When Ponty returned to Holey, he was not exactly expecting to be welcomed as a long-departed hero, but neither did he expect the extreme and tangible apathy that greeted him as he entered the Taconite Saloon.
“Hey, Ralph,” he said.
Ralph didn’t look away from the television. “Hey,” he replied.
“Hey, Chet!” Ponty said, and, noticing that Chet was no longer wearing Sonny’s jacket, added, “Got a new coat, huh?”
“Hm?” Chet said, glancing up from his paper. “No. Well, I suppose it’s new to you.” And he looked back down at his paper.
Ponty, who, despite having paid the citizens of Holey a decent amount of money, did not consider himself their employer, nevertheless decided it was time to take a firm hand.
“Where’s Sandi?” he asked sharply, and then quickly added, less sharply, “Have you seen her, or . . . ?”
“Sandi?” said Chet. “Oh, I think she’s taking a delivery in back.”
“Thank you, Chet,” said Ponty, satisfied that he’d got some solid results. He decided to press his advantage. “Say, everything going okay around here?”
“Oh, yeah. Everything’s fine.”
Ponty thought perhaps Chet was missing his deeper meaning, so he spelled it out. “No strangers poking around asking questions?”
“Nope. Just you— Well, you know what I mean,” said Chet.
“Yes, thank you.”
Chet’s intelligence had been excellent: Sandi was indeed just finishing up unloading produce in the back.
“Hello, stranger,” she said cheerfully.
“Hello. How’s everything going?” he said, adding an extra edge of conspiracy to his voice.
“Good.”
“Really?” he said doubtfully.
“Yes.”
“No . . . problems?”
“No. Well, the grinder on the dishwasher went out and the whole drain line clogged, so Ralph and I were doing dishes by hand for nearly a week.”
“But no one calling, no visitors asking uncomfortable questions about the book?”
“Oh, there’ve been a few calls, an interested person will stop by the Taconite—nothing I haven’t been able to handle. I understand the book is doing real good, which is nice for all of us. We can all use a little extra walkin’-around money. Come on in and have a cup of coffee with me.”
They convened at a table near the bearskin, poured coffee, and settled in. Sandi stared at him penetratingly. “You look like you’ve been rode hard and put away wet,” she said, employing an equine saying unfamiliar to Ponty. He used context to guess at its basic meaning but still proceeded cautiously in case he’d erred horribly.
“Really? Well, I suppose I was not as dry as I could have been . . . when . . . um . . .”
“Have you been sleeping well?” she asked with what looked like genuine concern.
“Frankly, no. This whole business, the book thing, it takes it out of you. Lots of bad dreams. I’m being chased in my dreams quite a bit lately, and the people chasing me seem more and more committed. Overall, they’re worse than the falling dreams, and I don’t like those much either.”
“Falling off of cliffs or what?”
“Sometimes. Sometimes buildings. Sometimes I just fall down and hurt myself. Shorter dreams, but no less frightening, ’cause I don’t wake up before I hit the ground, like in the others. But those aren’t as bad as the dreams where I’m on trial—they go on forever. The evidence against me is usually presented by my family and friends. And there’s always a lot of it, cataloged and presented methodically. Why am I telling you this?”
“No. It’s okay.”
“Well, my uncle Barn is usually the prosecutor—he was a sweet guy. Not in my dreams, though. There he gets pretty nasty. Shouts down all my own attorney’s objections—not that that guy’s good for much anyway. But, as I said, it just goes on and on. I have to sit there and watch.”
“You poor thing.”
“Oh, it’s okay. Usually if I cry too loudly in my dreams, my roommate kicks the top of my bed, and then I stop.” He realized that this sudden confessional left him a bit exposed, so he took a sip of coffee to quell his embarrassment. He swallowed. “What about you? Sleeping well?” he said, and immediately regretted its inadvertently personal nature.
“Me? No problems, no. I don’t dream often, but when I do, it’s usually about just me lounging in a little house by the sea. I don’t know where it is, but the curtains on the little yellow house always blow in the breeze, and the waves are always calm. I stand with my hands over my eyes looking out at the ocean for something.” Realizing that this revelation, with its distinct lack of angst, might hurt his feelings, she added, “Could be something bad that I’m waiting for, like . . . like Viking raiders or something. Luckily, I always wake up before it comes.” She shifted gears. “So you have roommates or roommate?”
