WAS IT POSSIBLE THAT THE BEACHES OF CAPE COD COULD be more beautiful than those of Hawaii or Costa Rica? Maybe some. Maybe for two or three months of the year. Certainly this one seemed to be.
I parked in the public lot at Craigville Beach. I had to pay because I had not gotten around to getting my resident’s beach sticker. It was only eleven o’clock in the morning, but it was a Saturday, and already it was getting crowded. People had driven down from Boston—families, mostly. In the old days there would have been primarily Irish and Italian families. Now there were people from all sorts of places: Indian families, wearing their street clothes, the women going into the water with full skirts and dresses, a man sitting on the sand in a white shirt and pin-striped pants, dark socks, black shoes; Russians in teeny-tiny bathing suits, even the old men with big bellies; Brazilians, already in a party mood, already playing their music too loud.
I walked west, past The Beach Club, where rich people paid big money to sit with their own kind, have good-looking teenagers arrange their beach chairs and umbrellas. Then I walked past the private homes of even richer people, who had the advantage of Commonwealth laws dating back to colonial days when the government did not have enough money to fund docks and so encouraged people to build privately by allowing them to own the beach all the way down to the median low-tide mark.
The rich people were kind enough to let the rest of us walk across their property, twenty-six houses with at least half a mile of prime real estate that we had to cross until we got to the area on the point that the town owned. The town beach, with virtually no parking but clean white sand and clear blue water for those savvy enough to find it and energetic enough to get there.
I had a long towel over my shoulder, I was carrying a small cooler with green seedless grapes and a couple of beers, and I had a radio in my pocket in case I stayed long enough to listen to the Red Sox game. It was a precaution, really. I was not going to the beach to enjoy myself; I was going to think.
I had thought on the plane from Costa Rica to Houston and again from Houston to Boston and I had not liked my thoughts. Now I was hoping to sort them out.
After the last house there was a clear strand of sand extending all the way to a natural rock jetty. Behind the strand were long, waving sea grass and an occasional scrub pine covering rolling dunes, and on the far side of the dunes was the Centerville River, an estuary, really, seawater flowing in and out from the bay. If I went to the point there would be a hundred-yard channel and on the other side would be Dowses Beach in the village of Osterville. Land of the rich and famous. Home of the Gregorys.
I would not be able to see the Gregorys’ compound from the point, it would be another mile along the coast, but I would be able to sense it, to feel it looming there, just beyond the trees, just around the bend of the shoreline on the other side of the channel. And I would be able to feel their presence: the Senator and his kids and his sisters and their kids and his late brothers’ kids. All of them, leading the lives to which the rest of us aspired.
But I did not go that far. I ducked into a hollow in the dunes and set up my little camp. Others had found this spot before. There were the remnants of a fire, burnt black logs, and while I was clearing them out of the way I came across a used condom. I took a stick and flicked it into the sea grass behind me. A seagull thought it was food and made a dive for it, then rose again, squawking in indignation.
I took off my T-shirt and spread it on the ground next to my towel. I put my watch on top of it, along with my car keys, my wallet, and the little radio. I slathered on some sunscreen in a rather haphazard manner and then tossed the tube onto the shirt. It bounced and went into the sand, and I left it there. This little hollow was mine. I could sit here and look out over a berm of sand at the beach, the water, the boats on the bay, the people walking by, and no one would even know I was here unless they looked closely. George Becket, in a nice sequestered place. He’s there and he’s not there. I cracked a beer and sat on the towel with one arm around my drawn-up knees.
George Becket, watching the world go by. George Becket, filled with information about other people’s lives. Lives lived in exotic places, lives that seemed good until you probed. Lives like mine.
Nine people had been at the Gregory compound that night in May many years ago. Peter, Ned, Jamie, Cory, McFetridge, Jason, Leanne, Patty, and, I had to believe, Heidi.
Cory left that night. Heidi was dead the next day. That left seven. McFetridge and Patty, I had learned what I could from them. I could not say the same for Leanne. I could not say anything about Jason.
I had gone to see Jason and he had fled. Why? Why not just talk to me, the way McFetridge had? And how had he known I was coming? I had gone there only by serendipity. I was supposed to see Peter in San Francisco. Supposed to see Peter through Barbara’s estranged husband, Tyler. Who was supposed to be in Sausalito waiting for me. But who wasn’t there after all. Who had been replaced by slippery Billy, who had sent me off to Tamarindo.
Maybe it wasn’t serendipity after all.
Here, George, as long as you’re looking, why don’t you go to another country? I’m sure you’ll see someone there. Except the guy who isn’t there any longer. But look who you found. Someone else you were searching for. Someone who nearly killed you for asking questions.
