Terrak
I am recording this chronicle so that, in the event of my capture and inevitable death, the truth might still come out. I have been accused of a monstrous act, and I am innocent of that crime… although I can’t claim to be innocent in a general sense. (Those failings I do possess, and there are many, I will admit to whenever relevant.)
This is how my troubles began.
I stood on the highest floor of Shilsaad Station, at a huge wraparound window overlooking the frozen nova. I swirled a cup of Hacan sunwine and did my best to project an air of knowing, benevolent wisdom. One of the junior diplomats from the Mentak Coalition, a human with high cheekbones and elaborately razor-cut hair named Coralee, strolled over to me, holding a fluted glass of something no doubt less potent than my own libation. The Mentak were organizing this event, so she had more reason to stay sharp than I did.
“Ambassador Terrak,” she said, leaning against the railing at the viewport. “I was hoping for the chance to speak with you privately.”
I towered over the human by two-thirds of a meter, and surely weighed at least twice as much as she did, but she didn’t shy away from me or exhibit nervousness the way many humans do when in such close proximity to my people. The Hacan superficially resemble a nearly extinct predator from the ancestral human homeworld, a large feline called a “lion”. Being seen as reminiscent of an intimidating but noble beast can be useful at times when dealing with such people, but this human wasn’t from Jord, or even the Federation of Sol. She’d grown up in the multiracial mélange of the Mentak Coalition, which meant she’d lived alongside Hacan her entire life.
The Mentak Coalition was an oddity in the galaxy, with so many different species living closely together in some approximation of harmony. Now her government wanted to expand that coalition to encompass other cultures, including mine, in a grand alliance – and, amazingly, the plan might even succeed. The purpose of this gathering was to discuss final details regarding the rather grandly named “Greater Union”, and ours was just one of many preliminary meetings leading up to a major multi-faction summit on the Coalition homeworld of Moll Primus, where the treaty would, in theory, be formally signed. Assuming everything didn’t fall apart before that, anyway. Convincing several proud and ancient cultures, some of whom had clashed in the past, to join together in a single grand enterprise was a delicate operation. I was a bit cynical about the whole idea. The Greater Union seemed to me like the sort of plan that would take tens of thousands of hours of collective work in order to achieve, at best, a largely symbolic outcome. But diplomats have to keep busy somehow, and at least such endeavors keep the drinks flowing.
“Am I so famed as a conversationalist?” I said. Before she could answer, I gestured to the vast blur of the frozen nova beyond the viewport, the star stilled forever at the moment of explosive expansion. The nova’s true brightness was hidden behind an array of shells, shields, and lenses, so it was possible to look directly upon the stalled stellar devastation. “What’s your theory?”
“About the frozen nova?” She shrugged. “Some ancient civilization tried to harness the energy of an exploding star, and that’s what remains of their solar battery.”
“Ah, the exploitation hypothesis.” I swirled my golden wine. “I favor the survival theory myself – that the ancient aliens were local to this system and put the star in stasis to preserve their homeworld from destruction.”
She cocked her head. “Surely a civilization capable of halting the expansion of a star and wrapping it in perpetual forcefields could simply pack up and move to a system that wasn’t about to fall prey to a supernova? It’s not as though stars explode without warning – these local aliens would have had time to prepare.”
“You underestimate the appeal of defending one’s homeland,” I said. “Some people are sentimentally attached to the cradle of their civilization, even once that civilization has expanded throughout the galaxy. A homeworld is about heritage, and the root of one’s identity as a people. Maintaining that connection can be very important.”
Coralee snorted. “Are you making a political point? Since I’m the descendant of prisoners on a penal colony, and grew up on a space station alongside a dozen other species, that means I can’t understand cultural identity?”
I blinked at her. “Burning sands, no. I think you overestimate both the subtlety of my wit and my interest in offending you.” That statement was half true.
