Molten ice cream dribbled down the girl’s arm, threatening to drip off her skinny elbow. She lifted her arm high and licked the whole, sweet trail.
“Hannah Gerlic, you are too gross.”
Hannah licked the last of the sticky melted cream up to the cone, and grinned. “Takes gross to know gross.”
She watched her friend Addison wrinkle her nose and nibble at her own iceblock. Hannah knew Addison Wintour was anything but gross. Addison was one of those prissy girls who never got dirty and whose hair was always right. She and Addison weren’t good friends, but okay friends. They were in the same class, lived not far from each other, went to the same school camps, and attended the same girls’ parties.
“What time is it?” asked Addison, holding out her free hand. Hannah picked a folded bundle of junkmail flyers, catalogues, and brochures from the trolley she wheeled and handed it to Addison, who jammed it into a letterbox. They walked up Ithaca Lane to the next letterbox.
“Dunno.” Hannah checked the sky. The dove wing clouds overhead had apricot edges, and the sky behind them was turning a steely blue. She popped the last of her ice-cream cone into her mouth and chewed thoughtfully. “Around five, I guess.”
“Good. We can finish this rubbish soon.”
As soon as Hannah had got home from school that afternoon, Mrs. Wintour had rung Hannah’s mum. Mrs. Wintour, who normally drove Addison around the suburb while she delivered her catalogues, had been delayed at her work. Could Hannah be a sweet thing and keep Addison company?
Hannah had protested, but her mother had cut her short. “It doesn’t hurt to help, Hannah Elizabeth.” Hannah had looked to her older sister Miriam for support, but got only a sweet sucked-in smile.
And so the two ten-year-olds had spent the last hour and a half trundling the streets, alternately pulling the small handcart of brochures and pushing the catalogues into mailboxes, discussing Spongebob, Miley Cyrus, and cats.
They were coming up to a block of flats at the top of Ithaca Lane, outside of which were several garbage bins. “Cool,” said Addison. She bent to the trolley and scooped up the unposted bundles.
“Wait,” said Hannah, shocked. “What are you doing?”
“They’re for Carmichael Road.”
Hannah blinked. “You have to do them. Don’t you?”
“Don’t be stupid. Mum doesn’t like me going along Carmichael Road. Open the bin, please.”
Sure enough, at the bottom of the narrow street was Carmichael Road itself, and beyond it, a shimmering sea of dark jade and emerald. The woods. Hannah frowned. Her mother had discouraged her and Miriam from going past the woods, too, all since that Thomas boy had been found dead. But they’d picked him out of the river miles away. What did that have to do with Carmichael Road? Mum had explained with gravity that the woods were too big, and it was very easy for careless girls to get themselves lost. Hannah thought it was stupid.
“That’s a bit gutless, though, isn’t it?” said Hannah.
Addison was staring at her.
“If you want to deliver them”—Addison dropped the pamphlets back into the trolley with a heavy rustle—“deliver them.”
Hannah felt a bubble of anger swell in her tummy. She stared back at Addison until the other girl looked away, down at the ground. She really was scared.
“What are you afraid of?” asked Hannah.
Addison turned and began walking down Ithaca Lane the way they’d come.
“Make sure you bring my trolley back.”
Hannah stalked along Carmichael Road, carefully folding parcels of catalogues and sliding them into mailboxes. Her anger had floated away fairly quickly in the cool, late-afternoon air, and now she was just left wondering what was wrong with Addison Wintour. And her mother. And everyone! What was wrong with Carmichael Road?
The woods were like a big, green thing across the road, whispering in its sleep. They looked fine: thick and secret and old. When Dad used to read stories about enchanted princesses sleeping the years away in emerald groves, it wasn’t forests thick with European pines that Hannah had imagined, but woods like these: lush and healthy and wild and filled with hefty-trunked paperbark, glossy ash, lumbering and shadow-branched figs, and scrambling, dark-footed lantana. Trees as tall as churches, some so thick with vines they looked like green-furred dinosaurs. The woods were, really, quite beautiful.
