SHIFTING IN HER SADDLE, Lady Alys Wolveston wondered irritably if the sky meant to drip forever. Gloomy, dark clouds hovered overhead, and the drizzling, soaking, depressing rain just fell and fell. Would it never stop? Would the sun never shine on England again? Even her scarlet cloak brought no cheer to the day, though in general it could be counted upon to set off her golden hair and hazel eyes to excellent advantage. Sighing deeply, she pulled the heavy, damp hood lower to protect her face and huddled over the plodding mare’s neck, having no desire to look at her half-score companions in misery or the bleak, rain-darkened moorland that spread for miles in every direction. She paid no heed to their route either, knowing that her escort from Drufield Manor would see her safely returned to Wolveston Hazard, her father’s great gray stone castle overlooking the river Trent.
Beside her, she could hear Jonet mutter a rhythmic cadence, and knew that she was repeating her rosary. Again. As if a plump little woman swathed in gray wool and talking to beads could stop the rain. Swiftly Alys crossed herself and glanced about, wondering if by some movement or fleeting expression of countenance she might have betrayed the blasphemous thought.
“Mayhap,” she said aloud in a casual tone, “our Lord sends a second flood to show us His displeasure.”
“Then He would flood Wales for helping the usurper,” snapped Jonet, “not all Yorkshire and north Nottinghamshire for defending our rightfully anointed king.” Her pale blue eyes flashed.
“Hold your tongue,” Alys said, keeping her tone even. She rarely spoke sharply to Jonet, who had served her most of her life, but she could not let this pass. “Such words are foolish now. One must be circumspect.”
Jonet snorted. “This lot be loyal enough, I warrant. Old men and children for the most part, but loyal to their king.”
“Richard is no longer king,” Alys said, swallowing the lump in her throat as she thought of Anne’s Dickon, dead now and named usurper by a man unworthy to kiss his boots. She remembered the good years at Middleham before King Edward had died, and before Anne’s death. Dear, gentle Anne. At least death had spared her the pain and horror of her beloved Dickon’s defeat. “Things will be different now,” she said, more to herself than to anyone else.
But Jonet, still clicking her beads, said tersely, “Aye, and this weather be the least of our worries, I’m thinking. ’Tis to be hoped your lord father be safe and sure, not trembling in fear of his life like yon Drufield and his ilk.”
“My father is known to be a scholar, not a soldier,” Alys replied. “King Richard always said he would be better suited to run an abbey than a castle. Even King Edward used to laugh at him, though he scolded Dickon, Anne said, for not setting a more powerful man to be warden of Wolveston Hazard when Dickon was Lord of the North. But Wolveston is beyond the reach of raiding Scots armies, yet not so far afield that Pontefract, Tickhill, or Conisborough cannot provide us protection if the need arises, so Dickon let my father be. Mayhap the Tudor will do likewise.”
Jonet shifted her weight awkwardly on her saddle. “The rain be easing. And to think ’twas at last bidding to be a dry day, if a cold and gloomy one, when we left Drufield Manor at dawn.”
“’Tis as well it was,” Alys pointed out, “for Lord Drufield would have delayed our journey again had it not been so, and my lord father did command our swift return.”
His order had come ten days before, on the heels of the dreadful news from Leicestershire that King Richard had been slain in battle and that Henry Tudor, the Lancastrian Welshman, with his French and Scots mercenaries, had emerged victorious. A fair copy of Henry’s round-letter demanding that the nobles of the north bow swiftly to his rule had been carried by the same messenger and had included news of many deaths, including those of the great Earl of Northumberland, the Earl of Lincoln, and Francis, Viscount Lovell, whom Alys’s brother Roger served. Alys remembered Lincoln and Lovell well. The first had been wise beyond his twenty-five years, a man who chose his words with care; the second, a gallant, merry gentleman, filled with gaiety, who could always make them chuckle at Middleham. How her life had changed, she thought, once Anne’s Dickon had become king.
“Middleham may be in the usurper’s hands by now,” she said, again speaking her thought aloud.
“Aye, but ’tis naught to us if it is,” said Jonet, adding bitterly, “Och, mistress, but I shall perish from this cold and damp. We ought by rights to have sought shelter long since, in Doncaster or Bawtry.”
“And so I should have done, were Wolveston not so near that I can well nigh smell its hall fires burning,” said Alys tartly. “I have seen neither stick nor stone of the place these two years past, and I do not mean to tarry longer. Geordie!” she shouted.