“Roommates, four. They’re hardly even around during the school year.”
“Are they teachers?”
“No, students,” he said, as though the question were odd.
“And are you . . . involved with any of them?” she asked.
Before he could stop himself, Ponty screamed. It wasn’t much of a scream, but still, the half-dozen or so people in the Taconite Saloon turned to look at him, none of them with fondness or admiration. He gathered himself enough to say, “No! No! Whatever would give you that idea? No, no, ouch!” he said as he sloshed some coffee into his lap. “No.”
“I’m sorry. Are you okay?” she asked, referring to his potential groin burn.
“Yes. Yes, I’m fine. Sorry I overreacted. You’d have to know my roommates.”
“I thought perhaps ‘roommate’ was a new term for ‘girlfriend’ that people were using in the Cities. We get things late here.”
“No. Roommate means roommate in this case, probably more than it ever has before.”
“I believe you.”
Ponty, fearing he had frightened her with all his histrionics, tried to stay calm as he asked, “And you don’t—that is Ralph, you mentioned—he’s not your husband—or partner, I think you said—but he and you aren’t—aren’t—that is to say—you’re not married to him—or anyone? Right now?”
“Ralph and I? No! No. He’s a good man, Ralph but—no. Not ever. I was married once, a long time ago. I lost him.”
“I’m so sorry.”
“Back in ’78, we were in the BWCA—the Boundary Waters Canoe Area—when he wandered off to get firewood. Never found him. No bones or anything. They tell me if he met with some accident or something (which is probably the case) and couldn’t move, then he most likely got eaten by wolves.”
“Oh, that’s horrible.”
“It’s actually a great comfort to me to know he didn’t suffer for long if those wolves got him. Course, I don’t know if they got him, but I like to think that.”
“Of course. I didn’t mean to bring up a painful subject. Forgive me.”
“No, please. Don’t worry about it.”
“Well, speaking of painful subjects. The reason I’m up here, King Leo took a fancy to the book, and he’s planning a visit here at any time.”
“King Leo! Oh, dear. I don’t think there’s much here in Holey for King Leo,” said Sandi, taking a sip of coffee. “But we’ll try to make him feel welcome.”
Ponty, while not wanting to judge unkindly, felt that she was not displaying the appropriate amount of panic. “He’s apparently insane and . . . and slightly obsessed with the book. . . . And he’ll be bringing a lot of media attention here,” he said forcefully, trying to replace her apparent sangfroid with a reasonable and proper amount of fear, such as the kind he felt nearly always.
“Well, I know most of the folks around here won’t much like it, but everyone could stand to have his cage rattled every now and then.”
“I don’t think you understand. If he finds out the truth, so will everyone else who matters. Our little gravy train will be off the rails right quick.”
“How would he find out our secret?”
“Well . . .” He looked around for an audience to do an arms-out-at-the-side, “can you believe this?” take to, but finding none, he did it to the wall. “Somebody might let it slip. Is everyone in town properly motivated? Everyone’s happy with his pay? You’re in charge of all this, you know. It’s in our contract.”
“I know that, you big dope,” she said, not without affection. “The people of Holey have given you their word, and I don’t know how things are in your St. Pauls and your Minneapolises, but around here that’s . . . well, that’s as good as gold, if you’ll pardon the expression. I have only one concern, and that’s with Gerry Iverson. The mine’s on his land, and . . .” she said, seemingly reluctant to continue.
“Why? What’s . . . ? What’s his deal?”
“Well . . . he’s different,” she said cryptically.
“Different? Different from what?”
“Well, he doesn’t have electricity . . . and he does really interesting chain-saw art. . . . I think he used to be on the goof-balls or something. He’s different.”
“Well, is he one of those guys whose brain is fried? You know, one of those guys who laughs a lot at nothing? Are we trusting someone who’s not all there?” Ponty was getting worked up. Sandi tried to calm him.