Is that what really happened?
Sitting by myself, with nothing but the occasional sound of seagulls and the background noise of waves washing into shore, I tried to figure out Leanne Sullivan. Who, if it wasn’t Chuck Larson, had tapped into her patriotic fervor? Could it be one of the other Gregory henchmen? Pierre Mumford? The monster of the muffin house? He had seemed more a protector than a manipulator. Had it been Jason himself? An assignation on the beach, a phone call—even a weekend together afterward—was that enough to cause her to give up her life in Massachusetts and move to Hawaii?
And what life? I didn’t know. Was she a salesclerk? A Pilates instructor? A bank teller? A phlebotomist? An insurance adjuster?
And what was in it for Jason? Preppie Jason and the rough, tough girl from Roslindale. Leanne Sullivan, said by Howard Landry to be sporting the Eighth Wonder of the World, and I had not even noticed. Of course, she had been wearing baggy cotton white pants the first time I saw her and she had been covered by the tails of a man’s dress shirt the second time. A muscular girl with a flat belly—could she have had hidden what Howard said she had? And what it did for Howard Landry, a small-town police detective whose passions were fishing and beer, would that have been enough for Jason Stockover, Mr. La-de-da?
Was Jason like Paul McFetridge, the Paul I used to know? Not so much Mr. La-de-da as Mr. I’ve Got Everything? Mr. Of Course You’ll Do This For Me. Here, love, go off to Hawaii and live with Howard for a while. Then come back. I’ve got this nice little place in Central America, and I’ll be waiting for you.
Hard to figure.
How do you get someone like Leanne to live with a man like Howard? For years. Was it possible she really did love him? Jason and then Howard and then Jason again. Maybe Bob the Exterminator in between.
Maybe she didn’t love any of them. In which case, who was she doing all this for? The Senator? Was that possible? The Senator was rumored to have a ravenous appetite when it came to women, but I had never witnessed that myself. When would I have? I had seen him only the one time in Florida. And then I had spent the rest of my life doing his bidding.
Living in a nice place.
Sort of like Tamarindo. Or Kauai. Or Stanley, Idaho.
All nice places where the people involved never expected to live. People not guilty themselves. People guarding someone else’s secret.
A leg appeared next to me. A very shapely leg attached to a small, very shapely foot. The owner of the leg had not approached from the beach, but from the dunes and trees behind me. It was possible. There was a path that led from the street, went through a thicket of pines and then forked, one way to the estuary, one way to the ocean. I saw the leg, I thought of the condom, I looked up.
Squinting into the sun, I did not make her out right away. A woman with a short white skirt, a yellow halter top, a broad-brimmed hat, sunglasses with sharp edges. The sharp edges gave her away. I leaped to my feet.
“Thought you were in Hawaii,” she said.
I glanced around to see if her husband was with her, to see if anybody was with her.
“Just got back.”
Why was she looking at me that way? And how did she get so short? Was her body always that compact? I tried to remember if I had ever stood next to her before. I certainly had never seen her when she wasn’t wearing something frumpish, something designed to make her look like wallpaper.
It was possible, just possible, that she was not wearing a bra under that halter top. No, that wasn’t possible. Not Mitch White’s wife. I didn’t know where to look. I tried the sand.
“He said you went to talk to Detective Landry.”
Where had she come from? She lived in Dennis, to the east. They had their own beaches in Dennis.
“Hello?” She had a canvas bag over her shoulder. It dropped to the sand, exactly where my eyes were focused. Apparently she was going to stay.
“Yes,” I said. “Well, it’s because of that guy Bill Telford.”
“Anything New.”
“Yes.” I tried looking at the sea. There were a couple of groups of people down at the water’s edge. Maybe she had come with one of them. Except she had come up to me from behind.
What did I learn? What did she know? What was I supposed to tell my boss’s wife? “Not much.”
She pushed me. She put her open hand on my bare chest and gave me a slight shove. “C’mon, George. There’s some reason why you stayed as long as you did. By the looks of you, you must have been mauled by tiger sharks.”
She was talking about my bruises, my splinter marks, my black-and-blues, and the cut on my neck.
Her hand went to my elbow and stayed there. It was a cool hand, and it was making me sweat. I went from looking at the sea to looking at the sky to looking at her. She was having no trouble looking at me. Jesus, Stephanie White was doing a woman thing on me. “You know,” she said, her hand staying where it was, “you have Mitch quite worried.”
“About what?” I wiped my mouth. I kept not looking at her yellow top. I wanted to sit down.
“He says your friend is going to run against him. Mitch is afraid you’re not quite as loyal as he would like a member of his office to be.”
