Chapter Thirty-Seven

Timberly

“I will not let you feel invisible anymore, you’re never to feel that way ever with me.”

My eyes graze over her as I pull her down to sit next to on my right her rightful place.

“This patch will make you more than visible Timberly it will make you known and fucking feared.”

Kissing the nape of her neck her smell mixed with the fresh smell of ink blankets me.

“I only want your love,” picking up my large handle of Jager bringing it to my lips. “All this is just added bonus,” my eyes look over his brothers sitting around the table with us and their ladies, Lilly with Kash they cute they need to hurry up and get together we all see it even I and I just rocked up. Blue wrapped in Knox’s arms, Cage and 81 they need a good woman and well then there is Arlam the zombie man tattooed and crazy he never speaks, and he is only here for short periods at a time.

“My love you have,” his voice is hot on my collarbone as his eyes look out over his family that is filled with so much danger it dances over the clubhouse. “I just hope Poppet my love and title are enough to keep you safe.”

The weight of his words finds my soul and sit heavy in the pit of my stomach,

“Afraid that I may fall?” he asks his eyes turning to molten as I turn looking deep into him I always will fear that the taste for lady love will pull him from me and the thirst for blood and destruction will be too much for me to handle but fuck me I will try honest here we will build on honesty.

“Yes,” I whisper to his question.

“Me too baby me too.” The rasp mixed with a huskier hardness than usual it slams into my heart dripping slowly down my thighs. My insides are like liquid I’m done in that instant I’ll never leave him.

Leaning back, I drink my drink slowly tapping my foot to the music as Blue leans over the table “You alright babe?”

“Never better,” I smile to her. Ghost stands adjusting his jeans over the bulge that has definitely grown since my fingers were drawing small patterns over his thigh while we spoke.

Snapping my head up to meet his eyes as Arlam stands with him his voice is a low husk it sends a chill over you dark and fucking scary as his looks. “Her beauty is alluring, her smell so intoxicating Ghost reminds me of you know and thus women well she is a delicacy that I can’t indulge in, no matter how tempting those eyes are.”

Ghost leans in his and on his brothers shoulder his mouths opens to talk I bet him to it crossing my long black jean covered leg over my other my cherry red doc martin boots on my feet the same as my mans I fucking love them tap away to the music as a new calm and confidence washes over me picking up a cigarette and lighting it blowing out the smoke “Why not?” I ask him the scary man covered in a body tattoo that looks like he is zombie boy. “You talking to me?” his tone river beats over the small space we sit in and I see 81 moves closer to me his look changing his eyes glaring warning at Arlam to watch his tone, my hand reaches out to his. “It’s ok Tiger, I got this” flicking the ash from the tip of my smoke 81 is amazing we have gotten close as the days have meshed into one. “I said why not, as in why can’t you indulge in her?” rising my eyebrow at him he scrubs his hand over his face “Like life’s short, you lost the love you just mention and now you seem to have been given a second chance under shit fucking circumstances also I may add so brother if I was you ’'d take it and fucking run” stabbing out my smoke leaning back and crossing my arms over my chest “What?” I snap out as the tables eyes all bore into mine and Ghost has a grin like a fucking Cheshire cat over his face. “Where the fuck you find her?” Arlam’s voice beats out to Ghost “Meadows baby,” I say for him wink at the scary ass man that could eat my face off without a second thought but instead he smiles pointing at me. “I quite like you little lady your Sassy as fuck,” slapping Ghost’s shoulder. “You’re done good with this one Brother don’t fuck it up.” He says leaning up I high five him “Too fucking right brother.” I sass out and he turns stepping from the stage we sit on a circle of couches and cahiers wrap around us this cosy little group overlooking the clubhouse Ghost jumps down “And you’re going where” I yell out “Pisser, Poppet wanna come hold my dick while I piss?” he says a smile licking his lips winking at me. “Na I’m good,” picking up my glass as Blue and Lilly both sit next to me well actually on me I should say a flurry of hair and laughter.