“Ooohhh, noooo. He’s a nice fellow. Well, you’ll see. I’ll take you out to meet him. It’ll be fine. Hey, maybe you can give him a little extra piece of the book! Or maybe buy one of his chain-saw sculptures. That might help.”
“I vowed I’d never buy chain-saw art.”
“Well, take a look at it anyway. Look, Gerry’s fine. Don’t worry.”
Ponty was not calmed by her reassurances. “Oh, we’re doomed,” he said.
“I doubt it. Can I get you a warm-up?” she asked softly, proffering the pot.
“Doomed,” he said miserably. “Abso—that’s good,” he said as she filled his cup, “—lutely doomed.”
PONTY WAS UNWRAPPING a complimentary bar of Lux facial soap at the Bugling Moose when he heard an unsteady thudding sound coming from the vicinity of his entryway. Aside from the fact that it sounded very much like a human fist making rapid contact with the outside of his door, it otherwise had none of the qualities of someone knocking in an attempt to get his attention. Its rhythm and intensity were too unsteady. With curiosity and slight trepidation, he opened his door partially and peered through, expecting to find something in the neighborhood of a handyman nailing up aluminum chimney flashing, or perhaps a badger trying to snare a sausage rind from a garbage can. Instead he found the apparent source of the thudding to be Ralph. He opened the door wider.
“Ralph,” he said. “I’m sorry—I thought you were a badger.”
“Nope. How are you, Ponty?” Ralph asked, his hands jammed into the pockets of his polyester bar jacket.
“I’m good. How are you, Ralph?”
“Good.” There was a long enough pause that Ponty thought perhaps their business was concluded for the evening, but Ralph soon followed up with “I was talking to Sandi. She said you been having kind of a rough time of it lately.”
“Did she?” Ponty said, suppressing a grimace. Probably because he was framed in the doorway, he noticed for the first time how much space Ralph took up and, again, because he had the right angle of the doorframe as his guide, how his head was not completely symmetrical.
“Yeah. So I thought maybe to kind of unwind a little you might want to go out with me tomorrow.”
Ponty stopped breathing. His heart continued to beat, but arrhythmically. Breathing resumed shortly, followed by severe tachyarrhythmia. His vision pixelated slightly, and he felt hot, as unconsciousness loomed. He was saved by an important clarification from Ralph.
“I’m going turkey hunting tomorrow. Thought you might want to go out with me? Help you get your mind off your troubles.”
Under normal circumstances the question “Would you like to go turkey hunting?” would have been greeted with as much enthusiasm by Ponty as “Would you like to see a four-hour showcase of performance art?” But given his enormous relief over the fact that a large man had not come to his door at a late hour to ask him out on a date, it seemed extremely welcome. He accepted without hesitation.
“Okay. I’ll see you at five, then,” said Ralph. “You can use my old bow.”
Ponty had said his good-bye to Ralph and stepped inside to resume his appointment with the Lux when he suddenly realized that Ralph’s parting sentence made less than no sense to him. Five, he’d said? P.M., surely. But hunting in the late afternoon? It couldn’t be. Still, it was less improbable than 5:00 A.M., a time that, when presented as the hour to meet, should raise in the presentee serious suspicions of insanity about the presenter. There was, he was fairly certain, no molecular movement of any kind before at least 6:30. And what could Ralph possibly have meant by “You can use my old bow”? Did one wear a colorful ribbon around one’s head for maximum visibility when hunting turkeys? No, couldn’t be. He didn’t mean a bow, as in the bow that propels arrows? This was not a weapon commonly used for the hunting of any fowl, was it? No, certainly not. But perhaps. Too much about the whole scenario had already shown itself to be extraordinarily improbable to begin discounting the smaller absurdities out of hand.
For one thing, Ponty had always assumed that turkeys were raised on farms, obviating the need for hunting them. Could they possibly be going out to hunt for escaped, renegade turkeys? And if that was the case, were the turkeys desperate not to get caught and therefore reckless and dangerous? It seemed likely. Or were there wild turkeys? Wild as in “feral”? As in “wily”? As in likely to sense Ponty’s obvious weakness and attack? He hoped not. He had compiled sixty Thanksgiving dinners’ worth of evidence that turkeys were not small animals—imagine how much larger they grew in the wild.
