There had been three children in the old white stuccoed farmhouse near Arpinum: Gaius Marius was the eldest, then came his sister, Maria, and finally a second son, Marcus Marius. It was naturally expected that they would grow up to take a prominent place in the life of the district and its town, but no one dreamed any of the three would venture farther afield. They were rural nobility, old-fashioned bluff and hearty country squires, the Mariuses, seemingly destined forever to be important people only within their little domain of Arpinum. The idea that one of them would enter the Senate of Rome was unthinkable; Cato the Censor made sufficient stir because of his rustic origins, yet he had come from a place no farther afield than Tusculum, a mere fifteen miles from Rome’s Servian Walls. So no Arpinate squire imagined that his son could become a Roman senator.
It wasn’t a matter of money, for there was plenty of money; the Mariuses were most comfortably off. Arpinum was a rich locality many square miles in area, and most of its land was owned among three families—the Mariuses, the Gratidiuses, and the Tullius Ciceros. When an outsider was needed as wife or husband of a Marius or a Gratidius or a Tullius Cicero, feelers went out not to Rome but toPuteoli, where the Granius family lived; the Graniuses were a prosperous clan of seagoing merchants who had originally hailed from Arpinum.
Gaius Marius’s bride had been arranged for him when he was still a little boy, and she waited patiently in the Granius household at Puteoli to grow up, for she was even younger than her betrothed. But when Gaius Marius fell in love, it was not with a woman. Or a man. He fell in love with the army—a natural, joyous, spontaneous recognition of the life’s partner. Enrolled as a cadet on his seventeenth birthday and lamenting the fact that there were no important wars going on, he nonetheless managed to serve continuously in the ranks of the most junior officers of the consul’s legions until, aged twenty-three, he was posted to the personal staff of Scipio Aemilianus before Numantia, in Spain.
It hadn’t taken him long to befriend Publius Rutilius Rufus and Prince Jugurtha of Numidia, for they were all the same age, and all stood very high in the esteem of Scipio Aemilianus, who called them the Terrible Trio. None of the three was from the highest circles of Rome. Jugurtha was a complete outsider, Publius Rutilius Rufus’s family hadn’t been in the Senate more than a hundred years and had not so far managed to reach the consulship, and Gaius Marius was from a family of country squires. At this time, of course, none of the three was a bit interested in Roman politics; all they cared about was soldiering.
But Gaius Marius was a very special case. He was born to be a soldier, but more than that; he was born to lead soldiers.
“He just knows what to do and how to do it,” said Scipio Aemilianus, with a sigh that might perhaps have been envy. Not that Scipio Aemilianus didn’t know what to do and how to do it, but he had been listening to generals talk in the dining room since his early boyhood, and only he really knew the degree of innate spontaneity his own soldiering contained. Very little, was the truth. Scipio Aemilianus’s great talent lay in his organization, not in his soldiering. He believed that if a campaign was thoroughly thrashed out in the planning room even before the first legionary was enlisted, soldiering had not much to do with the outcome.
Where Gaius Marius was a natural. At seventeen he had still been rather small and thin; a picky eater and a crochety child always, he had been pampered by his mother and secretly despised by his father. Then he lashed on his first pair of military boots and buckled the plates of a good plain bronze cuirass over his stout leather underdress. And grew in mind and body until he was bigger than everyone else physically, intellectually, in strength and courage and independence. At which point his mother began to reject him and his father swelled with pride in him.
In Gaius Marius’s opinion there was no life like it, to be an integral part of the greatest military machine the world had ever known—the Roman legion. No route march was too arduous, no lesson in swordplay too long or too vicious, no humiliating task humiliating enough to stem the rising tide of his huge enthusiasm. He didn’t care what they gave him to do, as long as he was soldiering.
It was at Numantia too that he met a seventeen-year-old cadet who had come from Rome to join Scipio Aemilianus’s own select little band at Scipio Aemilianus’s express request. This lad was Quintus Caecilius Metellus, the younger brother of that Caecilius Metellus who would, after a campaign against the tribesmen of the Dalmatian hills of Illyricum, adopt the last name of Dalmaticus and get himself appointed Pontifex Maximus, highest priest in the State religion.
Young Metellus was a typical Caecilius Metellus: a plodder, with no spark or flair for the work on hand, yet determined to do it and unshakably convinced he could do it superbly well. Though loyalty to his class prevented Scipio Aemilianus’s saying so, perhaps the seventeen-year-old expert at everything irritated him, for not long after young Metellus arrived at Spanish Numantia, Scipio Aemilianus handed him over to the tender mercies of the Terrible Trio—Jugurtha, Rutilius Rufus, and Marius. Not old enough themselves to feel pity, they were as resentful as they were displeased at being given this self-opinionated millstone. And they took it out on young Metellus, not cruelly, just toughly.
While Numantia held out and Scipio Aemilianus was busy, the lad put up with his lot. Then Numantia fell. Was torn down, extirpated. And everyone from highest officer to merest ranker soldier was allowed to get drunk. The Terrible Trio got drunk. So did young Quintus Caecilius Metellus, for it happened to be his birthday; he turned eighteen. And the Terrible Trio thought it a great joke to throw the birthday boy into a pigsty.
He came out of the muck sober, spitting mad—and spitting spite. “You—you pathetic upstarts! Who do you think you are? Well, let me tell you! You’re nothing but a greasy foreigner, Jugurtha! Not fit to lick a Roman’s boots! And you’re a jumped-up favor currier, Rutilius! As for you, Gaius Marius, you’re nothing more than an Italian hayseed with no Greek! How dare you! How dare you! Don’t you appreciate who I am? Don’t you understand who my family is? I am a Caecilius Metellus, and we were kings in Etruria before Rome was ever thought of! For months I’ve suffered your insults, but no more! Treating me like an underling, as if I were the inferior! How dare you! How dare you!”
Jugurtha and Rutilius Rufus and Gaius Marius hung rocking gently on the pigsty fence, blinking like owls, faces slack. Then Publius Rutilius Rufus, who was that rare individual capable of scholarship as profound as his soldiering was practical, put a leg over the top of the fence and managed to balance himself astride it, a huge smile growing.
“Don’t mistake me, I really do appreciate everything you’re saying, Quintus Caecilius,” he said, “but the trouble is that you’ve got a big fat pig turd on your head instead of a crown, O King of Etruria!” Out came a giggle. “Go and have a bath, then tell us again. We’ll probably manage not to laugh.”
Metellus reached up and brushed his head furiously, too enraged to take sensible advice, especially when it was tendered with such a smile. “Rutilius!” he spat. “What sort of name is that, to adorn the Senate rolls? Oscan nobodies, that’s who you are! Peasants!”
“Oh, come now!” said Rutilius Rufus gently. “My Etruscan is quite good enough to translate the meaning of ‘Metellus’ into Latin, you know.” He twisted where he sat on the fence and looked at Jugurtha and Marius. “It means, freed from service as a mercenary,” he said to them gravely.
That was too much. Young Metellus launched himself at Rutilius Rufus and brought him crashing down into the aromatic mire, where the two of them rolled and wrestled and thumped without enough traction to harm each other until Jugurtha and Marius decided it looked good in there, and dived in after them. Howling with laughter, they sat in the mud amid the more impudent pigs, which in the manner of impudent pigs couldn’t resist investigating them thoroughly. When the Terrible Trio stopped sitting on Metellus and rubbing muck all over him, he floundered to his feet and escaped.
“You’ll pay for this!” he said through his teeth.
“Oh, pull your head in!” said Jugurtha, and broke into fresh paroxysms of mirth.
*
But the wheel, thought Gaius Marius as he climbed out of his bath and picked up a towel to dry himself, turns full circle no matter what we do. Spite from the mouth of a half-grown sprig of a most noble house was no less true for being spiteful. Who were they in actual fact, the Terrible Trio of Numantia? Why, they were a greasy foreigner, a jumped-up favor currier, and an Italian hayseed with no Greek. That’s who they were. Rome had taught them the truth of it, all right.
Jugurtha should have been acknowledged King of Numidia years ago, brought firmly yet kindly into the Roman fold of client-kings, kept there with sound advice and fair dealing. Instead, he had suffered the implacable enmity of the entire Caecilius Metellus faction, and was currently in Rome with his back against the wall, fighting a last-ditch stand against a group of Numidian would-be kings, forced to buy what his worth and his ability ought to have earned him free and aboveboard.
And dear little sandy-headed Publius Rutilius Rufus, the favorite pupil of Panaetius the philosopher, admired by the whole of the Scipionic Circle—writer, soldier, wit, politician of extraordinary excellence—had been cheated of his consulship in the same year Marius had barely managed a praetorship. Not only was Rutilius’s background not good enough, he had also incurred the enmity of the Caecilius Metelluses, and that meant he—like Jugurtha—automatically became an enemy of Marcus Aemilius Scaurus, closely allied to the Caecilius Metelluses. and chief glory of their faction.
As for Gaius Marius—well, as Quintus Caecilius Metellus Piggle-wiggle would say, he had done better than any Italian hayseed with no Greek should. Why had he ever decided to go to Rome and try the political ladder anyway? Simple. Because Scipio Aemilianus (like most of the highest patricians, Scipio Aemilianus was no snob) thought he must. He was too good a man to waste filling a country squire’s shoes, Scipio Aemilianus had said. Even more important, if he didn’t become a praetor, he could never command an army of Rome.
So Marius had stood for election as a tribune of the soldiers, got in easily, then stood for election as a quaestor, was approved by the censors—and found himself, an Italian hayseed with no Greek, a member of the Senate of Rome. How amazing that had been! How stunned his family back in Arpinum! He’d done his share of time serving and managed to scramble a little way upward. Oddly enough, it had been Caecilius Metellus support which had then secured him election as a tribune of the plebs in the severely reactionary time which had followed immediately after the death of Gaius Gracchus. When Marius had first sought election to the College of Tribunes of the Plebs, he hadn’t got in; the year he did get in, the Caecilius Metellus faction was convinced it owned him. Until he showed it otherwise by acting vigorously to preserve the freedom of the Plebeian Assembly, never more threatened with being overpowered by the Senate than after the death of Gaius Gracchus. Lucius Caecilius Metellus Dalmaticus tried to push a law through that would have curtailed the ability of the Plebeian Assembly to legislate, and Gaius Marius vetoed it. Nor could Gaius Marius be cajoled, coaxed, or coerced into withdrawing his veto.
But that veto had cost him dearly. After his year as a tribune of the plebs, he tried to run for one of the two plebeian aedile magistracies, only to be foiled by the Caecilius Metellus lobby. So he had campaigned strenuously for the praetorship, and encountered Caecilius Metellus opposition yet again. Led by Metellus Dalmaticus, they had employed the usual kind of defamation—he was impotent, he molested little boys, he ate excrement, he belonged to secret societies of Bacchic and Orphic vice, he accepted every kind of bribe, he slept with his sister and his mother. But they had also employed a more insidious form of defamation more effectively; they simply said that Gaius Marius was not a Roman, that Gaius Marius was an upcountry Italian nobody, and that Rome could produce more than enough true sons of Rome to make it unnecessary for any Roman to elect a Gaius Marius to the praetorship. It was a telling point.
Minor criticism though it was compared to the rest, the most galling calumny of all as far as Gaius Marius was concerned was the perpetual inference that he was unacceptably crass because he had no Greek. The slur wasn’t true; he spoke very good Greek. However, his tutors hadbeen Asian Greeks—his pedagogue hailed from Lampsacus on the Hellespont, and his grammaticus from Amisus on the coast of Pontus—and they spoke a heavily accented Greek. Thus Gaius Marius had learned Greek with a twang to it that branded him improperly taught—as a common, underbred sort of fellow. He had been obliged to acknowledge himself defeated; if he said no Greek at all or if he said miles of Asian Greek, it came to the same thing. In consequence he ignored the slander by refusing to speak the language which indicated that a man was properly educated and cultured.
Never mind. He had scraped in last among the praetors, but he had scraped in nonetheless. And survived a trumped-up charge of bribery brought against him just after the election. Bribery! As if he could have! No, in those days he hadn’t had the kind of money necessary to buy a magistracy. But luckily there were among the electors enough men who either knew firsthand of his soldierly valor, or had heard about it from those who did. The Roman electorate always had a soft spot for an excellent soldier, and it was that soft spot which won for him.
The Senate had posted him to Further Spain as its governor, thinking he’d be out of sight, out of mind, and perhaps handy. But since he was a quintessential Military Man, he thrived.