“Aye, mistress!” came the return shout from up ahead.
“How far now?”
“But two, mebbe three miles, mistress.”
“There, you see,” she said to Jonet.
“Aye, I see another hour of this wretched misery.”
Alys chuckled. Jonet’s family had long served her mother’s family in Yorkshire, and Jonet had gone with Alys to Middleham, where she had been fostered by the Duke and Duchess of Gloucester until two years ago, when he had become King Richard the Third of England. He had sent the pair of them to his castle at Sheriff Hutton, and then, six months ago, they had gone to Drufield Manor. Before being sent to Sheriff Hutton, Alys had expected to continue to serve Anne of Gloucester, to become a lady in waiting to the Queen of England, but that had never come to pass.
She still did not know the reason for Richard’s sudden decision to send her away from Middleham. Anne had assured her many times over that she had done naught to offend, that Dickon was pleased with her, that it was, oddly, her own father who had commanded the change. Richard had agreed to Wolveston’s demand without consulting Anne’s wishes, or Alys’s. After that, of course, there had been naught to do but obey his command. The reason for Alys’s departure from Sheriff Hutton was much clearer in her mind. She grimaced, thinking of Elizabeth.
The sky had lightened, she noted, and the downpour was gentling to a drizzle. Perhaps it would stop for a time soon. It had been raining off and on, sometimes heavily, for nearly a fortnight. She was tired of rain.
Forty minutes later, the rain had eased to little more than a gloomy mist when there came a shout from Geordie, up ahead. “Riders, mistress! A score or more, approaching fast!”
At first she thought it must be her father riding to meet her with some of his men, but it quickly became apparent that the riders were soldiers in arms. Nearby, a particularly young member of her escort reached for his sword.
“Hold!” she commanded. “Observe their banner and beware.” The oblong banner looked tattered, but it waved valiantly from the standard bearer’s lance and, although its primary device, a golden wyvern, was unknown to her, it was quartered with a fiery red Welsh dragon on a field of green and white sarcenet. Such a device had recently been described to her, more than once.
“Sithee, m’lady, they’ll be fer murderin’ us,” muttered the lad to whom she had spoken, but she saw that he had taken his hand from his weapon, and was grateful.
“We are no threat to them,” she said quietly. “I doubt not that once they have ascertained our destination they will leave us to go our way in peace.”
The leader of her escort evidently agreed with her for he signed to the others to draw rein. The armed troop thundered up to them moments later, bringing their chargers to a standstill in a clamor of harness, trappings, and crashing hooves, some of them only feet away from Alys and Jonet.
When one man separated himself from the others and rode toward Alys on a muscular black horse with white pasterns and a narrow feathered stripe down its face, she straightened in her saddle and pushed her hood back a little, preparing to identify herself and demand safe passage for her company. The rider was a large man, tall in the saddle and unusually broad across the shoulders, even when one allowed for the bulk of the leather jacket and padding beneath his light, metal-plated brigandine. He wore a helmet, but the faceplate was up, and although he carried a sword at his side, his gauntlets hung by their thongs over the hilt and his horse was unarmored. When the rider drew up before her, he removed his helmet altogether, revealing thick, dark hair, curling tightly in the damp air.
His countenance was stern, even harsh, but that might, she reflected, be due to his prominent cheekbones, hawklike nose, and jutting, stubborn-looking chin. Though he appeared to be no more than five or six-and-twenty, he was assuredly the leader of these men. Indeed, she thought, he looked like a man who would take the lead in any company, one who would demand his way in any debate, and one, moreover, whom only a man of great daring, or a fool, would venture to cross.
She raised her chin, looked him straight in the eye, and waited for him to speak. His eyes were deep-set and as gray as the day itself, she noted, and hard, like flints, making her wonder briefly if he might be older than she had first thought. But no, she had not been mistaken. Even as she watched, they changed, softened. His features softened, too. A small, brief spark of amusement lit his eyes, accompanied by a look of compassion that gentled his harsh countenance.
“Lady Alys?” His voice was deep with an unusual lilt in it, his accent gentle, not one she recognized but pleasant nonetheless and soothing to the ear.
“Aye,” she said. “I am Alys Wolveston. How is it that you know my name?”
“We have been looking for your arrival these two days past,” he said. “You are older than I had expected.”
She lifted her chin an inch higher, carrying herself, albeit unconsciously, much as the late queen had done. “My age is of some consequence to you then?”
He shook his head. “Your father spoke of his little daughter. I expected to greet a plentyn, a child.”