And did they herd up when left to their own devices? Were there prides, or pods, or murders of turkeys out defending themselves against natural and human enemies? If memory served, live, unpackaged turkeys have some kind of spur on the inside of their legs used to slash and hack at their opponent’s tender flesh. Ponty was not tall. He wondered if a turkey could climb him and shred him up pretty good with those spurs before he even got off a shot. Probably, if his luck continued to go the way it had been. If that was the case, he was certain his bones would be picked clean by a murder of turkeys by a quarter to six in the morning, at the very latest. At 5:28 or so, a minute before his final breath on earth, he’d see a big mess of red wattles bearing down on his tender face, pecking his very life away.
The fact that he was entertaining such thoughts provided all the testimony he needed that it was quite time for bed. He set an alarm for 4:45 in the event that madness ruled and people did indeed get up 5:00 A.M. to shoot arrows at turkeys.
His night of sleep consisted of very little actual sleep, and what there was, was riddled with anxious dreams filled with killer turkeys, rats, falling, and episodes of being chased by a crazy man with a chain saw. Throughout them all he had lost the ability to scream for help, and he was naked for fairly half of them.
RALPH CONFIRMED HIS fears by knocking tentatively on his door at 5:03 A.M. He crept in covered head to toe in camouflage.
“You ready?” he asked, sounding nearly chipper, something Ponty hadn’t imagined he was capable of—that anyone was capable of at 5:03 A.M.
“Oh, heck yeah,” said Ponty. “Let’s get some turkey.” He thought for a second. “Turkeys? Or turkey?”
“What’s that?”
“Nothing.”
They climbed into what was left of Ralph’s ’81 Malibu (it was very badly rusted) and drove off into the darkness. Quite a lot of driving, Ponty thought. Then they drove some more, through the darkness, and into the onset of sunrise, the pair speaking little, mostly listening to oldies on Ralph’s AM radio over the roar of the Malibu’s throaty engine.
Finally Ponty tried to get something going. “Civil twilight, they call that,” he said, pointing to the diffuse pink light filtering through the trees on the horizon.
“Who does?” demanded Ralph.
“Astronomers.”
“Twilight is at night, I think,” said Ralph, looking at Ponty with barely disguised pity.
“Well, yes, it’s both, in astronomical terms. I did a book on Vespucci, so I had to do some research on nautical astronomy.”
“So it’s twilight right now?”
“I think so, yes.”
“In the morning? Twilight?”
Ponty nodded. It was clear from Ralph’s reaction that he did not agree and certainly did not like people misapplying the word “twilight” to other times of day.
“So, Ralph, where are we going to get these turkeys?” said Ponty.
“Oh, just a little farther now, to a place I know near Round Lake. You got to go where the turkeys are, you know?”
“That’s for sure,” said Ponty confidently.
“Have you hunted them before?”
“No.”
“You’ve handled a bow, though, haven’t you?”
“Oh, yeah. A little,” he said, thinking back to a suction-cup bow-and-arrow set he’d had as a child.
“It’s a little tricky with turkeys. They’ve got keen eyesight for movement, so a lot of times you’ll have to hold the draw a good while before you’ve got a clean shot.”
“Right,” said Ponty, without having a basic understanding of what was just said.
“And you’ll want to go for a shot at his spine, or else they can just run off, and you’ll never find ’em.”
“So spine shots?” said Ponty, rubbing his hands on his knees.
“That’s right. The good thing is that in the spring those toms are looking to find themselves a nice hen, so if we call ’em close enough, they’ll strut their stuff with their backs to us, and it’s easier to get a shot at the base of the spine.”
“Call ’em? How do we call ’em?”
“You never . . . ? oh, that’s right. I’ve got a turkey call. We do a couple of hen calls—some purrs, a yelp or two—and with any luck those big toms’ll come running. Then bam.”