“So,” Lilly says wiggling her eyebrows at me.

“And,” Blue says winking.

Laughing is all I can do. “You’re both fucking weird,”

“Weird we may be but we wanna know what it’s like to be the fucking old lady to the fucking Reaper.”

Picking up a smoke and my drink looking ahead as my eyes find the bitches that tried to ruin me.

“When he hurts, I hurt, when the dark dreams come I quivered with him, with the blood screams took his soul at night I discovered that my whispers could send them away. I was the kryptonite to his dark nights just as he was my saving grace.” Their eyes burn into me I feel them both holding their drinks up to their lips smiling I place my finger on both bottoms of their glasses and tip them slightly, so they can drink and not look like retards. “He's my own personal hurricane lighting so white while the thunder claps so loud you can't hear your own heart. Clouds so black that your invisible to them, a rain that whips at your skin leaving the most incredible sensation. Your whole body is alive, your Intune to his storm walking in never wanting to leave he bellows around me while I walk on a bed of debris up to his core where my heart shall sit forever...” taking a long drag on my smoke and blowing out smoke rings towards the shocked women next to me. “Wow Tim that is some deep shit.”

“So that good then?” Lilly says, taking the smoke from me and dragging on it coughing her lungs out take it back from her.

“You’re cool, Lill, but you’re not that cool,” she gasps, holding her chest in mock hurt. We crack up laughing.

“This is where I was born to be I feel ladies.” Stretching back into the couch my two new besties flanking me drink in hand and smoke in the other my man’s patch on my chest and his heart in my back pocket. I’m fucking stoked finally I’m something and I’m more than she will ever be. For I am fucking FREE!

“Fuck yes Tim we are the three mother fucking musketeers now baby.” Blue says as Jenna’s bitch Lilla walks up to us.

“Here we fucking go, Round what now Lilly 10.” I roll my eyes before homing in my glare on her.

“You want what?” My tone tired and just can’t be fucked. Her hand reaches for mine trying to pull me up. “Bitch fuck off,” I snap pulling my hand back from the dirty, manky touch looking at my girls and on cue the three of stand together. “Oh, fuck me shits about to get real” 81 laughs out slapping the other boys next to him. “Boys ready for the floor show.” Looking at him he winks at me. “Take it away, lady Reaper,” blowing him a kiss. I grab the bitch around the throat and lift her dangling her tiny over starving skinny body over the lip of the stage ready to drop her on her ass.

“Ever wondered what’s he doing? What’s taking him so long? Do you really know where he is?”

She questions over the hold I have on her throat my eyes burn into her and I see a sick twisted humor lacing them.

“You know the desire he has for her will never fade coz babe where there is desire there will always be a flame, she’s a burn that your perfect timid soul can’t soothe. Coz just like the fire his pain is red hot and rapid out of control and you, well you’re not enough, that burn runs deep and he has him now and you were never enough.” She laughs out as my fingers dig deeper into her skin wanting nothing more than to snap her fucking smug face.

“Where the fuck is she?” I snap dropping her to the floor and jumping down over top of her body gulping in air her eyes find mine and all she does is throw her head back and fucking laugh.

The buzz from the Jager gone and replaced is annoy and the prickle of fear jumping out over my body.

“Too late bitch,” she snaps out as I fall to my knees straddling her body and pulling my clenched fist back I slam it into her fucking face shattering the cunts nose.

“Tell me!” I scream out “Fucking tell me where he is” my voice broken but my blows to her face strong fluid and fucking heavy hitting home each time I feel arms wrap around me and a strong voice in my ear “Little lady stop,” he grits out. “Enough” 81 murmurs he is the reason to my rage in this shit pit that has just become a bad mother fucking dream. “They have done something to him.” I scream out as he pulls me into him my legs kicking out trying to land one into her smug broken face before 81 takes me away.