*
The Spaniards—especially the half-tamed tribes of the Lusitanian west and the Cantabrian northwest—excelled in a kind of warfare that didn’t suit most Roman commanders any more than it suited the style of the Roman legions. Spaniards never deployed for battle in the traditional way, cared nothing for the universally accepted tenet that it was better to gamble everything you had on the off chance of winning a decisive battle than to incur the horrific costs of a prolonged war. The Spaniards already understood that they were fighting a prolonged war, a war which they had to continue so long as they desired to preserve their Celtiberian identity; as far as they were concerned, they were engaged in an ongoing struggle for social and cultural independence.
But, since they certainly didn’t have the money to fight a prolonged war, they fought a civilian war. They never gave battle. Instead, they fought by ambush, raid, assassination, and devastation of all Enemy property. That is, Roman property. Never appearing where they were expected, never marching in column, never banding together in any numbers, never identifiable by the wearing of uniforms or the carrying of arms. They just—pounced. Out of nowhere. And then vanished without a trace into the formidable crags of their mountains as if they had never been. Ride in to inspect a small town which Roman intelligence positively stated was involved in some clever minor massacre, and it would be as idle, as innocent, as unimpeachable as the most docile and patient of asses.
A fabulously rich land, Spain. As a result, everyone had had a go at owning it. The original Iberian indigenes had been intermingling with Celtic elements invading across the Pyrenees for a thousand years, and Berber-Moor incursions from the African side of the narrow straits separating Spain from Africa had further enriched the local melting pot.
Then a thousand years ago came the Phoenicians from Tyre and Sidon and Berytus on the Syrian coast, and after them came the Greeks. Two hundred years ago had come the Punic Carthaginians, themselves descendants of the Syrian Phoenicians who had founded an empire based on African Carthage; and the relative isolation of Spain was finished. For the Carthaginians came to Spain to mine its metals. Gold, silver, lead, zinc, copper, and iron. The Spanish mountains were loaded with all of them, and everywhere in the world the demand for goods made out of some and wealth made out of others was rapidly increasing. Punic power was based upon Spanish ore. Even tin came from Spain, though it wasn’t found there; mined in the fabled Cassiterides, the Tin Isles somewhere at the ultimate limit of the livable globe, it arrived in Spain through little Cantabrian ports and traveled the Spanish trade routes down to the shores of the Middle Sea.
The seagoing Carthaginians had owned Sicily, Sardinia, and Corsica too, which meant that sooner or later they had to run foul of Rome, a fate that had overtaken them 150 years before. And three wars later—three wars which took over a hundred years to fight—Carthage was dead, and Rome had acquired the first of its overseas possessions. Including the mines of Spain.
Roman practicality had seen at once that Spain was best governed from two different locations; the peninsula was divided into the two provinces of Nearer Spain—Hispania Citerior—and Further Spain—Hispania Ulterior. The governor of Further Spain controlled all the south and west of the country from a base in the fabulously fertile hinterlands of the Baetis River, with the mighty old Phoenician city of Gades near its mouth. The governor of Nearer Spain controlled all the north and east of the peninsula from a base in the coastal plain opposite the Balearic Isles, and shifted his capital around as the whim or the need dictated. The lands of the far west—Lusitania—and the lands of the northwest—Cantabria—remained largely untouched.
Despite the object lesson Scipio Aemilianus had made out of Numantia, the tribes of Spain continued to resist Roman occupation by ambush, raid, assassination, and devastation of property. Well now, thought Gaius Marius, coming on this most interesting scene when he arrived in Further Spain as its new governor, I too can fight by ambush, raid, assassination, and devastation of property! And proceeded to do so. With great success. Out thrust the frontiers of Roman Spain into Lusitania and the mighty chain of ore-bearing mountains in which rose the Baetis, Anas, and Tagus rivers.
It was really not an exaggeration to say that as the Roman frontier advanced, the Roman conquerors kept tripping over richer and richer deposits of ore, especially silver, copper, and iron. And naturally the governor of the province—he who achieved the new frontiers in the name of Rome—was in the forefront of those who acquired grants of ore-bearing land. The Treasury of Rome took its cut, but preferred to leave the mine owning and actual mining in the hands of private individuals, who did it far more efficiently and with a more consistent brand of exploitative ruthlessness.
Gaius Marius got rich. Then got richer. Every new mine was either wholly or partly his; this in turn brought him sleeping partnerships in the great companies which contracted out their services to run all kinds of commercial operations—from grain buying and selling and shipping, to merchant banking and public works—all over the Roman world, as well as within the city of Rome itself.
He came back from Spain having been voted imperator by his troops, which meant that he was entitled to apply to the Senate for permission to hold a triumph; considering the amount of booty and tithes and taxes and tributes he had added to the general revenues, the Senate could not do else than comply with the wishes of his soldiers. And so he drove the antique triumphal chariot along its traditional route in the triumphal parade, preceded by the heaped-up evidence of his victories and depredations, the floats depicting tableaux and geography and weird tribal costumes; and dreamed of being consul in two years’ time. He, Gaius Marius from Arpinum, the despised Italian hayseed with no Greek, would be consul of the greatest city in the world. And go back to Spain and complete its conquest, turn it into a peaceful, prosperous pair of indisputably Roman provinces. But it was five years since he had returned to Rome. Five years! The Caecilius Metellus faction had finally won: he would never be consul now.
*
“I think I’ll wear the Chian outfit,” he said to his body servant, standing waiting for orders. Many men in Marius’s position would have lain back in the bath water and demanded that they be scrubbed, scraped, and massaged by slaves, but Gaius Marius preferred to do his own dirty work, even now. Mind you, at forty-seven he was still a fine figure of a man. Nothing to be ashamed of about his physique! No matter how ostensibly inert his days might be, he got in a fair amount of exercise, worked with the dumbbells and the closhes, swam if he could several times across the Tiber in the reach called the Trigarium, then ran all the way back from the far perimeter of the Campus Martius to his house on the flanks of the Capitoline Arx. His hair was getting a bit thin on top, but he still had enough dark brown curls to brush forward into a respectable coiffure. There. That would have to do. A beauty he never had been, never would be. A good face—even an impressive one—but no rival for Gaius Julius Caesar’s!
Interesting. Why was he going to so much trouble with hair and dress for what promised to be a small family meal in the dining room of a modest backbencher senator? A man who hadn’t even been aedile, let alone praetor. The Chian outfit he had elected to wear, no less! He had bought it several years ago, dreaming of the dinner parties he would host during his consulship and the years thereafter when he would be one of the esteemed ex-consuls, the consulars as they were called.
It was permissible to attire oneself for a purely private dinner party in less austere clothes than white toga and tunic, a bit of purple stripe their only decoration; and the Chian tapestry tunic with long drape to go over it was a spectacle of gold and purple lavishness. Luckily there were no sumptuary laws on the books at the moment that forbade a man to robe himself as ornately and luxuriously as he pleased. There was only a lex Licinia, which regulated the amount of expensive culinary rarities a man might put on his table— and no one took any notice of that. Besides which, Gaius Marius doubted that Caesar’s table would be loaded down with licker-fish and oysters.
*
Not for one moment did it occur to Gaius Marius to seek out his wife before he departed. He had forgotten her years ago—if, in fact, he ever had remembered her. The marriage had been arranged during the sexless limbo of childhood and had lingered in the sexless limbo of an adult lack of love or even affinity for twenty-five childless years. A man as martially inclined and physically active as Gaius Marius sought sexual solace only when its absence was recollected by a chance encounter with some attractive woman, and his life had not been distinguished by many such. From time to time he enjoyed a mild fling with the attractive woman who had taken his eye (if she was available and willing), or a house girl, or (on campaign) a captive girl.
But Grania, his wife? Her he had forgotten, even when she was there not two feet from him, reminding him that she would like to be slept with often enough to conceive a child. Cohabitating with Grania was like leading a route march through an impenetrable fog. What you felt was so amorphous it kept squeezing itself into something different yet equally unidentifiable; occasionally you were aware of a change in the ambient temperature, patches of extra moistness in a generally clammy substrate. By the time his climax arrived, if he opened his mouth at all it was to yawn.
He didn’t pity Grania in the least. Nor did he attempt to understand her. Simply, she was his wife, his old boiling fowl who had never worn the plumage of a spring chicken, even in her youth. What she did with her days—or nights— he didn’t know, didn’t worry about. Grania, leading a double life of licentious depravity? If someone had suggested to him that she might, he would have laughed until the tears came. And he would have been quite right to do so. Grania was as chaste as she was drab. No Caecilia Metella (the wanton one who was sister to Dalmaticus and Metellus Piggle-wiggle, and wife to Lucius Licinius Lucullus) about Grania from Puteoli!
His silver mines had bought the house high on the Arx of the Capitol just on the Campus Martius side of the Servian Walls, the most expensive real estate in Rome; his copper mines had bought the colored marbles with which its brick-and-concrete columns and divisions and floors were sheathed; his iron mines had bought the services of the finest mural painter in Rome to fill up the plastered spaces between pilasters and divisions with scenes of stag hunts and flower gardens and trompe l’oeil landscapes; his sleeping partnerships in several large companies had bought the statues and the herms, the fabulous citrus-wood tables on their gold-inlaid ivory pedestals, the gilded and encrusted couches and chairs, the gloriously embroidered hangings, the cast-bronze doors; Hymettus himself had landscaped the massive peristyle-garden, paying as much attention to the subtle combination of perfumes as he did to the colors of the blossoms; and the great Dolichus had created the long central pool with its fountains and fish and lilies and lotuses and superb larger-than-life sculptures of tritons, nereids, nymphs, dolphins, and bewhiskered sea serpents.
All of which, truth to tell, Gaius Marius did not give tuppence about. The obligatory show, nothing else. He slept on a camp bed in the smallest, barest room of the house, its only hangings his sword and scabbard on one wall and his smelly old military cape on another, its only splash of color the rather grimy and tattered vexillum flag his favorite legion had given him when their campaign in Spain was over. Ah, that was the life for a man! The only true value praetorship and consulship had for Gaius Marius was the fact that both led to military command of the highest order. But consul far more than praetor! And he knew he would never be consul, not now. They wouldn’t vote for a nobody, no matter how rich he might be.
*
He walked in the same kind of weather the previous day had endured, a dreary mizzling rain and an all-pervading dampness, forgetting—which was quite typical—that he had a fortune on his back. However, he had thrown his old campaigning sagum over his finery—a thick, greasy, malodorous cape which could keep out the perishing winds of the alpine passes or the soaking days-long downpours of Epirus. The sort of garment a soldier needed. Its reek stole into his nostrils like a trickle of vapor from a bakery, hunger making, voluptuous on the gut, warmly friendly.
“Come in, come in!” said Gaius Julius Caesar, welcoming his guest in person at the door, and holding out his own finely made hands to receive the awful sagum. But having taken it, he didn’t immediately toss it to the waiting slave as if afraid its smell might cling to his skin; instead, he fingered it with respect before handing it over carefully. “I’d say that’s seen a few campaigns,” he said then, not blinking an eye at the sight of Gaius Marius in all the vulgar ostentation of a gold-and-purple Chian outfit.
“It’s the only sagum I’ve ever owned,” said Gaius Marius, oblivious to the fact that his Chian tapestry drape had flopped itself all the wrong way.
“Ligurian?”
“Of course. My father gave it to me brand-new when I turned seventeen and went off to do my service as a cadet. But I tell you what,” Gaius Marius went on, not noticing the smallness and simplicity of the Gaius Julius Caesar house as he strolled beside his host to the dining room, “when it came my turn to equip and outfit legions, I made sure my men all got the exact same cape—no use expecting men to stay healthy if they’re wet through or chilled to the bone.” He thought of something important, and added hastily, “Of course I didn’t charge ‘em more than the standard military-issue price! Any commander worth his salt ought to be able to absorb the extra cost from extra booty.”
“And you’re worth your salt, I know,” said Caesar as he sat on the edge of the middle couch at its left-hand end, indicating to his guest that he take the place to the right, which was the place of honor.
Servants removed their shoes, and, when Gaius Marius declined to suffer the fumes of a brazier, offered socks; both men accepted, then arranged their angle of recline by adjusting the bolsters supporting their left elbows into comfortable position. The wine steward stepped forward, attended by a cup bearer.
“My sons will be in shortly, and the ladies just before we eat,” said Caesar, holding his hand up to arrest the progress of the wine steward. “I hope, Gaius Marius, that you won’t deem me a niggard with my wine if I respectfully ask you to take it as I intend to myself, well watered? I do have a valid reason, but it is one I do not believe can be explained away so early. Simply, the only reason I can offer you right now is that it behooves both of us to remain in full possession of our wits. Besides, the ladies become uneasy when they see their men drinking unwatered wine.”