Hannah realized she’d stopped walking and was standing, staring across the road at the trees, leaves sparkling like silent laughter in the evening air. The trolley was empty—she’d delivered the last brochure.
“I should go,” she said quietly, to no one. And she should; she should turn and go back to Wool Street and give snobby Addison Gutless Wintour back her trolley and go home.
Except …
She let go of the trolley handle, crossed Carmichael Road, and stepped into the dry blade grass that fronted the woods. The wind picked up in the trees, and a sound like a pleased sigh ran through the dark leaves. Hannah smiled as it tickled her hair.
As if in agreement, the chittering leaves whispered louder.
What was in the woods? She’d never gone in, not really. It would be warm in there, out of the wind, among the old trees. Lovely and close. And secrets! Yes, there’d be secrets in there. Not dull stuff like TV and haircuts and boys, but secrets. She could just go in. Just for a minute. Just for a second.
She took a step forward and felt a sudden bright pain.
An edge of dried grass had sliced into her calf, and a red line of blood appeared on her pale skin. “Ow …”
Wind hissed now, in the trees, and ran like a large invisible hand through the grass, coming toward her.
“Oh!”
The grass shimmered around her legs, the blades of grass snapping at her skin, drawing new blood and slapping at the red that was coming out. Sticking. Tasting.
“No,” she whispered.
Hannah backtracked a step, another.
The trees seemed taller, darker. They leaned closer as the grass snapped about her legs like reptiles.
“No!”
She danced out of the grass and onto the road. A car, approaching, blared its horn and flashed its lights. Dazzled, Hannah let out a shriek and ran across, missed by mere feet.
Panting, tears stinging her eyes, she grasped the handle of the trolley hard, as if it were a life preserver. She looked back across the road.
The trees were normal. Not big, not small. Quiet. No: almost quiet. Whispering, softly. But the dark trunks looked like black teeth in a black smile.
Hannah snatched the trolley and hurried back to Ithaca Lane.
Pritam reached with one shoe and switched off the vacuum cleaner. For a long moment, the baby-cry whine of the electric motor echoed down the nave and in the transepts and seemed to keep the tall brass pipes of the organ humming disconsolately. The stained-glass windows were dark; it was night outside, and the occasional car headlights set the tiny panes sparkling like a handful of scattered diamonds. The candelabra overhead held electric bulbs, but their light wasn’t strong and the church seemed to Pritam yawningly huge, more dark than light. He would talk with John Hird about gradually increasing the wattage of the bulbs.
As he followed the electric lead to the wall socket, he stepped off the burgundy carpet onto marble and his footfalls rang emptily in the choir stalls and up to the high, dark rafters. He preferred to dress well when he was working in the church, even when doing everyday chores. He regarded dressing well as a sign of respect, for the institution and the office, and he wore his leather dress shoes and ironed trousers despite the countless occasions when Hird, sidling past in flip-flops and shorts, snorted amusement at his understudy’s formality. But now, alone in the church at night, the clack-clack of his heels on the cool stone floor sounded stiff and distant even to Pritam. He unplugged the cord, walked back to the vacuum and pressed the retractor—the cord reeled in so fast that the plug overshot the machine and whipped past, the tiny fist of a thing striking Pritam sharply on the shin and sending a flurry of pain scampering up his leg.
He let out a short hiss and bent to lift his trouser leg. One of the metal prongs had taken a scrape out of the tight skin on the front of his shinbone, and a ball of claret-colored blood had already seeped to the surface and was running down to his dark sock.
The sight of the thick, descending droplet suddenly reminded him of that shocking moment during the funeral earlier this week, when the deceased’s elderly mother had risen to her feet and spat at the image of Our Lord. Pritam had been unable to stop himself from watching her creamy-colored spittle run down His wooden shin, down His pinned foot, to collect in an offensive egg-like sac before gravity drew it down to the carpet he’d only now just vacuumed. After the service, Hird had laughed, saying the “old bird was a bloody good shot,” but Pritam had been stunned by the action. Or was it the words … Something about the Lord only being pleased by the letting of blood.