“BRAY! BRAY! BRAY! FUCK NOOOOOOO.” I hear Lilly’s voice screaming out the whole common room opens up like a sea waves parting and giving me a direct line to where Lilly’s hands over her mouth her body shaking and her face pale. ‘” Fucking let me go,” I scream to 81 as his arms loosens I slam my hands into his forearms breaking the hold and I fall onto my knees scrambling to my feet I stumble and fall again as I run like lighting to where Lilly stands. My heart fucking pounding my body on fire with fear of what I am about to see. Ten fast steps was what it took for me to reach her and my body freezes I’m so not prepared for what my eyes fall on as I enter the open door of the men’s bathroom.

Ghost lays slumped on the floor of the bathroom Jenna behind him her body wrapped around him her tits hanging out and her tights and skirt ripped the telltale bruising of her broken nose for earlier peppering over her cheekbones and under her eyes.

My eyes fall to Ghost arm his cut ripped from him a heap on the floor blood trickling from his vein and a small red crimson line from his nose to his top lip spreading out over it his lips red with blood his face pale his eyes are rolled back in his head the whites are all that you see. Jenna is rocking rubbing her hand over his forehead and back up through his hair.

“No, baby please, please, don’t leave me, please baby I’m sorry.” she chants it over and over again rocking and sobbing snot and tears cover her face as the air falls from my body and I fall to my knees my eyes looking at the needle in his arm it’s empty the vein popping from the tie around his upper arm. My eyes find hers and I see red spinning on the boys their faces blank fear swirling in their eyes.

Not so fucking tough now are ya! I think bikers you maybe men I haven’t fucking seen one here yet 81 pushes through them with Bray on his heel.

“Get them all the fuck out,” Bray screams his heavy I’m the fucking boss voice bounces of the walls and sends a chill through me a welcome feeling to the fire burning over my skin death is hot on my tongue and my first kill I vow in that moment will be this fucking Club trash Jenna.

Blue comes in and lowers Ghost from Jenna’s grip to the floor as I step behind her grabbing the bitch from the floor from by her hair she is bawling her eyes out the sobs doing nothing but making me angrier.

“Shut the fuck up,” I spit into her face. “Look at what the fuck you have done.” I scream into her face small droplets of spit landing on her face.

“Timberly Cage is getting the Naloxone,” Knox voice breaks through the chaos of this small room holding Jenna tight by her hair she’s screaming and whaling I slam her head into the sink ripping it back up a spilt above her eyebrow from where her head meet the porcelain, blood trickles down and mixes with tears. Shaking my head my vision I see Lilly in a heap on the floor her head on her knees that are pulled up into her chest her eyes fixed on Ghost sobs raking through her as massive dragon tears fall from her eyes. Fuckkkkkk. So many people trying to get in and look at my man so fragile in this moment he’s OD’ing a needle in his arm gone is the Reaper the most feared man their VP gone and in its place is a man who’s pants undone his belt laying open at the sides of his jeans and the head of his cock limp and peeking over the top of his waist band of his boxers whatever she had planned for him went west the moment she injected the whole syringe into his vein blowing it out and his body with it, his lips purple skin ghostly grey he’s fading and fast.

“SHUT THE FUCK UP!” I scream out my voice slamming off the walls and smacking me back in my face shit never knew I could be that loud the whole room and common room still rapid breathes are all you hear finally some fucking quite to think to breath.

“81, get these fucking people out of here!” calmer my tone is calmer but laced with a heavy grit.

“Got it little lady, right dick heads you herd the boss lady get the fuck out and now no more to see here folks.” Shuffling people back I bring my fury back to Jenna.

“See what you have done bitch,” lowering her face down dangerously close to Ghost’s.

“See that the color of his skin and lips the piss stanning the front of him.”

She shakes and screams in my hands as Cage pulls the needle so slowly from his arm and brings the new fresh needle that I hope will bring my baby back to life up to the light tapping it the liquid dances up as he squirts it into the air.

“Save him, Cage,” her voice cracks over her shitty whimpers.