“Wine bibbing isn’t one of my failings,” said Gaius Marius, relaxing and cutting the wine pourer impressively short, then ensuring that his cup was filled almost to its brim with water. “If a man cares enough for his company to accept an invitation to dinner, then his tongue should be used for talking rather than lapping.”
“Well said!” cried Caesar, beaming.
“However, I am mightily intrigued!”
“In the fullness of time, you shall know it all.”
A silence fell. Both men sipped at their wine-flavored water a trifle uneasily. Since they knew each other only from nodding in passing, one senator to another, this initial bid to establish a friendship could not help but be difficult. Especially since the host had put an embargo upon the one thing which would have made them more quickly comfortable—wine.
Caesar cleared his throat, put his cup down on the narrow table which ran just below the inside edge of the couch. “I gather, Gaius Marius, that you are not enthused about this year’s crop of magistrates,” he said.
“Ye gods, no! Any more than you are, I think.”
“They’re a poor lot, all right. Sometimes I wonder if we are wrong to insist that the magistracies last only one year. Perhaps when we’re lucky enough to get a really good man in an office, we should leave him there longer to get more done.”
“A temptation, and if men weren’t men, it might work,” said Marius. “But there is an impediment.”
“An impediment?”
“Whose word are we going to take that a good man is a good man? His? The Senate’s? The People’s Assemblies’? The knights’? The voters’, incorruptible fellows that they are, impervious to bribes?”
Caesar laughed. “Well, I thought Gaius Gracchus was a good man. When he ran for his second term as a tribune of the plebs I supported him wholeheartedly—and I supported his third attempt too. Not that my support could count for much, my being patrician.”
“And there you have it, Gaius Julius,” said Marius somberly. “Whenever Rome does manage to produce a good man, he’s cut down. And why is he cut down? Because he cares more for Rome than he does for family, faction, and finances.”
“I don’t think that’s particularly confined to Romans,” said Caesar, raising his delicate eyebrows until his forehead rippled. “People are people. I see very little difference between Romans, Greeks, Carthaginians, Syrians, or any others you care to name, at least when it comes to envy or greed. The only possible way the best man for the job can keep it long enough to accomplish what his potential suggests he can accomplish is to become a king. In fact, if not in name.”
“And Rome would never condone a king,” said Marius.
“It hasn’t for the last five hundred years. We grew out of kings. Odd, isn’t it? Most of the world prefers absolute rule. But not we Romans. Nor the Greeks, for that matter.”
Marius grinned. “That’s because Rome and Greece are stuffed with men who consider they’re all kings. And Rome certainly didn’t become a true democracy when we threw our kings out.”
“Of course not! True democracy is a Greek philosophic unattainable. Look at the mess the Greeks made of it, so what chance do we sensible Roman fellows stand? Rome is government of the many by the few. The Famous Families.” Caesar dropped the statement casually.
“And an occasional New Man,” said Gaius Marius, New Man.
“And an occasional New Man,” agreed Caesar placidly.
The two sons of the Caesar household entered the dining room exactly as young men should, manly yet deferential, restrained rather than shy, not putting themselves forward, but not holding themselves back.
Sextus Julius Caesar was the elder, twenty-five this year, tall and tawny-bronze of hair, grey of eye. Used to assessing young men, Gaius Marius detected an odd shadow in him: there was the faintest tinge of exhaustion in the skin beneath his eyes, and his mouth was tight-lipped yet not of the right form to be tight-lipped.
Gaius Julius Caesar Junior, twenty-two this year, was sturdier than his brother and even taller, a golden-blond fellow with bright blue eyes. Highly intelligent, thought Marius, yet not a forceful or opinionated young man.
Together they were as handsome, Roman-featured, finely set-up a pair of sons as any Roman senator father might hope to sire. Senators of tomorrow.
“You’re fortunate in your sons, Gaius Julius,” Marius said as the young men disposed themselves on the couch standing at right angles to their father’s right; unless more guests were expected (or this was one of those scandalously progressive houses where the women lay down to dine), the third couch, at right angles to Marius’s left, would remain vacant.
“Yes, I think I’m fortunate,” said Caesar, smiling at his sons with as much respect as love in his eyes. Then he turned on his elbow to look at Gaius Marius, his expression changing to a courteous curiosity. “You don’t have any sons, do you?”
“No,” said Marius unregretfully.
“But you are married?”
“I believe so!” said Marius, and laughed. “We’re all alike, we military men. Our real wife is the army.”
“That happens,” said Caesar, and changed the subject.
The predinner talk was cultivated, good-tempered, and very considerate, Marius noticed; no one in this house needed to put down anyone else who lived here, everyone stood upon excellent terms with everyone else, no latent discord rumbled an undertone. He became curious to see what the women were like, for the father after all was only one half of the source of this felicitous result; espoused to a Puteolan pudding though he was, Marius was no fool, and he personally knew of no wife of the Roman nobility who didn’t have a large input to make when it came to the rearing of her children. No matter whether she was profligate or prude, idiot or intellectual, she was always a person to be reckoned with.
Then they came in, the women. Marcia and the two Julias. Ravishing! Absolutely ravishing, including the mother. The servants set upright chairs for them inside the hollow center of the U formed by the three dining couches and their narrow tables, so that Marcia sat opposite her husband, Julia sat facing Gaius Marius, and Julilla sat facing her two brothers. When she knew her parents weren’t looking at her but the guest was, Julilla stuck out her tongue at her brothers, Marius noted with amusement.
Despite the absence of licker-fish and oysters and the presence of heavily watered wine, it was a delightful dinner served by unobtrusive, contented-looking slaves who never shoved rudely between the women and the tables, nor neglected a duty. The food was plain but excellently cooked, the natural flavors of meats, fruits, and vegetables undisguised by fishy garum essences and bizarre mixtures of exotic spices from the East; it was, in fact, the kind of food the soldier Marius liked best.
Roast birds stuffed with simple blends of bread and onions and green herbs from the garden, the lightest of fresh-baked rolls, two kinds of olives, dumplings made of delicate spelt flour cooked with eggs and cheese, deliciously country-tasting sausages grilled over a brazier and basted with a thin coat of garlic and diluted honey, two excellent salads of lettuces, cucumbers, shallots, and celery (each with a differently flavored oil-and-vinegar dressing), and a wonderful lightly steamed medley of broccoli, baby squash, and cauliflower dashed over with oil and grated chestnut. The olive oil was sweet and of the first pressing, the salt dry, and the pepper—of the best quality—was kept whole until one of the diners signaled the lad who was its custodian to grind up a pinch in his mortar with his pestle, please. The meal finished with little fruit tarts, some sticky squares of sesame seed glued together with wild thyme honey, pastry envelopes filled with raisin mince and soaked in syrup of figs, and two splendid cheeses.
“Arpinum!” exclaimed Marius, holding up a wedge of the second cheese, his face with its preposterous eyebrows suddenly seeming years younger. “I know this cheese well! My father makes it. The milk is from two-year-old ewes, and taken only after they’ve grazed on the river meadow for a week, where the special milkgrass grows.”
“Oh, how nice,” said Marcia, smiling at him without a trace of affectation or selfconsciousness. “I’ve always been fond of this particular cheese, but from now on I shall look out for it especially. The cheese made by Gaius Marius— your father is also a Gaius Marius?—of Arpinum.”
The moment the last course was cleared away the women rose to take their leave, having had no sip of wine, but dined heartily on the food and drunk deeply of the water.
As she got up Julia smiled at him with what seemed genuine liking, Marius noted; she had made polite conversation with him whenever he initiated it, but made no attempt to turn the discourse between him and her father into a three-sided affair. Yet she hadn’t looked bored, but hadfollowed what Caesar and Marius talked about with evident interest and understanding. A truly lovely girl, a peaceful girl who yet did not seem destined to turn into a pudding. Her little sister, Julilla, was a scamp—delightful, yes, but a regular handful too, suspected Marius. Spoiled and willful and fully aware of how to manipulate her family to get her own way. But there was something in her more disquieting; the assessor of young men was also a fairly shrewd assessor of young women. And Julilla caused his hackles to ripple ever so softly and slightly; somewhere in her was a defect, Marius was sure. Not exactly lack of intelligence, though she was less well read than her elder sister and her brothers, and clearly not a whit perturbed by her ignorance. Not exactly vanity, though she obviously knew and treasured her beauty. Then Marius mentally shrugged, dismissed the problem and Julilla; neither was ever going to be his concern.
*
The young men lingered for perhaps ten more minutes, then they too excused themselves and departed. Night had fallen; the water clocks began to drip away the hours of darkness, twice as long as the hours of daylight. This was midwinter, and for once the calendar was in step with the seasons, thanks to the fastidiousness of the Pontifex Maximus, Lucius Caecilius Metellus Dalmaticus, who felt date and season ought to coincide—quite Greek, really. What did it matter, so long as your eyes and temperature-sensing apparatus told you what season it was, and the official calendar displayed in the Forum Romanum told you what month and day it was?
When the servants came to light the lamps, Marius noticed that the oil was of top quality, and the wicks not coarse oakum, but made from properly woven linen.
“I’m a reader,” said Caesar, following Marius’s gaze and interpreting his thoughts with the same uncanny accuracy he had displayed at the outset of that chance meeting of eyes yesterday on the Capitol. “Nor, I’m afraid, do I sleep very well. Years ago now, when the children were first of an age to participate in family councils, we had a special meeting at which we decided each of us should be permitted one affordable luxury. Marcia chose to have a first-class cook, I remember—but since that directly benefited all of us, we voted that she should have a new loom, the latest model from Patavium, and always the kind of yarn she likes, even if it’s expensive. Sextus chose to be able to visit the Fields of Fire behind Puteoli several times a year.’’
A look of anxiety settled momentarily upon Caesar’s face; he sighed deeply. “There are certain hereditary characteristics in the Julius Caesars,” he explained, “the most famous of which—aside from our fairness of coloring—is the myth that every Julia is born gifted with the ability to make her men happy. A present from the founder of our house, the goddess Venus—though I never heard that Venus made too many mortal men happy. Or Vulcan either, for that matter. Or Mars! Still, that’s what the myth says about the Julian women. But there are other, less salubrious gifts visited upon some of us, including the one poor Sextus inherited. I’m sure you’ve heard of the malady he suffers from—the wheezes? When he gets one of his attacks, you can hear him wheezing from anywhere in the house, and in his worst attacks he goes black in the face. We’ve nearly lost him several times.”
So that was what was written upon young Sextus’s brow! He wheezed, poor fellow. It would slow his career down, no doubt.
“Yes,” said Marius, “I do know the malady. My father says it’s always worst when the air is full of chaff at harvest, or pollen in summer, and that those who suffer from it should stay away from the company of animals, especially horses and hounds. While he’s on military service, keep him afoot.”
“He found that out for himself,” said Caesar, sighing again.
“Do finish your story about the family council, Gaius Julius,” said Marius, fascinated; this much democracy they didn’t have in the smallest isonomia in Greece! What an odd lot they were, these Julius Caesars! To an outsider’s cursory gaze—perfectly correct, patrician pillars of the community. But to those on the inside—outrageously unorthodox!
“Well, young Sextus chose to go regularly to the Fields of Fire because the sulphur fumes seem to help him,” saidhis father. “They still do, and he still goes.”
“And your younger son?” asked Marius.
“Gaius said there was only one thing in the whole world he wanted as a privilege, though it couldn’t be called a luxury. He asked to be allowed to choose his own wife.”
Marius’s eyebrows, hairily alive, danced up and down. “Ye gods! And did you grant him the privilege?”
“Oh, yes.”
“But what if he does the usual boy’s trick and falls in love with a tart, or an old trull?”
“Then he marries her, if such is his wish. However, I do not think young Gaius will be so foolish, somehow. His head is very well connected to his shoulders,” said the doting father tranquilly.
“Do you marry in the old patrician way, confarreatio— for life?” pressed Marius, scarcely believing what he heard.
“Oh, yes.”
“Ye gods!”
“My older girl, Julia, is also very level-headed,” Caesar went on. “She elected membership in the library of Fannius. Now I had intended to ask for the exact same thing, but there didn’t seem to be any sense in two of us belonging, so I gave the membership to her. Our baby, Julilla, alas, is not at all wise, but I suppose butterflies have no need of wisdom. They just”—he shrugged, smiled wryly— “brighten up the world. I would hate to see a world without butterflies, and since we were disgracefully improvident in having four children, it’s nice that our butterfly didn’t come along until last place. And had the grace to be female when she did come along.”
“What did she ask for?” Gaius Marius smiled.
“Oh, about what we expected. Sweetmeats and clothes.”
“And you, deprived of your library membership?”
