Gazing Out, Gazing In

(to my lover gazing out the window)

Because I am here

anchoring you

to the passionate darkness,

you gaze out the window

at the light.

My love is the thing

that frees you

to follow your eyes,

as your love,

a sword made of moonlight

and blood,

and smelling of sex

and salt marshes,

frees me to gaze

with a calm inward

eye.

In all your frenzied searching

you never stood

calmly at the window.

But now the sea,

the city and the sky

are all seen

as if from a perch

at the edge of the cosmos,

where I sit behind you

gazing

at the fire.