“Fuck you Jenna you didn’t think about him when you gave him another lethal dose that’s what the second time in a fucking week,” I snap out throwing her at Blue. “Take the bitch out and don’t ever let her back in here coz if I see her fucking face again I will slit her throat and bleed her out.”

“I-I butttttt” she stutters out.

“Didn’t think I knew, did ya bitch, well I know everything.”

Throwing her at Blue, I fall and scoop my man into my arms wrapping him into me my back against the cold wall his head in the crock of my arms as I lift his eyelids checking his pupils. Placing two finger in his neck trying to find a pulse. I search Cage’s eyes that are boring into mine. shaking my head moving my fingers over and pushing them in deeper holding my breath fuck please don’t be dead baby ah nope there we go a small faint pulse shallow but there none the less nodding at Cage as my lips find Ghost’s clammy skin kissing his forehead. His breathing so shallow, meeting the beat of my heart I murmur into him “Come back to me baby, we have so much life left to live, come back you’re stronger than this.” Cage slams the needle into his skin and instantly his body reacts his eyes fly open as his lungs suck in air deep gasping coming back from the brink of death.

“That’s it baby breathe just breathe,” I say to him tucking his dick back inside his boxers and waistband running my hands over his body to warm up his too cold skin and the touch keeping me from jumping up and stabbing the bitch that did this in her fucking eyes.

“All I wanted was to be someone to you Ghost, I didn’t want to hurt you, but you live for that pain baby, the shame of being high and hiding will kill you, with me you didn’t have to, she can’t love you like I can. She can’t touch you the way I can, she can’t fuck you baby like I can. She’s not me, you need me, you need this life, the drugs, the sex, the high, the dark I can give it, what can she do?”

Slowly my eyes rise over his now shaking body a side effect of the drugs and the Naloxone doing its job.

“You have no fucking clue what I am capable of bitch and wanna know something sweetheart the difference between me and you is, that you’re a fucking club whore and nothing more you will never be me, as I’m lady babe and well now I’m Ghost’s old lady and I will be his wife so sweetheart the joke’s on you.”

Blue places her hands on the back of head pulling her up from the floor as Cage stands buttoning up her shirt the hyena squad now where in side 81 comes over to me with a blanket.

“Little lady I’ll take him,” his face somber and pained.

“To the shop I dint give a fuck about ya lock down he ant staying here.” I snap as his limp body is lifted from me he moans out at the loss of my warmth.

“Poppet no Poppet don’t go.” His voice a raspy mess.

“I’m here baby right here my hand laces into his locking my warm fingers into his cold ones my lips kissing his brow.

“Don’t let the rabbit hole take me Poppet.” He is scared I hear it in his voice.

“Never.” I mouth into his as 81 starts to walk out.

“He’s ok aye Tim like he’s really ok aye?” Lilly breaks, long sliver tears streak her hot flushed cheeks fear in her eyes he is her main man and it cuts deep seeing her in this much. Leaning down I pull her up and into me.

“He will be babe, the next few days will be hard ones,” squeezing her into me running my hand over her head and down her back trying to absorb the body wrecking sobs coming from her and trying to take some of the pain away.

“Knox, get ya brother here and get him to take Lilly far away from this shit tonight.” Brays eyes meet mine over Lilly’s head and I see him blow out a breath as relief washes over him I know he can’t do Lilly and a full blown shut down as well as Raven and the cup of crazy she’s unfolding on him and then this lock down and the two new chapters coming in shits a fucking mess tonight.

“I’m ok biker princess,” Ghost shaky voice washes over us she breaths out and goes limp in my arms relief washing through us both as I slowly let her go and she falls into him 81 groans at the extra weight.

“Don’t you fucking leave me!” she cries into him. “I can’t deal with that Ghost,” her sobs break my heart as my eyes bore into Jenna’s.

“Ride and die, Lilly, Blue, Bray and I ride or die bad bikers for life. I ant going anywhere sweet face.”