“I chose the finest lamp oil and the best wicks, and struck a bargain with Julia. If I could borrow the books she borrowed, then she could use my lamps to read by.”
Marius finished his smile at leisure, liking the author of this moral little tale enormously. What a simple, unenvious, happy life he enjoyed! Surrounded by a wife and children he actually strove to please, was interested in as individuals. No doubt he was spot-on in his character analyses of his offspring, and young Gaius wouldn’t pick a wife out of a Suburan gutter.
He cleared his throat. “Gaius Julius, it has been an absolutely delightful evening. But now I think it’s time you told me why I have had to stay a sober man.”
“If you don’t mind, I’ll dismiss the servants first,” Caesar said. “The wine is right here where we can reach it ourselves, and now that the moment of truth has arrived, we don’t need to be so abstemious.”
His scrupulousness surprised Marius, used now to the utter indifference with which the Roman upper classes viewed their household slaves. Oh, not in terms of treatment—they were usually good to their people—but they did seem to think that their people were stuffed and inanimate when it came to overhearing what ought to be private. This was a habit Marius had never become reconciled to himself; like Caesar, his own father had firmly believed in dismissing the servants.
“They gossip dreadfully, you know,” said Caesar when they were alone behind a tightly closed door, “and we’ve nosy neighbors on either side. Rome might be a big place, but when it comes to the spread of gossip on the Palatine— why, it’s a village! Marcia tells me there are several among her friends who actually stoop to paying their servants for items of gossip—and give bonuses when the gossip turns out to be accurate! Besides, servants have thoughts and feelings too, so it’s better not to involve them.”
“You, Gaius Julius, ought to have been consul, then turned into our most eminent consular, and been elected censor,” said Marius with sincerity.
“I agree with you, Gaius Marius, I ought indeed! But I haven’t the money to have sought higher office.”
“I have the money. Is that why I’m here? And kept sober?”
Caesar looked shocked. “My dear Gaius Marius, of course not! Why, I’m closer to sixty than I am to fifty! At this late stage, my public career is ossified. No, it is my sons with whom I am concerned, and their sons when the time comes.”
Marius sat up straight and turned on the couch to face his host, who did the same. Since his cup was empty, Marius picked up the jug and poured himself an unwatered draft, sipped it, and looked stunned. “Is this what I’ve been watering down to the merest taste all night?” he demanded.
Caesar smiled. “Dear me, no! That rich I’m not, I assure you. The wine we watered down was an ordinary vintage. This I keep for special occasions.”
“Then I’m flattered.” Marius looked at Caesar from under his brows. “What is it you want of me, Gaius Julius?”
“Help. In return, I will help you,” said Caesar, pouring himself a cup of the superb vintage.
“And how is this mutual help to be accomplished?”
“Simple. By making you a member of the family.”
“What?”
“I am offering you whichever of my two daughters you prefer,” said Caesar patiently.
“A marriage?”
“Certainly a marriage!”
“Ohhhhhh! Now that’s a thought!” Marius saw the possibilities at once. He took a deeper drink of the fragrant Falernian in his cup, and said no more.
“Everyone must take notice of you if your wife is a Julia,” said Caesar. “Luckily you have no sons—or daughters, for that matter. So any wife you might take at this stage of your life must be young, and come from fertile stock. It is quite understandable that you might be seeking a new wife, no one will be surprised. But—if that wife is a Julia, then she is of the highest patrician stock, and your children will have Julian blood in their veins. Indirectly, marriage to a Julia ennobles you, Gaius Marius. Everyone will be forced to regard you quite differently from the way they regard you now. For your name will be enhanced by the vast dignitas—the public worth and standing—of Rome’s most august family. Money we have not. Dignitas we have. The Julius Caesars are directly descended from the goddess Venus through her grandson Iulus, son of her son Aeneas. And some of our splendor will rub off on you.’’
Caesar put his cup down and sighed, but smilingly. “I do assure you, Gaius Marius, it is true! I am not, alas, the oldest son of my generation of the Julian house, but we do have the wax images in our cupboards, we do trace ourselves back for over a thousand years. The other name of the mother of Romulus and Remus, she who is called Rhea Silvia, was—Julia! When she cohabited with Mars and conceived her twin sons, we gave mortal form to Romulus, and so to Rome.” His smile grew; a smile not of self-mockery, but of sheer pleasure in his illustrious forebears. “We were the kings of Alba Longa, the greatest of all Latin cities, for it was our ancestor Iulus who founded it, and when it was sacked by Rome, we were brought to Rome and elevated in Rome’s hierarchy to add weight to Rome’s claim to head the Latin race. And though Alba Longa was never rebuilt, to this day the Priest of the Alban Mount is a Julius.”
He couldn’t help himself; Marius sucked in a deep breath of awe. But said nothing, just listened.
“On a humbler level,” Caesar went on, “I carry no small measure of clout myself, even though I have never had the money to stand for any higher office. My name makes me famous among the electors. I am wooed by social climbers—and the centuries which vote in the consular elections are full of social climbers, as you know—and I am highly respected by the nobility. My personal dignitas is above reproach, as was my father’s before me,” Caesar ended very seriously.
New vistas were opening up before Gaius Marius, who could not take his eyes off Caesar’s handsome face. Oh yes, they were descended from Venus, all right! Every last one of them a beauty. Looks count—and throughout the history of the world, it has always been better to be blond. The children I sired of a Julia might be blond, yet have long, bumpy Roman noses too! They would look as right as they would look unusual. Which is the difference between the blond Julius Caesars from Alba Longa and the blond Pompeys from Picenum. The Julius Caesars look unmistakably Roman. Where the Pompeys look like Celts.
“You want to be consul,” Caesar continued, “so much is clear to everyone. Your activities in Further Spain when you were praetor produced clients. But unfortunately you yourself are rumored to be a client, and that makes your clients the clients of your own patron.”
The guest showed his teeth, which were large and white and strong looking. “It is a slander!” he said angrily. “I am nobody’s client!”
“I believe you, but that is not what is generally believed,” Caesar maintained, “and what is generally believed is far more important than what is actually the truth. Anyone with sense can discount the Herennius family’s claim to hold you as their client—the Herennius clan is infinitely less Latin than the Marius clan of Arpinum. But the Caecilius Metelluses also claim to hold you in their patronage as their client. And the Caecilius Metelluses are believed. Why? For one thing, because your mother Fulcinia’s family is Etruscan, and the Marius clan owns lands in Etruria. Etruria is the traditional fief of the Caecilius Metelluses.”
“No Marius—or Fulcinius, for that matter!—has ever been in clientship to a Caecilius Metellus!” snapped Marius, growing angrier still. “They’re far too wily to say I’m their client in any situation where they might be called upon to prove it!”
“That goes without saying,” said Caesar. “However, they dislike you in a most personal manner, which lends considerable weight to their claim. The fact is remarked upon constantly. Men say it’s too personal a dislike to stem merely from the way you tweaked their noses when you were a tribune of the plebs.”
“Oh, it’s personal!” said Marius, and laughed without humor.
“Tell me.”
“I once threw Dalmaticus’s little brother—the same who is undoubtedly going to be consul next year—into a pigsty at Numantia. Actually three of us did—and none of the three of us has got very far with the Romans who wield the real influence since, that’s certain.”
“Who were the other two?”
“Publius Rutilius Rufus and King Jugurtha of Numidia.”
“Ah! The mystery is solved.” Caesar put his fingertips together and pressed them against his pursed lips. “However, the accusation that you are a dishonorable client is not the worst slur attached to your name, Gaius Marius. There is another, more difficult to deal with.”
“Then before we go into that slur, Gaius Julius, how would you suggest I stop the client rumor?” asked Marius.
“By marrying one of my daughters. If you are accepted as a husband for one of my daughters, it will give the world to understand that I do not find any evidence of truth in the client story. And spread the tale of the Spanish pigsty! If possible, get Publius Rutilius Rufus to confirm it. Everyone will then have a more than adequate explanation for the personal quality of Caecilius Metellus dislike,” said Caesar, smiling. “It must have been funny—a Caecilius Metellus brought down to the level of—why, not even Roman pigs!”
“It was funny,” said Marius shortly, anxious to press on. “Now what’s this other slur?”
“You must surely know it for yourself, Gaius Marius.”
“I can’t think of a single thing, Gaius Julius.”
“It is said that you’re in trade.”
Marius gasped, stunned. “But—but how am I in trade differently from three quarters of the rest of the Senate? I own no stock in any company which entitles me to vote in or influence company affairs! I’m purely a sleeping partner, a provider of capital! Is that what’s said of me, that I take an active part in trade?”
“Certainly not. My dear Gaius Marius, no one elaborates! You are dismissed with a general sneer, the simple phrase ‘He’s in trade.’ The implications are legion, yet nothing concrete is ever said! So those without the wisdom to inquire further are led to believe that your family has been in trade for many generations, that you yourself run companies, farm taxes, get fat off the grain supply,” said Caesar.
“I see,” said Marius, tight-lipped.
“You had better see,” said Caesar gently.
“I do nothing in business that any Caecilius Metellus does not! In fact, I’m probably less actively involved in business.”
“I agree. But if I had been advising you all along, Gaius Marius,” said Caesar, “I would have tried to persuade you to avoid any business venture that didn’t involve owning land or property. Your mines are above reproach; they’re good, solid real estate. But for a New Man—well, company dealings aren’t at all wise. You should have stuck to only those ventures which are absolutely unimpeachable for a senator—land and property.”
“You mean, my company activities are yet another indication that I am not and never can be a Roman nobleman,’’ said Gaius Marius bitterly.
“Precisely!”
Marius squared his shoulders; to dwell upon the hurt of a manifest injustice was a waste of precious time and energy. Instead, he turned his thoughts to the alluring prospect of marrying a girl of the Julian house. “Do you really believe my marrying one of your daughters will improve my public image so much, Gaius Julius?”
“It can’t not.”
“A Julia... Why then shouldn’t I apply to marry a Sulpicia—or a Claudia—or an Aemilia—or a Cornelia? A girl from any of the old patrician houses would surely do as well—no, even better! I’d have the ancient name plus a great deal more current political clout,” said Marius.
Smiling, Caesar shook his head. “I refuse to be provoked, Gaius Marius, so don’t bother trying. Yes, you could marry a Cornelia or an Aemilia. But everyone would know you simply bought the girl. The advantage of marrying a Julia lies in the fact that the Julius Caesars have never sold their daughters to rich nobodies desirous of carving public careers for themselves and a noble heritage for their progeny. The very fact that you have been permitted to marry a Julia will inform the world that you are deserving of every political honor, and that the slurs upon your name are pure malice. The Julius Caesars have always been above selling their daughters. It is a universally known fact.” Caesar paused to think for a moment, then added, “Mind you, I shall strongly advise both my sons to make capital out of our quirkiness and marry their daughters to rich nobodies as fast as they can!”
Marius leaned back with a second full cup. “Gaius Julius, just why are you offering me this chance?” he asked.
Caesar frowned. “There are two reasons,” he said. “The first is perhaps not very sensible, but out of it came my decision to reverse our traditional family reluctance to make financial capital out of our children. You see, when I noticed you yesterday at the inauguration, I was visited with a premonition. Now I am not a man who is premonition-prone, you must understand. But I swear by all the gods, Gaius Marius, that suddenly I knew that I was looking at a man who would—given the chance!—carry Rome on his back out of terrible danger. And I knew too that if you were not given the chance, Rome would cease to be.” He shrugged, shivered. “Well, there’s a strong streak of superstition in every Roman, and in the really old families, it’s very highly developed. I believed what I felt. After the passage of a day, I still believe what I felt. And wouldn’t it be lovely, I thought to myself, if I, a humble backbencher senator, gave Rome the man Rome is going to need so desperately?”
“I feel it too,” said Marius abruptly. “I have ever since I went to Numantia.”
“So there you are! Two of us.”
“And your second reason, Gaius Julius?”
Caesar sighed. “I have reached an age where I must face the fact that I have not so far managed to provide for my children as a father should. Love they have had. Material comfort they have had, without the burden of too much material comfort. Education they have had. But this house, plus five hundred iugera of land in the Alban Hills, is all I own.” He sat up, crossed his legs, leaned forward again. “I have four children. That’s two too many, as you well know. Two sons, two daughters. What I own will not ensure the public careers of my sons, even as backbenchers like their father. If I divide what I have between my two boys, neither will qualify for the senatorial census. If I leave what I have to my elder boy, Sextus, he will survive after my fashion. But my younger boy, Gaius, will be so penurious he will not even qualify for the knights’ census. In effect, I will make a Lucius Cornelius Sulla out of him—do you know Lucius Cornelius Sulla?” asked Caesar.