“Oh, I’m not offended.” She sipped from her glass, glancing up at me and smiling. “I have great loyalty to my people, ambassador. That loyalty just doesn’t have anything to do with our shared connection to any particular ball of dirt and water. Moll Primus is still the center of the Mentak Coalition, but it was our prison, too, long ago, so our relationship with the homeland is… complex. Instead, I’m loyal to our ideals – freedom, of course, but also forging something new and strong from disparate pieces. That’s what we’re trying to do with the Greater Union.”
“I am in sympathy with your stated goals,” I said. “But the decision to join was made without my input, so my position never mattered much.” I bowed my head. “I am, of course, a humble servant of the Emirates of Hacan… but to be frank, I’m here mostly for the drinks and the chance to catch up with old friends.”
“Don’t be so modest, Ambassador Terrak. You’re a man of influence.”
My official title was “Ambassador-at-Large”, which was to say, I wasn’t ambassador to any place in particular, but represented the Emirates of Hacan in various places and situations as necessary. I did occasionally advise my government on matters of trade, and certainly I had highly placed friends and contacts… but it was no secret I’d secured my largely ceremonial title (and the very real diplomatic privileges that came along with it) by bribing the right officials. Wealth is the source of power, after all, political and otherwise; this is true throughout the galaxy, though only the Hacan acknowledge it openly.
We have a saying back home: “Money is the blood of the world”. If money ceases to flow, the world dies. I’ve spent a lot of time among the other factions and have gradually come to realize they really mean it when they insist wealth matters less than diplomacy (as if influence can’t be purchased), or military might (when bigger and better weapons can always be bought), or the pursuit of knowledge (which is inevitably used to make money). I used to think those people were naïve. I’ve come to accept that they’re simply alien .
My diplomatic credentials accompanied me wherever I roamed, and I led an enjoyable life drifting from one embassy party to another, tagging along on official missions to interesting places, and engaging in a little light favor-trading and bribe-taking here and there. You have to spread around a few credits at strategic moments in order to foster the smooth flow of interstellar trade, after all, and I am one of the people who knows just who to approach, and how to appease them. The purpose of this meeting was ostensibly to discuss the details of free trade areas and cultural exchange programs among Union members, so it was within my sphere… but in reality, everyone from every invited faction was looking for advantages they could gain or weaknesses they could exploit. With a space station full of diplomats and politicians (and, no doubt, a few spies), how could it be otherwise?
I shook my head, mane swaying. “I have contacts in various government offices and can occasionally convince a minister of procurement to look favorably upon one supplier or another. I’ve been known to arrange an off-the-record meeting with this official or that. But whether the Emirates will join this Greater Union of yours, and what sort of terms will be settled on regarding commerce and so forth… those decisions are far above my level.”
“Every voice that joins the chorus makes the song that much stronger,” Coralee said. “We value your support. We’ll all be safer, and richer, if the Greater Union goes forward.”
I raised my cup to her. “Your people pour an excellent libation, so consider yourself well on your way to winning me over.”
“I’d hoped to appeal to you as a businessman. We’ve all had trouble with the L1Z1X growing bolder, and the corrosive swarming of the Nekro Virus, but there are also these strange new threats that have arisen recently. These nightmarish invaders on the edge of inhabited space… the stranger-than-usual behavior of the Creuss… the so-called Titans taking over that old mining colony planet… this mysterious information broker on that remote station, buying up influence for reasons no one can ascertain… they all pose a threat to the smooth operation of commerce, don’t you think? If we band together, we can form a united front, and stand as one against the coming chaos.”
“The nature of the galaxy is change,” I said. “And in chaos, there are opportunities for profit. That’s something the Mentak Coalition understands. Your raider fleets are always poised to seize the moment when the moment passes by, hmm? I’m not the only one who finds it… peculiar… that you would ask to make alliances with people you have historically boarded and robbed.”
She sighed. “Even if you think the Mentak are all pirates, you can see why we’d want to defend the civilized galaxy against existential threats. Pirates prefer nice, predictable trade routes to prey upon. We’ve all heard the stories of remote worlds being wiped out by mysterious invaders from who-knows-where. No one benefits from that sort of… disruption.” Perhaps sensing that this grim turn in the conversation was unlikely to please me, she suddenly grinned. “Besides, we can still ambush and pillage the Letnev. We’d never give up that pastime.”