He knelt and gingerly touched the flap of raw skin on his shin—it hurt like a bugger. He reached into his trouser pocket and removed a neatly ironed handkerchief, which he looped around his shin. Pritam tied the handkerchief tight, rolled his trouser cuff down. Someone was behind him.
“Yes, John?”
He got to his feet and turned.
The church was empty. The windows were unrelieved black. The shadows in the apse behind the figure of Christ seemed as solid as the dark timber. Yet still Pritam had the feeling someone was watching him.
“Hello?” he called. His voice, carrying only the slightest hint of his Indian childhood, echoed among the polished pews and fell away to still silence.
He found his gaze settling on the spot where the strange man had sat during that same funeral service. Close, that was his name. Nicholas Close. That was the second unsettling thing about that day: the expression Pritam had seen on Close’s face as he stared up at the ceiling. Close looked as if he’d seen the hooded skull of the reaper staring back at him.
Pritam looked up through the chill air to the carved boss six meters overhead. Even in the dim, ineffective light cast by the fake candle globes, he could make out the timber face wreathed in oak leaves. Suddenly, a chill went through him.
He’s looking at me.
He blinked. The Green Man’s face was mostly shadow, its eyes dark sockets. What nonsense. It wasn’t alive. It couldn’t see. It was inanimate; a decoration made from a tree felled by human hands; nothing more than wood shaped by iron.
Like your image of Christ? Let’s not forget how offended you were when that old nari spat on Him.
Pritam reprimanded himself. That was different. Christ was his Lord and savior, but the Green Man is … what?
He’d asked John Hird about why such an un-Christian image was in such a holy place. “Christ knows,” Hird had grumbled. “What am I? An interior designer?” Then he’d lumbered into the presbytery to make tea.
And now, alone in the church, Pritam couldn’t shake the feeling that the Green Man was watching him from his headdress of hewn leaves. Suddenly, the words of the old Boye woman came back with sharp clarity. Blood is the only sacrifice that pleases the Lord.
And he can smell my blood, thought Pritam.
The thought came from nowhere and was irrational, childish, stupid. His heart was racing. His feet in his leather dress shoes were tingling and ready for flight. But he bent with deliberate slowness to pick up the vacuum cleaner. This was his church. He would not run from it.
“This is a house of God,” he said, loudly. The words rang against the cold, shadowed stone and among the dark old timbers.
He turned and walked to the apse door, all the while feeling the hairs on the back of his neck prickling like live wires.
Nicholas sat on his sofa. His throat was raw and his stomach was sore from retching. The bites (spider bites, he reminded himself) throbbed, and for the hundredth time he dully considered a trip to the twenty-four-hour medical center. And, for the hundredth time, reasoned that the resultant questions would not go well. Giant spider, you say? Oh, yes, we get those all the time. Pardon me just a moment while I phone security. Suggesting the wounds were a snakebite would only demand more tests, more questions. The punctures weren’t infected, and he was feeling incrementally better. He’d stay here.
So tired. As soon as he began drifting toward sleep, the nightmare image of the old woman stroking him while her pet sat on his chest returned with awful vividness. Shutting his mind’s door on the vision and leaning against it to keep it closed was draining. To let it open and relive those moments as a supine captive in the woods would send him crazy.
How do you know you’re not crazy?
He skipped to the next groove in the scratched record of his mind: Go to the police.
And say what? That the men who’d confessed to the murders of Tristram Boye and Dylan Thomas were lying? “Forget their confessions, their fingerprints, their car tire tracks, Sergeant! The real killer is an old woman who lives in a strange little cottage in the woods. That’s right, just down the road from me. Her hobbies include spider farming and jerking off hostages.”