“Mrs. White—” Her hand squeezed my elbow tighter and I stopped. Perspiration was beginning to bead along my hairline.
“Oh, it’s Mrs. White now, is it? I’m not so much older than you that you have to call me that, am I?”
If she had enough confidence to play men like she was playing me, what in God’s name was she doing with a dweeb like Mitch? “Stephanie—”
“That’s better.” She may have moved an inch or two closer to me. It was getting harder and harder not to look directly into her face.
“I don’t know if you’re aware of this, but your husband and I aren’t exactly friends. He’s stuck with me because someone called in a favor—”
“The Senator.”
“Yes.”
“And you know, of course, that Mitch owes his own job to the Senator.”
“I’d say that’s the common belief here on the Cape.”
“Mitch was a staff attorney on the Senate Judiciary Committee down in D.C., did you know that?”
“I’ve been told that, yes.”
“Were you also told he got the Senator out of a jam?”
“I figured it was something like that.”
“Sort of like you did.”
It was time for me to look away again. The wind, I saw, was beginning to pick up on the water. Tiny waves were being formed. I knew the pattern. They would get bigger.
“Which means”—her fingers moved, encircling my arm a little higher than the elbow and then pulling me toward her—“the two of you ought to be working in common interest, don’t you think?”
“Stephanie, do you know what I do for your husband? Do you know how long I’ve been doing it?”
“What I know is that Buzzy Daizell used to sleep with your wife.”
The touch on my arm was no longer cool. Now it was like the handcuffs that had been put on me in Costa Rica. “Maybe that’s why we’re no longer married,” I said.
“Is it? Because I saw you and her go into the bathroom of my house that time. I thought, man, what kind of couple is this? They go screw in someone else’s bathroom? They couldn’t even wait till they got home?”
Screw. Stephanie White, my boss’s wife, said “screw.” I didn’t know where she had come from, why she was dressed this way, why she was addressing me the way she was. I didn’t know what to say.
“She had issues.” I spoke over the top of her head. Over her hat. “She liked bathrooms.”
“I started thinking about you differently then. I started wondering what you were really like, George.”
I apparently gave something away because Stephanie’s mouth twisted. Did her hand squeeze me again? I pulled my arm away, just in case. “You thought I liked my wife having sex with other guys?”
“I thought maybe you had an open marriage.” From the way she tilted her head, I gathered I was to understand she was casting no judgments.
Stephanie, the sharp-featured ice queen, was open-minded about open marriages. Stephanie, who was married to a guy with a preposterous mustache and a wardrobe full of short-sleeved white shirts. What was she doing? What was she offering the swinger in her husband’s basement? The perspiration rolled down my sides.
“And then it occurred to me that maybe that wasn’t it at all. Maybe you didn’t know what was really going on.”
I felt a strange relief when she said that. My body temperature seemed to drop two or three degrees in an instant. “So you’re telling me now in case I’m supporting Buzzy against your husband.”
“Because if you are, George, his affair with your wife is going to come out. And I suspect it won’t just be him who’s embarrassed.”
“Are you threatening me, Mrs. White?”
“I’m just saying, George, there are reasons why we should work together.”
“You’ve got my secret. Tell me yours.”
It was her turn to be surprised. Or at least to act it. “What makes you think I have one?”
“I think Mitch does.”
She shook her head. “Well, if that’s true, you’re not getting it out of me.”
She was still standing close, closer than a stranger would, closer than a boss’s wife should. A sudden breeze came up and blew back her hat. She threw her hand to her head to hold it on and her back arched and there was no longer any doubt about what was and was not under her yellow tank top.
I had a moment, or maybe she gave me a moment, and then she took off the hat and spent some time straightening her hair before she put it back on. Hair that I always thought was mousy was now glimmering in the sun. “You’re a strange man, Mr. Becket,” she said.
Not half as strange as you, I thought.
She went from straightening her hair and her hat to straightening her skirt. “I have a question for you,” she said. She positioned herself directly in front of me again. She did it deliberately. Everything she was doing was deliberate. “What do you think is going to happen to my husband if he loses his job?”
“Get another one.”
“Here? On the Cape? He’s not from here, you know.”
“Former D.A. He’ll have criminal clients flocking to him.”
“Let’s not kid ourselves, George. Mitch is not a courtroom lawyer. And he doesn’t exactly have a lot of friends in this area.”
“Except the Senator.”
“That’s right. And the Senator wants Mitch to stay in his job. So why is it that you, as the Senator’s other friend, are trying to keep him from doing that?”
“I’m not. I’m trying to find out who killed Heidi Telford.”