“No,” said Marius.
“His stepmother is my next-door neighbor, a ghastly woman of low birth and no sense, but very rich. However, she has blood kin of her own who will inherit her money, a nephew, I believe. How do I know so much about her circumstances? The penalty of being a neighbor who also happens to be a senator. She badgered me to draw up her will for her, and never stopped talking. Her stepson, Lucius Cornelius Sulla, lives with her, according to her because he literally has nowhere else to go. Imagine it—a patrician Cornelius old enough to be in the Senate right now, but with absolutely no hope of ever entering the Senate. He is destitute! His branch of the family is long decayed, and his father had virtually nothing; to compound Lucius Cornelius’s woes, the father turned to wine, and whatever might have been left was drunk up years ago. It was the father married my next-door neighbor, who has kept the son under her roof since her husband died, but is not prepared to do anything else for him. You, Gaius Marius, have been infinitely luckier than Lucius Cornelius Sulla, for at least your family was affluent enough to give you the property and income of a senator when the opportunity came for you to enter the Senate. Your New Man status could not keep you out of the Senate when the opportunity came, where failure to meet the means test most certainly would have. Lucius Cornelius Sulla’s birth is impeccable on both sides. But his penuriousness has effectively excluded him from his rightful position in the scheme of things. And I find I care too much for the welfare of my younger son to reduce him or his children or his children’s children to the circumstances of a Lucius Cornelius Sulla,” said Caesar with some passion.
“Birth is an accident!” said Marius with equal passion. “Why should it have the power to dictate the course of a life?”
“Why should money?” Caesar countered. “Come now, Gaius Marius, admit that it is the way of all men in all lands to value birth and money. Roman society I find more flexible than most, as a matter of fact—compared to the Kingdom of the Parthians, for example, Rome is as ideal as Plato’s hypothetical Republic! In Rome, there have actually been cases where men managed to rise from nothing. Not, mind you, that I have ever personally admired any of them who have done so,” said Caesar reflectively. “The struggle seems to ruin them as men.”
“Then perhaps it’s better that Lucius Cornelius Sulla stay right where he is,” said Marius.
“Certainly not!” said Caesar firmly. “I admit that your being a New Man has inflicted an unkind and unjust fate upon you, Gaius Marius, but I am sufficiently a man of my class to deplore the fate of Lucius Cornelius Sulla!” He assumed an expression of businesslike decision. “However, what concerns me at the moment is the fate of my children. My daughters, Gaius Marius, are dowerless! I cannot even scrape together a pittance for them, because to do so would impoverish my sons. That means my daughters have absolutely no chance of marrying men of their own class. I apologize, Gaius Marius, if in saying that you deem I have insulted you. But I don’t mean men like yourself, I mean”— he waved his hands about—”let me say that again. I mean I will have to marry my daughters to men I don’t like, don’t admire, have nothing in common with. I wouldn’t marry them to men of their own class whom I didn’t like, either! A decent, honorable, likable man is my desire. But I won’t have the opportunity to discover him. The ones who will apply to me for my daughters’ hands will be presumptuous ingrates I’d rather show the toe of my boot than the palm of my hand. It’s similar to the fate of a rich widow; decent men will have none of her for fear of being deemed a fortune hunter, so that the only ones she is left to choose from are fortune hunters.”
Caesar slid off the couch and sat on its back edge with his feet dangling. “Would you mind, Gaius Marius, if we took a stroll in the garden? It’s cold out there, I know, but I can give you a warm wrap. It’s been a long evening, and not an easy one for me. I’m beginning to feel my bones seizing up.”
Without a word Marius levered himself off the couch, took Caesar’s shoes and slipped them onto Caesar’s feet, laced them with the swift efficiency of an organized mind. Then he did the same for himself, and stood up, his hand beneath Caesar’s elbow.
“That’s why I like you so much,” said Caesar. “No nonsense, no pretenses.”
It was a small peristyle, yet it had a certain charm few city garden-courtyards possessed. Despite the season, aromatic herbs still thrived and gave off delicious scents, and the plantings were mostly perennial evergreens. Small country habits died hard in the Julius Caesars, Marius noticed with a thrill of gratified warmth; along the edges of the eaves, where they would catch the sun yet not get wet, there hung hundreds of little bunches of fleabane drying, just as at his father’s house in Arpinum. By the end of January they would be tucked into every clothes chest and corner from one end of the domus to the other, to discourage fleas, silverfish, vermin of all kinds. Fleabane was cut at the winter solstice for drying; Marius hadn’t thought there was a household in Rome knew of it.
Because there had been a guest to dinner, the chandeliers which hung from the ceiling of the colonnade surrounding the peristyle all burned faintly, and the little bronze lamps which lit the paths of the garden glowed a delicate amber through the wafer-thin marble of their round sides. The rain had ceased, but fat drops of water coated every shrub and bush, and the air was vaporous, chill.
Neither man noticed. Heads together (they were both tall, so it was comfortable to lean their heads together), they paced down the walkways, and finally stood by the little pool and fountain at the middle of the garden, its quartet of stone dryads holding torches aloft. It being winter, the pool was empty and the fountain turned off.
This, thought Gaius Marius (whose pool and fountain were full of water all year round thanks to a system of heating), is real. None of my tritons and dolphins and gushing waterfalls move me as this little old relic does.
“Are you interested in marrying one of my daughters?” asked Caesar, not anxiously, yet conveying anxiety.
“Yes, Gaius Julius, I am,” said Marius with decision.
“Will it grieve you to divorce your wife?”
“Not in the least.” Marius cleared his throat. “What do you require of me, Gaius Julius, in return for the gift of a bride and your name?”
“A great deal, as a matter of fact,” said Caesar. “Since you will be admitted into the family in the guise of a second father rather than as a son-in-law—a privilege of age!—I will expect you to dower my other daughter and contribute to the welfare of both my sons. In the case of the unlucky daughter and my younger son, money and property are necessarily a large part of it. But you must be willing to throw your weight behind both my boys when they enter the Senate and begin their journey toward the consulship. I want both my boys to be consuls, you see. My son Sextus is one year older than the elder of the two boys my brother, Sextus, kept for himself, so my son Sextus will be the first of this generation’s Julius Caesars to be of age to seek the consulship. I want him consul in his proper year, twelve years after entering the Senate, forty-two after his birth. He will be the first Julian consul in four hundred years. I want that distinction! Otherwise, my brother Sextus’s son Lucius will become the first Julian consul, in the following year.”
Pausing to peer at Marius’s dimly lit face, Caesar put out a reassuring hand. “Oh, there was never bad feeling between my brother and me while he was alive, nor is there now between me and mine, and his two sons. But a man should be consul in his proper year. It looks best.”
“Your brother, Sextus, adopted his oldest boy out, didn’t he?” asked Marius, striving to recollect what a Roman of the Romans would have known without stopping to think.
“Yes, a very long time ago. His name was Sextus too, it’s the name we normally give to our eldest sons.”
“Of course! Quintus Lutatius Catulus! I would have remembered if he used Caesar as part of his name, but he doesn’t, does he? He’ll surely be the first Caesar to attain the consulship, he’s a lot older than any of the others.”
“No,” said Caesar, shaking his head emphatically. “He’s not a Caesar anymore, he’s a Lutatius Catulus.”
“I gather that old Catulus paid well for his adopted son,” said Marius. “There seems to be plenty of money in your late brother’s family, anyway.”
“Yes, he paid very dearly. As you will for your new wife, Gaius Marius.”
“Julia. I’ll take Julia,” said Marius.
“Not the little one?” asked Caesar, sounding surprised. “Well, I admit I’m glad, for no other reason than I consider no girl should be married before she turns eighteen, and Julilla is still a year and a half off that. I think you’ve chosen rightly, as a matter of fact. Yet—I’ve always thought Julilla the more attractive and interesting of the two.”
“You would, you’re her father,” said Marius, grinning. “No, Gaius Julius, your younger daughter doesn’t tempt me in the least. If she isn’t wild about the fellow she marries, I think she’ll lead him a merry dance. I’m too old for girlish caprices. Where Julia seems to me to have sense as good as her looks. I liked everything about her.”
“She’ll make an excellent consul’s wife.”
“Do you honestly think I’ll succeed in being consul?”
Caesar nodded. “Oh, certainly! But not straightaway. Marry Julia first, then let things—and people—settle down. Try to find yourself a decent war for a couple of years—it will help enormously if you’ve got a recent military success to your credit. Offer your services to someone as a senior legate. Then seek the consulship two or three years hence.”
“But I’ll be fifty years old,” said Marius dismally. “They don’t like electing men so far past the normal age.”
“You’re already too old, so what matter another two or three years? They’ll stand you in good stead if you use them well. And you don’t look your age, Gaius Marius, an important factor. If you were visibly running to seed, it would be quite different. Instead, you’re the picture of health and vigor—and you’re a big man in size, which always impresses the Centuriate electors. In fact, New Man or not, if you hadn’t incurred the enmity of the Caecilius Metelluses, you would have been a strong contender for the consulship three years ago, in your proper time for it. Were you an insignificant-looking little chap with a skinny right arm, even a Julia mightn’t help. As it is, you’ll be consul, never fear.”
“What exactly do you want me to do for your sons?”
“In terms of property?”
“Yes,” said Marius, forgetting his Chian finery and sitting down on a bench of white unpolished marble. Since he sat there for some time and the bench was very wet, when he rose he left a mottled, oddly natural-looking pinkish-purple stain all over it. The purple dye from his outfit percolated into the porous stone and fixed itself, so that the bench became—in the fullness of time, a generation or two down the years—one of the most admired and prized pieces of furniture another Gaius Julius Caesar was to bring into the Domus Publicus of the Pontifex Maximus. To the Gaius Julius Caesar who concluded a marriage bargain with Gaius Marius, however, the bench was an omen; a wonderful, wonderful omen. When the slave came to tell him of the miracle in the morning and he saw it for himself (the slave was awed rather than horrified—everyone knew the regal significance of the color purple), he heaved a sigh of perfect satisfaction. For the purple bench told him that in striking this marriage bargain, he was advancing his family to the purple of highest office. And it became fused in his mind with that strange premonition; yes, Gaius Marius had a place in Rome’s fate that Rome as yet did not dream of. Caesar removed the bench from the garden and put it in his atrium, but he never told a soul how exactly it had become overnight a richly mottled, delicately veined purple and pink. An omen!
“For my son Gaius, I need enough good land to ensure him a seat in the Senate,” Caesar said now to his seated guest. “It so happens that there are six hundred iugera of excellent land for sale right at this moment, adjoining my own five hundred in the Alban Hills.”
“The price?”
“Horrible, given its quality and proximity to Rome. It’s a seller’s market, unfortunately.” Caesar took a deep breath. “Four million sesterces—a million denarii,” he said heroically.
“Agreed,” said Marius, as if Caesar had said four thousand sesterces rather than four million. “However, I do think it prudent if we keep our dealings secret for the moment.”
“Oh, absolutely!” said Caesar fervently.
“Then I’ll bring you the money tomorrow myself, in cash,” said Marius, smiling. “And what else do you want?”
“I expect that before my elder son enters the Senate, you will have turned into a consular. You will have influence and power, both from this fact and from your marriage to my Julia. I expect you to use your influence and power to advance my sons as they stand for the various offices. In fact, if you do get a military legateship to tide you over the next two or three years, I expect you to take my sons with you to your war. They are not inexperienced, they’ve both been cadets and junior officers, but they need more military service to help their careers, and under you, they’ll be under the best.”
Privately Marius didn’t think either young man was the stuff of which great commanders were made, but he did think they would be more than adequate officers, so he made no comment other than to say, “I’d be glad to have them, Gaius Julius.”
Caesar ploughed on. “As regards their political careers, they have the grave disadvantage of being patricians. As you well know, that means they can’t run for office as tribunes of the plebs, and to make a splash as a tribune of the plebs is far and away the most telling method of establishing a political reputation. My sons will have to seek the curule aedileship—punitively expensive! So I expect you to make sure both Sextus and Gaius are elected curule aediles, with enough money in their purses to put on the kind of games and shows the people will remember affectionately when they go to the polls to elect praetors. And if it should prove necessary for my sons to buy votes at any stage, I expect you to provide the money.”
“Agreed,” said Gaius Marius, and held out his right hand with commendable alacrity, considering the magnitude of Caesar’s demands; he was committing himself to a union which would cost him at least ten million sesterces.
Gaius Julius Caesar took the hand, clasped it strongly, warmly. “Good!” he said, and laughed.
They turned to walk back into the house, where Caesar sent a sleepy servant to fetch the old sagum for its owner.