“I am eighteen,” she said casually, as though she had been eighteen for a very long time, not a mere three weeks.
“’Tis odd you are not wedded then,” he said crisply.
She gritted her teeth at the arrogance of the man. “Who are you, if I may be so bold as to inquire?”
“I am called Nicholas ap Dafydd ab Evan ap Gwilym of the house of Merion,” he said. “Englishmen who cannot wrap their tongues around our Welsh consonants do call me Nick Merion.”
“Do they?” She frowned. “Does my father call you so?”
A shadow crossed the stranger’s face. “Things are bad here, my lady. ’Tis why we rode out to intercept you.”
“Intercept? Why, whatever can you mean?”
“There is sickness at Wolveston Hazard. You must prepare yourself for grave news.”
“Sickness?” She had known there was sickness in Yorkshire, for letters mentioning that fact had been received at Drufield, but she had not heard of any outbreak at Wolveston, and his attitude frightened her, making her stomach clench as if it were trying to tie itself in knots. “What sickness? Not plague!”
“Nay, ’tis too early in the year for plague,” he said. “’Tis an ailment unknown to me, but ’tis truly terrible withal. Men grow ill, begin sweating heavily, and die within hours. ’Tis not unknown for a seemingly healthy one to drop down dead even as he speaks. Some say ’tis a new sickness altogether, come to England with the Tudor army, but I have seen naught of it before now. Many are dead or dying, my lady. Some, my own men, but English only, not Welsh, French, or Scot.”
“My father? My mother?”
He grimaced. “There is no way to gentle such news, mistress. Your mother is dead. She died yestereve. Your father was healthy until this morning, but now he, too, lies ill. And your little brother died some few hours before your mother.”
Alys sensed Jonet stiffening beside her and knew the older woman’s reaction must match her own. Remembering that the man facing her was an enemy, she managed with effort to control her emotions, to keep the astonishment she felt from showing on her usually expressive countenance. She dared not look at Jonet, knowing the woman would never so far forget her place as to speak without being spoken to—not before a stranger, in any case.
Swallowing first so that she might command her voice, she said carefully, “My brother, Roger, and my woman’s brother, who serves him, were with Viscount Lovell. We feared them both dead like their master on the Plain of Redmore, at the place Henry Tudor called Sandeton.”
Merion shook his head. “The lad who died had not been at Bosworth Field, my lady, which is how the site is truly called. Though he was old enough to serve, the lad was gentle and soft, with more the look of a scholar about him, like your father, than that of a knight. I would judge him to have seen only twelve or fourteen winters, old enough to be fostered, certainly. I own, I was surprised to learn that he was a child of the castle, but the servants assured me that he was your brother Robert. Young Paul, you will be relieved to know, left Wolveston some weeks ago to join his foster family. We must discover his whereabouts. Do you know where he has gone?”
Alys shook her head, her thoughts racing as she murmured, “My mother and father were poor correspondents.” The words were true enough, and she would not lie to him if she could avoid it, but again she sensed movement from her companion and could not be surprised. Her brothers Robert and Paul had both died eight years before. The most likely explanation that she could call to mind was that, for reasons of their own, the servants had sought to protect the identity of the son of a more prominent Yorkist family by claiming him as Wolveston’s own. But why, she asked herself, would they lie about a second son, one who was safely gone? “I must see Robert’s body,” she said, not wanting to do any such thing but knowing that she must.
“I cannot allow you to enter the castle,” he said. “The sickness spreads too quickly—we know not how—and I will be held to account for your well-being.”
“Not enter my own father’s castle?” Her eyes flashed. “Do not be daft! I must speak with my father before he dies, and I must see my brother’s body. My mother’s, too,” she added as an afterthought. “I cannot imagine why you believe you may order me as you choose, for I do not know you and have only your word even for your name, which is an odd one, to be sure. To speak plainly, Master Merion, I have no reason to believe one word you have told me. You must explain yourself more clearly, I think.”
“I am the king’s man,” he said quietly and with a visible effort to be patient. “I have been charged with ascertaining the loyalties of certain lords of the north. If your brother Roger did indeed fight with Viscount Lovell at Bosworth, then he is a traitor to the crown and will be punished if he lives. Wolveston Hazard is likely to become crown land.”
“But Roger does not own the castle,” she said, cursing her hasty tongue for having revealed her brother’s loyalties. She had been so intent upon keeping Merion from guessing the truth—that her shock came not so much from hearing of the deaths in her family as from learning that somehow two new brothers had been added to it—that she had divulged the one piece of information that could mean Roger’s death, if he were not dead already.
