Chapter 29

~Daniel~

 

Dinner with my parents wasn’t anything like I’d imagined it would be.

I’d expected intense awkwardness, both between my mom and me and from Em being around people. But, to their credit, my parents had created such a relaxing atmosphere that was—for once—anything but formal.

I’d briefed them about Em before we’d arrived and they’d listened to everything I’d said and incorporated it into our visit. They’d asked her about her writing. Unbeknown to me, my mom had actually read one of Em’s books. That had brought Em out of her shell considerably. She was comfortable talking about her work and she’d really been in her element. We’d talked about the baby as well, which my mom had enjoyed immensely. I’ve never seen her so incredibly excited about anything before.

Em seemed so comfortable around my parents, that I decided it was okay for me to leave her side for a while.

As I make my way back from the bathroom, my mom stops me at the lobby, blocking my path to the salon where everyone is lounging now after dinner.

“Daniel, I’m sorry,” she says, suddenly.

I’m stunned. She never apologizes. Ever. Even when she knows she’s in the wrong, she will never admit it. She’s incredibly stubborn. Maybe that’s where I get it from.

“I never told you that I was sorry for bringing Isabella into your life. But I am, Daniel. I truly am. I have very few regrets, but that will always be one of them.”

I can feel emotion welling up within me, constricting my chest. Shit. I’ve never realized until this moment just how much I’ve needed her to say those words, to admit that she was sorry and that she’d made a mistake. It’s as if an enormous weight has been lifted.

“Thank you, Mom.”

“I wasn’t doing the right thing for you. I was doing it for appearances, to maintain our standing in society. I shouldn’t have interfered that much in your life. I want to know what’s going on with you though, especially now you’re starting your own family.” She steps towards me, her eyes brimming with tears. “Please don’t shut me out any longer, Daniel. Don’t keep me from the two of you and my grandchild. I couldn’t live with that.”

“Mom,” I say, taking her hand and squeezing it gently. “I forgive you.”

She starts sobbing at my words and I pull her into me, wrapping my arms around her. “It’s okay, Mom. I’m sorry too. Things shouldn’t have stayed like this between us for so long. I want you and Dad to be a part of my life. Besides, Em and I will need your help with the baby. We’re new to all of this.”

She nods her head against my chest.

“I love you, Mom.”

I catch sight of my dad and Em now standing in the salon doorway smiling at me. My dad nods and Em gives me a thumbs up.

Fuck. After all these years, I’ve finally done it.

I’ve finally let it all go and vanquished my demons.