His hand shaky as it is reaches from under the blanket and graces Lilly’s cheek as she leans into him for a quick moment she smiles before 81 walks out the people part for us.

“Oh, and Jenna Karma never loses an address babe, I’ll be seeing you around.”

Bray opens the door to the common room the nights air hits my hot skin its cool breeze lush over my hot sticky skin turning my head up to the nights sky as I step from the club house Ghost’s hand in mine I hear blue behind me.

“That right there is love Bitch not your sick idea of it either that’s true fucking love.”

Walking into the Tattoo shop I flick the lights on the hum of the tubing warming up the only sound 81 right behind me huffing and puffing under the massive frame of my baby a smile laces my lips as I hear him.

“Fucking put me down brother I can walk,” his voice weak and his body shaking side effects will fuck him up for days and it’s going to be painful. Hot burning skin, night sweats, tremors, shaking, vomiting, flu like symptoms this is going to be a fucking cup of fun long days and darker nights.

Shaking my head as I take the steps upstairs to the bathroom

“Brother, fuck up I carried ya ass all the way from the club to here so we good few steps and ya own ya fucking own.”

“Place him in the arm chair by the bed babe I’ll run a bath.” 81 nods at me as I walk past him. My eyes fall to the hazed over ones staring at me from 81’s arms.

“It will be ok babe,” I squeeze his shoulder stilling the shaking for a moment at least.

“Poppet it hurts.” His shaking hands finds my face placing my hand over his turning my cheek my lips kiss his palm.

“I know, I know it does it won’t for much longer I promise tomorrow will be better.” I lie, I know it won’t be, but I will make sure it’s as painful as possible.

“Poppet don’t leave.” His voice pleads. “No matter how dark it gets, please don’t go.” As a tear rolls down, his cheek 81 sniffs sucking back his own pain.

Placing Ghost on the chair wrapping him in the blanket he meets me in the bathroom the steam from the hot tap swirling up round us both his entry sending the fog to shift and move around his big built up biker frame. “You’re a fucking strong one, little lady.” He pulls me into his arms kissing the top of my head and for the first time since this fucking nightmare began I look up into the eyes that first told me shit would be ok back in the dirty apartment on the sixth floor of hell.

I melt into his body and just let go the small sobs shaking from me and into his strong body he takes all the pain and pent up anger from tonight and I feel finally, I feel everything his pain, Brays, Lilly’s, Blue’s, Cage and above all else I feel Ghost’s pain laced with so much shame that it takes my breath away hitting me hard. I weep into 81’s leather cut pressing hard on my face.

“Little lady, one day at a time, we got you both. I’ll be back in the AM.” He steps back, breaking the hold and I miss the warmth of his embrace as soon as it’s gone.

Nodding up at him I pull my hair up into a messy bun on the top of my head. Taking my leather jacket off, I fold it nicely and place it on top of the vanity, my hand resting over the patch that says I am a Reaper’s old lady. “Can you bring Ghost in here for me please, brother?”

His eyes smile at me. “Sure thing, sister.” He winks, and I strip my body from the clothing that smells like blood, dope and death.

The warm water lulls up around me as I push my body deep into the warm water the bubbles taking over my skin the heat and soap sting my fresh tattoo sucking in a deep breath I slide down under the hot water and allow it to cover my face holding my breath till the burn forms in my lungs and I blow the air from my nose bubbles shooting up from me breaking on the surface pulling myself back up 81 is there with Ghost in his arms. Sitting up I pull bubbles around my shielding my body from the eyes that don’t belong to my lover but a brother and someone I have become close to.

81 sits Ghost down on the edge of the bath and undresses him his eyes never leaving the task at hand, slowly he moves Ghost’s shaking and fragile limbs into the hot water and into my body sliding himself down between my legs his muscled tattooed body taking up the whole of me and the small tube sending water gushing over the rim and onto 81’s boots, “ sssoorryyy Brotherrrr” Ghost chatters out as my face finds his back his skin so hot to touch scorching my cheeks but yet his body shakes like the chill of death sleeps deep in his bones.