“Though women have been known to survive this sickness,” Merion said in a gentler tone, “few men do. Your father will pass to his reward before morning, so if Roger is your eldest living brother, he will inherit, will he not? In Wales, where I come from, land is divided amongst all a man’s heirs, but that is not the case here in England.” He paused, eyebrows creasing thoughtfully. “’Tis a better way, this, for land is power and therefore better left undivided. Nonetheless, your brother will most likely be named in a bill of attainder if he lives, my lady. That means he will lose his civil rights and titles, and—”
“I know what attainder means,” she snapped. “’Tis a sentence of death!”
“Not always,” he said, “but until his fate is ascertained, I have orders to deliver you into the king’s wardship.”
Alys stared at him, fighting to conceal her dismay. “I am to become the king’s ward?”
“Aye, mistress.” He regarded her closely, as though he wondered if she would treat him to a display of feminine emotion.
But Alys was made of sterner stuff than that and, despite her whirling thoughts, retained her calm demeanor. “Shall I be allowed to return to Wolveston Hazard when all is safe again?”
“I do not know,” he said. “My orders are to see you safe to London, nothing more.”
She was surprised. “You had specific orders regarding me? I had not realized my own importance, Master Merion, nor that the Tudor so much as knew of my existence.”
“His grace, the king,” Merion said with gentle emphasis, “knows naught of you as yet, my lady. I was sent by Sir Robert Willoughby, who has been entrusted with seeing the Princess Elizabeth and young Edward of Warwick safe returned to London.”
Alys nodded. So Elizabeth had told the Tudor’s men where to find her, and no doubt somehow had suggested to Sir Robert the desirability of her wardship. The Princess Elizabeth. How she would love that, Alys thought, to be acknowledged a princess again. “You have come from Sheriff Hutton then,” she said. “No doubt the princess expressed deep concern for my welfare.”
His look sharpened, and she gave him full marks for insight. He said gravely, “She was distressed, my lady, for she believed that although you might not have been allowed to leave Drufield Manor at once when word reached Lord Drufield of a Tudor victory, your father would soon command your return to Wolveston Hazard, and she worried lest harm should befall you on your journey. My men and I were dispatched at once. We rode here first, since we might otherwise have missed you, and when I discovered the situation at the castle, I was glad we had done so. I trust there has been no sickness at Drufield.”
“No.”
Before either could say more, a youth on a light chestnut gelding drew in close to Merion. “Sir,” he said deferentially, “them clouds yonder be a-boiling up black and fiercelike again, I’m thinking. Best we get the ladies under cover.”
Merion looked to the west where the clouds were indeed stirring ominously. He nodded. “We have pitched tents at the foot of the castle hill, my lady. We will take shelter there for the night and leave for London at sunup.”
“Master Merion, I cannot—”
“Beg pardon, m’lady,” said the young man at his side, “but he be Sir Nicholas Merion. My meistr be a knight banneret, his pennant tails cut off by the king hisself at Bosworth Field.”
“Hush, Tom,” said Merion gently. “Lady Alys did not know.”
The younger man looked indignantly at the banner snapping damply in the breeze, then back at his master, but something in Merion’s expression kept him from blurting his opinions aloud.
“I thought,” Alys said, “that your banner was merely tattered, sir. For that matter, I suppose I thought it your master’s banner, not your own, for your spurs are muddied and look black rather than white or gold as any knight’s should be. I ask your pardon, however, if I have offended you.”
“You have not,” he said. “I do not expect a young Saesnes like yourself to know about such things as banners and spurs.”
“What is that, a Saesnes?”
“Only an Englishwoman,” he replied.
Annoyed as much by the unfamiliar term as by having had her knowledge challenged, she said stiffly, “You ought to have spoken of yourself properly, sir. A knight, particularly a knight banneret, does not call himself simply Nick Merion.”
He grinned, the sudden change of expression altering his countenance dramatically, bringing light and merriment to his eyes and softening the harshness of his features. “I was told that highborn English girls are meek and soft-spoken, mistress, that they serve as near slaves in houses not their own until a marriage is arranged for them. At that time, or so I was told, they go from their foster home to their husband’s home with little change in the order of things. Where did you foster, that they allowed you to retain your sharp tongue to so ripe an age?”
Alys stiffened and felt her stomach tighten painfully. “At Middleham, sir, for my mother was kin to Anne Neville. Later I was sent to Sheriff Hutton and from thence to Drufield Manor.”
