriage. I think this could be a real turning point in our marriage.