“When may I see Julia, talk to her?” asked Marius when his head emerged from the opening in the center of the sagum’s wagon-wheel-sized circle.
“Tomorrow afternoon,” said Caesar, opening the front door himself. “Good night, Gaius Marius.”
“Good night, Gaius Julius,” said Marius, and stepped out into the piercing cold of a rising north wind.
He walked home without feeling it, warmer than he had been in a very long time. Was it possible that his unwelcome guest, the feeling, had been right to continue to dwell inside him? To be consul! To set his family’s feet firmly on the hallowed ground of the Roman nobility! If he could do that, then it definitely behooved him to sire a son. Another Gaius Marius.
The Julias shared a small sitting room, in which they met the next morning to break their fast. Julilla was unusually restless, hopping from one foot to the other, unable to settle.
“What is the matter?” her sister asked, exasperated.
“Can’t you tell? There’s something in the wind, and I want to meet Clodilla in the flower market this morning—I promised her I would! But I think we’re all going to have to stay home for another boring old family conference,” said Julilla gloomily.
“You know,” said Julia, “you really are unappreciative! How many other girls do you know who actually have the privilege of saying what they think at a family conference?’ ‘
“Oh, rubbish, they’re boring, we never talk about anything interesting — just servants and unaffordables and tutors — I want to leave school, I’m fed up with Homer and boring old Thucydides! What use are they to a girl?”
“They mark her out as well educated and cultured,” said Julia repressively. “Don’t you want a good husband?”
Julilla giggled. “My notion of a good husband does not include Homer and Thucydides,” she said. “Oh, I want to go out this morning!” And she jigged up and down.
“Knowing you, if you want to go out, you’ll manage to go out,” said Julia. “Now will you sit down and eat?”
A shadow darkened the door; both girls looked up, jaws dropping. Their father! Here!
“Julia, I want to talk to you,” he said, coming in, and for once ignoring Julilla, his favorite.
“Oh, tata! Not even a good-morning kiss?” asked his favorite, pouting.
He glanced at her absently, pecked her on the cheek, and then recollected himself enough to give her a smile. “If you can find something to do, my butterfly, how about doing it?”
Her face was transformed into joy. “Thank you, tata, thank you! May I go to the flower market? And the Porticus Margaritaria?”
“How many pearls are you going to buy today?” her tata asked, smiling.
“Thousands!” she cried, and skipped out.
As she passed him, Caesar slipped a silver denarius into her left hand. “Not the price of the littlest pearl, I know, but it might buy you a scarf,” he said.
“Tata! Oh, thank you, thank you!” cried Julilla, her arms sliding about his neck, her lips smacking his cheek. Then she was gone. ‘
Caesar looked very kindly at his older daughter. “Sit down, Julia,” he said.
She sat expectantly, but he said nothing more until Marcia came in and ranged herself on the couch alongside her daughter.
“What is it, Gaius Julius?” asked Marcia, curious but not apprehensive.
He didn’t sit, stood shifting his weight from one foot to the other, then turned the full beauty of his blue eyes upon Julia. “My dear, did you like Gaius Marius?” he asked.
“Why yes, tata, I did.”
“For what reasons?”
She considered the question carefully. “His plain but honest speaking, I think. And his lack of affectation. He confirmed what I have always suspected.”
“Oh?”
“Yes. About the gossip one is always hearing—that he has no Greek, that he’s a shocking oaf from the country, that his military reputation was got at the expense of others and the whim of Scipio Aemilianus. It always seemed to me that people talked too much—you know, too spitefully and constantly—for any of it to have been true. After meeting him, I’m sure I’m right. He’s not an oaf, and I don’t even think he acts like a rustic. He’s very intelligent! And very well read. Oh, his Greek isn’t very beautiful on the ear, but it’s only his accent at fault. His construction and vocabulary are excellent. Just like his Latin. I thought his eyebrows were terrifically distinguished, didn’t you? His taste in clothing is a bit ostentatious, but I expect that’s his wife’s fault.” At which point Julia ran down, looking suddenly flustered.
“Julia! You really liked him!” said Caesar, a curious note of awe in his voice.
“Yes, tata, of course I did,” she said, puzzled.
“I’m very glad to hear it, because you’re going to marry him,” blurted Caesar, his famous tact and diplomacy deserting him in this unfamiliar situation.
Julia blinked. “Am I?”
Marcia stiffened. “Is she?”
“Yes,” said tata, and found it necessary to sit down.
“And just when did you arrive at this decision?” asked Marcia, with a dangerous note of umbrage in her voice. “Where has he seen Julia, to have asked for her?”
“He didn’t ask for Julia,” said Caesar, on the defensive. “I offered him Julia. Or Julilla. That’s why I invited him to eat dinner with us.”
Marcia was now staring at him with an expression on her face that clearly questioned his sanity. “You offered a New Man closer to your own age than our daughter’s his choice of either of our daughters as his wife?” she asked, angry now.
“Yes, I did.”
“Why?”
“Obviously you know who he is.”
“Of course I know who he is!”
“So you must know he’s one of the richest men in Rome?”
“Yes!”
“Look, girls,” said Caesar seriously, lumping wife in with daughter, “you both know what we’re facing. Four children, and not enough property or money to do the right thing by any of them. Two boys with the birth and the brains to go all the way to the top, and two girls with the birth and the beauty to marry only the best. But—no money! No money for the cursus honorum, and no money for dowries.”
“Yes,” said Marcia flatly. Because her father had died before she-attained marriageable age, his children by his first wife had combined with the executors of his estate to make sure there was nothing worthwhile left for her. Gaius Julius Caesar had married her for love, and since she had only a tiny dowry, her family had been glad to assent to the union. Yes, they had married for love—and it had rewarded them with happiness, tranquillity, three extremely well adjusted children, and one gorgeous butterfly. But it had never ceased to humiliate Marcia that in marrying her, Caesar did no good financially.
“Gaius Marius needs a patrician wife of a family whose integrity and dignitas are as impeccable as its rank,” Caesar explained. “He ought to have been elected consul three years ago, but the Caecilius Metelluses made sure he wasn’t, and as a New Man with a Campanian wife, he doesn’t have the family connections to defy them. Our Julia will force Rome to take Gaius Marius seriously. Our Julia will endow him with rank, enhance his dignitas—his public worth and standing will rise a thousandfold. In return, Gaius Marius has undertaken to ease our financial difficulties.”
“Oh, Gaius!” said Marcia, eyes filling with tears.
“Oh, Father!” said Julia, eyes softening.
Now that he could see his wife’s anger dissipating and his daughter beginning to glow, Caesar relaxed. “I noticed him at the inauguration of the new consuls the day before yesterday. The odd thing is that I’ve never really paid him any attention before, even when he was praetor, nor when he ran unsuccessfully for consul. But on New Year’s Day, I—perhaps it would not be an exaggeration to say that the scales fell from before my eyes. I knew he was a great man! I knew Rome is going to need him. Just when I got the idea to help myself by helping him, I don’t quite know. But by the time we entered the temple and stood together, it was there in my mind, fully formed. So I took the chance, and invited him to dine.”
“And you really did proposition him, not the other way around?” asked Marcia.
“I did.”
“Our troubles are over?”
“Yes,” said Caesar. “Gaius Marius may not be a Roman of Rome, but in my opinion he’s a man of honor. I believe he’ll hew to his side of our bargain.”
“What was his side of the bargain?” asked the practical mother, mentally reaching for her abacus.
“Today he will give me four million sesterces in cash to buy that land next door to ours at Bovillae. Which means that young Gaius will have enough property to ensure him a seat in the Senate without my needing to touch Sextus’s inheritance. He will assist both of our boys to become curule aediles. He will assist both of our boys to do whatever they have to do in order to be elected consuls when their times come. And though we didn’t discuss the details, he will dower Julilla handsomely.”
“And what will he do for Julia?” asked Marcia crisply.
Caesar looked blank. “Do for Julia?” he echoed. “What more can he do for Julia than to marry her? There’s no dowry going with her, after all, and it’s certainly costing him a large fortune to make her his wife.”
“Normally a girl has her dowry to make sure she retains a measure of financial independence after her marriage, especially in the event that she is divorced. Though some women are fools enough to hand their dowries over to their husbands, by no means all women do, and it has to be found when the marriage is over even if the husband has had the use of it. I insist that Gaius Marius dower Julia to a degree that will make sure she has enough to live on if at any time he divorces her,” said Marcia, in a tone which brooked no argument.
“Marcia, I can’t ask the man for more!” said Caesar.
“I’m afraid you must. In fact, I’m astonished you didn’t think of it for yourself, Gaius Julius.” Marcia heaved a sigh of exasperation. “I never can understand why the world labors under the fallacious belief that men have better business heads than women! They don’t, you know. And you, my dear husband, are woollier in business matters than most men! Julia is the whole cause of our change in fortune, so we owe it to her to guarantee her future too.”
“I admit you’re right, my dear,” said Caesar hollowly, “but I really can’t ask the man for more!”
Julia looked from mother to father and back to mother; this was not the first time she had seen them differ, of course, especially over money matters, but it was the first time she had been the central issue, and it distressed her. So she put herself verbally between them by saying, “It’s all right, truly it is! I’ll ask Gaius Marius about a dowry myself, I’m not afraid to. He’ll understand.”
“Julia! You want to marry him!” gasped Marcia.
“Of course I do, Mama. I think he’s wonderful!”
“My girl, he’s just about thirty years older than you are! You’ll be a widow before you know it.”
“Young men are boring, they remind me of my brothers. I would much rather marry someone like Gaius Marius,” said the scholarly daughter. “I’ll be good to him, I promise. He will love me, and never regret the expense.”
“Whoever would have thought it?” asked Caesar, of no one in particular.
“Don’t be so surprised, tata. I’ll be eighteen soon, I knew you would be arranging a marriage for me this year, and I must confess I’ve been dreading the prospect. Not marriage itself, exactly—just who my husband would be. Last night when I met Gaius Marius, I-—I thought to myself immediately, wouldn’t it be lovely if you found me someone like him?” Julia blushed. “He isn’t a bit like you, tata, and yet he is like you—I found him fair, and kind, and honest.”
Gaius Julius Caesar looked at his wife. “Isn’t it a rare pleasure to discover that one genuinely likes one’s child? To love one’s child is natural. But liking? Liking has to be earned,” he said.
*
Two encounters with women in the same day unnerved Gaius Marius more than the prospect of fighting an enemy army ten times bigger than his own. One encounter was his first meeting with his intended bride and her mother; the other was his last meeting with his present wife.
Prudence and caution dictated that he interview Julia before he saw Grania, to make sure there were no unforeseen hitches. So at the eighth hour of the day—midafternoon, that is—he arrived at the house of Gaius Julius Caesar, clad this time in his purple-bordered toga, unaccompanied and unburdened by the massive weight of a million silver denarii; the sum amounted to 10,000 pounds in weight, and that was 160 talents, or 160 men carrying a full load. Luckily “cash” was a relative term; Gaius Marius brought a bank draft.
In Gaius Julius Caesar’s study he passed his host a small, rolled-up piece of Pergamum parchment.
“I’ve done everything as discreetly as possible,” he said as Caesar unfurled the parchment and scanned the few lines written on it. “As you see, I’ve arranged for the deposit of two hundred talents of silver in your name with your bankers. There’s no way the deposit can be traced to me without someone’s wasting a good deal more of his time than any firm of bankers would allow for no better reason than to gratify curiosity.”
“Which is just as well. It would look as if I’ve accepted a bribe! If I weren’t such senatorial small fry, someone in my bank would be sure to alert the urban praetor,” said Caesar, letting the parchment curl itself up and placing it to one side.
“I doubt anyone has ever bribed with so much, even to a consul with huge clout,” said Marius, smiling.
Caesar held out his right hand. “I hadn’t thought of it in talents,” he said. “Ye gods, I asked you for the earth! Are you sure it hasn’t left you short?”
“Not at all.” Marius found himself unable to loosen his fingers from Caesar’s convulsive grip. “If the land you want goes for the price you quoted me, then I’ve given you forty talents too much. They represent your younger daughter’s dowry.”
“I don’t know how to thank you, Gaius Marius.” Caesar let go Marius’s hand at last, looking more and more uncomfortable. “I’ve kept telling myself I’m not selling my daughter, but at this moment it seems suspiciously like it to me! Truly, Gaius Marius, I wouldn’t sell my daughter! I do believe her future with you and the status of her children of your begetting will be illustrious. I believe you’ll look after her properly, and treasure her as I want my daughter treasured.” His voice was gruff; not for another sum as large could he have done as Marcia wished, and demand yet more as a dowry for Julia. So he got up from behind his desk a little shakily, picking up the piece of parchment more casually than his heart or mind could ever hold it. Then he tucked it into the sinus of his toga, where the toga’s folds looped beneath his free right arm and formed a capacious pocket. “I won’t rest until this is lodged with my bank.” He hesitated, then said, “Julia doesn’t turn eighteen until the beginning of May, but I don’t wish to delay your marriage until halfway through June, so—if you’re agreeable—we can set the ceremony for some time in April.”
