Published by Susan Horsnell

T/A Cocky Romance Publishing

A.B.N. 57 357 599 847

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Dedication

To My FRIend

I want to say a very special thanks to one extremely wonderful woman who is my inspiration in this writing world and well life in general. She is a fellow author and now friend who I still fan girl over every day. She is none other than the gorgeous Miss Candace Dowds. Guys she is remarkable, and I draw so much inspiration from her and her amazing talent. She is the reason I write, it was her books and her characters that showed me to be me no matter what, and to also do me, to never apologize to the world. Shit even your friends and family for the person you are. She showed me through her courage to speak out about her dark days and nights that it’s ok to break and cry. We all have the right to lose control. It's how we pull back in from it that makes us stronger and better. She is one strong Chica and when I grow up I so wanna be her. Candace babes I freaking love you, thank you for allowing me into your world and showing me that in the dark there is light and if you have a bit of Marshall Mathers (Eminem) in your ears then all will be GOOD... I love that you love his music as much as ME... OH, and Connor McGregor’s hot as shit body.

Stay you babes, stay strong, and keep being badass, we are all human and bleed and you remind me of it daily! 

I’d throw it all down for you doll and totally throat punch any fu*ker that dampens your shine and brings pain to your heart and tears to your eyes.

This book is for you all, everyone who suffers from anxiety, depression, dark days, and lonely nights. I'm here and I care. In this book is my email address, email me if you need to talk. Pm on me on fb I’ll stop whatever I'm doing to pull anyone out of the dark and into the light for life is fu8king amazing even if at this moment it's hard.

Never stop being you, the days can be hard and the nights dark but some day somewhere in time you will look back and know that you did it. Stay strong for you are loved.

Love always Aleisha Maree xo

aleishamareeauthor@gmail.com

Playlist-Spotfiy

https://open.spotify.com/user/p7tej673vwh280o7jvl3191qw/playlist/0PYvfqsrRqPZDE1CP1rlPV?si=MaDtaCG2QwmmDl_r175sbQ

Bring me to life – Evanescence

lonely together – sofia karlberg

shamless – sofia karlberg

i just know – jacob lee

let me love the lonely – james  arthur

flying high falling low – walking on cars

The fighter – in this moment

fallen angel – three days grace

little do you know – alex & sierra

wicked game – acoustic – stone sour

bother – stone sour

song #3 – stone sour

snuff – slipknot

zombie – bad wolves

beneath your beautiful – labrinth, emeil sande

pray – devilskin

fade – devilskin

mountains – devilskin

voices – devilskin

little pills – devilskin

vessel – devilskin

start a revoultion – devilskin

pray – devilskin

drug dealer – macklemore, ariana deboo

over it – macklmore, donna missal

love the way you lie – eminem, rihanna

seduction – eminem

the monstar – eminen, rihanna

space bound – eminem

say you WON’T let go – james arthur

love me like you do – ellie goulding

broken – seether, amy lee

praying – kesha

pray for me – g-eazy

him & i – g-eazy, halsey

me, myself & i – G-eazy, bebe rexha

sober – g-EAZY, CHARLIE puth

i miss the misery – halestorm

mz hyde – halestorm

i am the fire – halestorm

sick individual – halestorm

amen – halestorm

new modern love – halestorm

bad girls world – halestorm

the reckoning – halestorm

better man – little big town

girl crush – little big town

close – nick jonas

chainsaw – nick jonas

jealous – nick jonas

bom bidi bom – nick jonas niki minaj

i fall apart – post malone

not afraid – halsey

for you – liam payne, rita ora

sacrifice – black atlass, jessie reyez

helium – sia

salted wound – sia

so far away – david pfeffer

read all about it – kelly rida

hold on - DEREK hough

lemon tree – kaiak

need somebody – xuitcasecity

i’m not her – julia brennan

hello – the voice performance – christian cuevas

my immortal – corvyx

one more light – citizen shade

him & i – charlie the third eye

just a man – somo

bitter pill – gavin james