“That’s amazing news, Mr. Close! The very break we needed to reopen these already neatly closed cases. By the way, how did you find out?”
“Oh, here’s the clever bit: a ghost led me there.”
The bitch knew.
The old woman knew there was no room in a sane world for stories about huge spiders and Brothers Grimm strawberries. A retelling of what happened would sound like the babblings of a madman. No, she knew there would be no police.
Go away. Move to Melbourne.
And how would he feel when he read of another Tallong child going missing?
I’m no murderer, Nicholas thought.
Ah. But she has your sperm in a jar.
Nicholas was suddenly fully awake. An image appeared in his mind complete: an autopsy table, a small boy facedown on the stainless steel, a lab-coated man with a syringe withdrawing milky white liquid from the dead boy’s anus and squirting it into a jar theatrically labeled “Evidence.”
Oh, Jesus.
Tristram touched the bird. But it should have been you.
She’d found out he was back, and she taunted him with Gavin, and drew him down to the woods like the gullible fool he was.
Suddenly, a small noise. The front door’s knob was turning.
With a start, Nicholas realized he hadn’t locked it.
When Suzette swung open the door of Nicholas’s flat, the first thing she saw was her brother’s pallid face, eyes wide in fright. His expression, quite frankly, scared the shit out of her. “Who did you expect?” she’d asked.
He’d simply shaken his head, and replied, “I don’t know if you’d believe me.”
And now she’d heard it, she wasn’t sure she did.
Nicholas had made them both coffee, sat her down, and told her how he’d followed the Thomas boy’s ghost into the woods. How he’d gone under the water pipe through the cobweb-choked drain. Wandering lost. Finding the boat. Seeing an old lady and her white dog; a dog whose bite marks he showed Suzette. They were two small red circles that already looked days old. “They were much bigger earlier,” he’d explained sheepishly. Falling unconscious. Waking to find himself unable to move, lying outside the old woman’s cottage. Bitten again by the dog—and the way he said “dog” made Suzette feel there was a lot her brother wasn’t telling her. Waking wet, clean, and nauseated in the tall grass on Carmichael Road, and staggering home.
“What do you think?” he said. “You think I’ve gone bonkers?”
“I think you’re a fucking idiot eating berries without knowing what they were.”
“I told you. They were strawberries.”
“Oh, you’re the Bush Tucker Man now?”
Her expression must have been cynical; she saw her brother’s face harden.
“Look at it from my point of view, Nicky. You were starving. You ate some berries—”
“Strawberries.”
“Would you bet your life on that?” she snapped, suddenly angry. “Would you bet your sanity on that? ’Cause that’s what you’re doing.”
“What do you mean?”
“Everything weird you saw, everything weird that happened to you, happened after you ate those berries.”
She watched him as this sank in. She could see the wheels in his mind turning behind his eyes, see him realize that everything could have been a hallucination brought on by the berries. A seed of doubt had germinated. She pressed the opportunity.
“Trust me, I know how potent some herbs and berries can be. Datura, peyote, morning glory seeds …”
She watched Nicholas frown, and his eyes turned to the wound on his hand.
“And that isn’t a dog bite.”
“No,” he agreed, but he didn’t say anything else.
Suzette changed tack. “The old woman …” She waited until Nicholas was looking at her. “Was she Mrs. Quill?”
He seemed to take his time thinking about this. Then he shook his head slowly. “She didn’t look like Quill. Like I remember Quill.”
Suzette nodded. For some reason, that answer was a relief.
Brother and sister drank their coffees in silence for a long while. Nicholas shifted on his seat, as if uncomfortable and wanting to speak. But he kept his silence.
“I don’t think you’re crazy,” said Suzette quietly.
“I think you do,” whispered Nicholas. He looked up at her. His eyes were grave. “You were the one who said the rune was dangerous. You were the one who wanted to know more. And now that I tell you more, you think …” He shook his head. “You think I was tripping on ’shrooms.”