“Three houses? Could none of them tame you, mistress?” As he spoke, he turned and signed to his men to fall in behind them.
Alys would have been perfectly willing to let him ride on ahead of her, but when he looked at her, clearly waiting, she urged her mount alongside his, saying nothing.
“Well, Saesnes-bach?”
She wondered about the extra syllable, but the softness of his tone and the twinkle in his eyes kept her from demanding its definition. “I did not think you really required an answer to so impertinent a question, sir. ’Twould scarce become me to reply.”
“Must I ask your woman to enlighten me?” he asked, gesturing toward Jonet, who rode directly behind them in the company of another of his men, a large one. He kept glancing at the plump little woman as if he feared she might tumble from her horse.
Alys said, “Truly, Sir Nicholas, no one has tried to tame me. I was quite happy at Middleham. I removed to Sheriff Hutton two summers ago when King Richard commanded that his lady wife join him in London. That is all.”
“If you were in service to the usurper’s wife, why did you not accompany her to London?”
“I do not know,” Alys replied honestly, forcing herself to overlook his use of the word “usurper” to refer to Anne’s Dickon. “I was told only that my father did not wish me to go. The matter had been decided before I knew of it.”
“Odd,” said Merion. “I had thought the ordering of a young woman’s future lay with the lord who fostered her. Whom did you serve at Sheriff Hutton? The Princess Elizabeth?”
Alys grimaced. “She was not known by that title when she came to us, and I had been at Sheriff Hutton a good while before her. The Earl of Lincoln was in residence there, but the king was still my liege lord, and liege as well to Elizabeth and Neddie—which is how we do call the Earl of Warwick.”
“Then why did you leave? I had thought you must have displeased the princess in some way, but mayhap that was naught but my reading of your tone when you spoke of her earlier.”
Alys glanced around, but none of their large escort was paying them any heed, with the exception of Jonet, who was, she knew, listening avidly to whatever she could hear. “I displeased Elizabeth,” she admitted, “but she had no authority. My Lord Lincoln dislikes dissension, however, and thought it better for us to be apart.” She would not—indeed, she could not—tell him about the scenes with Elizabeth. She could tell no one. They did her no credit. She added hastily, “I had hoped to return to Middleham at that time to serve the Countess of Warwick, my Lady Anne’s mother, for she had always been kind to me, but I was sent to Drufield Manor instead.”
Merion glanced at her but did not press her for more details about her relationship with Elizabeth. Instead he said, “And whom did you serve at Drufield Manor? I know little about your English nobility and do not recognize that seat.”
“Lady Drufield,” she said quietly, bringing a vision of that stout and querulous dame into her mind’s eye. Looking at Merion, she encountered an expression of curiosity that was at once impertinent and yet compassionate.
He said blandly, “Not a woman whom you would desire to recommend to the Holy Church for sainthood?”
Alys choked. “Sir, you must not say such things!” She looked quickly around again, finding it well nigh impossible to stifle the laughter that threatened to overcome her. When she looked back at him from beneath lowered lashes, he was grinning again. “Truly, sir, you speak blasphemy.”
“Not so. I believe I speak the truth. Will you deny that you heartily disliked Lady Drufield?”
“I cannot. She is precisely the sort of woman your informant must have had in mind when he spoke to you of English ways, for she would gladly have made me her slave. Nothing I did could please her. If I sat reading, she would berate me for idleness or for neglecting my prayers. If I wished to walk, she would say I wanted only to shirk my other duties. Often she said I had been spoiled at Middleham and that she would mend my ways. Indeed, she was a dreadful woman, through and through.”
“Harsh?”
Alys nodded. “She spoke with a rod or the flat of her hand more often than not. There were other girls who suffered as much as I did, of course, though they had never fostered elsewhere and knew no other way. I had not been taught abject meekness from birth, you see, so my Lady Drufield thought it her duty to teach me. I … I wrote my father in March, begging him to let me come home. I was nearly eighteen then, after all.”
“And he refused?”
She nodded again. “All I got for my effort was punishment. Father wrote to his lordship, describing in grave terms my lack of gratitude, my arrogance, and my boldness in complaining of my lot. He said I had got above myself, and he apologized to Lord Drufield for my behavior. The resulting interview was both painful and humiliating, as were the months that followed.”
“So you were glad to leave.”
Alys could not disagree. She looked at him. “I would have preferred a better reason for my departure, sir. I did believe I was to leave soon, in any case.”
