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No parachuting, luminous fall. No skirts swirled up around me, no motes of light. Just the relentlessness of gravity; a steep, sickening plunge. And luckā€”the bushes skirting the cabin had doubled themselves since their original planting, invasive honeysuckle multiplying faster than it could be rooted up, opening its arms to us, heavy with snow. A popping lurch in my ankle upon landing was soon overwhelmed by the cold.

I LAY ON my back, broken branches a halo around the leaden sky. My tailbone hurt. A tiny bead of blood welled on my wrist. Soapy snowflakes hovered in the air. I rose to my knees, looking for Clara, my leggings cold and wet and clinging. A nearby tree had spouted icicles of pinesap; its trunk seemed to be weeping.

And then there she was in the bushes in front of me, her eyes open, her lashes starry from the wet, her cheeks a phosphorescent pink. She was looking up at the extraordinary slate of the afternoon sky. I was bent over her, and she was looking up at me.

NEVER HAD I been so in love and never had I been so afraid and never had I been so aware that Clara and I were alive, and that we were alone.