“Don’t sweat it, little lady, you need me, you ring. I’ll be here like that.” He clicks his fingers together.

“Thanks Babe.” He turns, leaving us alone for the first time since this morning. I am alone with him.

Flicking the play button on the iPod 30 Seconds of Mars version of stay plays out around us lighting a smoke and taking a few drags before I pass it to Ghost picking up my glass of Jager I am prepared ready for a long night.

Leaning back into the bath his head falls back resting on my collar bone I get a perfect view of the pain etched over his face as his body falls into the bubbles the rise and fall of his tattooed chest peppered with scars of a past no one should have had. Mirrors of each other we are both beautiful and both broken.

“You and I are like a mirror and a shadow Il be your mirror because mirrors never lie, and you be my shadow, shadows never leave...” I whisper into the steamy bathroom.

Running my wet hands over his chest a low moan leaves him his eyes close as he takes a long drag of the smoke. “The Doc,” he asks me like this is the most important thing right now.

“Tomorrow baby he will come tomorrow or tonight if you need him he’s on standby,” his head shakes. “Just us tonight Poppet no more needles no more numbing I need the pain to feel it to know that you’re real.” A tear leaves my eyes rolling down over the bridge of my nose I taste the salty drop on my lips. Running my toes over his shines and my hands over his torso rubbing the ache from his body I know I need to talk to help him allow him to break around me and let me place him back together one fucking broken beautiful piece at a time. Sofia Karlberg’s haunting voice singing Make it Rain washes through the room as I flick the dimer down to a low lull on the harsh lighting above our heads.

His bathroom is decked out with fancy gadgets nothing but the best for a Reaper I suppose. “Take my hand I won’t leave you.” My voice is shaky as I link my fingers into his. “If you fall, I will fall with you. I won't turn my back on you, on us. We will face this dark together. We will forget in the sanctuary of each other’s arms. My fight will not dim. I'll do whatever it takes to keep you, to save you and to put them demons that haunt you to rest.”

“The walls are closing in around me, Poppet and I’m scared that you will become a face that I used to know, you see, bad things happen to people I care about and I don’t want you to just walk in my dreams.”

“Babe it’s alright, I’m stronger than you think.”

“You say that it's alright, and I know that it’s a lie from the black in your eyes, Poppet.”

“You don’t have to do this on your own, Ghost, like there’s no one that cares about you. Because I know all about you and I’m here. You don’t have to act like you're alone, Here I am still holding on to you, this, our love, the flashlight that will light our way home and then look you’re finding ways to break the bonds, you can’t you know baby because they’re stronger than you realize.” Leaning down into his neck kissing the dull thud of his pulse slowly it’s regaining its normal rhythm “How did I find someone like you Poppet.” His voice questioning me “The stars baby, a lined just prefect for us.”

“I can’t be fixed with Band-Aids, Poppet.” he turns to face me water washes over the side slashing the floor as my hands find his face and pulling him into my lips “I don’t need them to fix you for your soul isn’t broken Baby it’s just surface cracks.” Leaning in my lips graze over his, our kiss soft, hungry but simple and sweet both knowing that we are too fragile for more at this moment in time we are both barely breathing.

Sia’s voice singing Helium breaks through the suffocating thoughts of him breaking away and giving up.

Realization that he will never think he’s worthy of me. I do the only thing I can think of and sing to him, to my broken demon.

I will get through he is worth all of it the pain, the hate, the rage, the damage the whole lot.

Sia’s song Helium falls from my lips.

“Let me be your Helium, Ghost. Let me lift you up, you’re more than your sins, you’re more than your dark thoughts, you’re more than you know and to me, you are the greatest. You saved me when I was at my weakest.”

Tears stain both our cheeks and goose bumps ripple over our skin as our hands dance over each other’s naked bodies. Our fingers drawing each bump, mark, scar, ink into the memory bank of the new life we are making in this moment here, stripped bare in a bath swirling with the taste of a harsh reality that the world will fuck us any chance it gets.