“Nor should you.” I happened to spot a familiar silhouette across the room – my old friend Qqurant, of the Xxcha, with his distinctive red-and-white striped shell pattern. “If you’ll excuse me, I see someone I need to speak to.”
Coralee didn’t put her hand on me, but she did shift her body to block my smooth escape. “Can we count on your support, ambassador?”
“My support is not worth as much as you seem to think, Coralee, but as I said, I am in sympathy with your goals, and will certainly say as much if anyone bothers to ask.”
She hardly seemed satisfied, but she nodded and stepped aside, sparing me the necessity of gently picking her up and moving her.
I strolled across the circular room of windowed walls, the floor dotted with small groups of people, weaving mechanical servers, and hovering drone-trays. Everyone was dressed in their cultural finery: Xxcha shells gleaming with embedded jewels, humans in shimmering gowns or sleek suits, Hylar in elegant mobile tanks (and, in one case, a delicate silvery exo-skeleton; undersecretary Jhuri was one of the amphibious sub-species who could breathe air unassisted), Hacan in formal robes or sashes (the latter a bit daring and modern; that’s what I wore, of course), and even a few Yssaril, those being less inconspicuous than usual so no one would trip over them.
The Xxcha Kingdom, the Federation of Sol, the Universities of Jol-Narr, the Emirates of Hacan, and the Yssaril Guild of Spies: if the Mentak Coalition got its way, those factions would join them to form the core of the Greater Union. I’d heard rumors the Mentak had also reached out to the Saar, the Naaz-Rokha, and the Brotherhood of Yin, but if so, those groups hadn’t sent any representatives to this particular summit. That was fine by me; the Saar are depressing, the Yin are zealots, and the Naaz-Rokha are just strange, even if the Rokha are distant cousins of my people, genetically speaking. My sources told me the Coalition had also attempted to contact the Naalu Collective, through intermediaries in the Yssaril Guild of Spies, who maintained a relationship with the reclusive serpent-folk. The Naalu were aloof, as always, and ignored the call entirely. Just as well. The snakes were said to possess telepathic powers, and I loathed the idea of someone messing about with my mind.
I angled toward Qqurant, who was standing in a corner, holding a tankard and staring at nothing. The Xxcha was a minister of cultural affairs, promoting the art of his people across the galaxy by arranging tours and exhibitions. He was by all accounts an accomplished poet himself, though Xxcha poetry doesn’t do much for me; too much water and trees and mournfulness, not enough fire and blood and sex. I wondered what was wrong with him. Qqurant was one of the most animated and gregarious Xxcha I’d ever known. It wouldn’t be fair to call him the life of a party – Xxcha don’t tend to get drunk, stand on tables, and perform impromptu dances – but he could usually be seen trundling from one group to another, dropping in gravelly witticisms and making wry comments that punctured pomposity and made everyone relax and interact more as people than as Representatives of the State. Qqurant and I had known each other for thirty years and been to literally hundreds of these functions together, and I’d never seen him looking so abstract and remote.
“What’s wrong, Shelly?” I said. He lifted his beaky face toward me, his eyes glassy and vague. He usually called me “Whiskers”, but instead, after a long pause, he said, “Greetings… Ambassador Terrak.” A pause. “I hope.” A longer pause. “You are having. An enjoyable evening.”
I glanced around, and we were out of earshot, so I moved closer. “Blazing stars, Shelly, what’s wrong? You’ve got something on your mind and no mistake. Are the girls all right?” Shelly had been widowed twenty years ago, but he had two daughters, the twin stars his world orbited around.
“The girls… my daughters… they are well. Continuing their studies. Thriving in their… chosen fields. It is kind… of you to. Inquire. After them.” Qqurant wasn’t quite looking at me. He didn’t seem to be looking at anything .