“That will be acceptable,” said Marius.
“I had already decided to do that,” Caesar went on, more for the sake of talking, filling in the awkward gap his discomfort had created. “It’s a nuisance when a girl is born right at the beginning of the only time of year when it’s considered bad luck to marry. Though why high spring and early summer should be thought bad luck, I don’t know.” He shook himself out of his mood. “Wait here, Gaius Marius. I’ll send Julia to you.”
Now it was Gaius Marius’s turn to be on edge, apprehensive; he waited in the small but tidy room with a terrifying anxiety. Oh, pray the girl was not too unwilling! Nothing in Caesar’s demeanor had suggested she was unwilling, but he knew very well that there were things no one would ever tell him, and he found himself yearning for a truly willing Julia. Yet—how could she welcome a union so inappropriate to her blood, her beauty, her youth? How many tears had she shed when the news was broken to her? Did she already hanker after some handsome young aristocrat rendered ineligible by common sense and necessity? An elderly Italian hayseed with no Greek—what a husband for a Julia!
The door opening onto the colonnade at the house end of the peristyle-garden moved inward, and the sun entered Caesar’s study like a fanfare of trumpets, blinding and brassy, golden-low. Julia stood in its midst, her right hand out, smiling.
“Gaius Marius,” she said with pleasure, the smile clearly starting in her eyes.
“Julia,” he said, moving close enough to take the hand, but holding it as if he didn’t know what to do with it, or what to do next. He cleared his full throat. “Your father has told you?”
“Oh, yes.” Her smile didn’t fade; if anything, it grew, and there was nothing immature or girlishly bashful in her demeanor. On the contrary, she appeared in complete control of herself and the situation, regally poised, a princess in her power, yet subtly submissive.
“You don’t mind?” he asked abruptly.
“I’m delighted,” she said, her beautiful grey eyes wide and warm, the smile still in them; as if to reassure him, she curled her fingers around the edge of his palm, and gently squeezed it. “Gaius Marius, Gaius Marius, don’t look so worried! I really, truly, honestly am delighted!”
He lifted his left hand, encumbered in folds of toga, and took hers between both of his, looking down at its perfect oval nails, its creamy tapered fingers. “I’m an old man!” he said.
“Then I must like old men, because I do like you.”
“You like me?”
She blinked. “Of course! I would not otherwise have agreed to marry you. My father is the gentlest of men, not a tyrant. Much and all as he might have hoped I would be willing to marry you, he would never, never have forced me to it.”
“But are you sure you haven’t forced yourself?” he asked.
“It wasn’t necessary,” she said patiently.
“Surely there’s some young man you like better!”
“Not at all. Young men are too like my brothers.”
“But—but—” He cast round wildly for some objection, and finally said, “My eyebrows!”
“I think they’re wonderful,” she said.
He felt himself blush, helpless to control it, and was thus thrown even further off balance; then he realized that, collected and self-possessed though she was, she was nevertheless a complete innocent, and understood nothing of what he was enduring. “Your father says we may marry in April, before your birthday. Is that all right?” he asked.
She frowned. “Well, I suppose so, if that’s what he says. But I’d rather put it forward to March, if you and he agree. I’d like to be married on the festival of Anna Perenna.”
An appropriate day—yet an unlucky one too. The feast of Anna Perenna, held on the first full moon after the beginning of March, was all tied up with the moon, and the old New Year. In itself the feast day was lucky, but the day following if was not.
“Don’t you fear starting your first proper day of marriage with poor omens?” he asked.
“No,” said Julia. “There are none but good omens in marrying you.”
She put her left hand beneath his right so that they were handfast, and looked up at him gravely.
“My mother has only given me a very short time to be alone with you,” she said, “and there is one matter we must clarify between us before she comes in. My dowry.” Now her smile did fade, replaced by a look of serious aloofness. “I do not anticipate an unhappy relationship with you, Gaius Marius, for I see nothing in you to make me doubt your temper or your integrity, and you will find mine all they should be. If we can respect each other, we will be happy. However, my mother is adamant about a dowry, and my father is most distressed at her attitude. She says must be dowered in case you should ever decide to divorce me. But my father is already overwhelmed by your generosity, and loath to ask you for more. So I said I would ask, and I must ask before mama comes in. Because she’s bound to say something.”
There was no cupidity in her gaze, only concern. “Would it perhaps be possible to lay a sum aside on the understanding that if, as I expect, we find no need to divorce, it will be yours as well as mine? Yet if we do divorce, it would be mine.”
What a little lawyer she was! A true Roman. All so very carefully phrased, gracefully inoffensive, yet crystal-clear.
“I think it’s possible,” he said gravely.
“You must be sure I can’t spend it while I’m married to you,” she said. “That way, you’ll know I’m honorable.”
“If that’s what you want, that’s what I’ll do,” he said. “But it isn’t necessary to tie it up. I’m quite happy to give you a sum now in your own name, to do with as you please.’’
A laugh escaped her. “Just as well you chose me and not Julilla! No, thank you, Gaius Marius. I prefer the honorable way,” she said gently, and lifted her face. “Now will you kiss me before my mother comes?”
Her demand for a dowry hadn’t discomposed him one bit, where this demand certainly did. Suddenly he understood how vitally important it was that he do nothing to disappoint her—or, worse still, give her a distaste for him. Yet what did he know about kisses, about lovemaking? His self-esteem had never required reassurances from his infrequent mistresses as to his competence as a lover, because it had never really mattered to him what they thought of his lovemaking or his kisses; nor did he have the faintest idea what young girls expected from their first lovers. Ought he to grab her and kiss her passionately, ought he to make this initial contact chastely light? Lust or respect, since love was at best a hope for the future? Julia was an unknown quantity, he had no clue as to what she expected—or what she wanted. All he did know was that pleasing her mattered greatly to him.
In the end he stepped closer to her without releasing her hands, and leaned his head down, not a very long way, for she was unusually tall. Her lips were closed and cool, soft and silky; natural instinct solved his dilemma for him when he shut his eyes and simply put himself on the receiving end of whatever she cared to offer. It was a totally new experience for her, one she desired without knowing what it would bring her, for Caesar and Marcia had kept their girls sheltered, refined, ignorant, yet not unduly inhibited. This girl, the scholarly one, had not developed along the lines of her young sister, but she was not incapable of strong feeling. The difference between Julia and Julilla was one of quality, not capacity.
So when her hands struggled to be free, he let go of them at once, and would have moved away from her had she not immediately lifted her arms and put them round his neck. The kiss warmed. Julia opened her lips slightly, and Marius employed his empty hands in holding her. Vast and many-folded, the toga prevented too intimate a contact, which suited them both; and the moment came quite naturally when this exquisite form of exploration found a spontaneous ending.
Marcia, entering noiselessly, could fault neither of them, for though they were embraced, his mouth was against her cheek, and she seemed, eyelids lowered, as satisfied yet unassailed as a cat discreetly stroked in just the right way.
Neither of them confused, they broke apart and turned to face the mother—who looked, thought Marius, distinctly grim. In her, not as ancient an aristocrat as the Julius Caesars, Marius sensed a certain grievance, and understood that Marcia would have preferred Julia to marry someone of her own class, even if it had meant no money came into the family. However, his happiness at that moment was complete; he could afford to overlook the umbrage of his future mother-in-law, some two years younger than he was himself. For in truth she was right: Julia belonged to someone younger and better than an elderly Italian hayseed with no Greek. Which was not to say that he intended for one moment to change his mind about taking her! Rather, it was up to him to demonstrate to Marcia that Julia was going to the best man of all.
“I asked about a dowry, Mama,” said Julia at once,’ “and it’s all arranged.”
Marcia did have the grace to look uncomfortable. “That was my doing,” she said, “not my daughter’s—or my husband’s.”
“I understand,” he said pleasantly.
“You have been most generous. We thank you, Gaius Marius.”
“I disagree, Marcia. It’s you who’ve been most generous. Julia is a pearl beyond price,” said Marius.
*
A statement which stuck in his mind, so that when he left the house shortly after and found the tenth hour of daylight still in the lap of the future, he turned at the foot of the Vestal Steps to the right rather than to the left, and skirted the beautiful little round temple of Vesta to walk up the narrow defile between the Regia and the Domus Publicus. Which brought him out onto the Via Sacra at the foot of the little incline called the Clivus Sacer.
He strode up the Clivus Sacer briskly, anxious to reach the Porticus Margaritaria before the traders all went home. This big, airy shopping arcade built around a central quadrangle contained Rome’s best jewelers. It had got its name from the pearl sellers who had established quarters in it when it had been newly erected; at that time the defeat of Hannibal had seen all the stringent sumptuary laws forbidding women to wear jewelry repealed, and in consequence the women of Rome spent wildly on every kind of gewgaw.
Marius wanted to buy Julia a pearl, and knew exactly where to go, as did all who lived in Rome: the firm of Fabricius Margarita. The first Marcus Fabricius had been the first of all the pearl vendors, and set up his shop when what pearls there were came from freshwater mussels, bluff and rock and mud oysters, and the sea pen, and were small and mostly dark in color. But Marcus Fabricius made such a specialty of pearls that he followed like a sniffer-hound down the tracks of legends, journeyed to Egypt and Arabia Nabataea in search of ocean pearls—and found them. In the beginning they had been still disappointingly small and irregular in shape, but they did have the true cream-white pearl color, and came from the waters of the Sinus Arabicus, far down near Aethiopia. Then as his name became known, he discovered a source of pearls from the seas around India and the pear-shaped island of Taprobane just below India.
At which point he gave himself the last name of Margarita and established a monopoly of ocean pearl trade. Now, in the time of the consulship of Marcus Minucius Rufus and Spurius Postumius Albinus, his grandson—another Marcus Fabricius Margarita—was so well stocked that a rich man might be fairly sure if he went to Fabricius Margarita that he would find a suitable pearl in the shop right there and then.
Fabricius Margarita did indeed have a suitable pearl on hand, but Marius walked home without it, electing to have its perfect marble-sized roundness and moonlit color set upon a heavy gold necklace surrounded by smaller pearls, a process which would consume some days. The novelty of actually wanting to gift a woman with precious things possessed his thoughts, jostling there amid memories of her kiss, her willingness to be his bride. A great philanderer he was not, but he knew enough about women to recognize that Julia did not present the picture of a girl allying herself where she could not give her heart; and the very idea of owning a heart as pure, as young, as blue-blooded as Julia’s filled him with the kind of gratitude that cried out to shower her with precious things. Her willingness he saw as a vindication, an omen for the future; she was his pearl beyond price, so to her must come pearls, the tears of a distant tropical moon that fell into the deepest ocean and, in sinking to its bottom, froze solid. And he would find her an Indian adamas stone harder than any other substance known and as big as a hazelnut, and a wonderful green smaragdus stone with blue flickers in its heart, all the way from northern Scythia... and a carbunculus stone, as bright and glistening as a blister full of new blood …
*
Grania was in, of course. When was she ever out? Waiting every day from the ninth hour onward to see if her husband would come home for dinner, postponing the meal a few minutes only at a time, she drove her appallingly expensive cook mad, and all too often ended in sniffling her way through a solitary repast designed to revive the vanished appetite of a glutton emerging from a fasting cure.
The culinary masterpiece produced by the artiste in the kitchen was always, always wasted, whether Marius dined out or at home; for Grania had outlaid a fortune for a cook qualified to cast the most discriminating Epicure into ecstasies. When Marius did stay home to dinner he was faced with fare like dormice stuffed with foie gras, the tiniest fig-pecker birds daintied beyond imagination, exotic vegetables and pungent arrays of sauces too rich for his tongue and his belly, if not his purse. Like most Military Men, he was happiest with a hunk of bread and a bowl of pease-pottage cooked with bacon, and didn’t care if he missed a meal or two anyway. Food was fuel for the body to him, not fuel for pleasure. That after so many years of marriage Grania had still not worked this out for herself was symptomatic of the vast distance between them.
What Marius was about to do to Grania did not sit well with him, scant though his affection for her was. Their relationship had always been tinged with guilt on his side, for he was well aware that she had come to their marriage looking forward to a life of connubial bliss, cozy with children and shared dinners, a life centered on Arpinum, but with lots of trips to Puteoli, and perhaps a two-week holiday in Rome during the ludi Romani every September.