Staring into his eyes for what feels like an eternity a roll of his forest green with peppered black flecks you get lost in the light and dark swimming in them my vision moves down to his lips the purple all but gone and the rose flush dancing over them once more.

“Poppet, Smoke and mirrors. Fire and ice. You and I. The Devil and his vice. Angels with crystal wings. Demons with dark eyes. Lips that taste like home Eyes I've fallen for. A heart that beats to a tune so familiar. Your breath that tingles the senses of my dark soul. I'm the king of kings seeking a queen to join in my asylum to seek out the fear feed the Beast. A queen I seek to anchor my feet hold me stable in a world so fucked. Over and over again you prove that you will not waver and you’re the true mold of what a MC needs the back bone to a biker, the shelter in a storm, the voice in the dark, don’t let this world fuck you up teach me gently Poppet how to breath in the light while I teach you how to live in my dark.”

He pleads with me no more words needed for we have vowed in our own fucked up way that we will stay, fight, for the dark love we both need his taste for the drug haunts him she will attack him each time he closes his eyes a dark fake paradise and I will always be waiting on the other side for him to seek when the dark is too much while my monster fights with my reality for what is the shattered reality of my own fucked up thoughts, I have my own demons waging war.

Turning him in my arms wrapping back into the cloak of the water and my arms running my hand through his hair as the warm water laps around us his head on my chest my legs wrapped around him holding him to me more for myself than his need to stay afloat and alive in this fucked up place we both now call home.

She will not win either of them bitches that haunt him and try to claim him for their own fucked up desire and need.

He is mine and they will soon see just how dead fucking serious I am about keeping his soul here with mine, intertwined in this new reality. Fuck the drugs and fuck the dark, it’s the king and queen of the underworld, and bitches, we are coming for you all. I will rain a whole new level of hell upon your fucked-up shoulders. Just you wait, for you see...

Ghost is many things.

A VP to a biker MC that is feared.

An Executioner to the dead men walking.

A hard and I mean hard man.

A twisted soul.

My Saviour.

My own personal wonderland

My mother fucking King.

I am Timberly Roe I am now the Queen of the devil dressed in bikers’ clothing and from this chapter on, I will fuck up your reality with the devil by my side.

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THE END...

For now, anyway...

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My PA Cassandra Exley! There are no words to explain the love and support that you give me. Doll you are always there, always helping, always pushing me and always without a doubt keeping my ass on track. You take time away from your two beautiful children to help me and you do it for the love of me and my writing! You’re my biggest fan and guys I’m so sorry but Ghost is Cass’s she claimed him from the first chapter, which by the way she reads as I write. Shit no pressure aye! Keeps me on track though. I love ya face babes! Thank you always your crazy Kiwi. Ps Cass is also a Kiwi like me GO NEW ZEALAND!!!

Lyssa Dawn babes, baby cakes, doll face, chicken pie. Wow just wow is all I have to say about you and your love in me and for me. We share a bond and a loss like only we know and feel, in the bad days your there and I love you more than words could write. Thank you for editing, proofreading, pushing, posting and just being your freaking bad ass self. Twinie sending you all the hugs, Thank you babes xo always here xo

Kari Billings- Hargrave, My MTDSSM Girl I love you we get each other, and we share a soul. We have seen the dark and we live in the light of a place that we both have worked hard to get to. Don’t let the man get you babes, I’m always here and I will always keep writing for women like us. Keep being the amazing human that you are doll face xo

Susan Horsnell, my book Mumma bear and my mentor, my sounding board and the lady who I always go to when shit is cutting up rough. She not only mentors me in this crazy book world but she is there for me in real life and always helping and giving me advice, she’s the Mumma that everyone in the world needs and I’m lucky to say that I have found and get to like legit keep. I Love You so much and I’m so blessed and proud and stoked that I have you and your amazing love, talent, advice and laughter in my life. Thank you, Ma. Xo You are just so freaking fab!

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