Ponty hadn’t realized how dire was the situation. He was venturing into the remotest woods with a virtual stranger about to imitate the call of a large, sexually excited fowl and then shoot its romantically charged mate through like St. Sebastian. Another upsetting thought came to mind:
“Do we have to rub on turkey-gland oil, anything from their giblets or the like? Don’t they do that for deer hunting?”
“Doe urine, yeah. But, no, we don’t have to do that. They got no sense of smell.”
Here was a small consolation: He would not be asked to splash on turkey pee. Then another thought:
“Do I need to buy a license?”
“I got you one.”
“Really? Well, thanks, Ralph.” Despite his reservations, Ponty felt a measure of pride that he was now a fully licensed turkey killer.
“You just have to pretend to be my brother if we get stopped,” Ralph said.
“What? How do I do that?”
“You don’t have to imitate his voice or anything,” Ralph said, trying to quell Ponty’s obvious alarm. “If we get stopped, just say your name is Brian Wrobleski.”
“But what if he asks for my driver’s license?”
“Just tell him you lost it.”
“What if he frisks me and gets it out of my pocket?”
“I don’t think the DNR has the right to frisk you. Lawsuits, I think.” He paused. “I don’t know—maybe they can frisk you, but if he does that, I’ll pay your fine for you.”
“What is the fine for illegally hunting turkeys?”
“If you have to ask, you can’t afford it. We just have to make sure not to get caught.”
They drove another twenty minutes or so and pulled over onto the shoulder of a deserted dirt road. Ralph opened the topper of his truck and began pulling out gear, handing Ponty a camouflage jacket and hat and what looked to Ponty like an enormously complex bow. He had remembered them as being bent-wood objects with a string connecting the two ends. Ralph’s old bow was strung this way and that like a cat’s cradle—the string passing over cams and wheels—and had a quiver attached to its right side that was bristling with broad-head studded arrows.
“This is your old bow?” Ponty asked.
“Yeah, but there ain’t a turkey alive that wouldn’t die after being hit by it.”
“Oh, no. I don’t doubt it. What I meant is, it doesn’t look old.”
“No, it’s not. But here’s my new one.” Ralph pulled out a more complex-looking model with even more pulleys and levers and some sort of extension and what looked like a laser sight. “Got this with the money you guys paid us,” he said.
Ponty whistled. “Wow. That’s a peach,” he said, and then he realized how effete the word “peach” sounded when applied to hunting tackle.
“Okay, here’s what we do: We’re gonna drive alongside this stand of trees up here and just listen for the call of a crow, okay?”
“A crow? Not a turkey?”
“A crow. We’ll blast this—”
“Now, hang on. You keep saying ‘crow.’ You know that, right?”
“Yeah. When we hear the crows, we blast the crow call, and then—”
“I hate to be a pest,” Ponty interrupted, “but bothering the crows seems a little off mission for a turkey hunt.”
“Would you let me finish? When we hear the crows, we blast the crow caller real loud, and if there are any turkeys around, they’ll gobble when they hear it.”
“Really?”
“That’s right.”
“Brilliant. Let’s do it.”
They drove slowly up and down the dirt roads in the area and listened, Ralph leaning forward and looking to his right, Ponty concentrating hard. They did this for some time. Ponty did not keep track of the minutes, but, had he been on his own, he would have lost patience with the search some 700 percent earlier than Ralph did. The sun was fairly high in the sky when Ralph made the official announcement that they had been skunked. “Well. I s’pose,” he said.
“Yup,” Ponty seconded.
“Let’s make one more pass down this side,” said Ralph, swinging the truck around.
“Yup,” Ponty agreed, for he was now a turkey hunter.
As he had previously, Ralph sounded the call when he heard some crows in the tall oaks. It was Ponty who heard the gobble.
“Hey, hey. Turkey,” he said excitedly.
“You sure?”
“They gobble, right?”
“Yes.”
“Something gobbled.”
“Probably a turkey,” said Ralph.
“That’s what I’m saying.”
They jumped out and collected their gear, Ralph restraining Ponty from dashing haphazardly into the woods like an excited child. They walked slowly and as quietly as possible down into a thicket of poplar, and when they were about a hundred yards from the road, they crouched low for cover and Ralph produced two small boxes of the same size, one with what looked like a piece of chalk protruding from one of its short sides, and began drawing the chalklike protrusion over the broad side of the other box (Ponty later learned that the chalklike protrusion was chalk). Against all logic, it produced a sound that Ponty could easily believe was similar to that made by a randy turkey. At first there was no reaction. But after a few calls they heard a response from an interested suitor.