But from first sight of her to first night of her, she had left him so utterly unmoved that he couldn’t even begin to counterfeit liking and desire. It wasn’t that she was ugly, she wasn’t; her round face was pleasant enough, it had even been described to him as beautiful, with its large well-opened eyes and small full mouth. It wasn’t that she was a termagant, she wasn’t; in fact, her behavior was tailored to please him in every way she knew. The trouble was, she couldn’t please him, not if she filled his cup with Spanish fly and took one of the fashionable courses in lascivious dancing.
Most of his guilt stemmed from his knowledge that she did not have the faintest idea why she couldn’t please him, even after many painful quizzes on the subject; he was never able to give her satisfactory answers, because he honestly didn’t know why himself, and that was the real trouble.
For the first fifteen years she had made a praiseworthy attempt to keep her figure, which was not at all bad—full of breast, small of waist, swell of hip—and brushed her dark hair dry in the sun after washing it, to give it plenty of lustrous red highlights; and outlined her soft brown eyes with a black line of stibium; and made sure she never stank of sweat or menses.
If there was a change in him on this evening in early January when the door servant admitted him to his house, it was that he had finally found a woman who did please him, with whom he looked forward to marriage, a shared life. Perhaps in contrasting the two, Grania and Julia, he could find the elusive answer at last? And immediately he saw it. Grania was pedestrian, untutored, wholesome, domestic, the ideal wife for a Latin squire. Julia was aristocratic, scholarly, stately, political, the ideal wife for a Roman consul. In affiancing him to Grania, his family had naturally assumed he would lead the life of a Latin squire, this being the heritage of his blood, and chosen his wife accordingly. But Gaius Marius was an eagle, he flew the Arpinate coop. Adventurous and ambitious, formidably intelligent, a no-nonsense soldier who yet had vast imagination, he had come far and intended to go farther still, especially now he was promised a Julia of the Julius Caesars. She was the kind of wife he wanted! The kind of wife he needed.
“Grania!” he called, dropping the huge bulk of his toga on the magnificent mosaic floor of the atrium and stepping out of it before the servant scurrying to retrieve it could get there and save its whiteness from contact with the soles of Gaius Marius’s muddy boots.
“Yes, dear?” She came running from her sitting room with pins and brooches and crumbs littering her wake, far too plump these days, for she had long learned to console her bitter loneliness with too many sweetmeats and syruped figs.
“In the tablinum, please,” he flung over his shoulder as he strode toward the room.
Pattering quickly, she entered on his heels.
“Shut the door,” he said, moving to where his favorite chair stood behind his big desk, seating himself in it, and thus compelling her to sit like a client on the opposite side of a great expanse of polished malachite edged with tooled gold.
“Yes, dear?” she asked, not fearfully, for he was never intentionally rude to her, nor did he ever ill-treat her in any way other than through the medium of neglect.
He frowned, turning an ivory abacus over between his hands; hands she had always loved, for they were as graceful as they were strong, square of palm but long of finger, and he used them like an expert, firmly decisive. Head on one side, she stared at him, the stranger to whom she had been married for twenty-five years. A fine-looking man, was her verdict now, no different from a thousand other verdicts. Did she love him still? How could she know? After twenty-five years, what she had come to feel was a complicated fabric with absolutely no pattern to it, so airy in some places the light of her mind shone through it, yet so dense in others that it hung like a curtain between her thoughts and her vague idea of who and what Grania the person was. Rage, pain, bewilderment, resentment, grief, self-pity—oh, so many, many emotions! Some felt so long ago they were almost forgotten, others fresh and new because she was now forty-five years old, her menses were dwindling, her poor unfruitful womb shrinking. If one emotion had come to dominate, it was ordinary, depressing, uninspiring disappointment; these days she even offered to Vediovis, the patron god of disappointments.
Marius’s lips opened to speak; by nature they were full and sensuous, but he had already disciplined them to the contours of strength before she had met him. Grania leaned a little forward to hang upon what he would say, every fiber of her being strung to twanging point with the effort of concentrating.
“I am divorcing you,” he said, and handed her the scrap of parchment upon which early this morning he had written the bill of divorcement.
What he said hardly penetrated; she spread the thick and slightly smelly rectangle of supple skin out on the surface of his desk and studied it presbyopically until its words kindled a response. Then she looked from parchment to husband.
“I have done nothing to deserve this,” she said dully.
“I disagree,” he said.
“What? What have I done?”
“You have not been a suitable wife.”
“And it has taken you all of twenty-five years to come to this conclusion?”
“No. I knew it from the beginning.”
“Why didn’t you divorce me then?”
“It didn’t seem important at the time.”
Oh, one hurt after another, one insult after another! The parchment vibrated in her grasp, she flung it away and clenched her hands into hard little fists.
“Yes, that’s about the sum of it!” she said, finally alive enough to be angry. “I never have been important to you. Not even important enough to divorce. So why are you doing it now?”
“I want to marry again,” he said.
Incredulity drove out rage; her eyes widened. “You?”
“Yes. I’ve been offered a marriage alliance with a girl of a very old patrician house.”
“Oh, come, Marius! The great despiser, turned snob?”
“No, I don’t believe so,” he said dispassionately, concealing his discomfort as successfully as his guilt. “Simply, this marriage means I will be consul after all.”
The fire of indignation in her died, snuffed out by the cold wind of logic. How could one argue against that? How could one blame? How could one fight anything so inevitable? Though never once had he discussed his political rejection with her, nor complained of how lightly they held him, she knew it just the same. And had wept for him, burned for him, wished there were some way she could rectify the sin of their omission, those Roman noblemen who controlled Roman politics. Yet what could she do, a Grania from Puteoli? Wealthy, respectable, unimpeachable as wives went. But utterly lacking in clout, owning no relatives capable of rectifying the injustices doled out to him; if he was a Latin squire, she was a Campanian merchant’s daughter, lowest of the low in a Roman nobleman’s eyes. Until recently, her family hadn’t held the citizenship.
“I see,” she said tonelessly.
And he was merciful enough to leave it at that, not to hint to her of his excitement, the glowing little kernel of love busy germinating in his dormant heart. Let her think it was purely a match of political expediency.
“I am sorry, Grania,” he said gently.
“So am I, so am I,” she said, starting to shake again, but this time with the chill prospect of grass widowhood, an even greater and more intolerable loneliness than the kind she was used to. Life without Gaius Marius? Unthinkable.
“If it’s any consolation, the alliance was offered to me, I didn’t actively seek it.”
“Who is she?”
“The elder daughter of Gaius Julius Caesar.”
“A Julia! That is looking high! You’ll certainly be consul, Gaius Marius.”
“Yes, I think so too.” He fiddled with his favorite reed pen, the little porphyry bottle of blotting sand with its perforated gold cap, the inkwell made from a chunk of polished amethyst. “You have your dowry, of course, and it’s more than adequate to meet your requirements. I invested it in more profitable enterprises than your father had, and since you’ve never touched it, it’s now very large indeed.” He cleared his throat. “I presume you’ll want to live closer to your own family, but I wonder if—at your age—it’s not advisable to have your own house, especially with your father dead, and your brother the paterfamilias.”
“You never slept with me often enough to give me a child,” she said, aching to her core in the midst of this icy solitude. “Oh, I wish I had a child!”
“Well, I’m damned glad you don’t! Our son would be my heir, and the marriage to Julia couldn’t have its significance.” He realized that didn’t sound the proper note, and added, “Be sensible, Grania! Our children would be grown up by now, and living lives of their own. No comfort to you at all.”
“There’d at least be grandchildren,” she said, the tears starting to gather. “I wouldn’t be so terribly alone!”
“I have been telling you for years, get yourself a little lapdog!” It wasn’t said unkindly, it was merely sound advice; he thought of better advice still, and added, “What you ought to do is marry again, actually.”
“Never!” she cried.
He shrugged. “Have it your own way. Getting back to whereabouts you should live, I’m willing to buy a villa on the sea at Cumae and install you in it. Cumae’s a comfortable distance by litter from Puteoli—close enough to visit your family for a day or two, far enough away to assure you peace.”
Hope had gone. “Thank you, Gaius Marius.”
“Oh, don’t thank me!” He got up and came round the desk to help her to her feet with an impersonal hand under her elbow. “You had better tell my steward what’s happening, and think about which slaves you want to take with you. I’ll have one of my agents find a suitable villa at Cumae tomorrow. I’ll keep it in my name, of course, but I’ll deed you a life tenancy—or until you marry. All right, all right! I know you said you wouldn’t, but enterprising suitors will smother you like flies a honey-pot. You’re wealthy.” They had reached the door of her sitting room, and there he stopped, taking his hand away. “I’d appreciate it if you’d be out of here the day after tomorrow. In the morning, preferably. I imagine Julia will want to make changes to the house before she moves in, and we’re to marry in eight weeks, which doesn’t give me long to make whatever changes she wants. So—the morning of the day after tomorrow. I can’t bring her here to inspect the place until you’ve gone, it wouldn’t be proper.”
She started to ask him—something, anything—but he was already walking away.
“Don’t wait dinner for me,” he called as he crossed the vast expanse of the atrium. “I’m going to see Publius Rutilius, and I doubt I’ll be back before you’re in bed.”
Well, that was that. It wouldn’t break her heart to lose her occupancy of this huge barn of a house; she had always hated it, and hated the urban chaos of Rome. Why he had chosen to live on the damp and gloomy northern slope of the Arx of the Capitol had always puzzled her, though she knew the site’s extreme exclusivity had operated powerfully upon him. But there were so few houses in the vicinity that visiting friends meant long walks up many steps, and it was a residential political backwater; the neighbors, such as they were, were all terrific merchant princes with little interest in politics.
She nodded at the servant standing by the wall outside her sitting room. “Please fetch the steward at once,” she said.
The steward came, a majestic Greek from Corinth who had managed to get himself an education and then sold himself into slavery in order to make his fortune and eventually acquire the Roman citizenship.
“Strophantes, the master is divorcing me,” she said without shame, for there was no shame attached. “I must be gone from here by the day after tomorrow, in the morning. Please see to my packing.”
He bowed, hiding his amazement; this was one marriage he had never expected to see terminate sooner than death, for it had a mummified torpor about it rather than the kind of bitter warfare which usually led to divorce.
“Do you intend to take any of the staff, domina?” he asked, sure of his own continuance in this house, for he belonged to Gaius Marius, not to Grania.
“The cook, certainly. All the kitchen servants, otherwise he’ll be unhappy, won’t he? My serving girls, my seamstress, my hairdresser, my bath slaves, and both the page boys,” she said, unable to think of anyone else she depended upon and liked.
“Certainly, domina.” And he went away at once, dying to impart this fabulous piece of gossip to the rest of the staff, and especially looking forward to breaking the news of his move to the cook; that conceited master of the pots wouldn’t welcome the exchange of Rome for Puteoli!
Grania wandered into her spacious sitting room and looked around at its comfortable air of dishevelment, at her paints and workbox, at the nail-studded trunk in which reposed her baby trousseau, hopefully gathered, heartbreakingly unused.
Since no Roman wife chose or bought the furniture, Gaius Marius would not be handing any of it over; her eyes brightened a little, the tears trickled inward instead of down her cheeks, and were not replaced. Really, she had only tomorrow before leaving Rome, and Cumae was not one of the world’s greatest emporiums. Tomorrow she would go shopping for furniture to fill her new villa! How nice to be able to pick what she wanted! Tomorrow would be busy after all, no time for thinking, no empty hours to grieve. Much of the sting and shock began at once to evaporate; she could get through the coming night, now that she had a shopping spree to look forward to.
‘‘ Berenice!’’ she called, and then, when the girl appeared, “I’ll dine now, tell the kitchen.”
She found paper on which to compose her shopping list amid the clutter on her worktable, and left it where it sat ready for her to use as soon as she finished eating. And something else he had said to her—yes, that was it, the little lapdog. Tomorrow she would buy a little lapdog, first item on the list.
The euphoria lasted until Grania’s solitary dinner was almost done, at which point she emerged from shock and promptly plunged into grief. Up went both hands to her hair, wrenching and pulling frenziedly; her mouth opened in a keening wail, the tears poured out in rivers. Every servant scattered, leaving her abandoned in the dining room to howl into the gold-and-purple tapestry covering her couch.
“Just listen to her!” said the cook bitterly, pausing in his packing-up of special pans, pots, tools; the sound of his mistress’s agony came clearly into his domain at the far end of the peristyle-garden. “What’s she got to cry about? I’m the one going into exile—she’s been there for years, the fat silly old sow!”