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Timberly
Walking up the steps to Lilly my hands are sweating and my knees shaking I will not let the little tart see just how much she affected me Lillys clapping her hands as I walk up counting each step as I go.
“High five girl” Lilly says to me as I step up beside her, “You go girl that bitch is crazy” Shaking I look into her eyes
“Fifteen” I says.
she eyes me “Say What?” her face cocked to the side
“Fifteen, it took fifteen steps to get from her to you” looking puzzled “It’s how I cope so I don’t panic and pass out” I say
“Right girl, ok then” wrapping her arm around my shoulder my body tenses as she begins to walk down the steps
“What we going to do?” she says to me flicking her long blonde ponytail over her shoulder
“Ghost gave me this” I pull the card from the back pocket of Lilly’s jeans “Ghost said to go shopping and use this I don’t know the first thing about using this also.” I say as we walk down past the club and all their eyes. Ghost winks at me as I walk out hes standing at the frosted glass door with their clubs emblem eatched into it.
Walking out into the mid-mornings sun I try to sheild me eyes as the sun refelcts of a shinning big black SUV.
“Ladies, your vehicle awaits.” A rather tall glass of hotness says to us as we ealk over stopping just before the opened car door his arm leaning over the door frame, he bows down as Lilly laughs and smacks him on the back of his head knocking his cap to the ground and his sandy blonde hair falls over his eyes standing back up rubbing the back of his head with what looks like moch shock and hurt washing out over his very young boyish features.
“Lilly darling why?” he says laughing looking up at me he offers me his hand to help me in the truck I pull back stepping two steps back Lilly sees that I'm about to panic.
“It’s ok babe I got this” he says to me stepping forward into my space “The names Branson, Branson Reid and Boss man said to take good care of ya.” He says to me as I see Jenna and her squad walking towards us from around the side of this massive compound Our eyes meet and lock into a stare down her shrill voice whips out over me like a iceing winters air “Watch out Bran that she don’t pass out on ya, scare little mouse this one.”
Laughing with her mates she flicks her hair over her shoulder.
“Best you fuck of mouse, there is no place for a wimpering bitch like you in this world, I'm Ghost’s queen best you remember that” she spits at me as she steps into my space.
Pushing my shoulder I stumble back not prepared for her to attack me this way my mind scrambles to think of what to say and do. I do know I don’t want to pass out Lillys voice cuts through my rampered thoughts that seem to be matching my heart rate.
“Fuck off back into the dark hole you climbed out of Jenna.” She says as Branson steps behind me leaning into me the warmest of his breath finds my ear.
“Lets go babe shes just a two bit whore” placing his hand on the small of my back he pushes me slightly towards the open car door looking Jenna up and down she eyes me and looks at her little bitch squad.
“Problem fresh meat” she snaps out to me. “Me?“ I question her confidence seems to wash from my pores. Looking around my finger pionting towards my chest.
“Me” I ask again as she rolls her eyes “Or Lilly?” I point to Lilly. Jennas Voice sounds out high pitcy and ear percing. “No you bitch, you got a problem.” Her tone snappy I just smile no more bowing down Timberly.
“Oh no darling no problem. My minds just struggling to compahend what these men seem to want with a what is it Branson a two bit whore?”
His mouth drops open as Lilly slams her hand over hers Branson just nods as I look at him turning to face Jenna I step right into her space.
“Yes that is it a two bit whore you are darling and well fresh meat I may be but I'm Ghost’s fresh meat and best you fucken remember that, coz you push me any fucking futher and you won’t like the bitch that will snap back!” I say to her through clenched teeth my plams sweating and a droplet of sweat runs down my spine pionting my finger hard into her chest her eyes snapping down to my finger.
“I’m the Queen now, you we just a dick warmer and a shit one at that.” Leaning in nice and close to her. “ Well that’s the word in the compound anyway.” A gasp leaves her body as a small laugh leaves mine.
“Oh really sweetheart” she laughs out sherching for back up from her bitch squad who I may add are all standing there staring in shock a smile forms over my lips as I see Ghost walk from the side door of the club and striding over to us I push my body closer into her space and flick my fingers into the middle of her forehead.