“Go ahead and draw back an arrow,” Ralph whispered.
Ponty gingerly removed an arrow from the bow’s onboard quiver and, with only a basic sense of physics as his guide, successfully loaded it into the arrow rest and nocked it to the bowstring. Then he began to draw it back. This was harder than he might have imagined, and he had quite forgotten about the turkey as he concentrated all his might on simply pulling as hard as he could. Ralph gave his elbow a prodding squeeze, and Ponty redoubled his efforts to get the arrow back.
“C’mon, c’mon!” Ralph frantically whispered, and then he sounded off another turkey call. Ponty had the bow halfway back, with little confidence in moving it the rest of the way. Suddenly, frustrated with his own lack of strength, he made one last attempt to bully his trembling muscles into giving it another go. Just as he was about to abandon it all and suffer the inevitable contumely from Ralph, the effort of drawing it back diminished greatly and the arrow seemed to fly back to its ready position. Ponty, without realizing it, was taking sweet advantage of the “eccentric cam” system of a compound bow, and his first experience with “let-off,” or the diminished resistance at the end of the draw, would always be his favorite.
Unfortunately, the feeling of elation was short-lived. Oxygen debt in the muscles of his right arm and shoulder was currently being paid with lactic acid, and this would not do. A slight spasm in his biceps caused the whole system to break down. His elbow unlocked, his fingers lost their grip on the string, and the arrow jumped from the bow, realizing all at once its potential energy. Ponty gave a little cry of panic, which mingled with the cry of a randy tom as an arrow pierced its spine.
“Yeah!” cried Ralph. “What a shot! Come on!” He grabbed Ponty by the coat and pulled him through the underbrush to where the poor trusting turkey lay, quite dead.
Ponty stared numbly at the noble creature, strange and beautiful at once, its gorgeous iridescent feathers so at odds with its bald blue head and grotesque dangling snood and wattles, stilled forever by Ponty’s cruel arrow. He watched in silence as Ralph bent down and pulled the shaft from its limp body. Ralph whistled with his tongue. “This is a beaut, Ponty. Just a beaut.”
Ponty did not answer. He was thinking about Benjamin Franklin and how he’d been so impressed by wild turkeys that he wanted them to be a symbol of the new country. Ponty had just killed the runner-up to the bald eagle, a poor, helpless beast that had gone looking for l’amour and was betrayed to la mort.
“Man,” said Ralph, hefting it by its legs, “I’d say sixteen pounds. That’s decent. Nicely done.”
Ralph’s words were sinking in.
“Really?” Ponty managed to say. He only now realized that he was trembling. “That’s good, huh?”
“Oh, that’s a real nice tom. Nice beard, good-looking spurs,” Ralph said, pawing roughly over the corpse. “Here.”
Ralph handed the turkey to Ponty, who was amazed at the weight and size of the thing. “Man,” he said. “That is a nice one, isn’t it?”
“Oh, yeah. Real nice. Heck of a shot there. Heck of a shot.”
“Yeah, yeah, it was, wasn’t it?” The heady rush of Ralph’s praise, the buildup of adrenaline, and the sheer thrill of the hunt combined to wipe away all of Ponty’s reservations about his kill. “Are we gonna get another?” he asked.
“Well, we could, I s’pose,” said Ralph. “We got two permits.”
“Darn right. Let’s do it,” said Ponty.
“Okay,” said Ralph, and they trudged back toward the truck.
“Am I supposed to eat his liver raw or anything like that?” asked Ponty.
“I wouldn’t think so. I’ve got some jerky in the glove box if you’re really that hungry,” said Ralph, smiling.
“I just thought I’d heard something about that.”
“No, that’s deer. And only crazy fellas do that.”
“Let’s just have some jerky,” said Ponty, slinging the turkey over his back. In the course of a morning, he had become a turkey hunter.