Appendix B

Reference Lists of Reactive Cycle Elements

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Reactive Behaviors

       imageimage    Try to fix the problem with logic, solve it rationally

       imageimage    Agree insincerely, placate

       imageimage    Rationalize, intellectualize to avoid emotions

       imageimage    Make a joke or cute remark, laugh it off

       imageimage    Ignore, pretend it doesn’t matter or you didn’t hear

       imageimage    Avoid, distance yourself

       imageimage    Leave, walk out, move away

       imageimage    Withdraw, hide out

       imageimage    Act confused, freeze up, space out, shut down

       imageimage    Correct other person, argue the point, debate

       imageimage    Defend yourself

       imageimage    Ridicule, get sarcastic

       imageimage    Make insulting noises or faces, roll your eyes

       imageimage    Talk over the other, interrupt

       imageimage    Repeat yourself

       imageimage    Get sullen or sulk

       imageimage    Mutter to yourself

       imageimage    Compare partner to someone “better”

       imageimage    Label, judge, name-call

       imageimage    Complain

       imageimage    Criticize

       imageimage    Lecture, teach, preach

       imageimage    Pursue, push, pressure, prod, provoke

       imageimage    Talk loudly in an anxious tone

       imageimage    Interrogate, question, ask for explanations

       imageimage    Try to prove you are right

       imageimage    Attack or blame

       imageimage    Yell, blow up

       imageimage    Guilt trip

Reactive Stories

In these phrases, change the pronouns “he” and “she” to suit your situation.

       I am all alone.”

       He shuts me out.”

       She is so distant.”

       I am way down on the list.”

       I always come last.”

       He just doesn’t seem to care.”

       My feelings don’t matter.”

       We are never close anymore.”

       She is not that into me.”

       I am just not sure I matter.”

       It’s like he doesn’t see me.”

       I don’t know how to reach her.”

       If I didn’t push, we’d never be close.”

       He doesn’t really need me at all.”

       “Nothing I do is ever enough.”

       She doesn’t appreciate me.”

       I can never get it right, so I give up.”

       I must be flawed somehow.”

       I feel like a failure as a mate.”

       It just all seems so hopeless.”

       I try to keep everything calm.”

       I try not to rock the boat.”

       I go into my shell where it’s safe.”

       I am just not as needy.”

       She just gets overemotional.”

       I can handle things on my own.”

       I don’t know what he is talking about. We’re fine.”

       “I try to fix things, to solve the problem.”

Reactive Feelings

              Fight

       imageimage    annoyed

       imageimage    irritated

       imageimage    frustrated

       imageimage    angry

       imageimage    resentful

       imageimage    infuriated

              Flight

       imageimage    nervous

       imageimage    worried

       imageimage    insecure

       imageimage    anxious

       imageimage    fearful

       imageimage    panicked

              Freeze

       imageimage    hopeless

       imageimage    confused

       imageimage    ashamed

       imageimage    stuck

       imageimage    numb

       imageimage    paralyzed

Body Sensations

Some examples are:

       imageimage    a knot in your stomach

       imageimage    feeling heat or coldness

       imageimage    a tightness somewhere

       imageimage    a constriction or pounding in your chest or belly

       imageimage    a lump in your throat

       imageimage    a weight on your shoulders

       imageimage    a heavy feeling

       imageimage    a fluttering sensation

       imageimage    a pain in your heart

       imageimage    shakiness

       imageimage    tension

Core Feelings

       imageimage    sad

       imageimage    hurt

       imageimage    pained

       imageimage    grief-stricken

       imageimage    lonely

Core Fears

I’m afraid of being. . .

       imageimage    abandoned

       imageimage    rejected

       imageimage    left

       imageimage    all alone

       imageimage    unneeded

       imageimage    insignificant

       imageimage    invisible

       imageimage    ignored

       imageimage    unimportant

       imageimage    flawed

       imageimage    blamed

       imageimage    not good enough

       imageimage    inadequate

       imageimage    a failure

       imageimage    unlovable

       imageimage    controlled

       imageimage    trapped

       imageimage    overwhelmed

       imageimage    suffocated

       imageimage    out of control

       imageimage    helpless

       imageimage    weak

Core Needs

I need to feel . . .

       imageimage    connected to you

       imageimage    accepted by you

       imageimage    valued by you

       imageimage    appreciated by you

       imageimage    respected by you

       imageimage    needed by you

       imageimage    that you care about me

       imageimage    that I matter to you

       imageimage    that we are a team

       imageimage    that I can count on you

       imageimage    that I can reach out for you

       imageimage    that you’ll comfort me if I’m in distress

       imageimage    that you’ll be there if I need you