POPLAR STREET

Oh. Sorry. Hello. Are you on your way to work, too?

I was just taken aback by how you also have a briefcase,

also small & brown. I was taken by how you seem, secretly,

to love everything. Are you my new coworker? Oh. I see. No.

Still, good to meet you. I’m trying out this thing where it’s good

to meet people. Maybe, beyond briefcases, we have some things

in common. I like jelly beans. I’m afraid of death. I’m afraid

of farting, even around people I love. Do you think your mother

loves you when you fart? Does your mother love you

all the time? Have you ever doubted?

I like that the street we’re on is named after a tree,

when there are none, poplar or otherwise. I wonder if a tree

has ever been named after a street, whether that worked out.

If I were a street, I hope I’d get a good name, not Main

or Pleasant. One night I ran out of an apartment,

down North Pleasant Street—it was soft & neighborly

with pines & oaks, it felt too hopeful,

after what happened. After I told my mother I liked a boy

& she said No. You’re sick. Get out

before you get your brothers sick. Sometimes, parents & children

become the most common strangers. Eventually,

a street appears where they can meet again.

Or not. Do I love my mother? Do I have to

forgive in order to love? Or do I have to love

for forgiveness to even be possible? What do you think?

I’m trying out this thing where questions about love & forgiveness

are a form of work I’d rather not do alone. I’m trying to say,

Let’s put our briefcases on our heads, in the sudden rain,

& continue meeting as if we’ve just been given our names.