“Yes sweetheart really, “ I snap as I turn and slap Ghost’s ass. I walk back over and step into the SUV. Lilly is clapping and cheering as Ghost slams his hands into the side of the door sending us both into the air with a yelp of shock.
“Well ain’t my little lady got some balls now?” he says with a smirk, winking at me before truning his thoughts and mouth to Jenna.
“Lady you may wanna remember just where you were found and just why you are here you do not wanna fuck with me and my patience Jenna coz your ass and ya little bitches here will be out as quick as ya sorry druged asses were bought in.”
Her eyes glance from him to me and back to her pack “Lets go, she'll keep” she snaps out as her cheeks reden in embrassment.
“Oh threats darling make sure you’re good for them” I say craning my head out the door of the SUV as she turns on her heel and stroms off flicking up the dusty gravel as she storms away.
“Nice company you keep babe” I say to Ghost through a smile Lilly is holding her stomach knees up laughing her ass off.
“Something funny Lill” he says to her
“Yep you, her, Jenna, Shit Ghost where you find this Chica I freaking love her, wait till Blue heres about this one.” She says I look at Ghost and he shakes his head.
“I gotta go into the shop babe I’ll tell Red where you are, and I'll see you back here later.” Nodding my head at him as he cranes his head into the open window and kisses me hard but yet softly I feel so safe yet so vulnerable with him. Pulling back he winks at Lilly.
“Don’t get into any fucking trouble and don’t dress poor Branson up in sexy womens’ underwear like you and Blue did last year, Lilly; it’s bad for his rep,” he says laughing as he pats Branson on the back.
“Thanks Boss,” he says stepping into the SVU and strating the engine before I know it we are bouncing down the same bouncy dirt road that we drove in just twenty- four hours earlier with my mother dead in the back of a van and me cuddled into Ghost on the back of a damn motorbike. Letting my head roll back and the motion of the SUV calm me my eyes close and I slip into a easy breathing pattern.
“I have never been into a mall before and I'm slightly shitting myself” I whisper out more to myself than anything as Lillys hand finds mine she curls her fingers around my shakey sweaty one.
“I got you, it’s going to be ok,” she says to me opening my eyes I see belive in hers and I feel calmer “Ready” she says before I know it the SUV has stopped and our door is being opened by Branson and we are jumping out.
Lilly is super excited I shallow hard I will be ok it’s ok, I say this over and over while I count how many steps it takes from the car to the front doors that seem to open all on there own in a whish of air I'm assulted by all the different smells and senes of what is normal for so many yet so freaking overwheleming for me.
Shop after shop I find what I need shoes, underwaer, jeans, tops, sweaters, dresses the whole nine yards and some even freaking handbags and all the damn lady products there was on the dam self and make up like shit I thought being a girl was going to be easy but no not with Lilly she reckons that I need all this stuff and poor Branson is loaded with the bags and Lillly's too. Falling into a chair at Starbucks Lilly heads up and orders us some coffe and cake I love cake.
“So ya mom was a junkie huh and fucked ya up her and her drug lords?” I'm shocked and speechless by his statement how much do these people know about me.
“It’s ok babe we all come from shit olds, Ghost is no excepition.” His confession has my mind reeling. “Yeah, you can say that.” I answer him my voice shaky. “It’s ok babe I get it, Ghost filled us all in at a meeting we all kinda needed to know.” Nodding my head is all I can do.
“Hope I didn’t upset ya “ he says leaning over and squezzing my hand the warmth in his eyes lets me know hes genunie and they do actully care. “I had it really rough and I havent even spoken to Ghost about all of it yet” I say to him his eyes meet mine “Got ya babe if ya need to talk and cant to Ghost im always around my mother died when I was born and my father beat me and raped me daily for 16 years before I found the Reapers. So I get it.”
Sitting back in his seat he folds his leg over his thigh his boot sitting on his thigh his ever bright smile lights up the room as Lilly walks over with a tray.
“Nice timing Lill I was just about to eat my arm” he says as he breaks out laughing and just like that the fog of dark confessions has been lifted and we settle in to eat cake and drink coffee.
Pulling into the compound I see that Ghost's bike is not there along with all the others they all seem to be out Lilly and I head upstairs to her room. Branson drops our bags on the couch wipes his forehead letting out a long ‘phewwwwww’
“Ladies you know how to kill a man” he says with a wink making me laugh.