“That’s not quite what you told Mitch was your reason for going to Hawaii, was it?”
I was telling so many half-truths these days it was hard to remember what I had said to whom.
“Your reason for talking to Howard Landry wasn’t so you could help Mitch and it wasn’t so you could put to rest the rumors that he covered up for the Gregorys, was it, cowboy?” Her finger thumped my chest. It left a mark. First yellow, then red. “Don’t think,” she said, her finger lingering, “we don’t know what’s going on.”
We? Who was we? She and Mitch?
Stephanie’s hand came up and I flinched, remembering what had happened with Leanne in Costa Rica. But this time the touch against the side of my face was gentle. “So what I want to know is,” she said softly, “what you’ve found out.”
I let her hand stay. I looked directly into her sunglasses again and said, “I’ve found out that Heidi was at the Gregory compound that night.”
Nothing changed. The hand did not move.
“That she was probably there with Peter Martin. That in all likelihood Jamie Gregory and Jason Stockover and maybe Paul McFetridge and possibly Ned Gregory know exactly what happened to her and how she ended up on a golf course with her head stove in.”
Was there a change now? Did her fingers curl so that her nails were digging into my cheek ever so slightly?
“And I’ve found out that Howard Landry was just about to put this all together when he was whisked away to Hawaii with promises that his every fantasy would come true. Just, Mrs. White”—I took her hand away, let it drop—“like you are trying to do to me.”
“You flatter me, George.”
I couldn’t see behind the dark lenses, but I imagined her eyelids fluttering. There was a hint of that in her voice. She laughed suddenly, and there was a hint of flutter there, too.
“I have a proposition for you, Georgie.”
“No.” I said it quickly.
She laughed again. “That wasn’t what I meant. What I meant was, what if I could get you promoted within the office? What if I could get you promoted to felonies?”
“You?”
“Well, Mitch isn’t going to come right out and tell you. It would look too much like what you think he’s been doing already. But if you believe Buzzy Daizell has a better position waiting for you, maybe we could head that off. Get you the same thing without changing ad”—she touched my chest—“mini”—she touched me again—“strations.”
“You’re making me an offer?”
“It can be made to happen.” She turned her shoulder slightly, moved her chin so that it was aligned with her shoulder. All edges and angles.
“In exchange for what?”
“In exchange for reporting to whoever you’re reporting to just what you’ve found. Which is nothing.”
I leaned down until my face was so close to hers that her lips opened in expectation, and then I said, “She was just a young girl, Stephanie.”
There was a moment of complete stillness. And then Stephanie White spoke as if we were two adults trying to solve a problem, two adults who just happened to be inches apart from each other. “It was a horrible thing and nobody is trying to say it wasn’t. But trying to pin it on the Gregorys is wrong.”
“And is that because none of them did it?”
She heard the taunt and she understood it. “It’s because all you’re doing is playing into the hands of some right-wing extremist who’s trying to get revenge on the Senator.”
“You know who this extremist is?”
She hesitated. “You know who it is.”
“Who?” I demanded.
“Josh David Powell. Isn’t that who’s behind Buzzy’s campaign?”
I wondered how so many people seemed to know so much. I wondered, for a moment, what I was doing trying to be involved at any level. But my head was still tilted forward, my face was still nearly against hers, so close that I had only to whisper. “What do you know about Josh David Powell?”
“I know you’re his stooge, George. You and all that guilt you’ve stored up over what happened in Florida. He’s playing you, and I’m just telling you, if you allow this to keep going, everybody’s going to get burned—you, Mitch, the Senator, the Gregory kids, your meat-head friend Buzzy. And none of it is going to result in the real killer getting caught.”
“She was at the house, Stephanie. She was there the night she was killed.”
“And then she was gone. Pushed out the side gate because she wouldn’t put out, okay? It’s not very nice, it’s not very pretty, it doesn’t look good for the Gregorys, but that’s what happened. So yes, one or two of them have some responsibility because they put her in a position where she got picked up by someone on her way home. But they weren’t the ones who killed her.”
“And so we should protect them?”
“And so we shouldn’t turn this into something more than it is, all right? Gregorys act bad sometimes, but they don’t go around killing people.”
She dipped her knees then, managing to do it without coming into contact with me and without ever taking her eyes off mine. She came up holding the canvas bag. “There are things my husband will do, George. You can say it’s for the greater good. You can say it’s for his own self-interest. But they’re no different than what any of the rest of us are doing. Understand?”
Her hand went onto my chest one more time and pushed. I staggered back, not because I had to but to give us both some room. She twirled her finger. “Now turn around,” she said. “I have to get dressed.”