Suzette met his gaze. She couldn’t lie. Her next words she spoke carefully.
“I believe you ate something. Maybe they were strawberries. Maybe they just looked like them. Maybe it doesn’t matter. ’Cause these things you say you saw, well … it’s only three days since a man shot himself to death in front of you.”
She watched these last sentences sink into Nicholas’s mind. He sat rock still in his chair for a long moment, staring at the mud-colored, threadbare carpet. Finally, he took a long breath.
“You’re probably right,” he said. He nodded, stood and collected their coffee mugs, and repeated, “You’re probably right. Yep. How do you think I got these bites?”
Suzette felt a warm glow of relief in her stomach. Her brother was odd, sometimes lazy, a fucking idiot for eating any old shit he found on the forest floor, but she loved him. The idea of his gift driving him mad was scary.
“I dunno. Maybe a tree snake bit you in the woods? They’re not venomous, you wouldn’t even realize it till later.” She shrugged.
He nodded again as he washed the mugs—that sounded reasonable. He checked his watch, and Suzette looked at her own. It was nearly 9 p.m.
“I’d better get home. Mum will think we’ve both bailed on her.”
Nicholas smiled. “Thanks for coming over. Sorry I … you know. Worried you. Et cetera, et cetera.”
Suzette gave him a quick hug. “Fine. Glad you’re feeling better.”
He saw her to the door.
“Just the same,” she said as she stepped into the cold night, “I don’t think you should go into the woods.”
He nodded again. “Good advice.”
He closed the door on her.
Nicholas carefully pulled aside the limp, once-white curtains and watched his sister walking up Bymar Street, until the darkness between the tiny footprints of streetlight consumed her. Then he sagged.
She thinks I’ve lost it. Well, when ninety-nine people say the sky is blue and one guy with bad hair says it’s green, who do you side with?
Suzette thought he had a wee touch of post-traumatic stress syndrome after seeing Gavin off himself; that was fine. But she was still here—she hadn’t flown home to Sydney. That wasn’t so good. He wondered if he’d told her too much. She’d scared him when she came through the front door; he couldn’t help himself. When that knob had turned, he wouldn’t have been surprised to see the old woman with her blue, unsmiling eyes opening the door wide to let some eight-legged thing step silently in. When he saw it was Suzette, his relief was so great he just blabbed. Thank God he’d had the good sense not to tell her about what the small terrier Garnock really was. Or about the raping hand job.
He hadn’t imagined it. Certainly, the old witch’s strawberries had made him see things: the beautiful vale, the glistening pond, the pretty boat, Cate’s Surprise—that was the most sadistic of them. But he’d also seen things as they truly were: that the boat was a collapsed hull, the witch’s secretive cottage, the nightmarish, fox-sized spider Garnock … He’d told Suzette a lot, but not too much. If he could keep his new, horrible knowledge inside for a few more days, he was sure he could get her to leave and go back to her family. Then there was only Mum to worry about.
The old woman doesn’t want your mother. She wants you.
Overhead, in the winter sky, the moon was high and small, just a slivered narrow eye in a yawning ebony sky.
Was that the last thing Tris saw? The moon? The old woman? A knife? Eight unblinking eyes?
Nicholas felt his eyes drawn to the end of Bymar Street, where it intersected with Carmichael Road. He could feel the wall of dark trees there, as solid and hostile as an army camped outside a city under siege.
He was about to let the greasy curtain fall when something closer to his flat caught his eye.
Across the road, under a moth-flickering cone of light cast by a streetlamp, a small white terrier sat on the footpath. As soon as Nicholas’s eyes fell on the creature, its tail wagged slowly. It was looking directly at his window. It was watching him.
Now that Nicholas had recognized it, Garnock lazily got to its haunches and trotted down Bymar Street in the direction of Carmichael Road.
Nicholas watched it go. He couldn’t stop shaking.