“Then you do expect to be wed?”
“Aye, to Sir Lionel Everingham. Do you know aught of him?”
He shook his head. “A Yorkist?”
“Of course he is a Yorkist! My marriage was arranged by King Richard nigh onto eight months ago, and I would have been wedded by now, were it not for the wretched Tudor. Now I do not even know if Sir Lionel still lives.”
“Whether he does or not will not signify,” he replied, “since all such betrothals will certainly be set aside. You will be in ward, after all, and I doubt that his grace, the king, will wish to leave your hand in Yorkist keeping. There is Wolveston now,” he added with a gesture.
The castle, atop its low hill, loomed darkly through the gray mist ahead, and Alys gazed silently upon her birthplace. She had not lived at Wolveston Hazard since the age of nine, half a lifetime ago, but it was still her home. In truth, she had more feeling for the stone walls and the turrets than she had ever had for the people within. Her parents had both been cold people, her father more interested in his books than in his children, her mother not interested in anything much at all. If Alys had felt anything for them as a child, it had been fear of displeasing them, for punishment had been swift and harsh.
Life at Middleham had been far gentler, and she had experienced overwhelming sorrow at the news of Anne’s passing. But she felt nothing now for her mother, little for her father, although she hoped to see him before he died, and hoped, too, that her tongue would not cleave to the roof of her mouth when she attempted to speak to him, as it always had done when she was small. She would have to be stronger now. There were questions to which she needed answers.
“I am sorry,” Merion said.
She stared at him, then realized that he thought the sight of the castle had stirred her to grief. “I am alone now,” she said slowly, “or nearly so. A week ago I had a family and other people to protect me. Today I have no one.”
“You are safe, mi geneth,” he said gently. “None will harm you whilst you are in my charge, and whatever you might believe of Harry Tudor, you will soon find him to be a good man.”
Frowning, she said, “I do not know by what name you call me now, sir, nor do I care. Your Tudor is the true usurper—and a murderer withal—who has no right to the throne of England, as any man with sense, even a Welshman, must know to be true.”
She heard Jonet gasp and was immediately aware of her own vulnerability, face to face as she was with the enemy, his own men gathered around them. Nevertheless, she kept her chin high and forced her gaze to meet his.
To her astonishment he smiled. “Do you know your eyes flash golden sparks when you are angry?” Before she could react, he added, “‘Mi geneth’ means only ‘wench’ or ‘my lass,’ nothing more. When did you come to believe that Welshmen have no sense?”
Alys opened her mouth, then shut it again, looking at him in bewilderment. “I did not say they do not.”
“That is what you meant.”
She heard the echo of her words in her mind and knew he had justification for saying what he did, but since she had no idea how to reply to him, she looked away and was silent.
They were approaching a cluster of tents. Several moments passed, and then at last, as they drew to a halt near the largest, she turned to him and said quietly, “I must make my apologies again, sir. I ought not to have spoken so.”
“Will you be sorry if you are not allowed to marry this Sir Lionel Everingham?”
Her eyes opened wide and she spoke without thinking. “I do not know him. Richard arranged our betrothal, and I was present with Sir Lionel for the ceremony, but I have never spoken more than a word or two to him.”
He nodded, apparently with satisfaction. Then he gestured toward the tent before them. “You will sleep here, my lady, with your woman. You will be perfectly safe.” He dismounted.
Looking down at him, Alys said, “I would see my father, Sir Nicholas. He may be my only living kin. You must not deny me.”
He shook his head. “You still have brothers, and I cannot allow it, in any event. The danger is too great. ’Tis why I ordered your escort back to Drufield.” Having not realized he had done so, she glanced back to see that Geordie and the others had indeed departed. Before she could protest, Sir Nicholas said, “Nearly everyone inside that pile of stones has died, mistress. There is no one left now but a servant who looks after your father, and an old herb woman; and, although the cold weather allowed us to put off the burials until you could be here, we must leave tomorrow. We stay to bury the dead, no longer.”
“But I—”
“No.” He did not raise his voice, nor did he frown, but there was no mistaking the fact that that was his final word on the subject. She dared not press him further. Though he seemed to be a gentleman, he was unknown, and even at Middleham she had been taught the hard lesson of obedience to masculine authority.
She bowed her head submissively but decided at the same time that, one way or another, she would see her father. Before their departure, the Welshman must be made to understand that she would not allow him to deny her that final parting. Until then, however, it would be well to lull his suspicions, and while she bided her time, she would think.