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“T hat’s a very smart idea,” the Pillar says.

“I know. I don’t need you to tell me that.” I hold up the key and adjust my angle, so it reflects on the wall.

Of course, it doesn’t reflect immediately. The key is too small, and the fire is a bit far from where I stand. I run through the crowd, the Pillar following me until I find the spot with the fire nearest to the wall.

Not just that. I spend some considerable time finding the right spot where the key’s reflection is big enough to be noticed. It doesn’t get that big, but it’s enough for the Scientist’s attention—that’s if my assumption is right.

“Seems like it wasn’t a great idea after all.” The Pillar pouts, looking around for the Scientist’s men.

But my stubborn genes tell me it should work. Even if the Scientist isn’t a Wonderlander, the key should attract someone’s attention. This isn’t possible.

“I am afraid to ask, but I need my key back.” The Pillar shrugs.

“You know it’s not your key,” I say, giving it back to him. “But I don’t want it. At least not now. And for the record, I don’t ever want to talk to you again after we save the world this time.”

“Are you so sure you’re going to save the world this time?” He tucks the key in his jacket pocket and rubs off some smoke.

It’s questions like these that make me doubt myself.

Of course I am not sure I’m going to save the world this time. And it scares me to even think about it.

I think about those children again. The world can’t end on their first day of freedom. They still have so much to enjoy and learn in life, or has the Executioner already sentenced them to death in his grip?

I realize I would have preferred to choke him myself instead of listening to the explosion.

And there is something else I realize now. That Fabiola was right. If you stare into the eyes of darkness, you will always get stained.

“I’m thinking of pulling off my pants and letting out gas into the smoke, the Scientist will definitely notice me.” The Pillar rubs his chin. “I know it’s lame, but so were many of Carroll’s jokes.”

Lewis!

That’s the answer to how to get the Scientist’s attention. The Pillar’s key may be valuable to many Wonderlanders, but definitely not like the one I have in my pocket.

Sorry, Lewis, I will break our promise. But I have to give it a shot.

I raise the key in the air and stand in that same spot again. Carroll’s key reflects in a shimmering hue over the wall.

“You have another key?” The Pillar can’t take his eyes off it. “Who’s the liar now?”

I dismiss his comments, still staring at the wall.

Then it happens. Not the way I expected, but close. A loud, deafening horn blares in the festival.