I couldn’t understand why he’d be so cold and distant. “If I’ve done something to offend you, old friend…”
Now his gaze focused on me. “Oh. No… please. Accept. My apologies. I have… been ill. Nothing to worry… about. I will be. Fine soon. If you will… excuse me.” He toddled away from me but instead of leaving, or talking to someone else, he just took up another solitary post on the other side of the room, watching the others, or else watching nothing at all.
How very strange. I spied another familiar face, a Federation of Sol trade representative named Lillith, just detaching herself from a group of laughing, red-faced humans. She wore a rather daring arrangement of metallic rings held in place by antigravity generators or magnetic resonances or something, and wires woven through her long red hair made her tresses undulate as if in the wind. Lillith tended to dazzle those who weren’t used to her, and it took a long time to get used to her, which allowed her to make deals that were usually lopsided in her favor. “Lil, you look absolutely bizarre tonight.”
She swiveled toward me, smiling. I was taller than her, of course, but she had the long, lean build of someone born outside a gravity well, and she was wearing remarkable heels, so she could nearly look me in the eye. “Terrak, you old reprobate! Is your sash edged in blue ? What would the revered sages say if they saw you dressed like that?”
“Nothing I haven’t heard before.” I took her elbow and steered her away from the ears cocked our way. “Have you talked to Shelly tonight?”
“No, I haven’t seen him yet, is he here? I never go looking for Qqurant, he always bulldozes his way up to me – you know how he is.”
I nodded. “Yes, usually. There’s something off about him tonight, though. I’ve never seen him so… distant isn’t even the word for it.” I gestured with my glass to where Qqurant stood, like a powered-down robot. “He wasn’t even like this right after his partner died. He just threw himself into his work then. Have you heard anything that might explain the change?”
Lillith put on a face of concern, but I could see the cogs whirring behind her eyes, trying to figure out how a lapse in Qqurant’s focus could be turned to her faction’s benefit, but one reason Shelly and Lillith could be uncomplicated friends was because their spheres of influence didn’t overlap much. “Not at all. The poor thing. I’ll check on him myself, and let you know if I hear anything. I do hope he’s all right. I always say he’s one of the only truly good souls you’re ever likely to meet in our world.”
I reared back in mock offense. “What about me?”
Lillith chuckled. “When it comes to goodness, we’re not worthy to polish his shell, and you know it.”
I thanked her, turned, and almost tripped over an Yssaril I hadn’t seen standing so close. You don’t usually see Yssaril unless they want you to; that’s why the tiny humanoids make such good spies. “Did I overhear you express concern about Minister Qqurant?” she said, voice low. She spoke in my native language rather than the intergalactic argot, which surprised me, though I don’t know why. Yssaril operatives are good with languages. Eavesdropping is useless if you can’t understand what you overhear. This one was wearing the uniform of station security.
“I was just inquiring after the health of an old friend,” I said blandly in the trader’s tongue.
She nodded, and switched languages without a blink, and with those large eyes of theirs, you’d notice a blink. “The minister is fine. Just very busy.”
How curious. The Xxcha don’t make as much use of the guild of spies as other cultures do, favoring open diplomacy over covert evidence-gathering, and anyway, Shelly didn’t have anything to do with the kind of operations the Guild would be involved with. “I don’t believe we’ve met before. I’m Ambassador Terrak.”
A pause. “This one is Kote Strom.”
“And how do you know Shelly?”
“Through… work.” She took a half-step away. “I only wanted to reassure you. Do not worry. The minister is fine.”
“I am deeply reassured.” I put a little growling purr into the last word. “Let me reassure you on that point.”
The Yssaril scurried away, disappearing behind a group of people conversing. How bizarre. I pride myself on knowing what’s going on behind the scenes, but there were clearly forces at work here doing things I didn’t understand for reasons I couldn’t currently imagine. I’d just been warned off investigating Shelly’s odd behavior, which, of course, only strengthened my resolve to do just that.
I did a slow circuit of the room, looking around for Shelly, who’d moved on from the last spot. I saw him at last, standing with a peculiar, hunched posture. Was that a shimmer beside him, like an Yssaril doing their don’t-notice-me trick? Shelley abruptly turned and walked toward the lift platform that led to the complex below us – to the guest quarters, dining halls and meeting rooms of this convention center and luxury hotel.
