Acknowledgements

Thank you to:

My wonderful American and English publishers Jennifer Barth and Laura Palmer

My excellent translator Liz Clark Wessel

My Swedish publisher Helene Atterling

My friend and agent Astri von Arbin Ahlander

My careful, smart and patient Swedish editor Jacob Swedberg

My German publisher Nina Grabe who pushed me forward

My friend Tobias Almborg for the trip to Beirut, without which there would be no book

My brother Daniel Zander for all the tips and contacts in Beirut

My guide to Beirut from a distance, Professor Leif Stenberg

My invaluable contact at American University in Beirut, Rami Khouri

My guide into the heart of young, political Beirut, Dima Tannir

My friend Johan Jarnvik, like always

My parents for all the security and help

My Moa for everything