“ I bid you farewell, fair madams I shall go and drink myself into a stupor, to rid my mind of lace underwaer and high heel shoes.”
Bowing to us he walks out clicking the door behind him I fall into a heap on the oversized and stuffed couch as Lillys heads about pulling all of todays items from there bags.
“Wear this, oooo no wear this, shit how bout this” shes so excited and it warms me I'm a mess I have no clue how to wear or where to wear all these items to.
“Shower” Lilly pulls me up by my hands “An mumma I shall make you hot! And the envy of all the club girls.”
Rolling my eyes at her “You know I hate the attention Lill” I say slumping my shoulders as she pulls me up.
“ I know but this will fuck Jenna right off coz Ghost will lose his mind!” she exclaims all happy and child like, how can you not like this women.
“Lill I don’t want to make ememies with this girl” I say to her and I cant help the panic rise in my voice just the mere thought of having to deal with her sends my body into a panic.
“She will always be a cunt Tim, it’s her job shes a club whore and Ghost’s dick is the one she loves and you are now a threat she, knows Ghost doesn’t want her he never has and now look you’re here and boom Ghost is all different and shit.”
Her words wash over my shocked numbed body “This world is so freaking intense Lill I don’t think I'm strong enough for it.”
I push out closing my eyes I'm so tired all of a sudden it’s hard to stay up. “ Tim belive me I know but you'll be ok I'm here I got you.”
Pushing me into the bath room “Now shower.” She snaps pushing me in she hangs the clothes for tonight up on the hook and walks out with a sumg smile on her face.
Walking from the bathroom drying my hair with the crisp white towel Lill is dressed in her killer red dress that hugs her body in all the right places a pair of black heels well I’d say sky scrapers on her feet she is curling her long blonde hair humming away to herself as I stand behind her.
“Sexy” I say she jumps at the sound of my voice “Fuck Tim” she says as she turns to face me and her eyes go wide when she looks me up and down.
I'm dressed in the black high waist pants that hug my hips and thighs Ciggrette pants the lady called them my feet which are pushed into a pair of cherry red shinny Loubotin’s which I may add Lilly says are what all women need wrapped around their feet me I don’t think so at the price of them I'm sure Ghost will die.
I just about choked on fresh air when the lady said the price Lilly assured me that was a steal for a pair of Christin Loboutins.
Still shaking my head now at the cost and the fact that they feel so dam good on my high heel wearing virgin feet. Fishing off my outfit for tonight is a silk red shirt that is tucked into the waist of the pants pulling in my small waist and showing it off to perfection the sales lady said my breast sit out front in a nice sexy black lace victoria serect bra and matching panties I'm unsure who these people are but Lilly insits that I waer them.
I could quite easlyly sink into the Jeans and t that I got with a pair of converse sneakers on my feet.
Lilly walks around me whistling picking up the soild sliver bangle and placing it on my wirst reaching for my rosary beads I pull my hand back.
“Please leave those” I say my voice cracks “Sure Tim, mean something” Lilly says her voice fill of love.
“Yep, my Nan gave them to me” I say as she pulls back her hair and I see the necklace that she wears “ Same with me, this was the last thing from my mom.”
Her voice cracks on mom and I wrap her in my arms as tears well in her eyes “I'll tell you one day” she murmurs as she pulls away all I do is nod. My hair falls nautrally around my body sitting just at the base of my spine.
“Ready to go down.” I ask her
“You’re egar.” Lilly jokes pushing my shoulder. “Yeah I miss Ghost and can do with another one of them drinks from last night.” I say sheeplisy as a smile kisses Lillys lips.
“Good old Jagger, Ghost’s favourite and only drink. It’s good stuff.”
“Last night was the first time I had ever drank” I say wrapping my hair around my front so I can form it into a messy lose fishtail braid as we walk towards the door
“Shit Tim, really?” Lill questions me.
“Yep” I answer “Sure was babe” laughing at how free I feel with her
“Shit babe you go easy then till ya body builds up to it.“ She says laughing linking her arm through mine and pulling the door shut it clicks.
“Ready” Lilly says
“Ready” I say back not really sure what I'm ready for but with her by my side and Ghost I’m sure I'll be fine.