I considered following him. It wouldn’t be difficult to come up with some pretext to tag along after him. But… what could I hope to accomplish? I’d achieve as much by talking to a stone wall. Something was going on. Was Shelly trying to give me a message by behaving so strangely? The way someone being held captive might say something wildly out of character when answering the door, as a way of signaling that something isn’t right, but they can’t speak freely? Perhaps my old friend was in trouble. True, he was a cultural minister, not involved in anything more dangerous than rivalries among musicians, but he still walked the halls of power… and the halls of power were filled with trapdoors and pitfalls.
I moved to one side of a crystalline kinetic sculpture, shielded from the eyes of most partygoers and all the security personnel, and pressed an invisible button on one of my bracelets. I subvocalized: “Catriona, I want you to look into a Xxcha cultural minister named Qqurant. Medium-depth investigation, do pattern-matching against the database of known behaviors, and send me a chart of any recent anomalies, particularly financial or intimate-relational. Look into an Yssaril named Kote Strom, too, just a basic dossier, assuming you can find anything – she’s here as station security but I wonder if she might be Guild of Spies.” I sent the message. It would be encrypted, and then transmit itself disguised as signal noise in routine communication traffic emitting from the space station, to be snagged by one of my consultant’s many automated agents. Catriona was a freelance data analyst, and while no one is better at market research, her skills are highly transferrable when it comes to other matters as well. If something was going on with Shelly, assuming it wasn’t something happening entirely inside his ellipsoidal scaly head, I’d know soon enough.
I slipped back into my usual role, all bonhomie and knowing smiles, and circulated throughout the party until it was time for our formal dinner. I ended up at a table with Lillith, so that was fun – she was filled with scandalous tales about old acquaintances. The meal was… peculiar. The Mentak Coalition’s culinary tradition is one of fusion, of course, since all the different species living together there had shared their own delicacies for centuries. Our hosts proudly served us dishes that were almost familiar, but also all wrong. I’d requested the Hacan-style meat dish, and received a platter of roast caprid, which was all well and good, but the chop was crusted with ground-up arthropod bits and served atop entirely the wrong sort of grain, and worse, the grain was stained deep purple with some kind of discharge from a cephalopod’s ink sac. Lillith stared at her plate in open horror. She’d opted for the fish – people who spent as much time at the Universities of Jol-Nar with the Hylar as she did were basically required to develop a fondness for seafood, if only out of self-defense – and the seared protean eel set before her was technically a fish, though it looked more like a snake with vestigial fins, and its head was still attached, too. The less said about the sticky reduction dribbled all over it, the better.
Fortunately, the cheese course included several edible varieties, and if you brushed the odd seeds off the bread, that wasn’t so bad either, so we didn’t starve. Shelly wasn’t present at the dinner, despite having the most robust appetite of any Xxcha I’ve ever met, and I didn’t see Kote Strom, either, though that didn’t mean she wasn’t around. I inquired with one of the Mentak officials circulating the room about Shelly’s whereabouts and she said, “Oh, the minister had some urgent business to take care of, but he’ll rejoin us for the morning sessions.”
Hmm. After the inevitable speeches, I declined several offers of after-dinner alcohols and vapors and teas, claiming I had some reports to go over, and took a lift down to the floor where my room was located. In truth, I wanted to see whether Catriona had found anything about Shelly yet.
I entered my room and turned to face the door to engage the lock. That’s when something slammed into the back of my knees, knocking me off balance. I caught myself against the door and tried to turn, but something swarmed up my back. A moment later a hand slammed my head against the wall hard enough to make my vision swim with black dots, and I sank to my knees. My head rang like a bell, and there was pain, but it felt far away. I hadn’t been in a fight for a long time and wouldn’t have thought someone so small could hurt me so badly. Sometimes it’s less about might and more about leverage. I tried to rise, but…
I’ll have to pick this up later. My benefactor is shouting questions at me, and when someone saves your life, it’s polite to answer.